imperfect lover

As soon as the car stopped, Yu Jie immediately got out of the car to ring the doorbell. Sun Shangqing held the phone in one hand and slammed the door shut with the other. He saw a taxi stop behind him, and was frightened by the people who got out of the car. .

"Junxi?"

Yu Jie turned around in astonishment when he heard the sound.

"No need to contact, I just met him now." Yan Junxi put away the phone, obviously he had just contacted his colleagues in the firm, and then smiled at the two of them. "Is it necessary to be so shocked?"

Sun Shangqing immediately stared, "You don't have to be so scary!"

"Brother Yan, you..." Yu Jie almost died of worry.

"I just heard the news in the car, and I was actually going to take this flight."

"Don't tell me that you already knew that there would be an accident on this flight."

"Kai couldn't be contacted for two days. I decided to return home early after finishing everything. I just came back from Bangkok."

Sun Shangqing was angry and funny.What a Wei Shengkai!In the past two days, I had a bad cold and didn't contact him, and forced him to say that if Yan Junxi called to ask questions, he had to cooperate and pretend to be stupid so that Yan Junxi would not worry about it. As a result, he returned to China early because of him. I really don't know whether he should be called Yan Junxi's family or His lucky star?

"Brother Kai doesn't seem to be at home." The object of Yu Jie's worry immediately changed to Wei Shengkai.

"His car is not here." Yan Junxi also noticed, "Is he okay?"

"He's been at home for two days." Sun Shangqing shook his phone, "He didn't even answer my calls."

"Brother Kai, is something wrong? He still has a fever..." He stopped in time, but Yan Junxi frowned on the spot, and Yu Jie immediately looked at Sun Shangqing apologetically.

Yan Junxi frowned, thinking whether he should go upstairs to open the door, but Wei Shengkai's car wasn't there, his phone didn't work, and there was no answer when he rang the doorbell. It's very likely that he wasn't at home at all.

"Brother Yan, Brother Kai didn't do it on purpose, he just didn't want you to worry." Yu Jie said worriedly.

Yan Junxi smiled slightly, "I know."

Wei Shengkai has that temperament, always talking indifferent things, always making people unable to understand his thoughts, his appearance is loose and frivolous, but in fact he is slender and fragile.If he avoided himself because of illness, Yan Junxi would not be surprised at all.

"I'll go find him, don't worry."

"Do you know where he is?"

"Should know." Yan Junxi said goodbye to them, hailed a taxi and left.

Yu Jie stared blankly, couldn't help being curious.

"Really okay?"

"He wants us to rest assured that nothing will happen." Sun Shangqing put a hand on his shoulder and smiled. "The rest is up to them. Now that we have a day off, let's go to the beach."

"Going to the beach in this weather?"

"Otherwise, I have no objection if you want to go to the mountains."

Anyway, he just wants to go out and play!

***

Yan Junxi's emotions are rarely written on his face, even if he is anxious, he is usually expressionless, but Wei Shengkai can always easily disturb his heart, always make him frown worriedly, but make him smile happily laugh.

Once a person has concerns, no matter how hard-hearted he is, he can't be free and easy.If Wei Shengkai would really feel sad for his life and death, that would be enough to satisfy Yan Junxi.

Hurrying home quickly, the moment the door opened, what caught his eyes was Wei Shengkai who was lying on the ground. &n+?4N(K6d8a6@

"Kai!" Yan Junxi immediately lifted his limp body and patted his face lightly. The high temperature that suddenly rushed into his palm made his heart squeeze hard, but his slender fingertips were cold and almost stiff.

Yan Junxi immediately picked him up, and when he was about to send him to the hospital, Wei Shengkai's voice came weakly.

"Complete..."

Yan Junxi lowered his head and saw him half-opening his eyes in a daze.

"Kay."

"Hee..."

"It's me, I'm back."

"Where are you taking me?"

"You need to see a doctor."

"I just need you..."

Yan Junxi frowned, then turned around and carried him into the bedroom, let him lie flat on the comfortable big bed, then went into the bathroom and wrung a wet towel for him to wipe his face.

Wei Shengkai closed his eyes again, not knowing whether he was awake or just talking in his sleep, he was so arrogant even when he was sick, Yan Junxi could only sigh in distress.

Yan Junxi contacted his private doctor, then wrapped an ice pillow with a towel and put it on his hot forehead, Wei Shengkai immediately shook his heavy head restlessly.

"Good weight......"

"Kai..." Yan Junxi held his face and called him softly.

Wei Shengkai slowly opened his eyes, his expression was still in a daze, and it took him several seconds to focus his eyes before gradually changing his expression.

"Have I burned out my brain?"

"It's very possible that it will continue to burn." Yan Junxi smiled softly, rubbing his delicate cheeks gently with his slightly rough fingertips.

"Or am I hanging up?"

"I won't let you hang up before me."

"If you hang up before me, I will kill you."

"I'm dead, how did you kill me?"

"I will rape the corpse."

"You didn't even spare my dead body."

"I'll pour the ashes into wine and drink it."

"Then how dare I die..." Yan Junxi kissed his willful and mischievous mouth, which made him love and pity Wei Shengkai, even if he wanted him to die for him, he was willing.

As if he was fully awake at this moment, and only then was he truly sure that the man kissing him was a reality and not a dream. Wei Shengkai stretched out his weak arms, wrapped them around his thick shoulders, and suddenly tightened his grip, exerting all his strength. hug him.

The hot tongues entangled, as if they wanted to devour each other cruelly, every warm and moist place in the mouth was not spared, the uncontrollable sucking and biting seemed to vent something, but also seemed to fear something.

Yan Junxi hugged him into his arms, his tongue was burning like a bright flame, and the bodies that were pressed against each other made trembling.

Wei Shengkai wrapped his whole body around him, forcing Yan Junxi to roll him onto the bed with his arms in his arms, holding his face with both hands and pushing him forward, only then did he stop him from kissing him desperately.

"If you're not sick, I'll strip you naked right away." Yan Junxi stared at him who was out of breath, with rosy cheeks, hot panting, moist and seductive eyes, Wei Shengkai always Seducing him to fall.

"Haven't you heard of fighting poison with poison?" It was rare for Wei Shengkai to show any contemptuous jokes on his face. His eyes were always lazy and bright, even showing anger. He kissed him so passionately, but his eyes were so angry at this moment. "Are you proud of scaring me like this?"

"You know that I don't have any pride in front of you." Yan Junxi's eyes were still watery, and he said softly: "I should be the one who should be angry."

"Why?"

"Lost contact for two days, deliberately making me anxious."

Wei Shengkai pursed his lips, rolled over from his arms and turned half a circle, turned his back to him and said in a muffled voice, "I just don't want you to worry."

"You know that I will be more worried." Yan Junxi hugged him into his arms from behind, followed by reaching into his open shirt with his big hands, caressing the scalding skin.

"I should be grateful to you, you let me escape death."

Biting his slender neck carefully, kneading the vermilion fruit buds on his chest with her fingertips, the more he trembled in his arms, the more gentle Yan Junxi's caresses became.

"Hmm..." Wei Shengkai moaned while biting his lip, his burning body seemed to become more sensitive, the places touched by his fingers were filled with stinging electric current, which made him tremble uncontrollably.

"You said, did you cry for me?" Yan Junxi's hand slowly pressed his pants, and the sound of the zipper being pulled down was so erotic that it made people blush and heartbeat. _

"You are fine, why should I cry for you?" Wei Shengkai said stubbornly, but his body catered to his caressing, and his rapid heartbeat made his breathing rush, when the hardest and most fragile part of his body was hooped At the same time, he shrank his body and retreated into his arms almost at the same time.

Wei Shengkai's entire back was tightly attached to him, and he could strongly feel the strong masculine power of Yan Junxi arrived behind him.

Somehow, Wei Shengkai wanted to cry at that moment, even though he was always saying brave words, but he knew that he couldn't leave this man at all.

In the past, he had never felt so strongly the importance of Yan Junxi to him. It turned out that people really only know how to cherish when they lose, and he almost thought that he was really going to lose...

Wei Shengkai suddenly turned over and hooked his neck, kissed his lips fiercely and at the same time shouted hoarsely: "Come in, I want you to come in directly..."

"You will get hurt." Yan Junxi tore off Wei Shengkai's trousers while kissing, like a volcano erupting suddenly, destroying each other in a flash of lust, without any restraint.

"I don't care, you come in...I want, I want you..." Wei Shengkai kissed him frantically, pulled off his tie almost roughly, tore his shirt, scattered buttons Falling to the floor, the subtle sound played a passionate movement.

"Kai..." Yan Junxi held his tight buttocks, and a ferocious blade as hot as iron lay in ambush on his buttocks. Wei Shengkai deliberately rubbed and provoked, pushing their lust to the brink of collapse, even though it was almost He couldn't help rushing into the forbidden place of ecstasy, but Yan Junxi couldn't bear to force his way in before expanding his body.

Yan Junxi's slender fingers twisted in, and the burning heat immediately stirred his finger knots, and Wei Shengkai trembled all over.

"Ah... hurry, hurry..." Eye sockets were burning red, Wei Shengkai actually reached down to hold his thick fleshy blade and squeezed into his own path.The moment he cried out in pain, hot tears also fell.

Yan Junxi kissed the corner of his eyes and sucked his tears, the sweet and bitter taste broke his heart.

"Woo..." Wei Shengkai hugged him tightly, crying loudly.

"Kay, you're driving me crazy."

"It's you...you're driving me crazy!"

"For your tears, it's worth it even if I really get on the plane of death."

"Bastard! If I don't allow you to die, you won't be allowed to die..."

"Don't cry..."

"You will pay for my tears..."

"Isn't that enough?"

"Not enough...never enough..."

***

When Wei Shengkai woke up, it was dark. He rolled over twice on the bed, unable to exert all his strength, lying on the bed moaning weakly. m

"I am so hungry......"

Yan Junxi walked into the room, looked at him and smiled.

"I brought back the chicken soup made by Yu Jie in the starry night." He bent down and kissed the ends of his hair, and touched his forehead by the way.Very well, the fever subsided, and he knew he was hungry, so he finally felt a little relieved.

"Take your medicine after eating something."

"Your doctor is terrible, don't let him come next time."

"It's because you are too disobedient." Yan Junxi picked him up, and Wei Shengkai hung on him lazily.

"How long have I been asleep?"

"a whole day."

"Qianqian must be hungry too."

"I fed him this afternoon and filled his bowl with feed."

"Do you still think he's not fat enough?"

"Not enough, too thin." Yan Junxi was referring to him, not Qianqian.Sit him on a chair in the dining room, then go into the kitchen and help him ladle out the soup.

Wei Shengkai put his hands on his cheeks and watched him sitting in front of him with a soup bowl, carefully blowing hot air on the spoon, and when he pushed the spoon forward, seeing Wei Shengkai staring at him, Yan Junxi smiled slightly.

"What's wrong?"

"If I were a woman, I would definitely nod and marry you immediately."

"You are not a woman, and I don't love women." Yan Junxi laughed.Feed him a mouthful of soup, and continue to blow the next mouthful.

"I feel like the hearts of women all over the world are broken."

"You're the only one who can break my heart." Feed him another bite.

"If you are not a lawyer, you can consider becoming a caregiver."

"The only one who can make me do this is you."

Wei Shengkai laughed, "Then if one day I cook for you, wipe the floor for you, iron your shirts for you, will you immediately feel cold towards me?"

"I'd be moved to tears."

"Haha...cough, cough cough..." Wei Shengkai laughed, and then his face flushed with coughing.Yan Junxi patted his back calmly, and couldn't help saying:

"Don't talk too much."

"Junxi, you are obviously such an amazing person, why did you wrong yourself to treat me like this?"

"I don't need to be a great person in front of you, and I don't feel wronged." Yan Junxi continued to feed him chicken soup, but Wei Shengkai still talked a lot.

"You obviously have a way to find out my details, but you don't know anything about me."

"I won't use my work on you." Yan Junxi looked at him seriously, "I hope I can explore you slowly."

Between the two, they are very close yet far away, very close yet very strange, as he said, if Yan Junxi really wants to understand everything about him, it will be easy, but Yan Junxi doesn't want to do it at all, at least, he doesn't have to do that right now when.

"You don't want to know my past? Why are Sun Shangqing and I so close? What kind of family do I come from? How many boyfriends have I had? Could it be that my love for money is just coveting your wealth or something like that."

Yan Junxi glanced at him, fed him first before answering: "Yes."

Wei Shengkai almost spit out the soup that he hadn't swallowed yet.

"Then why don't you ask me?"

"I won't ask if you don't want to."

"How do you know I don't want to talk?"

"You want to say that I'm more than willing to listen."

Wei Shengkai laughed again, "Oh, there's nothing to say anyway, in fact, my life is very boring."

Yeah?If so, why do you live alone?Why do you always hide a gloomy sadness in your charming eyes?Why do you always like to pretend to be smart and say irony?Why do you care so little about your body?In fact, he wants to know all these things, but he looks forward to the day when Wei Shengkai can confide in him. He knows that day is when Wei Shengkai is willing to give himself completely to him, and he will wait forever.

"Your life must be much more exciting." Wei Shengkai looked at him with a smile.

"But you never asked." Maybe, he was also looking forward to it, looking forward to Wei Shengkai being curious about himself and giving his sincerity to himself.

"Is it too late to ask now?"

"Not too late."

"Okay! Let me ask you, where is your family?"

"Overseas."

"How many siblings do you have?"

"Seven."

"Wow!"

"Same father and half mother."

"Your father is really strong."

"My dad is our boss, and he trained us to be his assistants."

"Why do I sound like an animal trainer?"

"Sorry, my family doesn't run a circus."

"Otherwise?"

"My dad is a retired spy."

"Oh?"

"So I'm doing a job similar to what he was doing, except I'm not doing it for the country."

"So I slept with 007 for so many years."

"I'm not 007."

"I think you are more handsome than any other 007."

"thanks."

"You have a good relationship with your father?"

"not bad."

"He won't force you to marry?"

"He knows I don't love women."

"So open?"

"He respects me a lot."

Wei Shengkai exaggeratedly laid down on the table, "Oh my God, I can't find a place to dislike you, I'm so frustrated."

"The torture is over?"

"How can this be considered torture? I didn't tie you up." Wei Shengkai raised his thick eyelashes and looked at him, smiling mischievously, "That's right, I should tie you up and ask again, it must be more interesting."

"Do you have feelings for me?"

"Oh, Great Lawyer Yan, Great Detective, Great Lover, you are testing me again."

"Yeah, it's a pity that you will never be fooled, you are the smartest person I have ever met."

"If I'm so smart, why can't I even graduate from college?"

"You can't do it because you don't want it, not because you can't do it."

"Your tongue twister is giving me even more headaches."

Yan Junxi put down the bowl, lifted his chin, looked at his face that lost his smile, and asked softly: "Ask me so many things, did you get the answer you want?"

Wei Shengkai looked at him for a long time, and the two exchanged intense gazes, seeing their clear reflections in each other's eyes.Wei Shengkai smiled, very touching and innocent.

"I thought you got the answer I wanted when the plane crashed."

"so what?"

"So, for the next month, you are not allowed to leave my sight."

"Just one month?"

"Oh, even if we want to get married, we will get engaged first! This is called a trial marriage. We never live together for more than two days. One month is long enough. Maybe we will seriously consider breaking up after a week. this matter."

"Do you think after this incident, you still want to break up with me?"

"After this incident, I only know that without you, my life is meaningless."

"Then why bother thinking about breaking up?"

"Junxi..." Wei Shengkai suddenly looked at him seriously, "You are a perfect lover."

Yan Junxi looked at him without saying a word.

"As for me, not only am I not perfect, I simply failed." Wei Shengkai stretched out his arms and hugged him, cuddled in his arms and said coquettishly, "Once we become lovers, we will no longer be free."

"Freedom is more important to you than me?" Yan Junxi hugged his body that seemed to have become thinner these two days.

"No, you are more important than money." Wei Shengkai laughed.

"Then what are you afraid of?"

Wei Shengkai was silent for a moment, then slowly raised his head to look at him.

"Just like yesterday... If you have an accident and I'm not by your side, it's telling me to die."

Yan Junxi looked at him with heavy and painful eyes.

"I'm not afraid that you don't love me, I'm afraid that you love me too much, so I can't bear to lose."

"Kay..."

"Don't be afraid that I don't love you, I don't even love myself..."

In Wei Shengkai's heart, has he ever loved?Yan Junxi didn't understand, he only knew that in the depths of Wei Shengkai's heart, there was an incomparably deep fear of the gain or loss of love.