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Now at the entrance of the emergency department, he ran into Hong Yi head-on.Nishina glanced at Koichi's hand. "Your hand is not well yet, it would be better to go back to the ward?"

Hiroichi looked at Shibata. "I'm just here to see."

Shibata rolled up his sleeves without even looking at him. "anesthetist!"

Fang He walked over. "What's up?"

"Anesthesia... status?" Looking around, Shibata realized that he had done nothing, the first aid treatment had been completed, and the local anesthesia for minor surgery had also been taken care of.So many people completed anesthesia for different people at such a fast speed, the technology is very good.He glanced at Fanghe.

"never mind."

"It's okay, don't bark," Fang He turned around, "wasting my time."

Sasaki also stepped into the emergency department. "Are you ready for the surgery?" Being despised by everyone again, he was stunned for a moment, and with a smile, he entered the surgery preparation room together with Shibata and Nishina.Patients with two glass punctures in the heart were immediately wheeled into the operating room, and patients with the most severe fractures were admitted to the second operating room.In the emergency department, there were only Kanano, Sato, and Hiroichi left in the emergency department.The feeling of loneliness made Koichi very uncomfortable, and Shibata's indifference made him even more depressed.What did he do wrong?It's okay not to ask clearly, and this situation cannot be allowed to continue.

Sitting on the bench and looking at the lights in the operating room, Hiroichi thought of Shibata he saw just now, his eye circles were obviously darkened, and he couldn't hide the feeling of fatigue. Representative Yamadera's conditioning had been discussed with the internal medicine department for a long time, but he couldn't come up with a suitable plan. Drugs that enhance liver and kidney function can only be added to the current treatment plan, but these drugs will also bring new burdens to the body.

Shibata's anxiety can be imagined.

What can I do?Hong Yi pursed his lips tightly, feeling a slight pain in his chest.At this time, he should try his best to help Shibata, what is he fussing about with Shibata here?He is in a bad mood, he should try harder to be considerate.

Time passed bit by bit, and three hours later, the lights in the operating room were finally turned off. Hong Yi stood up instinctively, and all the family members of the patient rushed in front of him. Hong Yi couldn't squeeze through and could only watch them helplessly Surround Shibata.Seeing Shibata leave his family and come out, Koichi wanted to lean in again, but Shibata turned to Nishina, "Is there anything tonight?" Seeing Nishina shaking his head, he said, "Let's have a drink together?"

Just like that, Hiroichi once again watched Shibata and Nishina leave without saying a word.

Shibata's avoidance of him is so explicit that Koichi is discouraged.Their friendship developed quickly, and there were many twists and turns. Maybe he didn't know Shibata as well as he imagined, or did he not know how Shibata thought of him at all?If he doesn't catch up, will Shibata just stay away?

The patient's bed was pushed out of the operating room, and the family members surrounded it, both joyful and concerned. A team of more than a dozen people walked past Hongyi's eyes, and Hongyi followed them away but didn't know it.Sasaki looked at him and wanted to laugh, and he patted Koichi on the shoulder while taking off the mask.

"how?"

Hong Yi was taken aback. "What?"

"Do you feel a little lonely seeing this scene?" Sasaki said while smiling, "In that case, hurry up and find a girlfriend."

Hong Yi was taken aback again. "Looking for a girlfriend?"

"In this way, you will have someone to take care of you, so you won't be in the hospital and have no one to see you," Sasaki said, "Shibata is your friend, but he is also very busy, so it is impossible to take care of you all the time."

Hong Yi bit his lip and lowered his head.It was getting late, and Sasaki hurriedly visited the ward and left.Hong Yi came to the door of the special ward again, and the voice from the door disturbed his already shaken mind. Shandera's wife came to see him. He also has a family and a partner, which is different from Hong Yi.

The feeling of loneliness that he had neglected for a long time came to his heart, and Hongyi suddenly felt a little unbearable.When he was busy all day long and took the hospital as his home, he never thought of being lonely.After being hospitalized due to a hand injury, he discovered that he was also a person who was afraid of loneliness and loneliness.

Looking back, the person I want to see──Where is it?

What came to Koichi's mind was Shibata's provocative smirk, and his heart suddenly twitched.

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28 Ambiguous Love

The lights are feasting, and young men and women are swaying on the dance floor.Nishina held his wine glass and looked around, but Shibata covered his eyes.

"What are you doing? Since you're here for a drink, I'd like to have some fun." Nishina broke off his hand, "Don't be so upset, Mr. Yamadera's physical condition is handed over to the Internal Medicine Department, and any problems are their responsibility. What are you worried about?"

"I'm not in a bad mood because of this." Shibata sipped his wine, "I just feel very upset."

"Are you also upset? For which woman?" Nishina suddenly became interested, "Let's hear it."

"It's not for women, it's for myself." Shibata looked at the various wine bottles on the wine cabinet in front of him, "I don't understand myself more and more."

"It's normal for people not to know themselves." Before Nishina could finish speaking, Shibata pushed his head down on the counter and hit the ground.

"I used to do things without caring about other people's thoughts and opinions. As long as I am happy, what others do is none of my business." Shibata turned around and looked at the men and women on the dance floor. "But now I actually don't care."

"Who did what to make you mind?" PeopleSoft asked with concern, "If you would mind, you should pay attention to the other party, what kind of person?"

"It didn't do anything, he was just talking to my ex-girlfriend, and they both liked each other."

"You're jealous!" Ren Ke immediately concluded triumphantly, "You're jealous that your ex-girlfriend was taken away by another man. Although you don't necessarily love her, you don't want her to belong to someone else!"

Shibata glanced at Nishina and smiled. "Fool."

"It's you who are stupid! You don't understand such a simple mood," Nishina bumped into Shibata, "Men are the same to women, as long as she was once her own woman, it will always be uncomfortable to see her become someone else's." .”

"What if it's a woman now?" Shibata drank the wine in one gulp, put the glass on the counter, and raised a finger, the waiter immediately poured him another glass. "You know he doesn't belong to me at all, and you don't like me, but you want to leave him alone but feel that you can't do it, what is this?"

Nishina was taken aback. "A woman now? Does she know you like her?"

"I don't know if I like it, but I'm very upset that he talks to other people." Shibata licked his glass lightly, "Maybe the person he talked to made me very upset, maybe my displeasure with that person was transferred to him . . . I don't understand. You can just leave him alone."

Nishina frowned. "How come the more I listen to it, the more I don't understand? Are you upset with her, or the person who talks to her?"

Shibata pursed his lips. "I'm upset with myself."

"I don't understand." PeopleSoft picked up the third glass of beer, "Let me tell you, if you think you like her, then go after her, if you don't like her, then ignore her."

"I don't know what to do?" Shibata asked back.

"I don't know...that's because I don't like it... just ignore it..." Nishina fixed his eyes on the woman at the table on his left, and then happily leaned over under the hint of the other party, leaving Shibata alone. Throw it by the counter.

As soon as Shibata placed an order, a beautiful woman approached him immediately. He ordered a glass of wine for the woman and winked at her frequently. All this only made him feel bored and tired.The drunk man accidentally dropped his wine glass on the floor, cursed and wanted to get a new glass, but his hand slipped again, allowing the glass to roll off the counter.The waiter immediately became dissatisfied. He walked out of the counter, picked up the shards of glass, and said to the man, "Sir, you are drunk!"

"I'm not drunk, it's just that I can't use my hands very hard," the drunken man pretended, "I just had an operation, but someone broke my hand before!"

"Next time it might be your leg that will be broken! Please pay and leave!" the waiter said, pushing the man away.If drunk and delirious people start trouble, the business of the bar will be lost.

Shibata put down his wine glass, pushed away the woman approaching, grabbed his coat, and hurried to the main entrance of the bar.Hongyi's hands can't be strong, what about his dinner?Shibata, who only had this thought in his mind, reached out to stop the taxi and sped towards the hospital.

Sitting in the back seat, Shibata looked at himself reflected in the car window, feeling indescribably annoyed at his disappointment.Hongyi's hand has already taken off the bandage, so he can leave him alone, and it's none of his business who Hongyi wants to associate with, why is he in such a disturbed mood, why should he worry about him?

At that moment outside the special ward, he felt his heart beating, and the peace of mind he felt by Hong Yi's side was unprecedented.

Hongyi is a stubborn and demanding person, and there are many troubles in getting along with him. If the matter of Nagata is exposed, they will probably become enemies. He is not such an ideal person. They will not be treated equally like Hong Yi.People are different, and different people should naturally be treated differently.Their styles of doing things are so different that it is impossible to get along well.

No matter how you think about it, you should draw a clear line earlier.

The taxi stopped at the entrance of the hospital, and Shibata got out of the car, thinking while walking, and when he realized it, he was already standing in front of Koichi's ward.After all, the body moves faster than the mind, no matter how he tries to hide it, he can't fool himself when he wants to see Hongyi's mood.

Shibata pressed the doorknob. In that case, he will face Koichi well. It is useless to think about other things now.