imperfect lover

Sun Shangqing sat on the high chair, resting his chin in one hand and looking ahead, while Yu Jie beside him held his cheek in both hands, followed him to look at Wei Shengkai in the bar.

Wei Shengkai wiped the wine glasses and tidied the wine bottles as usual, and after doing all the bar counter preparations, he first mixed two glasses of wine and put them on the table, and then poured a glass of Coke for Yu Jie.

"What the hell?" Seeing the two of them staring at him, Wei Shengkai cursed with a smile, took a sip from his wine glass, and frowned slightly, as if he was not satisfied. "It seems to be missing a taste, why don't you drink it?"

Sun Shangqing took a sip and nodded, "Not bad."

"Try some more gin." He poured an ounce of gin into his glass, motioning for another sip.

"I prefer the taste just now."

"Cut!" Wei Shengkai moved his cup to him, and his cup to himself.

"What's the matter? After waking up to sleep, your face is full of vigor and spring breeze. How many dozens of lieutenant general soup did you drink yesterday?"

"I'm still drinking Siwu soup!" Wei Shengkai glared at him, and went straight to drink. "The elderly need enough sleep, and when they are full, their spirits will come naturally."

"Brother Kai is not old." Yu Jie answered innocently, making Wei Shengkai elated on the spot.

"It's your honesty that's the most likable."

"Stop talking nonsense, let's take turns in the future." Sun Shangqing said.

"Shift?" Wei Shengkai blinked, "Starry Night's business hours are fixed, what shift do you need?"

"Because someone wants you to take good care of your liver first." Sun Shangqing laughed.

"Phew, I didn't know you were so close that you both traveled internationally."

"I didn't know that your friendship is so good that he can extend the flight for you for a day." Sun Shangqing smiled and lit a cigarette.

It's not Yanfei, but flying back and forth!But Wei Shengkai didn't bother to tell him the truth, so that he wouldn't have a reason to ridicule himself.

When the phone rang, Wei Shengkai reached out and stole the cigarette from Sun Shangqing's hand, then quickly left the bar and walked out of the store.Sun Shangqing looked at Yu Jie with a smile, and said with certainty, "It must be Lawyer Yan."

Wei Shengkai walked to the parking lot, sat down on a step at random, and took a puff of cigarette when he heard gentle words from the other end of the phone.

"Why don't you switch to another phone?"

"Oh, forgot."

Yan Junxi gave him a mobile phone that can make video calls, but Wei Shengkai has never used it, otherwise, if he sees him smoking and drinking when he is not around, it will be a shame if he doesn't get read.

"Don't forget our promise to quit smoking together."

"I haven't forgotten." He strongly suspected that Yan Junxi had installed a monitor on himself.

"Did you see the perfume I put on the bedside?"

"Yes, I wiped it specially before going out today."

"I like the smell."

"I would also like."

"That's good."

"Where are you?"

"So how long can I talk to you?"

"I have an hour and a half to connect."

Wei Kunkai laughed, "I don't seem to have that much to talk to you about."

Yan Junxi also laughed, it doesn't matter if there is nothing to talk about, as long as you hear each other's breathing, you can feel very close.

"If I said I already miss you, would you still fly back from Hong Kong?"

"This time it will take less time to fly."

Wei Shengkai laughed so hard that he choked on the smoke and coughed until his tears burst out.

"Don't make me worry." Yan Junxi softly said.

"Don't worry, I'm fine." Flicking off the cigarette butt, Wei Shengkai smiled and said, "Don't go crazy again."

Yan Junxi smiled lightly.If Wei Shengkai was serious, he would be very willing to go crazy again, but this time he could clearly hear that it was just Wei Shengkai's joke, otherwise he would have to emphasize again that he meant the truth.

After chatting for a while, Wei Shengkai said goodbye to him, put away the phone, and he was still sitting on the steps in a daze, thinking about the meaning of such a relationship.

Is it not enough love to fly back from England and hug him all night just because I miss him?Not only is it enough, it is only possible if you are crazy in love!But why the two still can't give the promise of love?

When Yan Junxi went abroad before, he didn't feel particularly lonely because they communicated by video almost every day.Usually, Yan Junxi would stay with him for a night or two before going abroad, and the two had crazy sex, as if they were saving the tenderness when they couldn't see each other.

Why do I miss you so much this time?Even if hugged all night is not warm enough, could it be that he was really influenced by Sun Shangqing and others?Have you really reached the point where you long for a stable life with someone by your side?spit!This is so unlike him!

Sun Shangqing sat down next to him, "What's the matter? I've never seen you miss the past so much."

"Old people are always prone to sentimentality."

"Then you must be prematurely old."

"I feel the same way."

"You just don't intend to say it, right?"

"Say what?"

"What do you mean you're sentimental?"

"Didn't you say I'm thinking about spring?"

"So you really admit that you're thinking about him?"

"Think he broke the law?"

"No offense! He'll be happy."

“I wondered what the point of continuing like this was.”

Sun Shangqing glanced at him sideways and couldn't help shaking his head, "How long do you want people to wait for you?"

"Why didn't you say I was waiting for him?"

"Sorry, I can't see it."

"cigarette!"

"And said to quit!"

"I'll quit when he comes back."

Sun Shangqing gave him one and said, "I think you should quit, he is very worried about your health."

"If Yu Jie asked you to quit, would you quit?"

"meeting."

"You are more addicted to smoking than me."

"If he wants me to quit, I will."

Wei Shengkai smiled, and replied, "That's it, I'm not in love with him at all."

"It has nothing to do with smoking." Sun Shangqing looked at him, "It's because you don't want to admit that you love him, so you refuse to listen to him."

"Ever heard of football widows?"

"What does that have to do with football widows?"

"Every four years the World Cup kicks off, and all the husbands are in front of the TV. At that time, they only hold beer and popcorn in their hands, and all they see is the football game."

"and then?"

"I'd be like an abandoned living widow competing for favor with his job."

"My God, I didn't expect you to be so unambitious!"

"What does this have to do with ambition?" Following his tone, Wei Shengkai puffed out a puff of white smoke disapprovingly, "I know too well what reality is."

Sun Shangqing laughed, if he was really so open-minded, he would not care about Yan Junxi's mood at all, let alone affect his emotions for him.Who doesn't know that Wei Shengkai is a person who is loved by everyone, hello everyone, when did he hurt someone for whom?Except for Yan Junxi, no one has the weight to control his mood.

Sometimes Wei Shengkai would also think, for a man as perfect as Yan Junxi, there should be countless women wanting to marry him, right?Even if he loves a man, there should be countless men who will actively pursue him, right?

But Wei Shengkai has never seen any ambiguous objects around him. All the colleagues in the firm are as serious and serious as police officers, and according to his private observation, there should be no personal relationship between Yan Junxi and his colleagues, unless he conceals it too well. .

What about when you go abroad?He must have countless opportunities to steal fish.Sometimes he would trick him on purpose, but he never found anything suspicious.

It is true that Yan Junxi is excellent in everything and makes people admire him. No matter where he appears, he can always attract all eyes to follow, but his innate cold and majestic temperament also makes people only dare to look far away and dare not get close, so the same He is the focus of everyone's attention. In fact, Yan Junxi is more worried about him, because he never refuses anyone.

Wei Shengkai's conclusion is that no matter how perfect a person is, there are imperfections, and they all have only a perfect surface, but in fact they are full of imperfect flaws.

***

The recent weather is unpredictable. It is obviously a comfortable spring, but it has experienced the cycle of four seasons within a week. Under the temperature difference between hot and cold, Wei Shengkai caught a cold without any accident. He lay at home for two days. Sun Shangqing and Yu Jie visited him twice a day, morning and evening, and forced him to eat, but he still insisted not to go to the doctor.

It's not yet business hours, and only the two of them are making preparations for the opening of the store. Sun Shangqing is at the bar with his mobile phone under his shoulder, and his hands are busy washing cups.

"Yu Jie just stewed a pot of chicken soup in the store, and I'm sending it to you now. If you don't let me eat it like the two days ago, I'll call an ambulance directly."

"I'm much better now." The voice on the other end of the phone was full of magnetic nasal voice, and replied unconvincingly.

"I hear you singing!"

"It's been a long time since I sang, let's sing at night!" Wei Shengkai said with a smile on his face, and then coughed like he was about to die.

Sun Shangqing spurned him contemptuously, "I don't have the patience to be your caregiver! Lawyer Yan's flight today, you'd better get better before he arrives tomorrow."

"It's faster if I just hide and don't let him find it."

"I'll just throw you to the hospital as soon as possible."

"I do not want!"

"Why are you being self-willed! How old are you still afraid of seeing a doctor?"

"It has nothing to do with how old I am, I have a phobia of hospitals."

"Stop kidding me."

"You told Yu Jie not to come, I want to go to the shop."

"It's raining outside."

"It's not raining too hard to go out."

"You still have a fever."

"It's not burnt to the point of breaking the head."

"Wei Shengkai!" Sun Shangqing really wanted to drop the phone, he admired Yan Junxi so much, how could anyone in this world be so patient to talk to a rascal like him!

"I lay down until I was almost moldy, and if you don't let me go out, I will be rotten."

"Aren't you an otaku?"

"I don't play video games."

"Lie down and lie down! Open the door for Yu Jie in 10 minutes. If you dare to run around for me, I will directly ask the bodyguards of Yan Law Firm to tie you to the hospital!" Hanging up the phone, Sun Shangqing clicked angrily cigarette.Every time I talk to this guy, I can't help getting angry, it really ruins his temperament.

"Shang Qing..." Yu Jie stood blankly under the TV set on the bar, and immediately turned up the volume of the TV after Sun Shangqing finished talking on the phone.

Sun Shangqing frowned and walked out of the bar. Normally Yu Jie didn't have the habit of watching TV, at most he followed him to watch some news, but when he was talking on the phone just now, he saw Yu Jie standing under the TV for a long time, his expression getting more and more serious . _

Looking up, the news is reporting a major international flight safety accident. A British passenger plane crashed while transiting to Hong Kong. There may be more than [-] passengers on board. The expressions of Sun Shangqing and Yu Jie changed instantly.

"You told me in the morning that Brother Yan took the plane today...is this the same flight?" Yu Jie turned to look at him nervously.

"Brother Kai knows the correct shift." Sun Shangqing frowned, but immediately took out his phone and called Yan Junxi.Sure enough, the phone couldn't be connected, and they began to feel uneasy.

"Then do you want to ask Brother Kai..." Yu Jie immediately regretted the words, Brother Kai is now a patient, before it is confirmed whether Lawyer Yan is on the plane, how can he let him Worried?

"I'll call and ask Junxi's secretary," Sun Shangqing said.

There will be no such a coincidence!Yan Junxi flies more often than he drives in China, so he will definitely not be so unlucky to encounter such a major accident!What's more, he still has Wei Shengkai, a rascal, to take care of, even if there is any accident, he will take care of Wei Shengkai first... Bah bah!What kind of bad idea is he!

"Damn it!" The phone couldn't be connected, so he hurried to the office, Yu Jie could only look at him anxiously.

"If you have any news, please contact me immediately." Sun Shangqing said anxiously, and then put away the phone.

"how?"

"The office is also making emergency contact." Sun Shangqing still felt that it was impossible, but he couldn't help feeling uneasy. "Yu Jie, the business is closed for today, let's go directly to Shengkai's side."

"it is good."

"Better if he doesn't turn on the TV for me!"

Best it's all fake!It's best that this is just a bloody plot of a local drama in order to increase the ratings.

Such a major accident was reported all over the world, so many lives were lost in the air, what were they thinking at the moment of the crash?What else do you have time to think about?

***

Wei Shengkai once thought about this question. He admitted that he was a bit bored, but when he saw such news, he really couldn't help but wonder, is it such a death that can be regarded as a great deal?

Junxi, if you are really on the plane, no matter how much you try to keep a low profile now, your name and photo will appear on the headlines all over the world, and men and women all over the world will cry for you, so handsome The man disappeared like this, is there any reason for this?

of course not!That's why I don't believe you're on the plane!

Wei Shengkai's face suddenly turned cold, and after putting the money nestled in his lap on the ground, he quickly changed his clothes, lit a cigarette and put it in his mouth, grabbed the key and left the house.

As if he was angry with the whole world, Wei Shengkai's expression had never been so ugly.

It was still raining outside the house. It should be the refreshing end of spring, but it was as cold as winter with snow.After getting in the car after a little rain, Wei Shengkai lowered the window and threw away the rain-soaked cigarette, and lit another angrily.

His fingers were so cold that it hurt even to turn on the lighter. He couldn't ignite even after several times. He threw the lighter out of the window angrily, started the car and drove away at a high speed. Smoking black wheel marks.

He wasn't worried, he told himself, he wasn't worried at all!He was just angry, angry that if he didn't come back one day, he just chose this day, angry that he happened to go to England if he didn't go to any country, angry that if he was fine, he should immediately report to himself that he was safe!

Only then did I realize that because I had a fever these two days, I didn't want Yan Junxi to catch him sick, so I deliberately didn't contact him.

Not going online, not answering the phone, thinking that he will be back in the next two days anyway, there is no need to make him worry about himself, the point is that he is already very uncomfortable, and I really don't want to listen to his nonsense anymore.

But why at this time he wished that he would nagging in his ear?It's because I always think he cares too much, but now I miss his overly gentle care.

Wei Shengkai, you selfish and heartless guy!Why is he still willing to love you with such an annoying personality?Yan Junxi, you are sick at all!

Wiping away the tears all over his face, Wei Shengkai couldn't tell whether he was angry with him or himself, and he didn't know what he meant by crying.

His head hurts, his eyes hurt, his whole body hurts, he can't make any sound but tears fall like crazy, it turns out that the most painful place is in his chest, he choked up, his chest seemed to be torn apart , so painful that he burst into tears.

It seems quite romantic if I crash a car and die for love now, but if you die while you live well, it wouldn’t be so embarrassing!

all right!I admit my mistake to you. During your absence, I was really disobedient. Not only did I drink more than three cups a day, but I also smoked more than two cigarettes. Although I did not have an affair with others, I also received a few notes. Eat, because when you're hungry is usually not the time to eat...  

All right!I admit that I avoided you on purpose these two days, but I don’t want to catch a cold either. The weather has changed too much. The news is saying that the number of people with colds has increased sharply this month, and I’m not the only one who won the bid...

Okay, I'll seriously consider your proposal to quit smoking, and if I lose, I'll agree to date you!I'm afraid you can't stand it and want to break up with me!

alright!I'm already downstairs at your house, you'd better wash and wait for me at home, otherwise I will be angry, I will be really angry!

Wei Shengkai directly drove the car into the underground parking room of Yan Junxi's residence. Yan Junxi lived in a high-end residence hidden in the urban jungle, with strict security system monitoring for entry and exit, but he let Wei Shengkai have the key to this private space.

When Wei Shengkai parked his car and took the elevator upstairs from the basement, it was the first time that he felt that it was such an exciting thing to step into his house.

The number of times he stepped into Yan Junxi's house was very few. When Yan Junxi gave him the access card to enter and exit his house, he deliberately said that he didn't need it.

It's not that he doesn't like his house, it's as luxurious as a five-star hotel compared to his own den, obviously it's comfortable and spacious, but he just loves the intimacy of two people squeezed into his small suite.

When Yan Junxi asked him why he didn't like to come to his house, he always had various reasons and said bluntly: "Your house is too big, I don't like not being able to find you when I wake up."

In fact, I never took the initiative to find you, and you never let me find you, so where are you now?How can I not find you?

The moment he swiped the card and pressed the password, and hurriedly opened the door, his heart sank. The silent air in the room clearly told him that the owner of the house had indeed been away for two weeks.

The card in his hand suddenly became very heavy, so heavy that he had no strength to hold the thin magnetic card, the door was closed and locked at the same time, and the card and key also fell to the ground.

So he said, wouldn't it be better not to have any constraints?It doesn't matter who's in any accident, when either party can't be there all the time, it feels really bad and infuriating.

It's just that he never thought that Yan Junxi would leave before him one day. He always thought that he should be the one who made people worry, uneasy, and angry. He never thought that one day if Yan Junxi suddenly disappeared in his life, So what should he do?

Overwhelming dizziness hit his burning head, and all the strength in his body collapsed with the emotion of loss. Finally, Wei Shengkai couldn't hold on anymore, and his whole body fell limply to the ground and passed out.