I only use you as a talisman

No amount of kissing is enough.

—— Lu Sirin

Lu Sirin packed things very quickly today.

In the past, I started packing my schoolbag after solving the problems at hand, but today, not only my own schoolbag, but also Lin Xianbai's are also packed.

Lin Xianbai was very flustered.

But as a boy, he can't look like he has never been in a relationship or even kissed, what a shame.

Can't be laughed at by Lu Sirin.

So he pretended to be calm on the surface, "Don't worry."

Lu Sirin was very honest: "I'm in a hurry."

"..." Lin Xianbai suddenly couldn't pretend anymore, his face turned red, "Are you tired from studying recently, do you want to play basketball to relax, or—"

Lu Sirin interrupted him directly: "I'm not tired. I just want to kiss you."

"..."

Okay, I get it, don't talk about it.

Lin Xianbai carried his schoolbag and followed him obediently, walking much slower than usual, but Lu Sirin actually grabbed his wrist and strode towards the dormitory.

Is this... so urgent?

He seriously suspected that Lu Sirin had been thinking about it for a long time.

The two soon arrived at the door of the dormitory, Lu Sirin took out the key from the schoolbag, and Lin Xianbai waited sideways.

The door opened.

Lin Xianbai bit the bullet and went in first. Just as he was about to put down his schoolbag, he was pressed against the door by a force.

... He was slammed by the wall.

I don't know how many romantic dramas Lu Sirin has been poisoned by, and he actually wants to kiss him in such a domineering way.

Lin Xianbai couldn't help laughing.

The ambiguous and charming atmosphere disappeared in an instant.

Lu Sirin was a little frustrated, "What are you laughing at?"

"Your expression is so funny." Lin Xianbai looked at him seriously after laughing, "I feel like I'm going to the battlefield in a second."

"..."

The two remained in a stalemate for a while.

Lin Xianbai also felt that his sudden laughter at such a critical moment was a little too much, but he just wanted to adjust the atmosphere, so he asked in a low voice, "Then...do you want to kiss—"

Before the voice disappeared, he was sternly blocked by Lu Sirin.

When their lips touched, Lin Xianbai's mind went blank.

Only one word remains.

soft.

The two just bumped into each other without moving.After a while, Lu Sirin gradually bit his lower lip, moistening it a little.

Rough and jerky.

Occasionally, teeth would be bumped, and Lin Xianbai couldn't help being immersed in it while disgusted.

When it was over, he only realized later——

Lu Sirin actually stuck out his tongue!

Who first kissed with tongue out? !

But soon, Lu Sirin bullied her over again, leaving Lin Xianbai no time to think about it.

After that, it was as if Lu Sirin had been connected to Ren Du's second channel, sometimes he would kiss him directly on the seat when no one was in the classroom, or go out to study late at night, and bite his lips in the dark corridor.

So exciting.

But the chances of encountering ghosts are greatly reduced.

Maybe kissing is an intimate contact, and the effect is better.

When doing other things from now on... Lin Xianbai stared at the test paper in front of him, but couldn't read a single word.

His mind was full of pictures of him and Lu Sirin kissing and hugging, etc. that didn't fit the atmosphere of the study room.

No no no!Learn quickly.

Lu Sirin noticed Lin Xianbai shaking his head.

cute.

I want to kiss again.

But still in the classroom.

I will go back to the dormitory in a while, and I will kiss for half an hour... no, an hour.

Lu Sirin silently planned.Lin Xianbai didn't know that he had become a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, fat and happy.

A month later, the self-enrollment results that Lu Sirin participated in came out, and his name was ranked first on the announcement list.

out of reach.

A group of people surrounded the list, and Lin Xianbai also went over to look at it, and heaved a sigh of relief when he saw Lu Silin's name, it was safe, falling in love did not affect his grades.

And his own grades are also gradually improving, and he no longer needs the other party to force him to study every day, he has automatically quit playing games, and besides the necessary exercise, he is doing problems every day.

Lin Xianbai himself didn't expect that he could make changes for a person—it turns out that liking a person doesn't mean looking at him from a distance, but working hard towards him to make himself better.

After reading the grades, Lin Xianbai backed out. Just as he was about to leave, he caught a glimpse of a familiar figure.

Liu Niannian.

She was a little thinner, wearing a clean school uniform, and was squeezing towards Bang in the crowd.

It was only then that Lin Xianbai remembered that he hadn't seen Liu Niannian for a long time. Since the last training camp, the other party seemed to have evaporated from the world. He was in a school, but he had never met him once.

She also looked over here.

The two looked at each other, and the other was startled for a moment, then smiled: "Come to help Lu Shen see the grades?"

Lin Xianbai didn't expect her to talk to him, but the other party's attitude was good, and he didn't care about the past anymore, so he replied lightly: "Yes."

The two didn't speak any more, Lin Xianbai said hello and left.

Liu Niannian looked at the figure that was gradually leaving, she was thin but straight.During this period of time, she also heard the speculations and rumors about Lu Sirin and Lin Xianbai from the girls in her class, but she kept silent about it. She only secretly discovered that Lin Xianbai had changed so much.

He is no longer sloppy and unreasonable, no longer muddling around, no longer going to bed and playing games after school every day.

He no longer chatted unscrupulously with girls, but put away his cynical attitude and tried his best to match Lu Sirin.

His grades are steadily rising.

And what about Lu Sirin?

His expression was no longer cold, and when he saw Lin Xianbai, there was obvious love in his eyes, and the corners of his mouth and brows were stretched.

Everyone said that God Lu had changed.

Originally high above, desolate and alienated, now it has become more humane, with a fresh sense of youth.

Like being pulled off the altar.

Liu Niannian withdrew her eyes and thoughts, it was useless to think about it, these had nothing to do with her.

The weather was getting colder day by day, Lin Xianbai was too lazy to move, and with the heavy homework in the third year of high school, he unknowingly put on some autumn fat.

On the other hand, Lu Sirin still has clear abdominal muscle lines around his waist.

why? !

Lin Xianbai suggested: "Study is a headache, how about going to exercise?"

Lu Sirin paused, his eyes darkened, his Adam's apple moved slightly.

"What sport?"

Lin Xianbai didn't notice it at all, and said with a serious face: "Playing basketball and badminton." It's too cold for running, so I don't want to go.

Lu Sirin let out an "oh".

Lin Xianbai stared at him, "Why do you feel disappointed? You're not thinking about those weird things, are you?"

Lu Sirin looked over: "Yes."

"..."

It was the most embarrassing thing to say with the coldest expression.

Lin Xianbai thought for a while, they seemed to have not kissed for two days, mainly because the first two days were weekends, his parents came back, and he wanted to go home to see them.

Before leaving, she was dragged and kissed by Lu Silin, the good thing is that she didn't see any ghosts for two days.

If this continues, Lin Xianbai will almost forget that he can see ghosts.

After regaining consciousness, he saw that Lu Sirin was still staring at him with straightforward eyes.So she didn't feel pretentious at all, "You can kiss, but don't exceed half an hour."

He added in a low voice: "Also...don't push me."

Lu Sirin's voice was hoarse: "I can't control it, I'm sorry."

"It's not that I'm sorry..." Lin Xianbai coughed, and looked away. It's normal for Lu Sirin to have those beautiful thoughts about him, so why doesn't he himself?

"I will be an adult tomorrow summer vacation."

Such a blatant hint made Lu Sirin couldn't help but kiss Lin Xianbai again...for an hour.

Man's mouth deceitful ghost.

Lin Xianbai is sometimes afraid, just kissing for an hour, so...doesn't it mean going back and forth?

Of course, let's leave these for next year, and don't consider them for the time being.

It is gradually entering winter.

Everyone began to get nervous, and the countdown to the college entrance examination began on the right side of the blackboard.

The new lessons are basically finished, and it seems that the class with faster progress has already started a round of review.

Perhaps it was because of his poor foundation before, but after Lin Xianbai's grades rose to the top [-] in the class, he began to stagnate, which also made him worry about his studies for the first time.

Being in love really affects people.

In the past, he felt that his family didn't ask for his grades, so he lived with Zhang Yiming every day, but now, the retribution came.

There are worse things.

Lu Silin didn't need to take the college entrance examination, so she started to be frequently dragged to various speech competitions in the city, and ended up inadvertently provoking many girls from the school.

Lin Xianbai stayed up all night studying, but at the same time he had to worry about being pried into the corner of the wall.

The first thing I do every morning is to clean up Lu Sirin's love letters. Occasionally there will be a few letters signed by him, which are taken away by Lu Sirin before they are opened.

On Christmas Day, like the occasion, it started to snow a little.

It's the first snow this year.

In this tense learning environment, many people ran out to watch the snow in order to relax, and the corridors were crowded with people.

Lin Xianbai was afraid of the cold, so he didn't go out, but he didn't want to study either.

Leaning in front of Lu Sirin, "Do you want my brother to build you a snowman?"

Lu Silin raised his eyebrows: "Brother?"

Lin Xianbai took advantage of the opportunity: "Hey."

Lu Sirin: "..."

"Like snowmen?"

"Ah."

"Would you prefer a snowman or me?"

"..."

Lin Xianbai did not expect that Lu Sirin would actually ask such a question like "Your mother and I usually fell into the water" that would cause family conflicts.

He thought for a while, "I like you more."

Lu Sirin: "Why are you still hesitating?"

Lin Xianbai was speechless again: "..."

Why are you still making trouble for no reason?

In fact, he has long since discovered that Lu Sirin is like a child when it comes to love, more naive than him, jealous at every turn, and sometimes even the non-biological things like the snowman are included.

Not only too jealous, but also very clingy.

Now Lin Xianbai doesn't need to intentionally make physical contact with him at all, because Lu Sirin will take the initiative to stick to him, look at him in ten minutes, and hold hands in two hours.

Clingier than a cat.

But Lin Xianbai has to admit that he also likes to be clinged to by the other party.

In the past, Lu Sirin was a deadly enemy to him, aloof and aloof.

To him now, Lu Sirin is cute, clingy, and proactive.

He remembered Lu Silin's grandfather's words, and realized that things like climbing trees, digging out bird nests, and picking peaches didn't feel unsuitable to Lu Silin.

He changed because of himself.

It became what a 17-year-old boy should be.

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