Bamboo Horse Notepad

Lin Qi in his arms was sleeping soundly. Wang Lang stretched out his hand and scratched on the sand in a bored manner. His fingertips suddenly touched something hard. When he dug it out, it turned out to be a shell, wrapped in sand, and he couldn't see what it looked like. .

After taking the mineral water beside him and rinsing it off, what appeared was the most ordinary appearance, with red and white patterns, smooth and thick texture, so he put it in Lin Qi's hand casually.

Time passed little by little, and the surface of the sea in the distance changed from dark blue to bright red, and finally to brilliant gold.

There were more and more people chasing the sea around, Wang Lang hugged Lin Qi and whispered in his ear, "Shall we go back?"

"Hmm." Lin Qi raised his hand to rub his eyes, but saw the shell in his hand, so he turned to ask Wang Lang, "Your? It's pretty."

"I picked it up when you were sleeping last night." Wang Lang put his coat on him, "Let's go, or you should be late."

Lin Qi nodded, and secretly put the shell into his trouser pocket.

When we reached the gate of the school, the sky was bright.

It was Wang Lang who climbed over the courtyard wall first, and then Lin Qi fell sideways into his arms.

"Heavier than last night, it seems like he ate a lot." Wang Lang teased him, reaching out to pinch the little idiot's stomach.

Lin Qi hid while laughing, tilted his neck, and a large red mark fell into Wang Lang's eyes.

"What's the matter?" Wang Lang frowned and rubbed his hands together, "Why is it so popular?"

"What?" Lin Qi took out his mobile phone and took a picture in the mirror, squinting his mouth, "I don't know, maybe I ate too much seafood last night and I'm allergic."

"It doesn't hurt, right? I'll help you buy some desensitization medicine in the evening." Wang Lang helped him button up his shirt, "It's enough to stop it, okay, go back, and I'll come see you at night."

Lin Qi went back to the dormitory, opened the door and was startled: "Ye Zining, you scared me to death! I thought it was the teacher! What are you doing sitting at the table so early?"

"Where did you go last night?" Ye Zining raised his eyes and asked him.

"Go out to play with my classmates." Lin Qi stretched on the bed, then got up again to take a bath.

The ambiguous red mark on the slender neck, like the hottest flame, scalded the eyes of those who cared.

"Is he still here to bring you food tonight?" Ye Zining pretended to ask casually.

"Yeah." Lin Qi nodded, and went into the bathroom with a toothbrush in his mouth.

The school uniform jacket was left on the bed, and a corner of the silver cell phone was faintly exposed.

Wang Lang went back to the hotel, and after taking a shower to catch up on sleep, he heard the beeping of his mobile phone.

I opened the text message and saw that it was sent by the little idiot. There is a training camp tonight, so don't bring your own meals.

"Tch, I still have to study at night!" Wang Lang threw the phone aside and slept with the quilt in his arms.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Lin Qi sneaked to the back playground as usual, and waited for Wang Lang under the dim street lamp.

Hey, he usually comes early, why is he late today?

Give us a call and ask.

As soon as the phone was taken out, it was snatched away by someone.

The boy in front of him was full of anger, with light blonde hair and amber pupils.

"Ye Zining? What are you doing here, return the phone to me." Lin Qi was taken aback.

Ye Zi Ning raised his hand and threw the phone into the ditch beside him, his eyes were full of coldness.

Lin Qi was stunned for a moment, feeling that something was wrong, so he turned his head and wanted to run away, but he pulled him back from his collar.

"What are you doing?" Lin Qi's hands were fixed to the wall by him, and he couldn't move, looking around anxiously.

"Are you looking for him?" Ye Zining sneered, "Do you like him?"

"I want you to do it! Get out!" Lin Qi struggled desperately, but was punched on the temple, and suddenly he felt dizzy.

In a daze, there was the sound of a shirt being torn apart, the ground was very damp, and the whole back felt cold, and the cold went all the way to the heart.

"Bastard!"

...Wang Lang's voice?

"Lin Qi, are you okay?" I felt myself being hugged in someone's arms.

I want to speak, but I can't open my mouth.

Wang Lang went crazy, he rushed out of the school gate with Lin Qi in his arms.

Originally, he thought about buying desensitizing ointment and sending it to his dormitory, but as soon as he climbed over the wall and entered, he saw his little idiot was being pressed to the ground by the yellow hair, his clothes were disheveled, and his eyes were tightly closed.

So the whole person lost his mind.

When Lin Qi woke up, Wang Lang was watching beside the bed, as well as the physics teacher and the director of academic affairs.

The next day, Ye Zining quietly transferred to another school.

"That pervert!" Wang Lang took a water glass and stuffed medicine into Lin Qi's mouth, "You can rest at home this month."

Lin Qi drank water dumbly, lowered his head and did not speak.

Ever since he woke up, Wang Lang has been scolding Ye Zining in his ear.

Over and over again, just a few words, pervert, scum, bastard, homosexual, disgusting!

Gay, perverted, disgusting.

"Wang Lang." Lin Qi asked him while holding the cup, "Do you really think homosexuality is disgusting?"

"Of course, the pretty little girl doesn't like it, so she ran to like some man!" Wang Lang looked disgusted, "Isn't this a pervert, how disgusting, two men held hands and kissed, hey."

"...Yes, it's quite disgusting." Lin Qi lowered his head mockingly, laughing uglier than crying.

"Stay away from those people in the future." Wang Lang dragged Lin Qi out of bed, "The weather is nice today, let's take you out for a walk."

"Okay." Lin Qi nodded, watching Wang Lang squatting to tie his shoelaces.

He still treats him so well, but in his heart, he no longer dares to have any expectations.

"Lin Qi, do you want to eat ice cream?"

"Lin Qi, do you want to go to the video game city?"

"Lin Qi, why don't you speak?"

"Lin Qi, what's wrong with you?"

On the street, Wang Lang kept talking.

"It's nothing." Lin Qi looked up and looked at Wang Lang with a smile, "I'm just a little dizzy, let's go to that small shop in the alley to eat red bean ice."

"Okay, tell me if you want to go home." Wang Lang nodded in agreement.

As soon as the two turned into the alley, they saw Ye Zining walking past.

"Heh, what about a date?" Ye Zining looked at Lin Qi with a sneer, "Why are you so depressed, and you spent the whole night with him again last night??"

"Get out!" Wang Lang stepped forward and punched him hard in the face, "You fucking think everyone is like you, you fucking gay!"

"I'm dead gay? Don't you too." Ye Zining didn't fight back, but just reached out to wipe off the blood stains on his lips.

"Bah, I'm not a pervert!" Wang Lang glared at him fiercely.

"You... think homosexuality is perverted?" Ye Zining frowned, although Wang Lang was asking the question, Lin Qi was looking at her.

Lin Qi bit her lip, her face was full of sadness.

"Of course abnormal, not only abnormal, but also disgusting!" Wang Lang stepped forward to support Lin Qi, "What's wrong with you, why is your face so ugly?"

"I'm fine." Lin Qi shook his head and pulled Wang Lang to leave in a hurry, but Ye Zining stopped him.

"Lin Qi, did you hear, he said you were perverted, disgusted, and gay."

Word by word, like a knife cut open the wound in Lin Qi's heart.

"Stop stirring up discord, when did I talk about him, I was talking about you!" Wang Lang wanted to go up and kick Ye Zining, but Lin Qi grabbed his arm tightly.

"I'm gay, do you think he is?" Ye Zining pointed at Lin Qi like a little devil, "He likes you, he has a crush on you, he loves you, don't you know?"

"What?" Wang Lang was stunned, and turned to look at Lin Qi.

The afternoon sun was very warm, but Lin Qi's face was pale.

"You...you...he talking nonsense, right? Lin Qi, I, we are good brothers." Wang Lang was a little at a loss.

"He likes you. He likes to sleep with his mobile phone in his arms every day. He likes to laugh when he mentions you. He likes to visit you in the hallway after class. He likes to write in his diary that he wants to be with you forever." Ye Zining said a little One point, stripping away all of Lin Qi's secrets, "Do you think this is a brother?"

Wang Lang was completely stunned.

Is it the yellow-haired nonsense?

But Lin Qi's reaction had already explained everything thoroughly.

He likes himself.

He's... gay.

The little idiot in front of him had desolate eyes, and even his lips turned pale, so he couldn't help but want to hold him in his arms.

But as soon as he stretched out his hand, he stopped.

Hug him now, then what?Then what to do?

Be with him forever?What a joke.

Lin Qi looked at Wang Lang's hand that stopped halfway, forced a smile on his face, turned his head and walked back slowly.

Looking at his thin and small back, Wang Lang's Adam's apple moved, but in the end he didn't make any sound.

"Lin Qi!" Ye Zining chased after her.

"Get out!" Lin Qi turned around, slapped him hard with red eyes.

He hates me, he thinks I'm disgusting, your goal has been achieved, so you are satisfied?

"Lin Qi." Ye Zining put his hand on his shoulder, trying to shake him awake, "He doesn't look down on gays at all! Why do you despise yourself so much? Let's try to be together, shall we?"

"I don't want you to care!" Lin Qi swept his hands off his shoulders, blocked a taxi and got in.

Wang Lang was still on the spot, his ears were buzzing, and he only heard Ye Zining's gnashing of teeth.

"You're the bastard. Since you're not gay, why did you provoke him?"

Did I provoke him?I just think of him as a brother.

However, Xu Ting and Xiao Xi are also his brothers, so why is he so nice to Lin Qi?

Want to take care of him, want to hold him, want him to laugh, think that there is no one else around him.

Is there such a brother?

But if not a brother, what is it?

There is only one answer.

So I dare not think any further.

Then, let's stop here, we have already reached the cliff, and if we take one more step, we will be doomed.

After a while, it will be the third year of high school. If you are busy with your studies, you may forget it.

After being admitted to university, there will be new classmates and new girlfriends. At that time, I will never think about it again.

After college, work, get married, have kids.

This is normal and the best result.

Lin Qi, Lin Qi.

I am sorry.