Rebirth Miyin

About Ling Chen, Song Yan didn't mention it to his father, but directly talked to Qiu Wan.He knew Qiu Wan's character, introverted but not conservative, and he was more receptive to children's ideas.As long as she can pass this test, there is no problem with her father.

At first, Song Yan thought about whether he could help him, but it was obviously impossible for Xiao Shengyang. If he wanted to chase his younger brother, plus his own bad record, it would be difficult for Xiao Shengyang to stand by him.Chu Yinyao didn't even need to think about it, he couldn't even take care of himself now, how could he have time to talk to him, and with Chu Yinyao's character, he would probably stand by Xiao Shengyang.So after much deliberation, he can only rely on himself.

Song Yan spent more than half a month with Song's mother before she finally nodded.After all, he is the person his son likes, and he is a child of the Xiao family, so there is no reason to object.As for men, sometimes it's not really a problem at all.On a certain level, this is also the tolerance that parents should give their children.

Ling Chen is also very busy these days, basically he doesn't have anything important to call Song Yan.On the other hand, Song Yan called from time to time, nothing special, which made him feel a little strange.

Once he went to Xiao's to look for Xiao Shengyang, and heard several beautiful secretaries whispering there that their special assistant Song was very quiet recently, and he didn't even find a lover.Ling Chen frowned, he couldn't tell what it was like, it was not very comfortable anyway.In fact, he is very clear about Song Yan's private life, but he never takes the initiative to mention it. If Song Yan doesn't tell, he will pretend that he doesn't know.Sometimes two people really need to act stupid when getting along, whether they want to or not.

As the sky gradually darkened, Ling Chen came to Jiuyue to look at yesterday's accounts as usual.After Jiuyue got on the right track, he didn't stay here all day from nine to five like he did at the beginning, let alone work overtime at night.If there is no important person, he will wake up in the afternoon and stop by for a meal.

"Boss, Young Master Song took his clients to eat at the restaurant today, and even booked a VIP box." Generally speaking, Uncle Zhou would tell him when acquaintances come over.Whether to give a discount or to chat with each other is decided by Ling Chen's mood that day.

Nodding his head, Ling Chen walked towards the elevator, as if he didn't intend to go to the restaurant.When the elevator door was about to close, he said, "Let me know when they finish playing."

"Okay." The ending sound was blocked outside the elevator door, and the electronic numbers showed that the elevator was going up.

He hasn't seen Song Yan for a while, and although the two often talk on the phone, they always feel a little different.Ling Chen didn't want to disturb him or accompany him to socialize, so he went back to the office to deal with the documents.

The hour hand slowly moved from six o'clock to twelve, Ling Chen signed his name on the lower right corner of the document, then picked up the cup and walked into the tea room to pour coffee.The warm coffee was poured into the cup, and at the same time warmed the dry palms, Ling Chen sighed slightly, the work efficiency today was obviously much worse.

At first he thought he could control his emotions well, but in fact it made him a little out of control.Looking at those reports, Song Yan's smiling face popped up in his mind from time to time, although he hated that face, and also... liked it.

In the past few days, Song Yan's phone calls are very frequent, and sometimes he also sends text messages. The content is different, but it is not difficult to see the concern in it.He didn't want to guess Song Yan's intentions, but Ling Chen knew in his heart that the sealed relationship had already begun to stir.

After living abroad for a long time, Ling Chen also has more and even more accurate knowledge and understanding about homosexuality, and his mind is no longer as closed as before.Whenever a same-sex couple enters the coffee shop, Ling Chen will give them a discount on their price list, or give them two desserts.

During that time, in addition to re-acquainting himself with a culture he was not familiar with, he also secretly participated in the plan to prompt the Jiang and Yu families to go bankrupt ahead of schedule.Although at that time, he didn't know much about business, Xiao Baicheng still gave him a lot of space to play freely, even if the suggestions he put forward were not applicable, it didn't matter.

Gradually, through these things, Ling Chen's confidence began to grow slowly.Later, I gradually realized that many things are not impossible for him, but the conditions do not allow it.He is no worse than others, since others can do it, he can do it, even if others can't, he will do it in his own way.

With such an attitude, Ling Chen slowly explored his own set of communication rules, began to blend in and adapt to various groups of people and occasions, and dealt with every person he talked to with ease, trying to see the other party's personality from it. Purpose, sum up your own method.Four years of tempering made him feel that he has a nonchalant attitude and a calm and calm attitude... In the crowd, he stood there like a "queen", attracting everyone's attention, but no one could really get close.

But other than that, he still hasn't learned how to face love, or how to face Song Yan.He doesn't think about it deliberately, he only knows that he has to stand a little higher, maybe there is a possibility of grabbing it.

There were two knocks on the office door, Uncle Zhou pushed the door open and walked in, "It's already gone over there, Young Master Song seems to be drunk, look..."

"Where is it?" Ling Chen put down and took a sip of the coffee he forgot to add sugar, put on his windbreaker and went outside.

Uncle Zhou announced the box number, Ling Chen nodded, took the elevator and went downstairs directly.

The box was in a mess, wine bottles were dumped on the coffee table or on the ground, and fruits and snacks were scattered everywhere.The smell of smoke in the air made Ling Chen frowned, and when he entered the door, he turned on the ventilation fan in the room.The client who came with him has been taken back to the hotel by the bodyguards.Right now, Song Yan was lying on the sofa with a black pillow on his head, breathing heavily, and wondered if he had fallen asleep.

Ling Chen kicked away the bottle lying on the carpet, and walked to the sofa.The bottle rolled to the other end and stopped when it hit the coffee table.After hesitating for a while, Ling Chen stretched out his hand and pushed Song Yan, "Hey, get up."

"Hmm..." Song Yan made a muffled nasal sound, opened his eyes that were red from drinking too much, and after seeing the person coming, he chuckled and said, "You haven't gone back yet?"

"I'm leaving." Ling Chen didn't say that he was waiting for him, because he didn't know why he had to wait for Song Yan to finish socializing, "drink a lot?"

"Fortunately..." Song Yan slowly sat up with her upper body propped up, shaking her feverish head.His alcohol capacity is actually not bad. Although he looks a little drunk, his head is very sober.

"Let's sleep here today, so as not to be troublesome when we go back."

"Yeah." Song Yan looked at Ling Chen with a smile, and then stretched out her hand in front of him.

Ling Chen helplessly grabbed his wrist, lifted him up and walked out of the private room.Song Yan didn't put the weight of his body on Ling Chen. Although his stride was a bit unsteady, he could still control his body.The reason why he pretended to be unable to move was just to take the opportunity to get closer to Ling Chen.

In the senior suite upstairs, Ling Chen threw Song Yan onto the bed, and sat on the edge of the bed to catch his breath.He didn't know whether Song Yan was intentional or not. On the way upstairs, Song Yan's hand held up by him always rubbed against his earlobe and the side of his neck intentionally or unintentionally.The weight of the body is also increasing, it seems that it only needs to be a little closer.It was easy for Song Yan's lips to kiss his face.

Suppressing his physical and psychological agitation, Ling Chen put the key card back into his wallet.This suite is for his exclusive use. He would occasionally come here to sleep for a night when he was busy, but today it is cheaper for Song Yan.

"I'm going back. Call Uncle Zhou if you have anything to do." Ling Chen got up and was about to leave. The room with only two people always made him feel unspeakably awkward.

"Xiaochen..." Song Yan stretched out his hand to grab Ling Chen's coat, stopping his intention to leave.

And that address that was too kind to Ling Chen also made him stand there unconsciously.Before he recovered, his outstretched arms wrapped around his waist, and he moved back.Ling Chen fell directly on the bed, with Song Yan's slightly serious face in front of him.

Just hugging Ling Chen like this, Song Yan leaned down and pressed on him, hugging each other in the closest way.After regaining his senses, Ling Chen reached out to push him away, but Song Yan grabbed his arm.

"You drink too much, let go." Song Yan pressed him almost out of breath, Ling Chen struggled, but still to no avail, "Get out, don't come so close to me, I feel sick." Thinking of Song inexplicably For those people Yan had hugged before, Ling Chen said this sentence without thinking.

Song Yan's body froze for a moment, and then said lightly as if sighing: "Is that so..."

"If you want to find someone to accompany you, you can call yourself. Now you'd better get out of the way... Do you hear me?" Ling Chen stopped struggling, but his tone became even colder.

Song Yan didn't leave, but just pressed his ear and asked a question.He said: "Xiaochen, why didn't you contact me?" Song Yan didn't want to delay the question that weighed on his heart, as well as the current relationship between the two.

Ling Chen paused for a moment before replying, "What?"

"You know what I'm talking about. In four years, there was no phone call. Every time I called Sheng Yang, I didn't mention me at all, did I?" Song Yan slightly removed some weight, not wanting to make him uncomfortable, " Even if we're not friends, I've been with you for a year as Sheng Yang's friend, how could you not say a word?"

"You think too much." Ling Chen retorted with a cold face.He hates this kind of confrontation, and it makes him feel very insecure about things that are beyond his control.

"Xiaochen, you're avoiding me." Song Yan came to a conclusion, if it wasn't like this, it would be impossible for the two of them to not even have a chance to speak for four years.

"Whatever you say." Ling Chen didn't want to admit it.

Song Yan smiled lightly, and said in a deep voice: "Xiaochen, although I found out a little late, I still want to make things clear. Putting aside that matter, what I want to say is, Xiaochen, I may have I fell in love with you before."

Ling Chen didn't know if this was a confession, but he was indeed shocked by Song Yan's words.Repeatedly in his mind, the truth made him not want to admit it.

Not paying attention to Ling Chen's dazed reaction, Song Yan continued: "I really want to settle down with someone, live a good life, and even get married. When I first thought of this, the first thing I thought of was you."

"I admit that I had many lovers before. If you think I'm disgusting, I have nothing to say. But I hope you can forgive me. I don't want to say anything beautiful, and I'm not going to lie to you. Those people mean more to me. Maybe it’s a pleasure, but it’s not something that can really last.”

"I kissed you, I don't know if I knew it, when you were injured and hospitalized. At that time, I also thought about it carefully. You really moved me. It's just that you left without a word and didn't look for me. I feel like I'm being self-indulgent."

"Actually, my thoughts on you haven't changed since the day I started, but I was deceiving myself and didn't want to think about it. I also thought a lot during this time, and you are still the only one I want, so even if you dislike me, I won't let you go either." After speaking, Song Yan's arms tightened a little, silently waiting for Ling Chen's answer, no matter what the answer was, he only wanted a response.

Ling Chen blinked, and he could feel his own heartbeat speeding up. It was originally just a conversation after drinking, but it unexpectedly turned into this in the end.After digesting all of Song Yan's arguments tonight, Ling Chen raised his hand and slapped Song Yan away, got out of bed, and walked straight to the door.

Before going out, Ling Chen turned his head slightly, and then said with a half-smile, "Song Yan, I really despise you."

Without catching up, Song Yan sat on the bed and looked at the closed door with a smile on his lips.The Ling Chen he knew was still hard-spoken and soft-hearted.The premise is that he still treats you as his own.