what is the relationship between us

Meng Xinci ate all the ice cream this summer in one go today, and he sat on the side of the road alone and ate a huge ice cream cake.It's still his favorite mango-flavored sandwich, and you can eat big mango pieces in every bite.

——It would be great if he could cultivate a little more evenly, he also likes eating mangoes.

——But no, if you take it back and eat it with Wan Junxiu, Wan Junxiu will know about it.

This ice cream cake costs about 300 yuan, really expensive, but really delicious.It tastes sweet and icy, but not greasy at all, and it is delicious with fruit pieces.

The only bad thing is that half of this ice cream cake fell into the cake box, and it melted after Meng Xinci straightened it.Meng Xinci can only eat half of it.

Rao is this half, Meng Xinci has had enough.

When he was dreaming yesterday, he also dreamed that he bought a big popsicle, and today his wish came true.Meng Xinci kept stuffing ice cream into his mouth. Even on a hot day, he couldn't bear to eat so much cold food at once. You must know that this ice cream cake was originally for four people.

Since the fall, Meng Xinci was quite worried at first, apologized to the customer in a low voice, and transferred money from WeChat to another delivery man to ask him to help deliver the order.

At the back, he turned off the order-taking software, put the helmet next to the cake box, and stuffed the box of ice cream cakes into his mouth one bite at a time.

Now he can't feel how delicious this cake is at all, he just stuffs it into his mouth mechanically, don't waste it, absolutely don't waste it, don't waste it at all.

Meng Xinci suddenly felt very tired, either because he felt tired after running for so long today, or because he felt powerless.

A lot of things, obviously have worked hard, but still feel very bad.The hospitalization fee was always collected by pinch. Although Lu Qingfeng lent him the tuition fee, he had to pay it back after all.

Suddenly I felt boring and didn't want to work so hard.Because Meng Xinci felt that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't reach the end.This kind of days of not knowing when he will be able to breathe a sigh of relief, he has passed almost a month and a half.

It was obviously a high temperature warning weather, but he suddenly felt very cold.

When the wind blows to his face, it is obviously hot and dry, but when it blows to his heart, Meng Xinci feels that the gust of wind is chilling through his heart, and feels that his internal organs are empty, and every time the wind blows, he can swirl in his chest.

Meng Xinci knew that it was wrong to do this. If the delivery software was closed, he would lose a penny today.The days will go on, and the burden on his shoulders is still heavy, so he can't be so willful.

But he felt that even if it was a day, oh, not an afternoon.Just let him take a breath, just let him relax a little bit.

Meng Xinci threw the unedible ice cream cakes together with the box into the trash can on the side of the street. He didn't have time to eat at noon today, and he felt dizzy when he stood up suddenly.Meng Xinci staggered and supported the fence on the side of the road, and it took a while to recover.

——If you want to go home, you can even sleep for a while.The hospital bed is so small, there is no way to hold Wan Junxiu and hold Wan Junxiu's hand to sleep for a while.

Thinking about it carefully, Meng Xin bid farewell to saying that he didn't eat lunch and didn't sleep well last night.In other words, he hasn't slept well recently, as soon as he closes his eyes, all the troubles during the day will pop up in one go.

He felt that in his mind, there was a book being flipped by a big hand, and every page was full of bad things.There are hospital bills, the pressure of further studies, and unspeakable feelings for Wan Junxiu.

The most important thing is Wan Junxiu's body.

Now he dare not go to the rehabilitation room to see Wan Junxiu's recovery, as long as he sees Wan Junxiu's painful expression, Meng Xinci will feel suffocated.

I have a guilty conscience, if it wasn't for him, Wan Junxiu would be much more relaxed.Every bit of Wan Junxiu's pain now has something to do with Meng Xinci.

Even if Wan Junxiu wasn't the person he liked, he couldn't face these pains.

Like, guilt, these emotions mixed together, Meng Xinci dare not even look into Wan Junxiu's eyes.

Meng Xinci felt that he was not brave at all, and he was not a warrior who could conquer cities and territories at all.

Even if he sewed a piece of armor with light, it could easily be pierced by a sharp blade.

Meng Xinci walked heavily in the corridor of the inpatient department. He was almost at Wan Junxiu's ward, but suddenly he didn't dare to go in again.

The fall he fell today even tore his trousers a little.Meng Xinci looks so embarrassed now, if Wan Junxiu saw it, he would definitely have to ask a lot.

Maybe there will be a clamor to be discharged from the hospital.

Meng Xinci didn't want to see Wan Junxiu like this, he just felt very tired suddenly and wanted to take a break.But he knew in his heart that as long as he was allowed to sleep for a while, he could get up and continue tomorrow.

He can heal himself by himself, but when Wan Junxiu sees him like this, this matter will become a thorn, piercing Wan Junxiu anytime and anywhere.

Even after a long time, this thorn has been covered by the newly grown flesh and no longer has any power, but it will always exist.Wan Junxiu will always remember this incident, this sweltering summer.

Meng Xinci walked to the end of the corridor and hid in the stairwell.

He wanted to call Wan Junxiu, but he took out his cell phone and didn't know what to say.In front of Wan Junxiu, he had never had any secrets to talk about, and as soon as he heard Wan Junxiu's voice, he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it anymore.

Involuntarily, Meng Xinci took out the pack of cigarettes in his pocket that had been deformed, took out one and lit it, and he felt a little better amidst the smoke.

Gathering up his courage, he called Wan Junxiu.

It took a while to get through there, and the sound didn't sound like it was in a hospital, and there was a lot of wind around.

Meng Xinci immediately raised his vigilance and asked him: "Where are you? Are you not in the hospital?"

Wan Junxiu's tone was also strange, not as gentle as usual, but cold and indifferent."Well, I'm out of the hospital," he said.

"How can you be discharged from the hospital? Who made you discharge? Then where are you now?" Meng Xinci asked him anxiously, throwing the cigarette butt on the ground.

Smoking is usually not allowed here, let alone throwing cigarette butts. Meng Xinci bent down to pick it up again, holding the cigarette butt in his palm.

There was no answer there, only the sound of the wind kept getting into Meng Xinci's ears, and it became an uncomfortable noise along with the radio waves.

Meng Xinci asked Wan Junxiu in a restrained tone: "Then where are you now? Have you gone home?"

He had eaten a lot of cold food before, and now his stomach started to lose his temper. The faint pain made him feel very uncomfortable, and his mood became even more depressed.

"I'm on my way home. If you finish your work, you go home too. I happen to have something to tell you." Meng Xinci felt a little relieved when Wan Junxiu told him where he was.

But hearing him speak so coldly, I felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

Meng Xinci was worried whether he had been found out about delivering food, or if there was something important happening at home.He tentatively asked Wan Junxiu: "What's the matter? You said that, it made me nervous."

Wan Junxiu didn't say anything on the phone, but only told Meng Xinci to go home quickly.

Meng Xinci didn't understand what Wan Junxiu was going to say, and the first thing he did when he realized it was to go home and persuade Wan Junxiu to come back.He must have been discharged from the hospital on his own, and the hospital must have not agreed.

The doctor said the day before yesterday that he will have an examination next week. How could he be discharged today?

Afraid of this, Wan Junxiu always makes decisions on his own without waiting to discuss with Meng Xinci.He knew that Wan Junxiu was worried about money, and that he was too tired.

But Meng Xinci felt sorry for Wan Junxiu's body even more.

Many times, Meng Xinci even feels that Wan Junxiu is staying in the hospital for treatment. Only when Wan Junxiu is well repaired can Meng Xinci feel at ease and have the motivation to move on.

He couldn't imagine what he would do if Wan Junxiu had a little accident.

When Meng Xinci got home, Wan Junxiu was already sitting in the living room.His complexion was very bad, it didn't look like he was uncomfortable, more like he was in a bad mood.

Meng Xin changed his shoes and walked into Wan Junxiu. He squatted down, raised his head and gently held Wan Junxiu's hand and asked, "What's the matter? Why did you get discharged from the hospital? I was planning to give you rehabilitation tomorrow." What about the money?"

Wan Junxiu couldn't get his hands out of Meng Xinci's, even if he wanted to, he only moved slightly twice.

His eyes were a little red and looked like he had shed tears.Seeing his red eyes, Meng Xinci asked him anxiously, "Why are you crying? Where does it hurt? Did Uncle Li Rui send you back? What about others?"

Wan Junxiu pointed to the coffee table with his chin, and Meng Xinci followed Wan Junxiu's line of sight to see a stack of banknotes, which looked like several thousand dollars.

Meng Xinci didn't understand what it meant, and was about to ask a question, Wan Junxiu spoke up. He said, "I resigned from my job, and I'm resigning now. There is still about a week left. If you haven't finished your homework, hurry up and make up for it. After you finish your homework Just study hard."

"Where did you get the money? But it's better to have money, and we can continue to recover." Meng Xinci counted the money, which was exactly 3000 yuan.

When used on Wan Junxiu's body, it can cover several days of hospitalization expenses.

Wan Junxiu shook his head and said firmly, "I won't go to the hospital anymore. I know my own situation. This money is used to pay your tuition and living expenses."

"Why? You are not well yet. You are going to be hospitalized. Don't worry about my tuition fee. I have already collected enough. Can you go back to the hospital? Are you afraid that the hospitalization fee will not be enough? Don't worry, I am already thinking of a way It's done." Meng Xinci took Wan Junxiu's hand and told him seriously that he worked so hard and was serious.

I don't know what Meng Xinci is afraid of, but he is flustered and afraid for no reason.

He was so afraid of Wan Junxiu being like this, so afraid of what Wan Junxiu would say that made him unable to accept the move.

Wan Junxiu pulled out his hand vigorously and stroked Meng Xinci's hair.

"What you have done is enough, I am satisfied. But do you remember the new words? I just said that when I brought you home, I only support you to the end, you are now, logically we have already It doesn't matter anymore."

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