what is the relationship between us

Hearing this sentence, Meng Xinci froze for a moment.Then he laughed again, he thought Wan Junxiu said that because he felt sorry for him for working so hard.

He didn't dare to think too much, and could only follow Wan Junxiu's words: "We are family members, so there is nothing to pay or owe. I am willing, as long as you can get better."

With a dull pain in his stomach, Meng Xinci smiled reluctantly.He kept looking into Wan Junxiu's eyes, but Wan Junxiu kept avoiding his eyes.

Until now, Wan Junxiu has never looked at Meng Xinci again.

Wan Junxiu said: "But I don't want to, Meng Xinci, I feel so tired. I have raised you and loved you all these years because I owed you to your father. Should I pay it off now? You said we are family, this Isn't it funny? You don't even have a household registration book with me, what kind of family are we, you are just a child living in my house."

Here it comes again, Meng Xinci feels that feeling is coming again.The feeling of the wind whirling in his chest came again.Obviously it was just the electric fan running, and it was still in the lowest gear, but Meng Xinci broke out in a cold sweat, and he felt so uncomfortable. Together with the ice cream in his stomach, he was thrown into the Ice Age in an instant.

Meng Xinci didn't even know the expression on his face now, he felt that his hands were trembling, he held Wan Junxiu's hand tremblingly and asked him: "But you are obviously very good to me, right? He also said that you and I will always be family members, we have been together for so many years, right?"

"I don't say that, will you accept me? Have you forgotten how naughty you were when you first came? Have you forgotten how you were against me? And even later, don't you feel ashamed of me Is it? When I first went to rent a shop on Wenlin Street, you and your classmates clearly saw me, but you turned your head and left, so is this how you treat your family? "

Wan Junxiu tilted his head, not looking into Meng Xinci's eyes, he was speaking to Meng Xinci in as harsh and indifferent tone as possible.

Of course he knew that after saying this, it would be over for him and Meng Xinci.

But he knew that only by saying so, Meng Xinci would leave him and end all this.He said: "Do you know, I have been looking forward to your third year of high school for many years, because we will have nothing to do with you after the college entrance examination, and I will pay off your father's love."

Meng Xinci's face changed due to the pain in his stomach. He could hardly squat, and his body shook a few times.Meng Xinci's stomach hurt so much, he felt so uncomfortable, he couldn't help snorting a few times.

Those bad memories from a long time ago played in front of his eyes like a slideshow, and he wanted to slap himself in the face every frame.

——Sorry, I was wrong, no, I was just too sensitive, I was too scared, I am not like this now, I have changed, please forgive me, please.

Wan Junxiu saw it, he saw it all.

He didn't dare to ask, he was afraid to ask, and couldn't bear it anymore.

"Go see it when you're sick, don't squat here with me."

Meng Xinci raised his head and asked Wan Junxiu dumbly: "I can tell them now, I am not afraid now, I was wrong, I was really wrong. You know it clearly, I like you so much, you It's so important to me..."

"But I don't like you, Meng Xinci, haven't you figured it out yet? Love is a matter between two people. No matter how much you like me, as long as I don't like you, you can only give up." Wan Junxiu Holding his hand on the joystick of the wheelchair, he stepped back a little, and distanced himself from Meng Xinci.

Meng Xinci was originally supporting a wheelchair, but his stomach hurt so badly that he had no extra strength to squat by himself, Wan Junxiu retreated like this, he almost fell to the ground.

"not to mention……"

Every sentence was like a thorn in Meng Xinci's throat one by one, and he felt like a dumb man, who could only make some useless monosyllabic sounds.As for the rebuttals, he couldn't say a word.

And Wan Junxiu was still talking, he said: "What's more, you never thought about me. You said you liked me, but did you ever worry about me? How can you like me? Next year you will go to university. You just leave, leaving me alone to face other people's eyes. You selfish Meng Xinci, you never thought about it for me."

That's not the case, Meng Xinci wanted to say that it wasn't the case, he didn't plan to take the test far away, he just wanted to take the test in the local school.He doesn't even want to live on campus, he can come back every day.

Meng Xinci has already thought about it, as long as Wan Junxiu is willing, he can keep the relationship with Wan Junxiu secret, and just be a family member in the eyes of others for the rest of his life.

It doesn't matter what the outsiders think, as long as the relationship between the two is still good behind closed doors.

Why did Wan Junxiu say that?Obviously not, obviously a few days ago they hugged every day, obviously Wan Junxiu loved him so much.

Obviously last night, Wan Junxiu raised his hand to stroke Meng Xinci's hair.

Meng Xinci didn't even have the strength to stand up, so he could only crawl forward a little, then took Wan Junxiu's hand and said, "No, listen to me, I didn't plan to take the exam very far, I just wanted to Test local. Ever since I fell in love with you, I have been thinking about you, and I just want to be with you. "

Wan Junxiu did not speak, nor did he read Meng Xinci.Meng Xinci suddenly realized that he had done something wrong. Enduring the pain, he stood up. He pulled Wan Junxiu by the shoulder and forced Wan Junxiu to look into his eyes.

"Wan Junxiu, did I do something wrong and made you angry? Can you tell me? Don't be angry, okay? The joke you told today is not funny at all. I am afraid of you like this. I was right yesterday. I'm fine, can you stop joking?"

"I'm very tired today. I want to sleep. You're tired too, right? You've been sitting for a long time. I'll carry you to your room to sleep, okay? When you wake up, you feel better, right?"

All emotions are bestowed by Wan Junxiu.

Wan Junxiu smiled and rubbed against him gently, and Meng Xinci would be so happy, even the tiredness of the day would be eliminated.

Wan Junxiu was lying on the hospital bed, frowning in pain, and Meng Xinci felt very uncomfortable.

But Meng Xinci never thought that there would be such a day when the Wanjun Xiu would be so indifferent that he wouldn't even look at him.It's just like finally getting rid of some big trouble, to draw a line with Meng Xinci.

Wan Junxiu was finally willing to read Meng Xin's resignation. He raised his head, still indifferent, and said, "You take care of the money on the coffee table. This is the last time I will pay for your tuition. From now on, you will be responsible for every exam you take. It's none of my business anymore. Congratulations to Meng Xinci, we are both going to be free, and I don't need to be responsible for your expenses, I will be much more relaxed."

——There is a second half of this sentence, and the second half is yes, and it is a good thing for you to get rid of me.

Not sure if it counted as resignation, Meng Xinci let go of Wan Junxiu's shoulders when he heard the word "Liberation".He also took a step back, and asked Wan Junxiu seriously: "Do you really think this is liberation?"

"Well, didn't I say it all the time? When you go to college, we'll be fine."

Meng Xinci felt that it was too cold, so he turned around and turned off the electric fan.He wanted to turn off the cold wind that was blowing him so cold.

The hum of the electric fan finally stopped, and the living room became very quiet.

There was only Meng Xinci's panting voice.

Meng Xinci felt that he should be full of strength, but now he looked down at himself, his pants were dirty, and the canvas shoes on his feet were also dirty.

He suddenly felt that he was ridiculous, obviously he was full of scars, and he wore some kind of armor on his body.

Meng Xinci smiled, it was the kind of young man's smile, and even the small pointed teeth were exposed.

He smiled and said, "It turns out that I am the only one who wants to hold on, which is funny in itself. Wan Junxiu, congratulations on your liberation."

The pain was so painful that Meng Xinci shrank under the quilt.He couldn't tell what was wrong with him.

My stomach was burning hot, and my body felt so cold.

Occasionally, the wound on the knee where the quilt rubbed would make him gasp in pain.

Damn it, did Wan Junxiu turn on that damn electric fan again? It's so cold, why did he turn on the electric fan?Don't you know that the wind will come in along the cuffs and necklines?Don't know if he is very uncomfortable now?

Why hasn't Wan Junxiu brought in the warm water yet?Why haven't you come in yet?

He was dying of pain.

Oh, yes, Wan Junxiu will not come in anymore, as he said just now, he has already been liberated.

Thinking of this, Meng Xinci was so sad that he was about to die.

Meng Xinci felt that he was so cowardly, he couldn't say anything just now, and he couldn't even argue.Obviously, the composition is so good at ordinary times, but at the critical moment, he can't even understand the words.

I can only hide in the quilt and cry now.

Nonsense, idiot, he didn't cry because of this kind of thing.

His stomach hurts too much, and he shed tears because of the pain.

I don't cry because I'm so sad that I'm dying.

The door opened gently, and Meng Xinci didn't even have to get out of the quilt to see that it was Wan Junxiu who pushed it open with his knee.In the past, the door of the room at home would not be closed, because Wan Junxiu was afraid that he would hurt his knee by pushing the door so hard.

It was Wan Junxiu who put a lock on the door first, and it was he who closed the door of his room first.

Meng Xinci only followed his example before closing the door.

It was all started by Wan Junxiu, and Meng Xinci learned everything from Wan Junxiu.

Wan Junxiu is so gentle, Meng Xinci also learned to treat Wan Junxiu gently.

Wan Junxiu loves Meng Xinci very much, and Meng Xinci also learns, and learns to hold Meng Xinci in his heart.

Wan Junxiu doesn't complain about life, and Meng Xinci also learns not to complain about suffering or tiredness.

But why can't Meng Xinci learn it? Can't he learn how to stop the relationship between two people easily like Wan Junxiu?

Meng Xinci heard something put down on the bedside table, probably pills, and probably a glass of warm water.

Wan Junxiu, now you pat my quilt and gently ask me if I am not feeling well, I will immediately get up and hug you.Let's just pretend that this incident never happened, and I will hold your hand and tell you that I will not go to a university far away. If you don't want to make it public, we will never make it public.Anyway, I only have you, I only want you.

Unfortunately not, only the sound of the wheelchair humming and receding.

Every time he retreated a little, he was a little farther away from Meng Xinci's bed.

Meng Xinci sat up suddenly, and he wrapped the quilt around his body, revealing only a pair of eyes still dripping with tears.

In the living room before, he was not so emotional, unlike now, he almost gritted his teeth and asked Wan Junxiu: "Are you serious about what you said today? I am really a burden to you. Is it a relief for you to go to college and leave?"

Wan Junxiu's nose was red, and his left hand on his lap trembled slightly.

He has always been like this, sitting still, his eyes are black as if he can talk.The trembling of the curled hands was not due to emotional agitation, it was caused by his paralysis.

——Don't pretend to be sentimental, Meng Xinci, you see you have been crying for so long, and he doesn't come in to see you.

——You are the only one who has been acting affectionate and always wants to go to the end.

"Well, not only me, but also you, you will be free soon." Wan Junxiu stepped back a little, and he replied Shi Shiran.

It's not one person's unilateral relief, it's two people, it's because Meng Xinci no longer has to drag Wan Junxiu forward with difficulty, it's because Meng Xinci can let go and boldly go forward alone without any scruples.

Meng Xinci raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and he asked Wan Junxiu, "Aren't you afraid that there will be some hurdles that I can't get over by myself?"

Wan Junxiu twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, "No, you are so powerful, I raised you well, you are sensible and mature, and you will be even better in the future."

"What about you? You will be alone in the future..." Meng Xinci did not give up, and continued to ask.

Wan Junxiu replied without waiting for him to finish speaking: "It would be better if I am alone, I don't have to do so many things to maintain the expenses of the two of us."

Hearing what Wan Junxiu said, Meng Xinci began to accept his fate, which seemed to be the best result.After all, Wan Junxiu has really done a lot for him, maybe what Wan Junxiu said is right, if you don't need to consider Meng Xinci, Wan Junxiu doesn't need to be so frugal and work so hard.

What Wan Junxiu said was right, Meng Xinci also felt that he was so selfish, it was so difficult, what qualifications did he have to let Wan Junxiu love him, and let Wan Junxiu take on the lives of the two of them again.

He raised his head and said, "Then we've agreed, we won't bother each other anymore, it doesn't matter if I drop out of school with no tuition fee, or I'm so poor that I pick up trash, don't come to me. You just live with you." Your own day, don’t come, don’t come again.”

Wan Junxiu didn't speak in a daze, but slowly exited the room, and stopped in the living room alone to breathe heavily.

This is good, this is the best, as long as he is determined, Meng Xinci will be disappointed.

In this way, as long as you don't bother Meng Xinci in the future, Meng Xinci can be relieved.

You can't like Meng Xinci, you can't like Meng Xinci.

Don't bother him, don't bother him.

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