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They met in summer.

For some reason, he was taken away by his aunt.

I remember that when he left, he cried heartbreakingly, thinking that his parents didn't want him.

My aunt comforted him in the car and talked a lot.

The only thing he understands is that your parents' business is very difficult now and they can't take care of you, so you have to be good.

be good.

My aunt took him to a strange place, a big house with a big yard.

When my aunt finished making a phone call and was about to go in, there were two boys about his age in the yard who were going out with shovels and buckets.

Both were taller than him, and one of them was looking at him curiously. His eyes and nose were red from crying before, but now he was stared at like this, and he was very shy.

Thinking of being watched like animals without seeing my parents, I wanted to cry again.

"Are you still going?"

The tallest one didn't seem to notice him, but just glared at the boy staring at him: "No, I'm leaving."

"go."

The boy who stared at him was called away, and when he went out with the tallest boy, he looked back at him frequently.

It turned out that this was the house to live in.

The elder of this family is a very kind woman of some age.

My aunt talked to her a lot, and finally told him to be good, and to pick him up after the summer vacation, and then left.

He is the only one left.

When they were about to eat in the evening, the two boys came back and found that he was still there. The boy who was staring at him in the afternoon leaned forward.

Carrying the bucket and walking around him again and again: "Why are you still at my grandpa's house?"

He held on to his clothes and dared not speak, until the woman who came out of the room interrupted him: "Guanghe, why are you still carrying your small bucket, Bai Ze has washed his hands, you go too."

As he spoke, he walked to him and picked him up: "Don't be nervous, these two are my grandsons, come to eat."

He still remembers those gentle hands.

Children are always easy to get along with each other.

He played and ran around with them, although most of the time he stood by and watched them because he didn't dare.

The tallest one is called Jiang Baize, and the shorter one is called Bai Guanghe.

He likes Jiang Baize.

Since when?

Perhaps when Bai Guanghyuk always bullies him, he will stop the other party's behavior.

Like too unreasonable.

He likes many people, parents, aunts, he can't count, but he is the only one who is the same size as him.

A summer vacation soon ended in his little mind.

My aunt picked him up and left as agreed.

When he waved goodbye to get into the car, he cried as he did when he came.

"You have to wait for me, I will come to play with you again when I am on vacation."

When he said this, he kept wiping away his tears and secretly looked at the man.

Every holiday after that, he would stay with them for ten days and a half months, until the ten-year-old differentiation, Jiang Baize and Bai Guanghyuk both differentiated into alpha, and when he got the result sheet of his own differentiation into Omega, he wanted to scream Call to tell the world that he can be by his side forever.

He wants to marry him.

He confessed.

After telling the other party about his happiness, excitement, joy, and all his emotions, Jiang Baize just looked at him and said lightly: "You, like Guang Hyuk, are just my younger brother to me."

If pain has a form, then the wind is painful, the air is painful, the sound is painful, and everything you see is painful.

The other party's indifferent eyes, when he was ten years old, he deeply understood what it means to be heartbroken like a knife.

He didn't even dare to question and fight, because he was afraid that this person would never want to see him again.

He said he was the younger brother, so he was the younger brother, as long as he could still see him, it didn't matter if he was the younger brother.

Really, he was already planning to hide his feelings.

Until he fell into the cold pool instead of him.

The doc said he hurt a gland or something.

He didn't care, what he cared about was the way Jiang Baize looked at him, it was no longer the same as before, with self-blame, guilt, worry, and remorse in his eyes.

He shook his hand and said.

"Zi Ming, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."

It's okay, you don't know how happy I am right now.

The person I like is finally willing to look at me straight. Does this mean that from now on, I will be different in your eyes?

I am no longer a brother?

Lose everything for a loved one.

worth it, no?

He laughed like a flower from the bottom of his heart.

later……

It hurt so much when he fell to the ground, fortunately, just for a moment, he didn't know anything.

When he opened his eyes again.

The man was at his bedside as before, but he was no longer sitting, no longer holding his hand.

He looked at him with hatred in his eyes.

Heart-burning.

He thought he must be crazy.

He laughs, laughs all the time, no matter what you ask him, he just laughs.

Even the doctor said he probably broke his head, stupid.

But it doesn't matter, he hid himself in a dark place, and he couldn't see his fingers.

I have nothing, is it important to be stupid or not?

That's it.

He didn't know how he negotiated with his parents, but they never came to him again.

Maybe in the eyes of his parents, a child who jumped off a building for a man and became a crippled fool is no longer useless.

He never wants to come out again.

One day, Baek Kwang Hyuk showed up at the nursing home.

This guy is even more stupid than him. He never leaves after he comes, and always squats in front of him and cries secretly.

Sometimes he really wants to tell him not to cry, tears are the most useless, he almost cried blind before, didn't he?

The advantage of being a fool is that his stress disorder never recurred, and he dutifully acted as a fool who didn't understand anything.

Bai Guanghe has been by his side for many years, pitiful and ridiculous.

Jiang Baize and his so-called elder brother came to see him, but Bai Guanghe stopped him.

He watched from behind, watched them come, watched them go.

Wasn't the pain so unbearable?

Time really is the best healer.

Later, Bai Guanghe's father fell ill and was hospitalized, and he had to take care of him.

So the habit is really scary. It's the first time in so many years that he hasn't seen him for such a long time, and he actually feels like he misses him.

How can such a ridiculous idea exist?

What right does he have to miss him?

Six days later, Bai Guanghyuk came back.

He was lonely and said, do you know who I am?

Can you call me?

just one...

He is disabled, unable to have children, and has done so many wrong things for one person, why should he die well?

Shouldn't.

He never deserved forgiveness in his life.

A person is his best ending.

Mixed with Bai Guanghe's tears.

He has to laugh, has to laugh.

after that.

later.

Later he said...

He says……

"Bai Guanghe, you are an alpha who is almost 30, why do you cry so much?"

Perhaps, holding the ring, crying, the man who looked at him in shock.

is his salvation.

Love embraced too late, but at least we finally embraced it.