hug your pheromones

On April 12, the weather was cloudy.

As usual, I made a few dishes and took them to see Ziming.

I almost didn't eat the Ziming I used to make, but now I eat more and more.

I ate all I brought yesterday, so I specially made more today.

Is it an affirmation of my craftsmanship?

If it wasn't for the fear that I couldn't give Ziming the best care, I really wanted to take him by my side.

Thinking of Ziming who is like a child now, even if he is driving a car, a smile can't be restrained from leaking from the corner of his mouth.

On December 12, the weather was light and rainy.

Mom stopped me at the company again today, and she gave me an ultimatum. If I don't go home again, and I want to guard a disabled and mentally retarded child, then I will sever ties with me.

Parents are very important, but they are in good health. Even without my son by their side, they can still live, but Ziming can't.

Although Ziming doesn't understand anything now, he is too pitiful. If even I abandon him, who is left of him?

He became a guy who didn't understand anything, like a toddler, and lived his life like this alone?

As long as I think of this, my heart hurts like a needle, and I can't abandon him.

Are you going to say I'm stupid again?

I know.

I've heard this a lot, it doesn't matter if I'm stupid or not, I don't care what others think of me, as long as I understand it myself, I love him, and there is no one in this world who loves him more than me.

It was hard to find someone who had to be guarded.

So I'm sorry, Mom and Dad, it doesn't matter if I take back my surname or I can only be called Kwang Hyuk, please take care of your health, now I understand that health is the most important thing.

I am not filial.

On October 1, the weather was cloudy.

Today is New Year's Day, and the street is very festive. I want to take Ziming out for a stroll, but Ziming is afraid, and keeps holding the nurse's hand and refuses to let go. He refuses to compromise after trying various methods.

In the end, I was afraid of hurting him, so I had to give up.

The two of us watched the rainy day at the end of the corridor. He was sitting in a wheelchair and I was standing beside him.

He asked me very seriously, will Xiao Hei be drowned when it rains?

Xiao Xiao Hei is an ant nest he found before.

I said no.

His reassuring look is so cute that I can't help but want to kiss him.

But I can't do that because he hates me touching him, more specifically, he hates alphas touching him, especially alphas with high genes.

It will make him suddenly go crazy.

Even if he doesn't remember anything, that person still subconsciously lives in his heart and affects him.

Do you ask me to hate?

I hated it before, how could I not hate it?

A treasure I hold with all my heart, in the eyes of others, is like a grass root, making people powerless and desperate.

But now I don't hate it.

Because so what?

Now nothing more than an insignificant person.

On January 1th, the weather was heavy rain.

The weather has always been very bad. Ziming has complained countless times that he can't go out to see his friends. After so many days, he doesn't know if his friends will forget him.

I reassure him that he won't, you are so cute, everyone likes you very much.

It may be that my voice was not loud enough and was covered by the sound of rain. Ziming didn't reply me. He pushed the wheel to find the nurse, and said that he wanted to eat sugar packets, and he needed to eat many, many sugar packets.

What a glutton.

Follow him with a smile.

In the afternoon, those two people came here suddenly.

The man didn't change much, but he was more mature and taller. When he came, he had a cold face and menacing eyes, but after staring at the guy with grape pheromone floating on his body, he calmed down instantly.

I heard that their children are one year old.

I don't hate them, but I don't welcome them here either.

I stopped them and made my meaning clear.

I was relieved when they left, I would not allow anything that would hurt and irritate Ziming to happen.

The moment I turned around, I seemed to see a shadow.

At this point, there are a lot of medical staff coming and going in the nursing home, maybe I am dazzled.

On January 1, the weather was thunderstorm.

Dad fell ill.

My heart almost jumped out of my throat, and when I rushed to the hospital, I was just out of danger.

Didn't you say you must pay attention to your health?

Why don't you listen to people?

How important is it to make money?If life is gone, what else can the money be used for?

My mother asked me to stay and take good care of my father during this time.

I agreed.

Finish the call with the nursing home.

I'm afraid that Ziming will wait for me to go back. Of course, this possibility is very low, but I also hope that he knows that I have something to do, and it's not that I disappeared.

The hospital has dedicated nurses, so in fact I am just a helper, and I talk to Ziming on the phone every day, but he may not like the behavior of making calls, and every time he leaves without saying a few words, it is the nurse who has been following him Tell me about his day.

Lying in bed at night looking at the ceiling, I really miss him, we haven't been apart for such a long time.

On October 1, the weather was cloudy.

There are two more days until New Year's Eve.

Dad is recovering well and can be discharged from the hospital.I was relieved, finally able to meet the guy I've been thinking about day and night.

I hope he misses me a little too.

I accompanied my mother to send my father home, and when I was about to leave, I suddenly stopped in front of the door again.

Why do this?

I don't want to quarrel with you, why don't you just let me go?

My mother cried very sad and said a lot.

I am sorry.

I listened silently, and when she was about to pull the door to leave after she calmed down, she suddenly hit me like crazy, and several consecutive slaps landed on my face.

How powerful an omega can be.

I'm not in too much pain, but I don't want her to hurt herself for me, it's not worth it.

Mom cried until she almost fainted.

I still go.

In a trance along the way.

I don't even know how I got to the nursing home.

I'm glad there were no accidents on the road.

Ziming is watching a movie in the audio-visual room.

His favorite homeless puppet is shown in the movie.

Facing the screen, he looked fascinated, and I stood at the door watching his back.

At the end of the movie he finally found me.

The nurse pushed him over. I knew that my image might be a little bad. Under the surprised look of the nurse, I waved my hand and told the nurse to leave first.

Ziming.

I crouched in front of him.

Do you know who I am?

call me please

Call me, as long as you call, I can, I can stick to it...

He Ziming didn't say anything, he even clapped his hands and laughed and said he was crying, idiot.

The entire audio-visual room was filled with his laughter and that unbearable small sob.

On October 1, the weather was cloudy.

Happy day.

Even the sanatorium, which is mainly white, is covered with red.

In the evening there was a small gala with nurses, doctors and staff all preparing the show.

Ziming looked very happy.

A little late after the party, I sent Ziming back to his room, which was past his usual bedtime, and he yawned several times on the way.

The dedicated omega male nurse helped him pack everything up, waiting for him to lie down on the bed.

I didn't leave together as usual, but after the nurse went out, I took out the ring I prepared in advance from my pocket.

He Ziming, this is also my first confession, maybe I didn’t say it well enough, but the world is so big and life is so long, you are the only person I want to treat gently, maybe in the eyes of others now, you are not so suitable , you can't even understand what I'm saying, but...

Some choked up.

But because you are not good, I have to stay by your side. I love you and want to give you happiness. I want to be with you all my life. Marry me. Whether you understand or not, I don’t care. You just answer me Just one good word is enough, He Ziming, just say hello to me, okay?

Because I love you, as long as you affirm, I am brave enough.

The author has something to say: The next episode is about He Ziming.

New article as usual (After breaking up in love, I split into alpha and ask for advance receipt)

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