fall in love with fingertips

At this moment, the phone rang loudly.

(0.4 Fresh Coins) 29-Breezy Kiss

29 Breezy Kiss

Shibata ran wildly in the corridor, the elevator stopped on the upper floors, and he rushed up the stairs impatiently.The special ward is on the 13th floor. Running with your feet is much faster than the elevator, but it is also much more tiring.

The call was from Nagata, and the timid voice made Shibata furious, and it also caused Nagata to say a sentence three times before finishing it.Senator Yamadera's condition suddenly deteriorated, his heart stopped, and he was being rescued, and the doctor who rescued him was Koichi Utsumi.

how so?Although Hongyi's hand injury is recovering well, but Kuroki said not to move around until he can't use his strength to recover, isn't he afraid of ruining his hands?Shandera's illness was temporarily forgotten, and before Shibata approached the ward, his mind was already frying like a volcanic eruption.

In the ward, Koichi was injecting Yamadera, while Nagata was standing by the side holding an electric shock board, his hands were shaking all the time.

"Inner Sea!" Shibata couldn't help raising his voice.

"It's okay, the heartbeat has recovered." Hongyi's calm and calm voice made Shibata more annoyed, watching Hongyi pull out the syringe, Shibata reached out and picked up his collar, too angry to speak, just straight He stared straight at Hongichi.

"You...you're crazy!" Shibata gritted his teeth and clenched his fist with the other hand. Koichi closed his eyes instinctively and prepared to be beaten, but Shibata let him go.Koichi slowly opened his eyes, Shibata had already turned around, only his tall and thin back was in front of Koichi.

Hiroshi couldn't help being scared.He would rather Shibata punch him than be ignored by him, he would rather look at those eyes angry because of him than look at other places.He stretched out his hand and grabbed Shibata's arm, but he swung it away violently. Koichi was in pain, his wrist hurt, and his chest hurt too.

After the movement, Shibata turned around in a hurry, grabbed Koichi's arm, opened his mouth slightly, and seemed to want to say something, but in the end he didn't say a word.He let go, walked in front of the mountain temple, checked his pulse, looked at the eyelids and the inside of the mouth, and let out a long breath.

Nagata was still holding the electric shock board, but he was not as flustered as before. Instead, he watched the state of the two men in front of him curiously.He has never been able to understand Shibata's attitude towards Koichi. Nagata really can't understand that he hates him so much that he wants to destroy him, but feels guilty for hurting him.

"Nagata," Shibata turned around coldly, "Why are you here? Where's Dr. Sugimoto?"

The electric shock board in Nagata's hand almost fell to the ground. He put it down in a panic, and lowered his head, "Dr. Sugimoto arranged for Taguchi to be on duty. Taguchi asked me to take over if something happened."

Shibata rolled his eyes upwards, closed them in depression, gritted his teeth and said, "Why didn't you call me?"

Nagata looked straight at him. "I called several times, but no one answered Dr. Shibata's cell phone."

Shibata thought of the noise in the bar, recalled the confused mood at that time, and suddenly became speechless again.Whether Sugimoto or Taguchi, even he himself was at fault. What was Sugimoto thinking when he handed over such an important patient to a trainee?

"Doctor Shibata," Nagata asked tentatively with his eyes flickering, "Is Mr. Yamadera... hopeless?"

In a blink of an eye, Shibata picked up the front of the white clothes, and Nagata turned pale with fright.Hong Yi put his hand on Shibata's arm, and said softly: "Shibata, don't do this!"

Shibata bit his lip and let go slowly. "Get out." He pointed to the door, Nagata's expression changed, he lowered his head slowly, and left the ward.Only Shibata, Hongichi and a comatose patient were left in the room. Shibata still didn't speak, but just stared at Shandera with confused eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.

Hiroshi hugged him from behind.

"Mr. Yamadera can still be saved, and he will definitely be saved."

"...I can't even save him, why do you say such things?" Shibata laughed coldly, "See, everyone is giving up, and the hospital's giving up is only a matter of time."

"Didn't the dean want to use his strength?"

"It's only if you can use it." Shibata turned around slowly, stretched out his hand to lift Koichi's chin, "Don't think about things so beautifully, between people, nothing will be left except for use."

"You mean, it's the same between us?" Hongyi looked into Shibata's eyes, just like when they first met, there was no warmth in Shibata's eyes, only indifference and ruthlessness.

"Isn't it? Did you give up calling the police because of the hospital, or because of me?" Shibata smiled, "I've worked so hard to take care of you for this purpose."

Hiroshi blinked his eyes, he could see that Shibata's words were not all lies.His heart sank slowly, but his feelings gradually rose. The more he was hurt, the more he wanted to redeem something. He couldn't stop this kind of mood from occupying his body.

"Then, I can also use you to treat all the patients." Hong Yi stared at the other party, "If you don't want me to expose the matter, then do your best to heal him!"

"It can't be saved." Shibata laughed nervously, "Didn't you hear what Nagata just asked?"

"You are not a god, so your conclusions are useless." Hong Yi's eyes became sharp, "As long as the doctor does not plan to save every patient, every patient may not be able to be saved. How many patients will die if you work hard?" Escape? I can't create a miracle, but you can!"

"Why can I?" Shibata felt more and more amused.

"Because you are Shibata," Hongyi held his hand, "You have a talent that others don't, don't you want to go further? Don't you want to take advantage of this person?"

Shibata stared at Koichi, approached slowly, and the two almost touched their noses, Koichi's heartbeat suddenly accelerated and his breathing became disordered.

"You...be my accomplice." Shibata said in a low voice, his dark eyes were bottomless, "If you fail, you will accompany me to hell."

Hongyi's heart twitched tightly.Failure... What a terrible word. Doctors are not ordinary people. Others can fail again, but failure is not allowed on the operating table, because doctors hold the life and death of patients in their hands.This is a fear that ordinary people can't understand. If you move forward cautiously, there is a dark abyss behind you. The path of a surgeon is lonely and difficult, and it is really terrifying to walk alone.

"Okay." Hongyi grabbed Shibata's collar and said word by word, "I'll accompany you."

An inexplicable emotion flashed in Shibata's eyes. For a moment, Koichi felt that he was terribly close to him. The soft touch on his lips stayed for two seconds, and he left like a wind, which made him unable to react at all.Shibata's fingers caressed his cheek lightly, and Koichi seemed to see his playful smile.

"What a fool."

Hong Yi was depressed by this sentence.

"but I like it."

Shibata's barely audible words made his depression turn red in an instant.

(0.34 Fresh Coins) 30-Isolation

Thirty Alone

Having not seen Shibata for several days, Koichi wandered around the hospital bored.Since the first aid was given to Yamadera, his fingertips, which were normally normal, often felt numb. Koichi dared not tell Kuroki, let alone Shibata, about this situation.

Touching his lips lightly with his fingers, Hong Yi was so ashamed that he lay down by the window and couldn't lift his head.

He was really slow, and it took him a long time to react. At that time, Shibata kissed him.Although it was just a very light touch like a breeze, the two did kiss.What does it mean to be an accomplice?Or was it Shibata's whim?Hiroichi couldn't understand why Shibata kissed him, but he didn't hate the kiss.

Because I don't hate it, I always remember, recall Shibata's expression at that moment, and guess Shibata's mood.At that time, Shibata was extremely depressed and depressed. What he needed was comfort and support, but no one could give him that.

Now it's just me.Hong Yi looked at his hands, he had already promised to go to hell with Shibata, and he had to do something while there was still time.He turned and walked towards the internal medicine department.Sugimoto appeared in the corridor. He was talking to the chief of internal medicine with an excited expression.

After hearing a few words, Hong Yi sank.Sugimoto hopes to change to another doctor as the conditioning doctor of Yamadera. As Shibata said, the members involved in the treatment are leaving one by one.Shibata is about to fall into isolation.Surgery is a system, a unit composed of groups, and only the combined strength of each individual can create miracles.

This is not something Shibata can do alone.

Looking at Sugimoto, Hiroichi clenched his fists.He can't let Shibata fall into a desperate situation, and he can't let Yamadera be abandoned by the hospital. To treat patients who cannot be treated or are at high risk, the hospital will usually do everything possible to transfer the patient, and the new hospital is even more impossible to rescue. Just a poor scapegoat.

Hiroichi found what he had to do.

Shibata stood in front of Onogi's office door, took a deep breath, and pushed the door open.Ohnoki raised his head from the front of the table and waved Shibata to sit down.

"I already know the situation of Senator Yamadera from the internal medicine department." Ohnoki stood up, "In your opinion, is the operation still possible?"

Shibata looked at Onoki. "Yes, but very difficult."

"How difficult is it? What is the chance of the operation being successful?"

"Maximum...half." Shibata thought for a while, "Or lower."

"That's it." Onogi shook his head and sighed, "It's a pity, although mitral valve replacement is a relatively difficult operation, it shouldn't be a problem for you. I didn't expect Senator Yamadera to be in such poor health."

"I want to change the way of conditioning