seek fate

The two walked into the hall, Beitang Yazhi was sitting in front of the sofa waiting for them.

"Him, I want to have a good talk with you."

"I know what you're going to say." Beitang Minqian pulled Su Yuanheng to sit down opposite her.

Beitang Yazhi looked at their clenched hands, her beautiful and delicate eyebrows frowned imperceptibly, and said with a smile, "You and Mr. Su have a good relationship."

"It's none of your business." Beitang Minqian said coldly.

"As long as your surname is Beitang, it's none of my business."

"Unfortunately, Mrs. Ji, you seem to have forgotten that your surname is no longer Beitang."

Beitang Yazhi still smiled gracefully, picked up the tea from the butler, took a sip, and said slowly: "Qian, you are no longer a child. There are so many pairs of eyes in the family, how do you explain this?" .”

Beitang Yazhi's gaze stayed on the hands they held.Su Yuanheng found out that after struggling, he was held even tighter by Beitang Minqian.

"Why should I explain?" Beitang Minqian's voice was very flat, as if the person in front of him was talking about a topic that had nothing to do with him.

"You're 24. I think you've been away from home long enough."

"Maybe." Beitang Minqian casually took off his sunglasses, looked up at the elder sister with a cold expression: "If you have anything to say, just say it, I don't like to beat around the bush."

"You know what I want to say." Beitang Yazhi raised her eyebrows, put down the teacup, leaned back gracefully into the sofa, raised a pair of beautiful legs, and said unhurriedly: "I hope you come back to take over the family business, get engaged to the eldest lady of the Lin Group, hold the wedding as soon as possible, and give birth to an heir."

Su Yuanheng's heart tightened, and he wanted to withdraw his hand again, but it was still unsuccessful.

Beitang Minqian looked at her with a half-smile, raised Su Yuanheng's hand to his lips, bowed his head and kissed her, and said provocatively and disdainfully, "I think you know my sexual orientation."

"Nowadays many people are bisexual, no one will care. Besides..." Kitado Yazhi said indifferently: "You need an heir."

"It's not my need, it's the Beitang family's need."

"Even so, this is your obligation. Although the times are advancing, heirs are still an important issue, especially for a big family like ours. You like men, but it's a pity that you don't have the physique of a Maya, so you can't personally Have children, otherwise I have no objection to you being together."

Beitang Minqian narrowed his eyes and snorted coldly.

"Mr. Su, you are a medical student. I don't know if you have heard of the bisexual chromosomes of the Maya people." Beitang Yazhi suddenly turned to Su Yuanheng.

Su Yuanheng's heart skipped a beat when he heard her mention the word "Mayaren". At this moment, he nodded calmly: "I've heard of it."

Beitang Yazhi smiled slightly: "It's not that our Beitang family has no men. However, the genes of the Maya people are only passed on in the X chromosome. If a Maya man and a man give birth, he can only inherit his own X chromosome. When the X or Y chromosome is combined, both boys and girls are born with Maya genes.

"However, if a Maya man combines with an ordinary woman outside the tribe, only the girl will inherit his X chromosome, and the boy will inherit his Y chromosome and the other's X chromosome, and will not have fertility. Therefore, the Maya man The lineage is only passed down through the offspring of the male and the offspring of the Maya woman.”

Beitang Yazhi glanced at Beitang Minqian's ugly face, and smiled: "Our Beitang family did have Maya blood in our ancestors. But unfortunately, it was cut off in the generation when our ancestors married with ordinary women, so Min Humble is impossible."

"Enough! You said so much, don't you just want me to go back to Beitang's house and marry that woman?"

"It's good that you understand."

Beitang Minqian was a little upset.It's not that he doesn't understand Beitang Yazhi's words.He doesn't want to evade his responsibilities and obligations, not to mention having a child is also his heart's desire.In fact, he didn't think about being with Su Yuanheng for a long time at first, he always felt that being with him might be a habit.

But recently he has become more and more uncertain about this feeling, and even said these words when Beitang Yazhi appeared, which made him even more disgusted.

Su Yuanheng has been sitting by the side listening to the negotiations between their siblings, feeling awkward and embarrassing.Beitang Yazhi obviously didn't mean to shy away from him, these words were spoken face to face.

But her attitude is so elegant and natural that people can't feel a trace of malice or sarcasm, but Su Yuanheng still feels a twinge in his heart.

He stood up: "Mrs. Ji, this is your family business and has nothing to do with me. I'll go back first."

"Wait." Beitang Minqian grabbed him and asked, "What do you mean? What do you mean has nothing to do with you?"

Su Yuanheng frowned slightly, and looked at him expressionlessly.

Beitang Yazhi smiled slightly, breaking their condensed atmosphere: "Mr. Su, don't get me wrong, I didn't mean to separate you. But this matter can't be said to have nothing to do with you. After all, you are Minqian's current... lover. Yes right to know what might happen."

"Enough! Shut up!" Beitang Minqian was annoyed, and said coldly: "You have meddled enough, I don't want to talk about this matter anymore." He turned to Su Yuanheng and softened his tone: "I'll be with you Go back." After speaking, he pulled him towards the gate.

"Mr. Su, wait a moment." Beitang Yazhi called out from behind.

Although Beitang Minqian didn't want to talk to her, Su Yuanheng stopped politely.

"Mr. Su, there is actually something I want to ask you."

"What's up?"

Beitang Yazhi looked at him, and said slowly, "Do you know Yan Yuheng?"

Su Yuanheng frowned slightly, as if thinking about it, and then said calmly, "I don't know."

"So..." Beitang Yazhi still smiled: "That may be my mistake."

"Okay, let's go." Beitang Minqian no longer wanted to hear her rambling, so he tightened Su Yuanheng's hand and pulled him away from the villa.

Because the car was left in the busy city, the two of them forgot that Beitang Yazhi still had a driver there, and they just wanted to get out of the villa area and go to the highway to hail a car.

Beitang Minqian was in a depressed mood and didn't pay attention to Su Yuanheng, but after a while he suddenly remembered, looked sideways, and saw Su Yuanheng lowered his head, his complexion was extremely pale under the street lights at night.

Beitang Minqian took his hand, and found that his hand was terribly cold even in midsummer, so he couldn't help being shocked.

"Yuan Heng, why are your hands so cold?"

Su Yuanheng came back to his senses and whispered, "It's nothing."

Beitang Minqian thought he was thinking about Beitang Yazhi asking him to get married, so he didn't know what to say.He didn't know how to say those comforting words, and he was upset, so he finally sighed heavily and said, "Don't pay attention to what my elder sister said just now. Let her worry about it! I'm still young and married. Never thought about it.”

Su Yuanheng absently responded.

Beitang Minqian looked at him a little strangely, and suddenly asked: "You really don't know the name of the one that Eldest Sister asked just now?"

Su Yuanheng's eyebrows twitched slightly, but he said flatly, "I really don't know you." Then he asked him, "Why are you asking this?"

Beitang Minqian frowned: "It's nothing. I was happy today, but my eldest sister ruined it."

Su Yuanheng was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "It's time to come, it will come sooner or later."

Beitang Minqian said coldly: "What era is this, and the heir is still the heir. Isn't it just to have a child, the big deal is artificial insemination, find a high-quality woman to have one."

Su Yuanheng couldn't help laughing after hearing his childish words: "This is not like what you said. Besides, isn't the eldest lady of the Lin Group not high-quality? I heard that she is a high-achieving student who graduated from Harvard."

"That's different. It's different after marrying her." Beitang Minqian said a little sullenly, and suddenly remembered the actresses and models he knew in the circle, and some of them had worked with him to some extent. There are also entanglements.

Beitang Minqian's own conditions needless to say, so women can have as many as they want, but he is actually a clean freak and doesn't like promiscuity.It's just that when you are young and in that circle, sometimes you go abroad for more than half a year, and it is natural to vent your desires.

Although the relationship between him and Su Yuanheng is that of lovers, they don't restrict each other very much.His scandals are flying all over the sky every day, some are true and some are false, true and false, Su Yuanheng has never asked.

Thinking of this, Beitang Minqian suddenly felt uncomfortable, staring at Su Yuanheng: "Hey! You don't seem to mind whether I marry that woman or not."

Su Yuanheng was slightly taken aback, but did not speak.

Seeing him like that, Beitang Minqian was even more annoyed, he gritted his teeth and said, "Su, Yuan, Heng!"

Su Yuanheng knew that he must have misunderstood, just about to explain, suddenly a black Mercedes came from the end of the alley and stopped slowly beside them.

The driver got out of the car, bowed respectfully in front of Beitang Minqian, and said, "Master, Missy, let me take you back."

Beitang Minqian was on fire, and when he saw the driver, he was angry: "No need! Let's go back by ourselves!"

The driver is very young and a newcomer. Beitang Minqian has not been home for several years, and he has never seen this young master in the company or villa.At this time, I was a little embarrassed, standing there not knowing what to do.

Su Yuanheng looked at his watch, it was almost eleven o'clock, and pulled Beitang Minqian: "Let him deliver it. This is a suburban area, and there are not many taxis. Besides, what should you do if people recognize you with your outfit? Tomorrow Want to be in the headlines again?"

Beitang Minqian thought so too.It doesn't matter if he makes the headlines or not, but Su Yuanheng is a doctor, not an insider, so if there are any scandals, it may be bad for him.What's more, what happened to them at the snack bar tonight will definitely be published in the newspapers tomorrow, and it is better to have less than one more thing.

So Beitang Minqian stopped talking, opened the rear door, and pulled Su Yuanheng up.

The driver looked at him strangely as he held Su Yuanheng's hand, feeling a little disobedient, feeling that this action seemed a little too intimate for the two men.

But doing more and talking less is also their working principle, so they pretended they didn't see it, sat in the driver's seat, started the car and left.

When the two returned to the apartment, Su Yuanheng didn't speak all the way, went to the bathroom silently, turned on the faucet, and put the clothes changed last night into the washing machine.

Beitang Minqian came over after a while, looked at Su Yuanheng who was busy with no expression, and said, "I called Siva just now, and he will pick up the car tomorrow morning."

"Um."

"It's so late, don't be too busy."

"Take off your clothes."

"What?" Beitang Minqian was slightly taken aback.

Su Yuanheng stretched out his hand expressionlessly: "I want to do laundry. You go take a shower."

Beitang Minqian looked at him, did not speak, took off all the clothes on his body in front of him, and then walked into the bathroom inside.

When he came out of the shower, he saw Su Yuanheng cleaning the room. In half an hour, supper was already prepared on the table.

Beitang Minqian sighed, "You are in a bad mood."

This is not a question, but an affirmative sentence.Because Su Yuanheng has a quirk, he likes to be busy when he is in a bad mood, whether it is cleaning the room or working, he is unwilling to stop.

Su Yuanheng didn't seem to hear, he just said: "I haven't played the piano for a long time, should I find someone to tune it tomorrow?"

In front of the floor-to-ceiling windows in the hall, the gorgeous white piano is Beitang Minqian's favorite thing, probably this is the only hobby that Su Yuanheng knows of.

"Yuanheng, don't do it. Stop and talk to me." Beitang Minqian stepped forward and took his hand.

"What are you talking about?"

"Are you angry at my elder sister's words?"

"no."

"Really? Don't you care at all?"

"Didn't you know this a long time ago? From the first time I met you, I knew that you could not belong to me." Su Yuanheng said lightly.He didn't mind admitting that, from that glimpse ten years ago, he already had a deep affection for that boy.

Beitang Minqian felt a little blocked.Although he already knew it, but hearing him say it personally, his heart swelled, and there was some indescribable pity.He asked softly, "Then you really don't mind me marrying that woman?"

Su Yuanheng broke away from his hand: "Then what do you want me to do? It's one thing to know, but another to face it. If you really want to break up, there's nothing you can do about it."

"Break up? Who said they want to break up with you?" Beitang Minqian was surprised.

Su Yuanheng looked at him tiredly and strangely: "Could it be that you are married and we don't break up? What's the relationship? What do you think of me as you?"

"You are my lover!" Beitang Minqian said loudly, pointing to the hall, kitchen and bedroom and angrily said: "Here, here, and here! We were still having sex here yesterday! You even helped me cook! This room We bought the apartment together, and we have lived here for more than four years, do you want to break up when you say you want to break up?"

Su Yuanheng trembled slightly.He didn't expect Beitang Minqian's reaction to be so big, he thought...he thought they were just living together.In other words, he always thought that Beitang Minqian was just interested in him for a while.

In fact, Su Yuanheng himself was surprised that their secret cohabitation lasted for so long.Beitang Minqian never showed any special love to him. Although they had a very happy time together, it may be the shadow of being abandoned in childhood, which caused Su Yuanheng's inner inferiority complex and lack of self-confidence.

He may not have noticed it himself, but a child who is abandoned by his parents will faintly feel that it is his fault deep in his heart.This profound psychological harm can affect a person's life.

Su Yuanheng loves Minqian very much, the more he loves him, the more he will be afraid of losing him.So he never dared to ask Beitang Minqian how he felt about him, and he never dared to imagine their future.

So when Beitang Yazhi appeared in front of him, he felt that the time had come.But Beitang Minqian said these words now, which made him feel both surprised and delighted.

Turns out they were lovers...

It turned out that Beitang Minqian had always treated him as a lover.

Su Yuanheng couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.But Beitang Minqian was about to explode.When he was in the villa just now, he was already suffocated by Su Yuanheng's reaction, and now he was even more angry.

"Did you have someone else? Huh?"

"What?" This time it was Su Yuanheng's turn to be surprised.

"I asked if you have someone else!"

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Su Yuanheng's voice also became louder.

"Then what's the matter with you? I haven't been back for half a year, and your attitude is so lukewarm when you come back?"

"Not hot or cold..." Su Yuanheng was trembling with anger: "Go as soon as you say, and you will go for half a year. You don't have to tell me in advance when you come back, come back when you want to come back, and pull me to have sex on the floor as soon as you come back... Now you say that I am lukewarm? Who is it that is lukewarm!"

Beitang Minqian narrowed his eyes slightly, his beautiful eyes glowed with a deep light, with a sharp cold color, and there was a sense of superior oppression for a moment.

"Then, who is Yan Yuheng?" He lowered his voice, stared at Su Yuanheng coldly, and asked slowly.

"I don't know him! I said I don't know him!" Su Yuanheng's body trembled imperceptibly.

"You, lie, lie!" Beitang Minqian stared at him closely.

Su Yuanheng is about to reach his limit.Today, he was oppressed by Beitang Minqian's sister so hard that he couldn't breathe. At this time, the anger of being suspected made him explode.

"Enough! Beitang Minqian, what right do you have to doubt me like this? Don't you have too little gossip about yourself? Isn't it you who is going to get married? If you want to break up, you are the one who forced me!"

The hall fell silent all of a sudden, Beitang Minqian didn't speak, but just stared at him closely.

Su Yuanheng trembled slightly.He suddenly realized what he had said in a fit of rage.

Beitang Minqian looked at him silently for a moment, then suddenly turned and walked to the other side of the hall.

"I slept in the guest room today. I think we all need to chill out."

He said flatly, leaving Su Yuanheng there alone.

Lying alone in the cold big bed at night, the hot air makes people suffocate.

Su Yuanheng turned on the air conditioner to the maximum, tossing and turning wrapped in a thin blanket.

He thought he was used to the days without Beitang Minqian by his side.But he only came back for one night, and this unsatisfactory body was longing for his embrace.

Su Yuanheng opened his eyes blankly in the dark, not knowing where his eyes fell, until his eyes gradually became sore, he entered a dream that seemed sleepy but not sleepy.

"Xiao Li, remember, wait for me here. Dad will be back soon."

"Xiao Li, remember, you have to wait for Dad. Be good."

"Good boy... don't forget... don't forget your name... Xiaoli... Feili...you said, never leave...you said..."

The man who abandoned himself on a cold winter's night, weeping under his breath.He is his father...

Su Yuanheng was struggling in a nightmare.

Xiaoli... Xiaoli... Feili...

Feili!

Who is that?is that himNo, no no!He is not called Feili!His name is Yuanheng, his name is Su Yuanheng!He is not called Yan Feili...

"No---"

Panting for breath, Su Yuanheng sat up suddenly, waking up from the nightmare.

I was drenched in cold sweat, and my pajamas were soaked.

Su Yuanheng hugged his head tightly and curled up on the bed.

No!I do not know you!Yan Yuheng...you are not my father...

Beitang Minqian was woken up in the morning by the exaggerated ringing of the doorbell.He hurriedly put on his pajamas, and opened the door with a frown.

"Dangdang—good morning!"

Siva yelled and jumped in, holding the things in his hands and shouting proudly: "Nutrition breakfast! La la la—handsome guy, don't thank me too much, what a considerate manager I am."

Beitang Minqian frowned, watching him enter the kitchen majesticly, and began to talk, his mouth kept talking.

"You called me yesterday, and I was really shocked. You were dishonest two days after you came back, and you were caught shopping with Dr. Su. Your IQ has dropped. Hahaha... Fortunately, you have me Such a capable agent. Don't worry, don't worry, I've already made an appointment with the newspaper in advance, and I've settled everything.

"If it's on the news today, just say that you were caught going shopping with your friends, and you won't be exposed. Besides, how can so many people think wildly? Everyone's attention will be focused on you, so you won't hurt Su. The doctor's... Huh? Where's Dr. Su? Haven't gotten up yet?"

Beitang Minqian frowned: "Did you get the car back?"

Siva spread her hands: "I'm here to get the keys. How can I get the car without the keys."

"Wait." Beitang Minqian stood outside the master bedroom, saw that the door was closed, and knocked with his head down. "Heng, are you up yet? Open the door."

Siva opened his mouth wide, stared in surprise, and mouthed: "Are you separated?"

Beitang Minqian ignored him at all and continued to knock on the door, but no one answered.He frowned: "I'm coming in." He opened the door of the bedroom as he spoke, but saw that there was no one on the bed.

Beitang Minqian was stunned for a moment, then went to the bathroom, but there was no one there.

Siva poked his head in the back: "Is Dr. Su not here? Going to work so early? Oh, no, didn't I ask for leave for him?"

Beitang Minqian walked to the bedroom cabinet, opened the cabinet and looked, and found that a few pieces of Su Yuanheng's clothes were missing, and there was also a travel bag underneath.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Siva felt the atmosphere was delicate, coughed lightly, and asked in a low voice, "What's going on? Did you quarrel?"

Beitang Minqian stood silently for a moment, then said calmly: "It's nothing. He may be in a bad mood, so he went out to relax."

"Let's relax?" Siva said in surprise, "You have only been back for two days, and he went out to relax alone?"

Beitang Minqian ignored him, walked into the bathroom and began to wash.

Siva shook his head secretly, and went back to the kitchen to continue preparing breakfast.

After a while, Beitang Minqian came out brushing his hair. While eating breakfast, Siva asked, "Do you still want me to pick up the car?"

Beitang Minqian looked up at the coffee table in front of the porch. Su Yuanheng was used to throwing the keys there as soon as he entered the door, but there was nothing at the moment.

"……No."

Looking at the gate of the orphanage, Su Yuanheng felt a familiar intimacy, like a child who had wandered for a long time and finally returned to his home.

He stood at the door for a moment, then slowly raised his hand and pushed open the big iron door.

The children in the orphanage seemed to have not finished their classes, and there was no one in the front yard.

Su Yuanheng walked into the orphanage along a familiar path. In the hall on the first floor, the old director and a young staff member were taking care of a child. Looking up and seeing him coming in, he adjusted his glasses, which seemed unbelievable.

"Mother Dean, how are you?"

The old dean whispered in surprise: "Xiao Li, it's you! You're back."

The old dean has worked here for more than 30 years. Before Su Yuanheng was adopted, it can be said that she raised her alone. The phrase "the dean's mother" does not know how much family affection and sadness are contained.

The old dean got up and opened his arms to greet him.

The travel bag in Su Yuanheng's hand fell to the ground with a slam, and he reached out to embrace this long-lost maternal love.

"Dean's mother. I miss you so much..."

"...You child, don't tell me before you come back, so I can make you your favorite vegetarian dumplings..." The old director was very excited, and his voice was a little choked.

Su Yuanheng just hugged her silently and buried his head in her warm shoulder.

After a while, the two finally calmed down. The old dean supported his shoulders and said joyfully, "Let me see...you haven't been back for several years. Let's see if you've lost weight or gained weight?"

"Dean's mother, is everything okay in the orphanage? Have you received my annual remittance?"

"Received, received. Everything is fine in the courtyard. Over the past few years, donations from the government and charitable enterprises have greatly reduced our burden, and the children's tuition fees are also fine." The old dean looked at him carefully and helped him up. Holding the presbyopic glasses, wiped the tears from the corners of the eyes, and said softly: "You seem to have lost weight. Xiaoli, you have lost a lot of weight..."

Su Yuanheng chuckled: "I'm not fat in the first place."

Everything in the orphanage remains the same.It's just that there are more children than before, and some of them are disabled.Some new equipment was added, some new items were replaced, and even the interior was simply renovated.

Su Yuanheng stood in his former room.

He said it was his own room, but it was actually a large room where eight or nine boys crowded together at that time, but now it has been divided into two small rooms, each with four older children living together, a bit like a student dormitory.

Su Yuanheng looked out from the window of the room, and he could see the gate of the backyard in the distance.There, 26 years ago, was the main entrance of the orphanage.