Rebirth Miyin

Lying on the bed all night, Song Yan didn't fall asleep until dawn.It is certain that he will be late for work the next day, but he has no intention of caring about these things now. Apart from not making mistakes in documents at work, his mind is basically thinking about how to get Ling Chen back.

In fact, thinking about it carefully, I have played too much in the past few years, and Ling Chen should dislike him.But since those are already existing facts, it is useless to regret anything, the important thing is to guarantee that in the future, it is enough to treat Ling Chen wholeheartedly.

On Xiao Shengyang's side, he also wanted to ask several times to see if there was any good way.But in the end, he went out with the signed document, and his own affairs should be resolved by himself. Maybe Xiao Shengyang's conscience can say something good to himself, but it can't be the key to solving the problem.Besides, it is unlikely that Xiao Shengyang will speak well of him...

After finally getting off work, Song Yan didn't even bother to eat, and drove straight to Ling Chen's house in the car.Whether he or Ling Chen belonged to the group of action, if they thought of a solution, they would immediately try it.

Ling Chen had a simple dinner and was going to Jiuyue after taking a rest.As soon as the brewed coffee was poured into the cup, the doorbell rang.

Thinking about who would come over at this time, Ling Chen walked to the intercom with a coffee cup in his hand, and Song Yan's smiling face was on the screen.Ling Chen twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, and opened the electronic lock.

In fact, Ling Chen also thought a lot about leaving Song Yan in the room yesterday.Speaking of disgust, there must be. Although he doesn't have any mental cleanliness, Song Yan's relationship is indeed frowning.However, looking back, compared with those dandies, Song Yan's matter is nothing, at least in that process, he was responsible for the other party.

As for other things, Ling Chen knew that he still had Song Yan's position in his mind, and he was not that kind of hypocritical person.But even so, he still felt that there seemed to be something missing between the two of them.What it is, even Ling Chen himself can't say well, it's just empty.

Entering the door, Song Yan changed into slippers, looked at Ling Chen in home clothes, smiled and put the bag in his hand on the coffee table.The contents of the bag collided with the coffee table and made a soft sound, but it was impossible to tell what was inside.

"Have you eaten yet?" Song Yan took off his coat, and looked at Ling Chen who was standing next to him holding a coffee cup.

"Yeah." Ling Chen obviously didn't see his purpose, "Have you eaten yet?"

"No hurry." Song Yan stretched out his hand to hold Ling Chen, let him sit on the sofa, and sat next to him, "Are you going to Jiuyue now?"

Ling Chen shook his head, took a sip of his coffee, and glanced at the bag on the tea table out of the corner of his eye, "Wait a minute. What do you have?"

Song Yan brought the bag closer, and took out two glass bottles, a few clean white towels, a pack of medical gauze, and a few bags of cotton swabs.

Ling Chen took the glass bottle suspiciously, and after a closer look, he found that both bottles were made of 70% medical alcohol.

"Why did you buy this?"

Song Yan opened one of the bottles, then stuffed the towel into him, and said with a serious face, "Don't you think I'm dirty? You can use this to sterilize. Don't hate me after it's done, huh?"

"You..." Ling Chen was momentarily at a loss for words.I don't know what Song Yan was thinking, but he actually used this method to wash himself clean, or to disinfect himself.

Seeing that Ling Chen didn't speak, Song Yan got up and began to take off his clothes.This is the result of his thinking for a day, since it is "dirty", let Ling Chen clean it with his own hands, "Let's start."

Ling Chen tightened his grip on the towel, and put the alcohol back on the tea table.At this time Song Yan had already taken off his upper body, Ling Chen sighed in his heart, "So what if the outside is wiped clean? Is the inside clean?"

Song Yan took off the belt and paused, then looked up at Ling Chen, "My mind has never changed, isn't it clean?"

Ling Chen didn't speak, and didn't know what to say.

Song Yan stood for a while, then raised his legs and walked towards the wine cabinet.I found a bottle of XO among Ling Chen's collection of wines, "Although it can't replace alcohol, but anyway, wine always uses a certain degree of alcohol. After drinking it, it will disinfect the inside, is it okay?" After finishing speaking, without waiting for Ling Chen to express his opinion, Just open the bottle and drink from the mouth of the bottle.

After recovering, Ling Chen was startled, got up and rushed over, snatching the wine from Song Yan's hand.Is it okay to drink a bottle of this wine?It is estimated that his family will suffer by then.He just said that just now, and didn't really want Song Yan to disinfect the inside.They are not children anymore, and many things are not resolved in this way, so there is really no need to be hypocritical.

The bottle was snatched away, and Song Yan choked and coughed for a while without warning. The XO alcohol was already strong, and Song Yan didn't eat, and he drank it again, his stomach felt a little uncomfortable, and his face began to feel hot with coughing.

"Xiaochen..." Song Yan finally stopped coughing, and called out in a low voice.

Ling Chen stood aside holding the wine bottle, with no expression on his face, "Song Yan, you know the problem is not solved."

"I know." Song Yan moved his feverish throat, stepped forward and hugged Ling Chen, "I've been thinking about it for a day, and I only came up with this solution. Maybe it's not smart, but I hope you can understand my intentions."

Ling Chen quietly let him hug him, neither pushing away nor hugging back.In this way, they draw warmth from each other, maybe they are still looking forward to a different miracle in the next second.

After a long time, Ling Chen exhaled slightly, and said, "Song Yan, I still need some time..."

Song Yan didn't reply, just hugged him tightly, didn't move, and didn't express anything.In such an atmosphere, the conversation came to the end.Now the two have the same expectation, but whether they can reach the end is unknown...

In the following days, except for work, Song Yan gave almost all of her time to Ling Chen.

Send Ling Chen a text message every afternoon, so that he can know today's weather when he wakes up; Ling Chen said he wanted to eat shrimp dumplings, and Song Yan would definitely deliver them immediately; Trying on clothes in the store, Song Yan directly swiped the card... Such meticulous and thoughtful methods are always emerging one after another during this time, Ling Chen didn't say much.

In this way, the two toss, integrate and take care of each other in the intersection, but there is no substantial progress in the relationship.

Song Yan would be a little discouraged occasionally, so no progress wasted, maybe one day, he really couldn't catch Ling Chen anymore.Even so, he never thought of giving up, because the other party was Ling Chen, so he couldn't let go no matter what.

That night, Song Yan came out of the company after working overtime, checked the time, and prepared to go to Jiuyue to pick up Ling Chen from get off work.In fact, it is not always true.Because there are a lot of things these days, Song Yan hasn't seen Ling Chen for nearly a week, and there will be text messages and phone calls, but the idea of ​​meeting is more urgent than contacting through the phone like this.

I drove to Jiuyue and saw him coming in. Uncle Zhou came over, "Master Song."

"Uncle Zhou." Song Yan smiled and nodded, "Where's Ling Chen?"

"The boss is at the bar." Song Yan has been looking for Ling Chen since he came here recently, and Uncle Zhou is used to it.

"Understood." Song Yan didn't take the elevator, but went straight up the stairs.

There is no Chu Yin Yaochang today, logically speaking, Ling Chen seldom goes to the bar to sit, but there may be some special program today, Song Yan thought to himself.It was only when he entered the bar that he realized that Ling Chen was not alone today.

The bar was on the inner side, and Ling Chen habitually sat on that high stool.And beside him, sat a blond man.Ling Chen turned his back to the door and did not see Song Yan.The man was holding a cup and was talking to him. Ling Chen smiled from time to time and had a good conversation. It seemed that he was a familiar person.

He waved to the waiter who came to greet him, signaling him not to disturb Ling Chen.He stood at the door, neither advancing nor retreating.

He had never seen that blond man before, and he didn't know when Ling Chen knew such a person.Song Yan stood there calmly, looking at the two people on the bar in the least noticeable way, and one of them was someone he loved.He was wondering if he still knew too little about Ling Chen, there were many things he should know, but there was nothing.They have mutual friends and know people together, but he doesn't know friends who only belong to Ling Chen...

Yes, they didn't fully integrate into one body at this level of life. He didn't even ask Ling Chen who he met outside, and how his life was... On the surface, he seemed to be a considerate and considerate lover, but in fact he ignored many important things. detail.

Ling Chen hired a bartender and opened another bottle of red wine.The blond man poured out Ling Chen's cup gracefully, and then poured it for himself.The two glasses touched lightly, began to taste the taste of the wine, and then chatted a few words.

Watching them slowly finish a glass, and pour another glass.Song Yan's legs felt numb after standing for a long time, he hesitated for a while, but decided to go over to say hello.

Ling Chen sat in his seat, but still didn't notice him.The blond man's face was already red, and his smile was a little drunk.Ling Chen picked a piece of ice and put it in his mouth, trying to relieve the smell of alcohol.The man raised his hand to pinch the end of Ling Chen's hair, and leaned over to speak in Ling Chen's ear.

It was such an approaching action, from Song Yan's point of view, it became a man kissing Ling Chen's ear.Standing two steps away from them, Song Yan frowned and clenched his fists tightly, as if he was about to greet the man in the next second.Song Yan has never been an impulsive person, but now as long as he gets involved with Ling Chen, he can't keep his original calm.So it is true that love can make people's heads hot.

At this time, the blond man also saw Song Yan, and distanced himself from Ling Chen somewhat puzzled.Seeing the man's eyes, Ling Chen also turned his head, and Song Yan looked at the two with an uneasy expression.

"Why are you here?" Ling Chen got off the stool, Xiao Shi is very busy these days, and he knows it well.Unexpectedly, Song Yan would come today.

Song Yan didn't answer him, but stretched out his arms to hug Ling Chen, stared at the outsider unkindly, and said in English word by word: "Stay away from him, he is me."

The man was slightly taken aback after hearing this, with an incredulous expression on his face.

Ling Chen obviously understood what Song Yan was saying, and stretched out his hand to push him, "What nonsense are you talking about? He..."

"I don't care who he is, come home with me now." As he spoke, he didn't care about Ling Chen breaking free, and led him out of Jiuyue, leaving a surprised and amazed look behind him.

Pushing Ling Chen into the car, Song Yan drove all the way to Ling Chen's house.Ling Chen's head hurts from being dragged by him, and he drank a lot of wine just now, so he didn't speak all the way.

As soon as he entered the house, Ling Chen threw his coat on the sofa irritably, and his tone became a little cold, "Why are you crazy? Can't you talk properly if you have something to say?"

"Crazy? You let that man kiss you, should I be happy?" Feeling worried about gain and loss made Song Yan's temper not much better.

"Don't be so boring, why did he kiss me?" Ling Chen said as he took out his mobile phone from his pocket, planning to call Uncle Zhou and ask him to arrange someone.

"I didn't kiss you why are you so close?" Song Yan frowned and snatched Ling Chen's phone, "No calls."

"Don't make trouble for no reason." Ling Chen wanted to reach out to grab the phone, but was blocked by Song Yan.

"Xiaochen, you should understand what I think about you. You are so close to that man, and your actions are so intimate, what do you make me think?"

"You can think whatever you want, and I won't admit it if nothing happens. I also have my own life, so I don't need your interference." Ling Chen took a step forward and continued to grab his cell phone.

"I don't want to interfere with you, but you should at least give me an explanation. Even if you don't want to accept me, give me a reason. Sometimes I will be very tired and at a loss after chasing you like this." He didn't want to be with Ling at first. Chen said this, but as soon as the energy came up, it seemed to become a vent.

"I didn't force you, just leave if you can't stand it. I didn't ask you!" Ling Chen's voice also became hoarse when he said this.

Seeing that he still wanted to get his phone back, Song Yan threw Ling Chen's phone against the wall in a fit of anger.A few small marks were left on the wallpaper, and the phone fell to the ground with a sound, and it fell into pieces.

"I didn't say you forced me, but you at least give me some response. Is this too much to ask? Just like who is the man sitting with you, you should at least tell me something, even just tell me a name."

"He's just a classmate of mine outside, so there's nothing to explain. I haven't seen a classmate having a drink together for a few years, what's wrong? You pulled me away involuntarily as soon as you walked in, what else can I say?" Seeing my mobile phone Just being dropped like this made Ling Chen choked with anger.

"Xiaochen, we have been lacking in communication for so long."

"Communication? You took Lin Jiamo to see the dean of the Municipal High Court last week. Have you communicated with me? You probably think I don't even know who Lin Jiamo is?"

Song Yan frowned slightly. Recently, Lin Jiamo began to try to accept lawsuits independently. That day Song Yan happened to have a dinner with the dean of the High Court. In order to make Lin Jiamo's work smoother and to open up contacts, he brought him along.In Song Yan's opinion, this is not a big deal, and he didn't tell Ling Chen about it.

"If you want to know, you can ask me."

"Why should I ask, can't you take the initiative to tell me?"

"Since you can find Lin Jiamo, you should know why I didn't mention it to you."

"That's your business. Song Yan, to be honest, maybe we shouldn't want to get together from the beginning. It was wrong when you kissed me in the hospital!"

"Ling Chen!" Song Yan didn't want to hear the word "wrong" from Ling Chen's mouth, it was because he was trying to get something back.

"Get out!" Ling Chen was frightened at this moment, if this is the result in the end, then it's up to him to make a decision.

"You..." Angry, Song Yan stopped explaining, turned and walked towards the door.

Opening the door, at the moment Song Yan was about to step out, he seemed to calm down suddenly.His hand stayed on the doorknob, and he didn't let go.

The door... opened and closed again.The room suddenly became quiet, and the silence was a little scary...

Ling Chen's back was facing the door, his teeth were clenched, and the violent energy in his body was pulled away bit by bit, leaving him unwilling to admit his loneliness...

His body was suddenly hugged by the people behind him, Ling Chen was also startled, and it took him a while to recover.Song Yan didn't go out of the house, before he had time to go out, he retreated calmly.

"I'm sorry..." Song Yan's low voice rang in Ling Chen's ear.

He said: "If I go out, I really can't come back..."

He said: "Xiaochen, if I were just your friend or lover, I would not stop the urge to leave, and then walk back by myself."

He said: "I don't just want to be your friend and lover, I also want to be your family member, so even if you drive me away, I will not leave home."

For those so-called lovers before, including Lin Jiamo, he could slam the door and leave when they quarreled, but Ling Chen couldn't.

Song Yan knew that Ling Chen cared more about family affection than friendship and love.If he wants to take care of Ling Chen, he must understand and carry more things, and he cannot leave Ling Chen behind, no matter when...

"Song Yan..." Ling Chen's voice trembled slightly.Originally, he couldn't explain the emptiness in his heart, now that it was filled with the word "family".

In fact, he doesn't want much, but he is becoming more and more attached to family affection.Xiao Baicheng, Chen Yun, and Xiao Shengyang are all his family support, but he still needs Song Yan to give him family affection, friendship and love coexistence, without abandonment and loneliness, just laughing like this for the rest of his life...

"I'm..." Song Yan turned him around, kissed Ling Chen's reddened eyes lightly, "Don't be sad, I was wrong, I apologize."

"Song Yan, we..."

Song Yan's kiss gently landed on the corner of Ling Chen's mouth, preventing him from speaking, "For me, you just need to nod..."

"Xiao Chen, let's be together." Song Yan stared into Ling Chen's eyes and said solemnly.

Ling Chen nodded slightly, and stretched out his arms to hug Song Yan back.

Song Yan rubbed his ears with a smile, and said in a deep voice, "I love you..."

"Metoo."

There is not much need between two people, they will quarrel and be sad... But as long as you believe that the other party is your irreplaceable relative, then those dissatisfaction will not be so important...

Song Yan understands this, and so does Ling Chen...

So they can hold hands and go on forever, and the end point will be a tolerant life and sweet happiness...