for love

messed up.

Brothers are not brothers, and friends are not friends.If it is an enemy, who will act like a baby to the person who hates it.And they're not really a couple.

Xie Zhishu doesn't know what they are now, and sometimes it feels sad to think about it, but Xie Jiashu's increasing dependence on him makes him often forget that there are still many unresolved problems between them.

It's as if all of a sudden there is no bondage, but this is just an illusion.What is concealed by the superficial harmony is that they will never disappear, the heart-to-heart grudge.

Xie Jiashu is just like a child, one day he stalked him and refused to let go, hugged his waist and acted like a baby in his arms, asked him to wash his hair, called his brother on the bed while entering him, Many times, Xie Zhishu would have the illusion that there is actually something like "love" between them.

But that was only limited to his delusions and fantasies, Xie Jiashu never thought about it.

In Xie Jiashu's view, this brother is just "very useful".No matter what he is asked to do, he will never say "no". No matter how unreasonable the request is, even if it has too much impact on him, he will put his own wishes in the end.

He has always known that Xie Zhishu is afraid of him and afraid of him, and his words are sacred orders to Xie Zhishu.This feeling is not too bad but especially good. He gradually got used to the life of having someone by his side silently pampering him.

Children are just as naive, and they have to regret it after doing something wrong to be taught a lesson.

"Jiashu, let's go out to play together today." Recently Xie Jiashu and Xie Zhishu have been together, Duan Ziyan complained a little dissatisfied, "You haven't joined us recently, you are too heartless."

"Okay," Xie Jiashu glanced at Xie Zhishu who was following behind, "Let's go together."

"Oh... yes..." Xie Zhishu responded submissively.Naturally, he didn't want to be separated from his younger brother. He had gotten too close recently and asked him to go home alone all of a sudden. He suddenly felt uncomfortable.

In fact, it's not just Xie Jiashu who has become dependent on him, he has also become dependent on his younger brother. He has always placed too many expectations on him, and he doesn't want to lose even more when he gets it.

I followed Xie Jiashu, Duan Ziyan, Xia Hongcheng, and He Yi to a relatively remote bar in the city center, and it was obvious that they often came here from the way they knew each other.

Xie Zhishu had never been to a bar before, and he looked a little nervous, and in Xie Jiashu's eyes, he suddenly found it cute, so he took his hand and said, "Why are you always so timid, this is Yi's bar."

He Yi nodded: "Just like being at home."

Xie Jiashu frowned and snorted.

Sitting in front of the bar, drinking the wine that Jiashu ordered for him, he found something strange when he calmed down and looked around.There were all men in the bar.

It wouldn't be very strange if they were all men, but what surprised him was that many people actually kissed in public in the crowd.Kissing is fine, the problem is, both parties are men!

No matter how many times he has kissed Xie Jiashu and even been entered, even if he knows that he also likes men, he still has no way to accept the current situation.

Those four people had already gone to dance, Xie Zhishu sat there stiffly, his fingers holding the wine glass trembled, he felt his mouth was parched and his face was burning badly.

Many people came to strike up a conversation with him on the way, Xie Zhishu didn't know that his ordinary appearance could be considered acceptable in the gay circle, and the way he was not good at socializing and stuttering was even more interesting. flushed.

"What are you doing?" Xie Jiashu, who didn't know when came from the dance floor, walked in front of Xie Zhishu with a cold face, and put his arms around his brother's waist.

Xie Jiashu is quite famous in this circle, not to mention he is the second young master of Xie's family. When those people around Xie Zhishu saw that it was him, they all laughed and walked away.

"You'll cause trouble if I'm not here," Xie Jiashu cursed in a low voice, sat next to Zhishu, and waved to the bartender: "A cup of Hennessy."

"Family tree..."

"how?"

"...You, you like..."

"what do you like?!"

Seeing Xie Zhishu's hesitation, and thinking of his shrinking just now, Xie Jiashu raised his voice. Although he was quickly drowned out by the noise in the noisy bar, the sound shook Xie Zhishu's eardrums, and he habitually He shrank his shoulders again.Xie Jiashu couldn't bear his appearance the most, and his teeth were itching with hatred, when he heard his words, he broke out completely.

"You like...you like men, men...?" Under the flickering lights, sweat oozed from Xie Zhishu's forehead, even though it was not clear, one could see how pale his face was.

"What's the matter, so what if I like men?!" Xie Jiashu jumped up like a cat whose tail was stepped on, staring at Xie Zhishu with wide eyes, "Ha, so, what do you want to say?"

"Family tree..."

"Don't you want to tell me that you don't like men at all?! Then every time I fuck you, you cry like that. If you don't like men, is it because you are born to be a bitch?!"

Xie Zhishu was stunned.

He never thought that Xie Jiashu would say such words on this occasion.

He just didn't expect that Jiashu liked men as much as he did, he was just...too surprised.Even if they did, Xie Zhishu never connected his brother with "gay".

Although there was a lot of noise in the bar, the people around still heard Xie Jiashu's words and looked at them curiously. The obvious ridicule on his face made Xie Zhishu feel that death was better than being looked at like this.

He trembled his lips, trying to distinguish something, but found that he couldn't say a word.

Xie Jiashu, on the other hand, was as ruthless as if he was offended. The scolding Xie Zhishu lowered his head and shrunk his shoulders, tears fell down and wet a large area of ​​his clothes.

"Is it disgusting to be fucked by a homosexual, huh? Xie Zhishu, who do you think you are, if you don't see that you are clean and funny, you can do whatever you are asked to do. A person like you would kill all the men in the world. I'm too lazy to look at you!"

Xie Zhishu suddenly raised his head and stared at Xie Jiashu with red eyes.Just when Family Tree thought he was going to fight him hard, he lowered his head again.

"It's just...for fun?" His voice was so small that he could hardly hear him, tears were still flowing, and he even smiled when he was crying.

Xie Jiashu couldn't swear a word anymore, he felt as if something had disappeared before he could see it clearly.