Fall in Love with the Queen Series: Addicted

After returning home, Gu Ruowei leaned on the table and listened to the CD he brought from Wei Feng. There were eight songs in it, all of which were quite simple, with only a guitar as accompaniment.His own voice was subtly shifted when it came from the earphones, and the clean mid-range was still in the ears.

It's not so much an album, it's more like a set of poems or a suite of something, the ups and downs of the lyrics, the ups and downs of the tune, it seems that it really is the feeling after a love.

Gu Ruowei squinted his eyes and listened, and a sense of familiarity emerged. Every piece of the tune was familiar, as if on this piece of white paper, he had left an imprint on the previous piece of paper that he wrote hard. .

Gu Ruowei had no choice but to believe that this was his own composition, and it existed like a child.

When the earphones were ripped off, Gu Ruowei had Shen Nian's annoyed face in front of him, "Drink the soup, I've been calling you for a long time."

Gu Ruowei put his arms around his waist, pulled him to sit on his lap, then put the earplugs into Shen Nian's ears, "Listen."

Shen Nian listened with a face of reluctance, and after listening for a while, she immediately jumped up from him, "Where did this come from..."

Gu Ruowei didn't expect such a big reaction from him, so he could only say vaguely, "It was given by someone else."

Shen Nian turned on the CD player and grabbed the disc in his hand, "When did this happen, this kind of song is already outdated now."

Gu Ruowei was a little embarrassed by what he said, so he only raised his eyebrows, "Yes."

Shen Nian was also a little at a loss for a while, he only squeezed the CD in his hand, and said sullenly, "Do you think it was better then?"

Gu Ruowei was taken aback, "Huh?"

"Do you think it's better to be alone? It's better not to be with me?" Shen Nian raised his chin, "It's better to go back to that time, right?"

Gu Ruowei quickly pulled him into his arms, "How could that be?"

Shen Nian shook off him, and stuffed the CD into his arms, "You can do whatever you like, do you think I will miss you?"

He... doesn't care at all.Whether Gu Ruowei is here, whether to leave, whether to die or not, he doesn't care at all.

Even though he forced himself to think like this, Shen Nian's eyes still turned red quickly.

Gu Ruowei sighed, hugged him into his arms, and patted him on the back, "I've always been here, haven't I?"

He could sense Shen Nian's uneasiness, but he couldn't understand the source of this uneasiness.

Gu Ruowei took the disc from Shen Nian's hand and threw it into the trash can, "If you don't like it, don't listen to it."

Shen Nian trembled violently in his arms, and finally stretched out his hand with some hesitation, and hugged his waist tightly.

Just like many years ago, when he finished his solo performance for the first time and hugged this person in the backstage of the big theater.

He spent twice as long and twice as hard as others to get his lover, but in fact, as long as he is not paying attention, he will disappear.As long as there is any "from the past" thing, it may be able to evoke any painful memories of Gu Ruowei, and it may make Gu Ruowei leave him.

He no longer wants to worry about any trivial matter, he is too tired.

He didn't allow this man to leave him.It was not possible before, and it is even more impossible now.

Gu Ruowei only patted the top of his head and sighed.

"It's gone?!" Wei Feng almost burst into tears on the other end of the phone, "That's a disc that I have treasured for many years, teacher... hey, I don't feel that bad because I am a teacher, but my heart is still..."

"Okay, okay." Gu Ruowei made a phone call while putting on makeup backstage, "I'll just buy another one sometime to compensate you."

"It's been out of print for a long time, how can I buy it! Alas, teacher, you really don't understand your own charm. Even back then, I had a hard time ordering a copy..."

"Okay," Gu Ruowei said with a smile, "ah, by the way, did Andrew Liu give you any response?"

"Huh? You said you're going to read through the script and have a second audition. Where's the teacher?"

"Well, it's the same here." Gu Ruowei flipped through the lines in his hands, "But it's a little difficult, the lead actor was only 20 years old in the audition..."

"Haha, then I will definitely win this time! Even if I am a teacher, I will not back down!" Wei Feng shouted energetically on the other end of the phone, and then suddenly raised his voice: "Didn't I say Don’t you want the black one?! Why did you bring the black one over again?! Change it to another one!”

Gu Ruowei subconsciously pulled the receiver away, and then said with a smile, "Even if I'm an old man, I won't admit defeat. Just go about your business, I'll hang up."

"Hey? Teacher, didn't I yell at you just now... did you hang up so quickly? Well, I will call you again in a few days, teacher, come on! Be sure to be defeated by me beautifully!"

Gu Ruowei hung up the phone with a smile, and saw Shen Nian standing on the other side of the room looking back at him, Gu Ruowei just pulled up the corners of his mouth to make a smile, Shen Nian looked away without saying a word .

By the end of the recording, the special treatment they enjoyed was only the dry box lunch inside the TV station, with two meat and three vegetables, and the rice was still raw.Shen Nian is not a patient personality, and immediately wanted to ask the assistant to go outside to buy.

It's winter now, and it's especially cold when it rains. Their new assistant is a little girl in her 20s, wearing only a thin coat and skirt boots.Gu Ruowei stopped the assistant, and gave Shen Nian the chicken leg from his lunch box, "Just for once."

"What about you?" Shen Nian picked up the chopsticks and asked in a low voice.

"I want to lose weight." Gu Ruowei rubbed his chin, "Otherwise you will be very old when you are on camera."

"Nonsense." Shen Nian picked up the lunch box and ate a mouthful listlessly.

"Hey, what did I look like when I was 20?"

Shen Nian was stunned, then raised his head to look at him, "Huh?"

"Ah," Gu Ruowei patted the back of his head, "I'm having trouble with my brain again. At that time, we didn't know each other."

Shen Nian chewed a few mouthfuls of rice, and said in a low voice, "I know."

"Huh?" Gu Ruowei didn't hear his words clearly, "What?"

"It's nothing." Shen Nian picked up the lunch box and walked to the side, before leaving, he still didn't forget to throw the meatballs in his lunch box into Gu Ruowei's lunch box, "It's too oily."

Gu Ruowei smiled, looked at Shen Nian's back to him, picked up the meatball and stuffed it into his mouth.

Listening to the chewing sound behind, Shen Nian chewed the rice in his mouth, as if he really returned to the time when he was 15 years old.

At that time, Shen Nian was only a high school student, his body was thin, and he was not good at running and jumping, so he didn't seem so social at that energetic age.

Shen Nian's parents are old enough to have children, so they let him do whatever they want, it's okay to stay at home if they don't want to make friends, if they don't want to study, it doesn't matter as long as they don't kill people and set fires, it doesn't matter, everything is the best for him.As time went by, he naturally became more and more withdrawn and proud.

Even if you can't be a sports boy, you can still be a melancholy boy who was popular at that time. He bought a guitar, but he didn't have a good teacher.I always sit on an open space in front of a convenience store near my home and fiddle with myself. When I am tired, I spread my arms and lie on the lawn to rest for a while, squinting to look at the dazzling sunlight.

But that day, the sunlight was blocked by a figure.When Shen Nian opened his eyes, the sunlight poured down from the edge of that person's figure in large swaths, as if the great god in Greek mythology descended into a dazzling mess. Shen Nian couldn't see the expression on the face of the person behind the light clearly. Intuitively, it seems to be smiling.

"You're blocking my light." Shen Nian frowned, even though he was only 15 years old, he was not a cute kid.

"I heard you play the guitar just now." The man's voice was nice, but there was not much emotion in it, "You play so badly, do you want me to teach you?"

Shen Nian suddenly turned over from the lawn and sat up, full of hostility, said: "Which onion are you?"

That person smiled, in Shen Nian's memory, he had never smiled like this in many years after that.

"Probably... someone who wants to change your fate."

Shen Nian rubbed his eyes, only to see the piano case on the man's back, he curled his lips and said contemptuously, "You know?"

The man unloaded the piano case, took out the guitar, tried the sound, and started playing with the guitar in his arms.

It was the first time for Shen Nian to hear such a vivid piano sound, it was like life, and it almost grabbed his young heart all at once.But he seemed unable to move, he just stood there, raised his head and asked him, "Can you teach me?"

The man simply nodded, "Yeah", and pointed to his guitar, "Take it."

This is how the encounter began, the young man listened full of longing, the young man guided calmly and calmly, on countless sunny meadows after noon, under the eaves dripping with drizzle.

Gu Ruowei Yu Shen Nian has always been, a mentor-like existence that is more than a companion.

Or maybe from the very beginning, when the 15-year-old boy looked up at that rigorous and serious face, he might have had a strange feeling.

From the moment I met him, the pointer of fate has already begun to deflect.

"Shen Nian, Shen Nian? It's time to play."

When Shen Nian came back to his senses, Gu Ruowei was holding his shoulder, "Why are you in a daze? It's time to play."

Shen Nian was a little distracted, and replied, "Mm, good."

Gu Ruowei had never seen him so well-behaved before, he was dull for a few seconds, then smiled and patted the top of his head.

Shen Nian shrugged to avoid his hand, "Don't feel like petting a pet."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Gu Ruowei scratched his hair, "but it always feels like, it's always been like this."

Shen Nian was taken aback, then turned to stare at Gu Ruowei, "Did you...remember something?"

Gu Ruowei shook his head, "It's just that I often feel like I've done this before, and sometimes I just feel it." He lowered his head and leaned into Shen Nian's ear, "You will be happy if you do this."

"I, I won't." Shen Nian put on his coat and pushed his face away, "It's time to play, excuse me."

"Your Highness, you haven't zipped your trousers properly."

"Hey...?" When Shen Nian lowered his head to look, the zipper of his trousers was clearly intact, but Gu Ruowei took the opportunity to brush past him.

The manager outside was yelling again, "Shen Nian! Come out and play! What are you doing?!"

...this big bastard.

Gu Ruowei's weight loss plan is going smoothly. He only eats high-protein and low-calorie foods, goes to the gym every day, and diligently goes to the beauty salon for maintenance.After such a week, he lost a lot of weight and looked much younger.

He is not a person with very heavy hair, he only shaves once every two or three days, but now he is very diligent in shaving every day and desperately using Shen Nian's expensive aftershave.Shen Nian didn't care about it at first, but after discovering that the newly bought aftershave lotion had lost one-third in just three days, she explicitly prohibited Gu Ruowei from using it like washing his face again.

Putting all these aside, Gu Ruowei's pair of dimples made him have a baby face, and he had the capital to pretend to be tender.In the past few days, the reverse growth has almost intensified, causing Shen Nian's eyes to hurt.

Such an obvious change was also clearly manifested during the talk show. Shen Nian was a little nervous, his sleep quality was not good, and his dark circles could not be covered with powder; Gu Ruowei's face was ruddy and healthy beside him, not to mention He has been very successful in his career recently, and people would believe him if he said he raised a kid.

The host of the entire show repeatedly praised Gu Ruowei for looking young and in good spirits, and what was even worse was that he even carefully asked Shen Nian if he was under too much pressure recently and why his complexion didn't look good.

Shen Nian was cold and silent as soon as he got off the stage. Although he didn't care much about his appearance, he was still very confident all the time. It was a sigh of relief that he was overtaken by this old man who was five years older than him. There is nowhere to vent the anger.

"...Your Highness," Gu Ruowei grabbed him, "What's wrong?"

Just as Shen Nian was about to speak, a man's voice that was beyond energetic came from the other side, "Teacher Gu!"

Gu Ruowei felt three black lines on his face, and Wei Feng was blown in front of him like a gust of wind. He was wearing an exaggerated performance costume, and the back hem needed to be dragged by one person, so the costumer had no choice but to hold it up. After that, he trotted over all the way.

"Teacher!" Wei Feng hooked Gu Ruowei's shoulders affectionately like a big dog, "I came to the entertainment show and saw someone who looked like you, so I came here, but I didn't expect it was really you..."

He spoke very fast, didn't even have a single punctuation mark, and his eyes were so intense that he didn't realize that there was something wrong at all.

Shen Nian on the side folded his arms and looked at them, his expressionless face became more and more terribly gloomy.

Gu Ruowei had no choice but to cough a little, "That...Wei Feng, this is..."

Wei Feng seemed to realize the existence of Shen Nian only at this time, turned his head away, and then gave a disdainful "hum". "It is you."

Shen Nian frowned, raised her tone slightly, "What did you say?"

Wei Feng didn't want to talk to him at all, just hummed, then continued to turn his head to Gu Ruowei, "Teacher, how are you preparing for the audition?"

While Gu Ruowei was still in a daze, Shen Nian beside him asked first, "Audition? What audition?"

Wei Feng glanced at him, "I didn't talk to you again."

He and Shen Nian were like a pair of fighting cocks, their combs were flushed red, their feathers were all spread out, eager to pounce on each other to kill them.

Gu Ruowei had no choice but to pull Shen Nian, whose complexion was getting worse and worse, and said to Wei Feng, "Well... I'll call you later, you can go get busy first."

Wei Feng smiled childishly, "Okay, then teacher, I'll go first. You must call me later."

When he turned around and left swaggeringly, the costumer was still holding the hem of his clothes, full of big star posture.Shen Nian made a "cut" and walked back, Gu Ruowei had no choice but to bite the bullet and follow up to explain.

"I originally wanted to tell you after this audition." Gu Ruowei said with a smile, "But I don't have much hope. If I fail, wouldn't it be embarrassing?"

Shen Nian suddenly heard the footsteps and turned his head, "What if it passes?"

Looking at his serious expression, Gu Ruowei didn't know what to say, "Huh?"

"What if you pass the audition? What if you get the role? What if you get a good reputation? Are you going to keep acting?" Shen Nian asked in one breath.

Gu Ruowei was a little dizzy from his question, so he could only smile and ask back, "Is this not good?"

Shen Nian froze for a moment, and then his expression darkened, "I see."

Gu Ruowei didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he just rubbed his hair and said, "What do you know?"

Shen Nian didn't answer, just sniffed and said sullenly, "Is this the only reason you are on a diet?"

Gu Ruowei rubbed his chin with a smile, "Well, I am a little too strong, right? The youthful age of the protagonist is too far away from me."

"Fool."

"what?"

Shen Nian turned her head away and said in a low voice, "For that idiotic reason..."

Just become more handsome than him, it's just, stupid.

Shen Nian, who is not very good at cooking, cooked the porridge himself in the evening. The emerald-colored vegetable porridge was quite light and appetizing. When Shen Nian brought the porridge, Gu Ruowei was still reading the script. There was only a short paragraph, but he carefully read the script from beginning to end and took notes, the whole piece was densely packed.

"Don't read, let's eat first." Shen Nian picked up his notebook and threw it aside, "Auntie has cooked a few dishes, I have asked her to use less oil, it doesn't matter if you can eat more."

Gu Ruowei was flattered and stared straight at Shen Nian, trying to see if there was a gap in the human skin mask on his chin.

Shen Nian was quite uncomfortable being stared at by his naked eyes, and hit him on the head with a porridge spoon, "Idiot, what are you looking at? Hurry up and finish eating and help you read the book."

Shen Nian is definitely Gu Ruowei's senior in acting. As the saying goes, he has eaten more NGs than Gu Ruowei has filmed more times. If he condescends to direct, it is like a big pie falling from the sky.Gu Ruowei immediately picked up the bowl to drink porridge, trying to make a quick decision.

Seeing his appearance, Shen Nian actually smiled very gently.

Gu Ruowei suddenly became distracted, hugged his waist and pulled him into his arms, "Your Highness, you are seducing me again."

"Go to hell." Shen Nian pushed him away forcefully, "Hurry up, start work after eating."

Gu Ruowei was splashed with cold water, so he had no choice but to rub Shen Nian's abdomen reluctantly, and continued to pick up the bowl.

He almost felt that it was just around the corner that the iceberg of Shen Nian would be completely melted by his enthusiasm, and the day when he bullied him whatever he wanted to cry was not far away.

On the day of the official audition, Gu Ruowei arrived at the set an hour early for modeling, and then sat in the dressing room to finalize the script while waiting.Wei Feng didn't arrive until 10 minutes before entering the arena, and the first thing he did was not rushing to put on makeup, but ran to Gu Ruowei, "Teacher Gu!"

Gu Ruowei raised his head, Wei Feng probably just came back from the location, his clothes still smelled of sunshine, which matched his natural and healthy smile quite well.

"Why don't you hurry up and prepare?" Gu Ruowei smiled, "If you procrastinate any longer, I will win."

Wei Feng was stunned, and then smiled: "Teacher is really confident. Good! I have to work hard!" Then, like a gust of wind, it blew into the modeling room.

When Wei Feng was ready, Gu Ruowei entered the studio with him. The director looked at them and indicated that Wei Feng should start first.

Wei Feng's age and temperament are quite suitable for this scene, and he already has the advantage. The stubbornness and innocence of the young people are at his fingertips.

Gu Ruowei watched from the side, saying that there was no pressure, of course it was a lie, but Wei Feng brought him into the play before it was over.When it was his turn, Gu Ruowei took a deep breath and walked to the camera.

His performance was very delicate, he changed three tones and six facial expressions in one sentence, besides that childishness, he also had more maturity and stability after a few years in the rivers and lakes.Compared with Wei Feng, it's a different feeling, a little less smug, and a little more thoughtful.

When the scene was over, Wei Feng kept patting Gu Ruowei's shoulder, "The teacher is indeed a teacher, great!"

He has a simple personality, good is good, and bad is not good.Gu Ruowei also smiled and patted him on the shoulder, "You're not bad either."

"Both performed very well, but today there is a third audition object." The director paused, "Although this is what the investor wants, I still want to take a look."

"Go through the back door." Wei Feng snorted, "Don't just get off some boss's bed."

Gu Ruowei patted his head with a smile, "Can't you just stop thinking about these messy things?"

Although he was confident in his performance, Cheng Yaojin, who came out halfway, caught him by surprise.However, Gu Ruowei is confident that he has done his best, and if the other party really wants to come out better, there is nothing he can do about it.

When the man came in from the door, Gu Ruowei was almost completely stunned.

"Damn, how could it be him." Wei Feng said "bah", "You little bastard."

Shen Nian came in dressed in white, with warm and slender eyebrows, he was a perfect Mr. Pianpianjia.

It's just that he walked past Gu Ruowei without looking sideways, without even looking at Gu Ruowei.

"Obviously I have to audition, and I'm asking the teacher hypocritically." Wei Feng was still complaining, "I knew this bastard would go through the back door, and he didn't even have the ability to fart."

"Mr. Shen, have you read the script?" the director asked, "Because I only received the news of the audition in the afternoon?"

"Just watched it outside, but it's enough." Shen Nian said lightly, "Let's start."

After reading the script with him last night, and knowing that it was an audition this afternoon, Gu Ruowei shook his head in self-deprecating manner.Shen Nian's mind, how much does he really understand?

Shen Nian's appearance is the closest to the script setting among the three, but there is a kind of over-aged maturity and calmness, every expression is as precise as a measuring stick, and it is as indifferent as otherworldly fireworks. There was a little childishness again.It's like a role tailor-made for him.

Before he finished his last line, the director stood up, "Very well, it seems that the investor's vision is not wrong. Mr. Shen's performance is natural, and he should be the hero in my mind. And in such a short It’s really amazing that you can grasp the essence in time.”

Shen Nian only nodded, but never turned to look at Gu Ruowei.

If only he could take a look, he would be relieved.In fact, if Shen Nian wants to fight with him for something, he will offer it with both hands without opening his mouth. It is really unnecessary to engage in these little tricks.

Thinking of conveying such feelings, Shen Nian didn't even give him a look.Gu Ruowei was stunned, a little at a loss.Until Wei Feng dragged him away and yelled: "The teacher is gone, let the actor talk to the director, what are we doing here?"

Being dragged by Wei Feng, Gu Ruowei stumbled a little, as if a double image appeared in front of his eyes.It was obviously the first time for such a scene, yet he felt it was so familiar.

The feeling of being "betrayed" kept coming to my heart with familiar pain.

He had never been so eager to know the past between him and Shen Nian.

Gu Ruowei and Wei Feng sat opposite each other, drinking glasses of wine.After drinking, Wei Feng couldn't stand it any longer, and snatched the wine glass from Gu Ruowei's hand, "Teacher..."

Gu Ruowei took it back with a smile, "I won't get drunk."

He also wanted to keep a clear head enough to go back and face Shen Nian.

Wei Feng scratched his hair anxiously, and said impatiently: "That bastard, it's been like that since before! I knew the songs in Lost's first album were the works of the teacher, but the lyrics and music were all written. Shen Nian's name! He has been using you from the beginning, teacher!"

"...What?" Gu Ruowei seemed not to hear clearly, "What...use?"

"Don't you understand?! He can't leave teacher, you...leave you, Shen Nian is a waste who can do nothing! What kind of all-round creative lead singer is because you, teacher, are behind his back to help him catch the knife So didn’t I say it a long time ago? What kind of car accident and amnesia, it’s probably the teacher who wants to leave him, and he finds someone to plot against you! It’s the same this time, if the teacher gets the role and goes to the film industry to develop, he will completely It's over, that's why we will do everything possible to stop it!" Wei Feng said so indignantly that the veins on his neck burst.

"Are you kidding me?" Gu Ruowei laughed, "I'm a waste now." He took a sip of his wine, "Even if it was like that before, I'm just a waste to him after losing my memory. It's just a burden. Why take me back, wouldn't it be better to let me fend for myself?"

Wei Feng was at a loss for words for a moment, and then he said unwillingly, "In short, that guy is not a good person."

Gu Ruowei smiled, and reached out to pat his head, "You don't have to worry about me too much. Although I have amnesia, I'm not stupid. I still know who is good to me and who is not good to me."

Wei Feng wanted to say something, but the noise outside the private room became louder.Gu Ruowei picked up his coat, "I'm going back first, he will be worried if I go back late."

Thinking of Shen Nian standing downstairs waiting for him, his heart softened again.

Wei Feng sighed, "Then I'll see you off."

Gu Ruowei nodded with a smile.

Shen Nian stood downstairs in the apartment building, leaning against the courtyard pillars wearily.Gu Ruowei's phone couldn't be reached, he didn't know what else to do besides waiting here.

He knew that what he did would make him sad, but he did it anyway.She didn't even have the courage to face his gaze, and her heart was full of guilt for betraying him.

He didn't want Gu Ruowei to shift his focus to acting, but he couldn't say "Can't you give up for me?", so he had to use the most stupid way.

Even if he waits like this, Shen Nian doesn't know how to face Gu Ruowei if he comes back.He is not good at apologizing or showing weakness, and he has never even explained or confessed.

How to explain it, he can't say stupid things like "I don't want you to leave my side".

Shen Nian paced back and forth, thinking about what Gu Ruowei would say when he came back.He has his pride, but Gu Ruowei also needs an explanation.

If "I want to sing with you all the time", I don't know if it is a good reason.

Shen Nian just thought about this, and then blushed and became angry, "Why do I have to explain to that kind of fool, really."

But to reassure him, let's say it.He...should be happy, Shen Nian thought so and couldn't help laughing.

Just as Shen Nian made up his mind, the phone rang in his hand, and he immediately picked it up, "Hello?"

"Mr. Shen Nian Shen? Excuse me, are you a relative of Mr. Gu Ruowei?" a sweet female voice.

Shen Nian immediately felt the hairs on his back stand on end, "Well, I am. You are?"

"This is a hospital. Mr. Gu Ruowei just got into a car accident, can you come over right away?"

Shen Nian suddenly felt a little dark in front of his eyes, and then he seemed to be unable to hear anything clearly.

This...asshole.