Rebirth Miyin

Song Yan who went to strike up a conversation, like many strike-ups, was inevitably attacked by Lin Jiamo's words.But Song Yan has never been a fuel-efficient lamp. Lin Jiamo quarreled with him, and he fought directly without showing any weakness, and finally turned into a quarrel farce.It's just that in this farce, Song Yan was not really angry, but Lin Jiamo was really upset.

The freshness brought by the bickering made Song Yan a little more interested in him, and then a series of inquiries followed, which can be regarded as checking Lin Jiamo's family background.In the end, they did what they liked, and after more than two months of chasing, the two officially established a relationship.

Not long after the two dated, the Yan family collapsed under the joint hands of the He and Chen families, and He Yu began to invade the Yan family's business.Xiao Shengyang didn't pay much attention to these things, and Song Yan didn't care if he saw the prince, let alone ask more questions.I'm just a little worried about how Ling Chen will handle this issue, after all most of the business in the Xiao family is still done by Ling Chen.

During this time, Ling Chen was also very busy.On the one hand, he had to care about Chu Yinyao who was being targeted by Xiao Shengyang, and on the other hand, he had to appease the brothers in the Xiao family.This time the Yan family was overthrown, He Yu took advantage of it, which always made the subordinates of the Xiao family feel very uncomfortable. After all, in Z City, the underworld business is still headed by the Xiao family.

Song Yan's relationship with Lin Jiamo went smoothly. Song Yan helped him change to a better law firm through his own relationship, and found a senior lawyer to take him.However, the quarrel between the two was not relieved. Lin Jiamo was always extremely mean when he quarreled because of his profession, and Song Yan, the special assistant, would pick the softest place in others since he was a child.So this day is not bad, good or bad. Occasionally, it will be up and down, but it will end with Song Yan slamming the door and leaving.

Even so, Song Yan didn't take the initiative to break up, and he couldn't explain why. It seemed that he was greedy for something in Lin Jiamo, but he didn't want to or didn't dare to think about it.Lin Jiamo didn't intend to leave either. He went to work as usual every day, went home for dinner, and had occasional social gatherings. He lived a fairly comfortable life.

About Lin Jiamo, Song Yan only mentioned it to Xiao Shengyang once, but kept silent to Ling Chen.He knew that Ling Chen might or might not have known it long ago, but Song Yan didn't want to mention it in front of him, just like Lin Jiamo didn't exist, and the longer the time passed, the less he wanted to mention it.

When Song Yan began to seriously think about making a decision, the first person he thought of was Ling Chen, but although he and Ling Chen looked like friends for many years, Song Yan knew in his heart that the two lacked heart. Heart-to-heart communication, whether it's being friends or something else.There is a gully that is one step away between them. It may be a warm and sunny day, or it may be the beginning of eternal doom.The problem is that he doesn't know what Ling Chen is thinking, just like he doesn't know if Ling Chen remembers the kiss in the hospital, and he doesn't know how he brought things to this point.

Ling Chen took a step back, and the next person Song Yan thought of was Lin Jiamo. Although the two always had friction, they always felt that the essence of their relationship had not been hurt.Even though he is not sure whether he likes Lin Jiamo more or loves Lin Jiamo more, it is undeniable that Lin Jiamo is his longest-lasting lover.

After returning home from the company's overtime work, Lin Jiamo just came out of the bathroom after taking a shower.Seeing Song Yan enter the door, he stepped forward to help him take the bag in his hand, "Have you had dinner yet?"

"I ate at the company." Song Yan put on slippers, took off his coat and put it on the sofa, and went to the bathroom to wash his hands.

"Would you like to take a shower first?" Leaning against the door, Lin Jiamo suggested looking at Song Yan who looked a little tired.

Song Yan lowered his head and washed his face, then grabbed a towel beside him to wipe off the water stains on his face, "Jia Mo, I have something to tell you."

"Yeah." Lin Jiamo nodded, "The living room or the study?"

"The living room is fine, pour me a cup of coffee."

"Okay." Lin Jiamo turned and went into the kitchen.

In the huge living room, Song Yan was sitting on the single sofa, while Lin Jiamo was hugging a pillow and leaning comfortably on the large cushion, waiting for Song Yan to speak.The aroma of coffee dissolves into the air, making people feel more calm.

"Jiamo," Song Yan picked up the cup and took a sip of the slightly bitter coffee, "I want to find someone to settle down with."

"What do you mean?" Lin Jiamo held the cup and turned to look at him.

Song Yan smiled lightly, "Are you willing to settle down with me?"

Lin Jiamo was stunned for a moment, and then let out a soft snort, "Are you kidding me?"

This time he became Song Yan in a daze, Lin Jiamo's attitude was still the same as before, but the feeling seemed a little different, "I'm serious, you..."

Before he could finish speaking, Lin Jiamo interrupted Song Yan, "I don't know how you suddenly decided to settle down, but I know one thing very well - the two of us are not suitable for a lifetime."

Song Yan frowned, never expecting Lin Jiamo to refuse so simply.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Lin Jiamo continued: "Actually, you should know this better than me. Although I don't think there is any problem with the current situation, if we consider living, we really can't make it."

To live is to enjoy peace, tolerance and accommodating each other, but obviously, they are so easy to argue about one thing, it is not suitable for them to sit down and live.What's more, in a dispute, no one is willing to give in first.

Song Yan also thought about this problem, but when Lin Jiamo gave an inappropriate reason, a thought suddenly flashed in Song Yan's mind - since the person who lives is not Ling Chen, then it doesn't matter to anyone.

"Ayan, to be honest, you are a very good lover, and I have had a good time with you." Of course, this is except when the two of them quarreled, "You helped me change jobs, I am also very grateful to you. But have you ever thought that you suddenly brought me to a high-end law firm, and those assistants looked at me very strangely."

"What?" Song Yan didn't consider this at first, because he had a good relationship with the boss of the firm, so he sent Lin Jiamo there.What's more, after getting along for so long, Song Yan still knows Lin Jiamo's professional ability.

Lin Jiamo smiled and shook his head, "I don't want to know what their strange eyes represent, nor do I want to know. But I can't afford this kind of 'attention', it makes me feel very uncomfortable."

Song Yan sighed helplessly, "Do you want to change places?"

Lin Jiamo lowered his head slightly, "No need, except for a few assistants, everyone else is very kind to me, so I should thank you for this matter. But, Ah Yan, I have always wanted to ask you..."

"Ask what?" Song Yan looked at Lin Jiamo, whose face was shadowed in the light, and unconsciously crossed his hands and put them on his lap.

"In your eyes, do I look like someone, I mean... in some ways." Lin Jiamo directly expressed the question in his heart, raised his face and looked at Song Yan seriously, "I always thought you were See someone else through me."

As soon as these words were uttered, Song Yan sat there dazed as if he had been given a body-holding technique, as if a small atomic bomb was exploding in his mind, and the rising mushroom cloud carried fragments of memories that had been blasted to pieces, rattling. It fell to the ground in a mess.

"Am I right?" Lin Jiamo showed a smile that was so shallow that it was almost invisible, and there was no emotion in his tone, "Actually, I should have known, otherwise why didn't you tell me no matter how fierce our quarrel was? If you break up too much."

Song Yan's face darkened, and he didn't know how to answer him.Maybe he has been aware of this problem for a long time, but he just doesn't want to face it.Now, Lin Jiamo peeled off this layer of thin paper, and many things became clear, even a little painful.

In fact, Lin Jiamo is not exactly like Ling Chen.From the outside, there is no similarity between the two people, but the elegant arrogance they give people is indeed somewhat similar.The harshness that Ling Chen argued with himself at the beginning has gradually subsided now, and he will no longer quarrel with him like before. That kind of Ling Chen can no longer come back to Song Yan, but it is the truest thing in Song Yan's heart. a part of.

And this kind of truth buried in the bottom of my heart sprouted again in Lin Jiamo. Every time Lin Jiamo quarreled, he would unconsciously flash Ling Chen's shadow. When this feeling became uncontrollable, Song Yan would choose to fall. Get out the door and let yourself cool off.

This feeling has been accumulated in Song Yan's heart for too long. If Lin Jiamo hadn't brought it up, maybe he wouldn't want to face these things.Looking back now, maybe I was wrong from the first step, completely wrong, and wanting to recover is no longer as simple as it was at the beginning.

For Lin Jiamo, Song Yan felt sorry for his starting point and position, but he never regarded Lin Jiamo as a substitute.If that's the case, I'm afraid even he himself will feel disgusted by his behavior.

As for Ling Chen, forgiveness is no longer just an apology.Song Yan never formally asked what Ling Chen was thinking from the beginning.And now that his feelings for Ling Chen have become like this, he himself needs to take most of the responsibility.

"Don't you have anything to say?" Lin Jiamo put down the cold coffee in his hand, his eyes still fell on Song Yan.

Song Yan was silent for a while, then said, "I'm sorry Jiamo, maybe I was wrong at the beginning."

Lin Jiamo raised his eyebrows, "Huh?" Although he was Song Yan's longest dating partner, he didn't know much about Song Yan's personal relationship.

"I'm not saying that it was wrong to start with you. What I mean is that it was wrong from the day I started looking for my first lover." Song Yan smiled self-deprecatingly, and did not shy away from Lin Jiamo, "Although we are always together Noisy, but it's rare to calm down and chat, but you woke me up."

Lin Jiamo licked the dry corner of his mouth, "I just want to be responsible for myself."

"Well, you're right." Song Yan nodded, "I won't say much, I believe you understand. This house is left to you, you can sell it or live in it as you like. I can do for you That's all, if you need anything, you can call me."

Seeing what he was thinking, Song Yan didn't want to stay here any longer, he had more important things to do.

Lin Jiamo nodded, without any hypocritical hold back, "Remember to lock the door for me when you go out."

"Okay..." Song Yan got up and took the coat, bent down slightly, kissed Lin Jiamo's forehead, and said softly, "Thank you." After finishing speaking, he turned and went out the door.

The closed door blocked Lin Jiamo's reddened eyes, but Song Yan didn't look back.Everything is drowned in silent sadness like this...

Song Yan already understood in his heart that for those previous lovers, he seemed to be just greedy for a new and exciting feeling, so that everyone could get together and break up; for Lin Jiamo, he liked it a little, otherwise he wouldn't bother changing things for him So, it's just that two people are really inappropriate, and it's meaningless to force it.And all his love is well kept in his heart, only left to Ling Chen, but I don't know if the current Ling Chen is willing to accept it...

Walking out of the door downstairs of the apartment, Song Yan didn't go to find Ling Chen immediately, but went directly to his parents.When he starts to think from Ling Chen's perspective, he can know what the other party wants.So while finding Ling Chen, he also needs to communicate with his family in advance.

Ling Chen didn't express anything about the kiss in the hospital.After going abroad, I deliberately did not contact myself.All these gave Song Yan a signal to restrain himself, and only then did he have a future lover.The two missed each other time and time again.

In fact, he shouldn't have cared about Ling Chen's backing down a long time ago. If Ling Chen didn't feel anything about him, how could he help him block those people's attacks?Until now, he can still clearly recall the distress at that time. Ling Chen's pale face and red eyes, so helpless, firmly captured Song Yan's heart.It was too late for him to discover these things, but he hoped there was still room for salvage.

This time, no matter whether Ling Chen is willing or not, or whether he backs down, he will fight to the end until he can tie this person tightly by his side.Even if you are disgusted, you will never leave...