I only use you as a talisman

If he wants to break up.

I kissed him until he dared not say those two words.

—— Lu Sirin

I thought that if Lu Sirin didn't take the college entrance examination, the days after that would be very free, but it turned out to be even busier.

Tang Tao would often call him to the office to introduce various types of competitions. Although it can no longer be used to add points, it will add a lot of color to his resume.

Of course, the main thing is that there can be bonuses.

As the end of the term was approaching, Lin Xianbai originally wanted to hug him and ask Lu Sirin to help him with tutoring, but now it seems that there is no way.

So she complained: "Your daily schedule is busier than that of a star."

Lu Sirin was just folding the scarf and preparing to put it in the suitcase, "Well, just this time, I won't participate next semester."

"Don't, don't!"

Lin Xianbai got up from the chair, "I don't want to be a stumbling block in your life."

Lu Silin was helpless: "Don't talk nonsense."

Lin Xianbai "hummed", in fact, recently more and more people wrote love letters to Lu Sirin, he was so annoyed that he also realized that he didn't seem to have any strong points to attract Lu Sirin.

What does the other party like about him?

good looking?But Lu Sirin himself looks more handsome, if he just looks at his face, wouldn't it be enough for him to look at himself every day?

……

Lin Xianbai thought for a while, and found that apart from good looks, he couldn't think of other advantages.

hateful!

He stretched out one long leg and stopped Lu Silin who was going to the bathroom.

Although it was winter, there was heating in the room, and Lin Xianbai was only wearing a pair of thin pajama pants.

Such a straightening, just exposed a bare foot.

Fair and fragile.

Lu Sirin couldn't move his eyes away, so he collected himself, "What's the matter?"

Lin Xianbai didn't notice that his behavior had teased the other party, and poked his knee with his toe with a relaxed expression.

"Lu Sirin, answer my question seriously."

"Ah."

"what do you like about me?"

Lu Sirin was silent for a while, "I don't know."

Lin Xianbai: "..."

I don't know! ?

He was angry: "Aren't there any advantages in me that are particularly attractive to you?"

Lu Silin really held his chin and thought for a while, "Wait, there must be some, let me go to the bathroom and think about it."

"..."

Lin Xianbai put his feet back and decided not to talk to Lu Sirin tonight.

When Lu Sirin came out, he found that the atmosphere was not right.

In the past, Lin Xian would talk nonsense, and would have to ask him questions or divert to other topics every once in a while, but today he sat there, as quiet as a chicken, and he didn't know why he was so preoccupied.

Not used to it.

Lu Sirin dragged the chair to the side, and found that the quiet little classmate was reading a book, the light and shadow of the desk lamp hit the side face, looking soft and steady.

Lin Xianbai knew what he was doing and ignored him all the time.

Lu Sirin couldn't bear it anymore.

"Lin Xianbai?"

"..." In short, he didn't speak.

"Talk to your boyfriend."

"……"ignore.

"Or I'll kiss you."

"..." Just kiss me.

"Kiss until you speak."

"..."

Half an hour later, Lin Xianbai finally wanted to speak, but he lost the strength.

Lu Sirin pressed him on the chair and kissed him, taking advantage of his height to press him down, overwhelming him, and he couldn't resist at all.

After resting for a while, Lu Sirin came over again, and as soon as his lips touched, Lin Xianbai pushed him away, his voice trembling: "Have you... kissed enough?"

"not enough."

weekend.

When Lin Xian woke up, Lu Sirin had already left.

He wanted to lie down and sleep again, but remembered that there were still a few test papers to do, so he struggled out of bed.

After washing up, just as he was about to pick up his pen, Zhang Yiming sent a message.

--going or not?

Lin Xianbai didn't want to type a single word.

--Do not

Not even punctuation.

cruel.

Zhang Yiming was shocked when he received the news.

——It’s been a while since we’ve been here, let’s pay attention to the combination of work and rest even if we study, and is study something you should consider?

Lin Xianbai: "?"

Not even punctuation.

After he sent a message "Doing homework", he turned his phone to silent mode.

The quiet dormitory, with no one to disturb him, and no ghosts to disturb him, is a very suitable environment for studying.

—if he could solve all those problems.

When encountering questions that he doesn't understand, Lu Sirin is always by his side, so he can just ask directly.But this time when he wanted to ask, he found that there was no one around.

A sense of loss ensues.

He simply skipped what he couldn't, and moved on to the next question.

...nor will it.

Hey!

Lin Xianbai threw the pen and spread it on the chair, looking tired and worn down.

At this moment, he clearly realized the gap between himself and Lu Sirin, which cannot be solved by just learning how to solve one or two problems.

Even if he knows this question, he still won't know the next question.

Lu Sirin will not always be by his side, waiting for him to move forward slowly.

Lin Xianbai leaned back on the table again. He didn't have such negative emotions before, and felt that grades were not the main criterion for judging a person, but now he was afraid.

Afraid of not being able to keep up with Lu Sirin.

Fear of being left behind by him.

neighboring city.

hotel.

This time the organizer was not as big as last time, two people shared a room, Lu Silin was not used to it, so she went to the front desk and asked to pay for a single room, but this time there were so many students participating that there was no room left.

Lu Sirin didn't force her anymore, she endured for a night and passed.

His roommate is a boy from No. [-] Middle School next door. He is tall and strong, wearing black-rimmed glasses. He looks clean and has a bold personality.

He took the initiative to greet and chat with Lu Sirin, but after being dismissed by a few words that were neither cold nor indifferent, he stopped making fun of himself.

The game time is tomorrow morning.

Lu Sirin glanced at the phone, at ten o'clock in the morning, Lin Xianbai probably woke up and was about to give him a message.

As a result, the other party called in advance with a voice.

Lu Sirin was afraid of disturbing others, so he only connected in the bathroom.

"Hey?"

The voice on the other side was a little hoarse and sounded lifeless.

Lu Sirin thought he had just woken up, and reminded: "Have you had breakfast yet?"

"Ah."

There was silence for a moment.

Lu Silin took the initiative and said, "I'm at the place. I will compete tomorrow morning. How about you? What are you going to do after dinner?"

He has never talked much, but he can talk endlessly when facing Lin Xianbai.

"Lu Sirin..."

"Ah."

Lu Silin subconsciously felt that something was wrong. Not only did the other party not answer the question, but he hesitated to speak.

"what happened?"

The other end of the phone was silent at first, and then whispered: "What if I can't pass the university entrance exam?"

Lu Sirin was taken aback.

It wasn't that he hadn't thought about this issue, that's why he kept staring at Lin Xianbai after they got together, forcing him to study - at least, he could get closer when he was in college.

He thought that Lin Xianbai was heartless all day long and would not think about these issues.

Lu Sirin remained silent, Lin Xianbai on the other end of the phone thought he was angry.

It's normal to be angry. After all, I've taught him for so long, so I can stay up all night to sort out his notes and wrong questions. If it were him, he would probably be angry too.

Lin Xianbai was at a loss and didn't know what to say, so he said casually "someone is looking for me" and hung up the phone.

There was a busy tone of "beep beep" on the other end.

Lin Xianbai buried his head in his arms as if his strength had been taken from him.

After waiting for a while, Lu Sirin didn't send him a message, nor did he call him back.

Lin Xianbai felt a little regretful, why ask these useless questions?

But he was too anxious just now, and fell into deep self-doubt, so he opened his mouth by accident.

Lin Xianbai didn't pay attention to his emotions, and took pictures of the few questions he didn't know how to do just now, and sent them to Lu Sirin.

Send another cute emoji.

Lu Sirin didn't return.

...to be finished.

Lin Xianbai put down his phone, lay on the bed, thought wildly for a while, and then fell asleep.

Lu Sirin came out of the bathroom with a sullen face.

The roommate was on the phone, emotionally: "What do you mean? You insist on breaking up with me at this time?"

"How long have we been talking, and you still don't believe me?"

"It doesn't matter if the university is not together, I'll go find you."

"I did not lie to you……"

Lu Sirin's heart sank.

Lin Xianbai... Do you want to break up with him?

dorm room.

The heater was fully turned on, but Lin Xianbai didn't sleep well.

In the dream, he was taking the college entrance examination, on a sunny day, the classroom was not air-conditioned, his stomach ached and his pen had no ink, and he was so anxious that he was sweating.

But he couldn't make a sound.

As soon as he turned around, the scene changed again. Lu Sirin was carrying a suitcase, holding a test paper with perfect marks, and laughed mockingly.

"Your grades, go to drive the excavator."

Lin Xianbai: "!"

He stretched out his hand to hold back, trying to make a sound from his throat——

"don't want!!!"

Lin Xianbai jumped up from the bed, he was startled awake by the way he was driving the excavator.

"Why not?"

Lu Sirin's low voice spread from the room.

Lin Xianbai: "?"

He thought he was still dreaming.

"Lu Sirin!"

"Don't go! I don't want to drive an excavator!"

"..." Lu Silin hurried back to the attached high school from the neighboring city, and when he returned to the dormitory, he heard these nonsense. He looked at Lin Xianbai with a complicated face, "Are you dreaming?"

Only then did Lin Xianbai realize that the Lu Sirin in front of him was real.

He quickly got off the bed, "Why are you back?"

Lu Sirin shook his phone, looked at the test paper on the table, "I'm afraid you won't be able to solve the problem, so I'm crying secretly."

Lin Xianbai: "..."

Fortunately, he was moved just now.

Lu Silin hurried back from the neighboring city on purpose, Lin Xianbai didn't dare to waste his time, and directly marked out the most difficult questions and pushed them in front of him.

Lu Sirin used a pen to calculate on the calculation paper while patiently explaining the steps to Lin Xianbai.

The thinking is clear and smooth, and the skill is not high, Lin Xianbai understands it after listening.

He tried to do similar problems again.

Lu Sirin looked at him from the side, the boy's face still had marks from when he just woke up, the corners of his eyes were still stained red, but his profile was soft and serious.

His heart moved.

"Lin Xianbai."

"Don't worry, if you don't know how to write, I will teach you one by one."

Lin Xianbai raised his eyes.

He met a heavy gaze.

"Don't even think about breaking up."

The author has something to say: Classmate Xiao Lu began to think that his wife would not want him again.