Bamboo Horse Notepad

Then time passed and everything seemed to go back to the way it was.

Since that day, Lin Qi has moved out of his home.

Occasionally bumped into each other in school, but just pretended not to see them.

Later, when he was promoted to the third year of high school, he went abroad.

"Why do you think our son has become so hardworking all of a sudden? Don't be an idiot!" Aunt Wang was a little puzzled when she was sleeping at night.

"Look at you, don't talk about your son if he doesn't learn, but you still talk about him after he has learned!" Uncle Wang was helpless.

In the study next door, Wang Lang was still working on one book after another.

Hurry up the college entrance examination, hurry up the university entrance exam, hurry up and leave this familiar environment, hurry up, forget about him.

At the bottom of the bookshelf is a notebook with Lin Qi's mobile phone number and email address on it, which was written by Aunt Lin to herself during a meal.

After returning, the notebook was pressed in the innermost part of the bookcase.

Sometimes when passing by Lin Qi's previous class, he would involuntarily turn his head and look inside.

Naturally, I will never see that familiar figure again.

The United States is so far away, can he get used to it?

Did you eat well, did you sleep well, what if you were bullied?

Occasionally, I would go to the steamed stuffed bun shop in front of the school to eat. The freshly baked stuffed buns were hot, and the steam would often make my eyes red.

"When you're hungry, you eat it all."

A year ago, there was someone so stupid that he could eat buns until he was full.

Passing by the commercial street when I was going to school, I saw a piano room at the corner, so I stopped, looking at the piano in the window and lost my mind.

I still remember the appearance of him playing the piano in a clean white shirt at the school celebration.

"Wang Lang, do you like listening to the piano?"

"Wang Lang, I will play you a piece of music that you can understand in the future."

Gone was the banana leaf restaurant on the corner, replaced by a bar.

There was a foreign bartender in the bar, with light blond hair and amber pupils, he looked very much like someone.

"You are the bastard. Since you don't like him, why do you bother to provoke him?"

Who says they don't like it.

In fact, within three days after Lin Qi left, he thought everything through himself.

How could such a good person not like him?

However, a lifetime is so long, if you make a wrong step, what will you do in the future?

So, forget it, forget it.

But Lin Qi, how can I forget you?

Going to class during the day, doing questions at night, listening to English before going to bed, I thought I had used up all the time, but why, I still saw you in my dream?

"Did my cousin take the wrong medicine these days?" Luo Xiaoxi wondered, "Does he want to be admitted to Tsinghua University or Peking University?"

"Leave him alone." Xu Ting gave Wang Lang a contemptuous look, "Idiot!"

A year is not short, but it is not long.

After June, Wang Lang got his wish and received the admission letter from D University.

Go out to eat and sing with classmates every day, looking happy and carefree.

"Lang Lang, don't go out tonight, go out to eat with your parents." One day at noon, Aunt Wang patted Wang Lang and said.

"Where to eat?" Wang Lang was bored leaning on the sofa watching TV.

"It's the restaurant we often go to, together with Aunt Lin and the others. Qiqi returned to China yesterday, and you just finished the college entrance examination, so let's go out and get together."

What?Wang Lang was stunned.

He is back?

When I arrived at the restaurant at night, I opened the door of the box, and saw Lin Qi sitting on a chair with his head down, playing with his mobile phone, but he didn't look up when he heard someone coming in.

Wang Lang was thinking, do you want to say hello?

"Langlang is here, sit down quickly, he was talking about why he didn't come so late." Aunt Lin greeted warmly.

"It's not this brat who spoke well at noon, but suddenly couldn't speak again in the afternoon. My father and I persuaded him for a long time." Aunt Wang gave her son a dissatisfied look.

"Qiqi, what are you doing with your head down, quickly say hello to Langlang." Aunt Lin pushed Lin Qi.

"Hi, long time no see." Lin Qi looked up, his eyes were indifferent.

Why do you feel so strange to such a familiar person?

"Long time no see." Wang Lang smiled at him, forced and distressed.

After the meal, the adults hadn't finished chatting yet, so they discussed going to the teahouse to continue chatting.

"You guys go, I won't go." Lin Qi lazily put his hands in his pockets.

"Alright, you can go play with Qiqi too, so you won't be bored with us." Uncle Wang turned his head and patted his son.

The restaurant is on the pedestrian street, Lin Qi walked back slowly, wearing a white shirt, jet black hair, as thin as before, seems to have grown a bit taller.

"Lin Qi." Wang Lang called him.

Lin Qi stopped, but didn't look back.

"You, have you had a good year?" Wang Lang asked anxiously.

"Okay." Lin Qi replied indifferently.

Then, there was no more words.

The street lamps stretched the shadows of the two people very long, the passers-by around them came and went, the shopping mall was brightly lit, lively and noisy, but Wang Lang felt a little lonely in his heart.

After walking out of the pedestrian street, Lin Qi hailed a taxi, bent down and got in.

Wang Lang followed behind him in a daze, vaguely remembering that day a year ago.

In that quiet alley, he stood there in a state of embarrassment, looking at himself with a sad face, and then turned around and got into the taxi just like that.

At that time, it wasn't that he didn't see the glimmer of hope in his eyes, but the hand he stretched out still stopped halfway.

In the past year, every time I think of this scene, my heart feels uncomfortable.

Lin Qi, should I hold your hand at that time?

In the taxi, Lin Qi looked at the scenery outside the window, his eyes flushed.

Aunt Lin's words kept in my ears.

"It's not this brat who spoke well at noon, but suddenly couldn't speak again in the afternoon. My father and I persuaded him for a long time."

He didn't want to come, and he didn't want to see himself.

He even had the nerve to ask himself if he was doing well.

How could it be good, how could it be good.

During these days abroad, I received countless emails and phone calls from my classmates every day, but he was alone.

At the beginning, I still look forward to it, but in the end, I even look down on myself.

Ye Zining also sent an email to himself, saying sorry.

"It's okay." I replied three words to him.

It doesn't matter, I and him are the same kind of people.

Also keep a relationship, but never get it.

Between myself and Ye Zining, I would occasionally have a video chat or two.

"Qiqi, forget it, we are not the same kind of people as him." Ye Zining had some pity in his eyes, and he could already let go, but it was obvious that Lin Qi still couldn't forget it.

"I know." Lin Qi smiled indifferently, "I was stupid at the beginning."

"Don't be sour, it's okay, I'll find you a better one in the future!" Ye Zining teased him.

"Okay." Lin Qi smiled and nodded.

"What are you talking about? Hey, who is this?" Lin Xiao who was on the side suddenly leaned over half of his head.

"My classmate." Lin Qi reached out and pushed Lin Xiao away.

"Hey you brat, is there anything your classmates can't let me see?" Lin Xiao protested, stretching his neck desperately in front of the camera.

"Who is it?" Ye Zining at the other end of the video asked curiously.

"My brother, the United States is bored to watch me during the holidays." Lin Qi replied, "Leave him alone, he's just a [-]."

"You are only two hundred and five!" Lin Xiao was very dissatisfied, and defended himself to the camera, "Student, don't listen to my brother's nonsense, brother, I am fine..."

"Brother, I beg you, hurry back!" Lin Qi didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

Ye Zining looked at it amusedly, thinking that this person is quite two hundred and five.

I studied in the United States for a year. I met a lot of people and experienced a lot of things. I became more mature than before. I thought I could face the past calmly, but why did I still have a momentary shock when I saw him? Trance?

Thinking of how he hugged me so intimately to watch the sunrise together, thinking of all the things he had done for himself.

Lin Qi, are you cold?are you hungry?Are you tired?

Those gentle and doting eyes and meticulous care made me sink into a hopeless situation. I was about to hold his hand, but he kicked it away.

Only then did I realize that everything was my own wishful thinking.

How could there be such a person who dragged you into the swamp, but let go halfway.

Wang Lang, Ye Zining is right, you are a bastard!

"Young man, are you motion sick? Why do you look so ugly?" The driver asked concerned, "Do you want me to stop?"

The phone beeped, and when I opened it, it was from Wang Lang, three words.

I am sorry.

Oh, he said sorry.

Say sorry after a year.

He closed his phone and continued to look at the scenery outside the window.

After Wang Lang sent the text message, he waited for more than an hour and did not see a single word from Lin Qi.

So with a wry smile, he leaned on the bed and looked at the photos on his phone.

The boy in the white shirt had crooked eyebrows and a pretty smile.

Turning on the computer, there are photos of himself and him inside.

Since he left, I haven't seen it again, but I am not willing to delete it, so I just put it in the computer.

Two people cook together, stay in bed together, tidy up the house together, go to the playground together, go to the movies together, sing K together, study together.

Suddenly, I was a little envious of my original self, who was able to get so close to him.

Memories flooded my mind, is this also called forgetting?

The fact is before my eyes, a year later, instead of forgetting him, I miss him even more.

All the lies were wiped out the moment I saw him today.

I still want to hug him, want to take care of him, want to protect him for the rest of my life.

I want him to keep smiling.

Lin Qi, Lin Qi.

I like you too.

Wang Lang stood up and rushed out the door.

I was wrong a year ago, can you give me another chance?