for love

Because of Xie Zhishu's rare initiative, Xie Jiashu was in a good mood, and when he got home, he couldn't wait to hug him.

Still calling his brother sweetly, he didn't know that every call he made was like Xie Zhishu's dream at ordinary times, but at this moment it was like torture.

Being pushed down on the bed with legs crossed and entering face to face, it was still dark, and each other could see every subtle expression on each other's faces in the bright room.

Xie Zhishu covered his face with his arms, because his eyes were full of tears due to desire and pain. The sound of ** spit out from his mouth uncontrollably, and it was useless to bite his lips tightly.

"Big brother, let me hear your voice."

Jiashu pushed his arm away and leaned down to kiss him, hot kisses landed on his lips and cheeks, Xie Zhishu couldn't hold back anymore, tremblingly hugged his younger brother's back.

The tears couldn't be stopped, not just because of desire or pain, but more because of shame.Xie Jiashu rushed into his body recklessly, he knew it was wrong to do so, but whether it was this time or the last time, or in the future, Xie Zhishu knew that he would never push him away.It's not just Xie Jiashu who wants it, he wants it too, because of love.

Changing various postures for three times, Xie Jiashu withdrew from his body contentedly.

"Sorry, it's all in there."

The big boy who said that didn't mean to be sorry at all.

The two were lying on the bed, and as the heat passed, there was still enthusiasm.It was too quiet, Xie Zhishu trembled slightly in the silence, the people around him suddenly sat up, got out of bed and walked into the bathroom.

Xie Zhishu's tears fell with the sound of water in the bathroom.

Her waist hurt like it was broken, and it took a few minutes to put on her clothes, and she went back to her room with trembling knees, and soaked herself in the hot water of a bathtub.

When the water overflowed his neck, the feeling of suffocation was surprisingly comfortable. He closed his mouth and moved down a few inches, allowing the water to reach his nose.Resisting the weird feeling in the water, he stretched his fingers into the back hole that had just been inserted with a thicker thing, and slowly cleaned the sticky inside.

Xie Zhishu didn't come out of the bathroom until his skin was soaked and wrinkled, and when he looked up at his bed, he was stunned.

Xie Jiashu was sitting on the bed with a pillow in his arms, and in front of him were the snacks he had just bought in the supermarket. While eating French fries, he was carelessly changing channels with the remote control, and threw the remote control aside when he saw him coming out.

"Home, family tree... what are you doing here..."

Xie Jiashu raised his eyes and looked at his elder brother who had been putting his hands on the bathroom doorknob. His face with a brisk expression just now turned gloomy, and he raised his eyebrows and looked coldly: "This is my home, can you control where I am?"

Just now she held him so tenderly and entered him, but now she immediately showed a look of extreme loathing for him, Xie Zhishu lowered his eyes, and a bitter smile rose from the corner of his mouth.

He silently closed the bathroom door and walked towards the door.

"Hey, where are you going!" Xie Jiashu jumped up from the bed and stared at him.

"I'm going to the guest room..."

"Did I let you go to the guest room?!"

Xie Zhishu turned around in puzzlement and looked at his younger brother who was as irritable as a provoked lion. He would not be so affectionate as to think that he would let him...

"You sleep here!"

"……And you?"

"Of course I'm here tonight too, hmph." Xie Jiashu turned his face away and sat on the bed domineeringly to show the ownership of this bed.

"..."

"Why, you don't want to?!"

Didn't hear Xie Zhishu's answer, Xie Jiashu suddenly raised his head and yelled angrily, but found that Xie Zhishu's shoulders were shaking with his head down. Slowly, the suppressed crying could no longer be stopped. embankment.

"..." Seeing the other party's tears never faltering before, for some reason, she suddenly felt sad too, Xie Jiashu muttered "Idiot", pulled his brother who was wiping his tears with both hands clumsily in front of him, and twitched Wiping his tears with the paper, he said, "Why are you crying? I've already told you that your crying is ugly. It's disgusting."

"Yes, sorry..."

Two people sat on the bed, one couldn't stop crying, and the other watched the other cry, extremely stupid.

It was hard to stop the tears, Xie Zhishu not only blushed his eyes but also blushed a lot from embarrassment.Although it was not the first time to cry like this in front of his younger brother, he still felt embarrassed.

"Are you hungry? We haven't had dinner yet."

"Ah..." Xie Zhishu replied after a few seconds of unresponsiveness, "I'm not very hungry... are you hungry?"

"I'm not hungry either, let's watch TV." Xie Jiashu shifted his gaze to the TV screen, and casually threw a pack of snacks to Xie Zhishu.

Chewing small biscuits in his mouth, Xie Zhishu listened carefully. Except for the sound from the TV, there was only the "creaking" sound of two people biting snacks in the room. In the past, he was alone every day, in this room All he could hear was his own breathing, but now he felt that someone was with him.

Tears are rolling again, he is not strong enough, and he is too easily moved.

It was only because Xie Jiashu took the initiative to get close to him that he could give everything for him. What he did now was more touching than ever before, and he was moved to tears as if he had been given something extraordinary.

The other party can give him alms at will, but Xie Zhishu seems to have received a great gift.

Because of the different standpoints, what Xie Jiashu could easily give him was hard to buy for him.It's just that many times, even if it's easy, Xie Jiashu doesn't bother to give it to him, and he doesn't want to give it to him.

Because he has always been the person Xie Jiashu hates the most, the broom star of the Xie family.

What's more, there are too many things about him that Xie Jiashu can't understand.The occasional kindness to him, he has always known, will soon disappear.

At 12 o'clock the magic will disappear, and those temporary tenderness will leave when the clock strikes.

Life is not a fairy tale, there are many helplessness in life, Xie Jiashu's kindness to him is just an occasional whim, he is used to such capriciousness.It's just that I still can't learn to numb myself, and I still feel sad.