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The tumor is malignant. Fortunately, it was discovered early and there is no sign of spread. As long as regular endoscopic follow-up is performed after resection, Wei Shengkai does not even need chemotherapy.

Yan Junxi pondered for a long time, Dr. Feng kept reminding him that he must be hospitalized immediately, but he just frowned and thought.

"I can go to your house to see a doctor, but I can't go to your house to have an operation. You can't let him drag it on any longer."

Yan Junxi knew, so he kept thinking about how to get Wei Shengkai to obediently go to the hospital. This was simply the most difficult task he had ever encountered.At this moment, his cell phone rang, it was Wei Shengkai.

"Where are you?"

"Doctor Feng is here, are you coming to see me?"

"No." He wanted to refuse without even thinking about it.

"Kai, there is something I want to tell you." Yan Junxi asked him tentatively.

"I don't want to hear it." If it was about his illness, he didn't want to know at all.

"Okay, then I won't talk about it."

Huh?So straightforward?

"Forget it, tell me!"

"No, lest you worry."

"What's the meaning?"

"It's nothing, it's just that I may have to go back later... If I can't go back today, I will ask Shang Qing and the others to accompany you."

"Wait a minute, make it clear."

"It's really nothing."

"You never let others know where you live, even Sun Shangqing, why are you suddenly willing to let them come?"

"It's really nothing, don't worry, I'll take care of it myself, you just need to obediently take the medicine prescribed by Dr. Feng on time."

"If you don't tell me, I'm going to be angry!"

"Oh, you don't want to hear it."

"I want to hear it now."

"But I don't want to tell you."

"Hey!"

"I don't want you to worry."

"That makes me more worried."

"Kai...I'm sorry."

"Sorry what?"

"Recently, I have to leave you for a while, please believe me that it won't be too long, I will be right back."

"What's the meaning?"

"I......"

"say clearly!"

"I'm going to the hospital."

Dr. Feng on the side spit out the tea that he didn't have time to swallow, Yan Junxi glanced at him, and said softly: "It won't be long, it's just an operation, if you're lucky, Dr. Feng said that the survival rate is [-]%. "

"Three... wait a minute! Isn't it me who should use the knife?" Wei Shengkai almost screamed.

"Your surgery is just a minor operation. As long as it is removed and followed up with treatment, you can recover. Dr. Feng asked me to take a health check because I decided to take care of you for the rest of my life. If I don't maintain my health, how can I take care of you?"

"You..." Wei Shengkai was completely confused, Yan Junxi is not a person who knows how to lie, especially to himself, he has nothing to hide, but telling him this news at this time is really unbelievable for him. "You give Dr. Feng the phone number, I want to ask him!" Wei Shengkai was almost angry, he didn't believe that things would become so ridiculous.

"Well, maybe it will be clearer for him to explain to you."

Yan Junxi glanced at Dr. Feng, and Dr. Feng immediately rolled his eyes, and answered the phone helplessly, pretending to be very sad.

"Sheng Kai, I'm sorry."

"You, why are you apologizing to me?"

"The first two times when Junxi came to help you get the medicine, I asked him to do a health check. I saw the results today..." Dr. Feng gave Yan Junxi a look, and continued: "The situation is not optimistic."

Yan Junxi smiled at him.

"What's the meaning?"

"He must be hospitalized immediately... Don't worry, based on my friendship with him, I will do my best to rescue him."

There was silence on the other end of the phone, Dr. Feng looked at Yan Junxi with a guilty conscience, and had no choice but to continue: "He is not with me now, he doesn't worry about himself, he only worries about your body, so Sheng Kai, you must make yourself better, don't worry about it. Let him worry, he is now self-sufficient."

"What kind of sickness is this?"

"He wants you not to know."

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Dr. Feng sighed and replied: "Methylmalonic acidemia, the current clinical diagnosis and treatment are all experimental in nature. I'm not sure why he got this rare disease. It should be genetic factors plus years of overworked nerves. System broken."

Wei Shengkai was completely dumbfounded, he couldn't understand what he was talking about.Yan Junxi couldn't help biting his lips and suppressing a smile. He was sure that Dr. Feng himself didn't know what he was talking about.

"Ah, he brought back the medicine for you. I'll return the phone to him first." Dr. Feng threw the phone to Yan Junxi as if throwing a hot potato, shook his head and hurried to drink tea to calm his shock.

"Kai..." Yan Junxi called out softly, only to find that there was a disconnected beep coming from the phone, put away the phone, Yan Junxi didn't care, now, he was waiting for Wei Shengkai's response.

"If I pull out my tongue, it will be your fault." Dr. Feng complained when he saw him put away the phone.

Yan Junxi smiled, "You are indeed my most trusted partner."

"It's better to do less of this kind of thing."

"What disease are you talking about?"

"It's a rare disease."

Is it right to really have this disease?Sure enough, very professional.Then I heard Dr. Feng say:

"It's just that newborn babies get it."

Yan Junxi smiled.

"Do you think this will work?" Dr. Feng asked him.

"I don't know, I have to try."

"Why do I think he will dismember you when he finds out?"

"If he can do it, let him share."

"Tsk!"

Yan Junxi understands too well, Wei Shengkai doesn't care about his illness at all, even though he knows that everyone will worry about him, but he doesn't care at all.

But what if the sick person becomes him?Perhaps Yan Junxi wants to bet on Wei Shengkai's feelings for him. If the person lying in the hospital becomes himself today, will Wei Shengkai overcome that fear for him?In fact, Yan Junxi is not sure at all...

***

This is outrageous!But why did Yan Junxi make fun of him with his body?This kind of joke is not just taken casually!

Wei Shengkai stared at his phone angrily, and after he calmed down, he realized that tears were streaming down his face. He didn't know what he was crying for, but his tears couldn't be stopped.

Are you even going to lie to me?Even your promises are false?If so, who can I trust?

Feeling angry and helpless, Wei Shengkai grabbed the key and rushed out. The feeling of grief and indignation seemed to have been experienced not long ago. He thought he had boarded a flight to death, and thought that from now on, he would never see him for the last time. , thought he was lost forever.

But no, he didn't die, he might die, how could he die!

The car rushed to Dr. Feng's private hospital, and the cold building suddenly weighed on his heart like an iceberg. When he got out of the car and looked up at the hospital, he was almost out of breath.

He knew that Dr. Feng's hospital was actually different from ordinary hospitals. The location here was hidden and quiet. Not only was the access strictly controlled, but there was also a huge array of security guards and secret control. It was simply a secret created for political and business celebrities who did not want to be exposed. institution.

He is not surprised that Yan Junxi is so familiar with Dr. Feng, after all, Yan Junxi's work absolutely needs such a place to match.

Dr. Feng's hospital does not look like a regular hospital, but rather a high-end leisure hotel. However, it is still a hospital after all, with a special hospital smell and a suffocating and strange atmosphere.

Wei Shengkai leaned on the car and made a call to Yan Junxi. When the call was connected, he almost wailed.

"Where are you?"

"Look up." Yan Junxi's voice was calm and gentle as usual.

Wei Shengkai raised his head slowly, and saw Yan Junxi standing on the big balcony on the third floor, which was the ward where he had lived before.

Yan Junxi lowered his head and showed him an intoxicating smile, put one hand on the wooden railing and said to him, "Come up, please?"

"Can't you come down?"

"I was given a foot restraint order by Dr. Feng."

"you......"

"I'm so glad you're willing to come."

"I didn't come to listen to your nonsense." Wei Shengkai glared at him holding back his breath.

"But you still came after all, this is enough to prove that you care about me."

"Are you still testing me at this time?"

"Because I don't want to have regrets..."

"To shut up!"

"I won't shut up, I have a lot to say to you."

"you......"

"Come on, I want to hug you."

Wei Shengkai stared at him for a long time, cursed in a low voice, then hung up the phone and turned around to see no one.

Yan Junxi walked back to the ward, and said to Dr. Feng who was waiting inside: "You can avoid it for now."

"Shouldn't I wait here to help you collect the body?" Dr. Feng finally got the chance to tease him.

"I'll call for help."

"It's your fault!" Dr. Feng spat, shook his head and left.

Let him bear all of Wei Shengkai's anger, this relationship no longer allows them to waste any more time.If it wasn't for Wei Shengkai's illness, maybe they would spend their whole lives like this, and in the end neither of them could really touch the other's heart; if it wasn't for Wei Shengkai's illness, maybe Yan Junxi would never know that he could be crazy about love once in his life.

It should be less than 3 minutes to see him, but Yan Junxi waited for 10 minutes and still did not see him.As soon as I picked up the phone, the phone rang. It was Dr. Feng.

"The person you're waiting for is in the emergency room."

What?Yan Junxi rushed out of the room immediately, and ran all the way downstairs to the emergency room. When he ran into the emergency room, he saw Wei Shengkai lying unconscious on the bed with a pale face. As soon as Dr. Feng saw him, he said, "Just now the nurse reported that he was unconscious. At the lobby."

Yan Junxi immediately frowned.

"At this time, I will directly anesthetize him and send him to the operating room, what do you think?"

"Why did he pass out?"

"We won't know until he wakes up."

Yan Junxi hesitated a little.

"I'll give you three seconds to think about it. I really want to get this shot."

"Then when he wakes up, you really have to rescue me."

"Are you really worried about this?"

Yan Junxi didn't answer him, he stretched out his hand to gently brush the hair that fell on Wei Shengkai's forehead, and said softly, "Let me go in and accompany him."

"You thought you were delivering a baby?"

"Whether I'm with him or not, he'll know."

The tenderness and affection in Yan Junxi's eyes moved everyone present, even Dr. Feng, who wanted to find an opportunity to hurt him, couldn't bear it.

It's like a bet, risking his life to bet on the eternity of love once, Yan Junxi has never made such a big gamble for his life, he is always thoughtful and well-planned, everything is executed according to the schedule, and no mistakes are allowed.

But Wei Shengkai has always been his accident, including falling in love with his arrogance, letting him be stubborn, forgiving his arrogance, and feeling sorry for his loneliness.

All of this was not in his plan, but in the past few years, because of all kinds of accidents brought to him by Wei Shengkai, his life has become full of unpredictable excitement and indescribable happiness.

I was deeply attracted when I saw him for the first time, and I was already so close that I couldn't live without the other party, but because I missed a word of "I love you", it almost turned into an irreparable regret.

It's downright stupid!

Kai, no matter how angry you are when you wake up, as long as I can cure you, I will do whatever it takes!

***

Wei Shengkai has been in a coma for nearly two days. It was a successful operation, but he showed no signs of waking up.It was his silent protest, used to express his dissatisfaction with Yan Junxi.

Yan Junxi stayed by his side every step of the way, waiting for him to wake up with the utmost patience.Dr. Feng came in with a nurse to change Wei Shengkai's drip, but Yan Junxi said:

"If you don't need to inject a drip, let's take it apart first."

"What if I say no?"

"You must have other ways." Yan Junxi's answer made Dr. Feng want to give him a supercilious look.

Dr. Feng explained to the nurse a few times, and the nurse left first.Dr. Feng dealt with Wei Shengkai's situation while thinking about it.

"Patients are already difficult to deal with, why are you being self-willed!"

"He doesn't like being tied up with these things."

"Don't tell me you're taking him home again."

"is it okay?"

"At least wait until he wakes up. If he doesn't wake up, it's impossible to determine his condition."

I'm afraid he didn't wake up on purpose, made me worry on purpose, and made me blame myself... Yan Junxi looked helplessly at Wei Shengkai's sleeping face, and replied, "Next time, make the patient clothes look better."

"spit!"

Dr. Feng didn't bother to pay attention to him. The nurse knocked on the door and came in. She approached Dr. Feng with the tray in her hand. Behind the nurse came in two strange men who were colleagues from Yan Junxi's office.The man handed over the documents in his hand to Yan Junxi, Yan Junxi nodded, and said, "I will trouble you for the preparations for the airport pick-up."

"Yes."

"I've made arrangements over there. If you have any questions, please contact me by phone."

"OK."

The men left, Dr. Feng gave Wei Shengkai two injections, and prepared to leave after packing up his things.

"If he wakes up, you can always take him home."

"I want to take him home now." Yan Junxi smiled slightly.

Dr. Feng clicked his tongue and left the ward with the nurse. __

Yan Junxi quickly browsed through the information in the paper bag, and integrated the information that he had investigated during this period of time in his mind.Sighing slightly, in fact, facing Wei Shengkai, he really has nothing to do.

"Kai, when are you going to punish me? I already know everything about you. If you want to get angry, vent it to me once." Yan Junxi leaned close to him, holding his face with one hand, staring deeply at the Pair of closed eyes. "However, I will never leave you. This is my promise to you, the oath I owe you. I will never leave you, nor will I let you leave me! You must keep this sentence firmly in mind, I ,Love you!"

Kissing his faded lips, so distressed yet so affectionate, so firm yet so regretless.What Wei Shengkai is unwilling to say, let him say first, what Wei Shengkai is unwilling to do, let him pay, this relationship is already in an unbalanced state, since you spoiled him from the beginning, let him be spoiled to the end.

Yan Junxi raised his head slowly, and saw Wei Shengkai looking at him with half-opened eyes, his out-of-focus eyes were in a trance, haggard and distressing.

"Kay..."

Wei Shengkai closed his eyes again wearily, as if he was still awake, but Yan Junxi could feel that he had heard what he said just now, and his body couldn't help shaking slightly.

"Kay." Called him softly, awakening his silence with the gentlest voice.

"What do you know..." Wei Shengkai's voice was as thin as a thread, and he opened his mouth weakly with his eyes still closed.

"What about Xu Qing, and why you are afraid of the hospital."

Wei Shengkai seemed to snort softly, but didn't speak.

"I've been expecting you to tell me in person, but unfortunately I can't wait."

Wei Shengkai still closed his eyes and remained silent.

"Kay, those things have nothing to do with you."

If it's irrelevant, why can't I break free from the shackles like that?Why do I always have to face these kinds of tests?I tried not to care about anything and tried to live a happy life, but I became a selfish and rebellious person, a person who used to wear a mask to satirize all these things.can you tell me the answerIf you already know everything, can you tell me why I take on all this?

Yan Junxi's warm fingertips wiped away the tears oozing from the corners of his eyes. His calm and gentle voice has always been able to soothe his restless emotions. A gentle hug from him can soothe his wounded soul, but he never Don't admit it, never show him that you are completely dependent on him.

"If you want, I can even take you to find the biological mother who abandoned you in the hospital, but Kay, that is meaningless. When she was determined to abandon you, do you know her pain? The body escaped from the hospital, she was not capable of raising you at all, she was only 16 years old at that time, and she was just a child."

Yan Junxi looked at him and continued calmly: "But do you remember? You grew up in the hospital until one and a half years old, the nurse who raised you as her own son, do you remember her smile and her hug? Do you remember the pain of being abandoned and forget the feeling of being cared for? You were taken away by the social bureau, she brought you back, and adopted you in the end, have you forgotten this?"

He doesn't remember, how could he remember things from such a young age?But he unconsciously remembered the haze of being abandoned in the hospital, and he didn't want to, but he just couldn't control his innate dislike of the hospital.

"Auntie Nurse is sick, and you stayed in the hospital to accompany her through the last journey. Do you remember? Auntie was lying on the hospital bed you hated. You once held her hand tightly and asked her not to be afraid. At that time, you You're just a boy, but you know you have to tell your aunt not to be afraid. When your aunt passes away, you forget that courage."

Otherwise, what do you want me to do?My aunt is my only support, the only person in this world who recognizes my existence and takes care of me as a baby. When the world doesn’t want me, she is the only one who wants me, but she still leaves me and promises never to leave Mine, but she still left me, and so did Ah Qing, everyone went like that, who do you ask me to trust?

"Kay, in the hospital, life, old age, sickness and death are staged every day. Those people are more unfortunate than you, and some are more cruel. People have no ability to change fate, but you don't have to be at the mercy of fate."

Wei Shengkai finally slowly opened his eyes, tears blurred his vision, but he could clearly see the naked and affectionate gaze in Yan Junxi's eyes.

"Xu Qing's death has nothing to do with you, do you still care about other people's opinions? You don't need to care, you only care about me, you can only care about me, you know?"

Wei Shengkai wanted to close his eyes again, but Yan Junxi immediately held his face, forcing him to look at him.

"Kai, what if it was me? What if it was really me who fell ill today? Would you choose to leave me or stay with me?"

"Why do you force me like this..." Wei Shengkai cried out in tears.

"Because I want you to care about me, I want you not to run away from me, I want you to face the relationship between us seriously, and I want you to know that even if you feel that the whole world has abandoned you, there will definitely be someone by your side. I."

Yan Junxi's kiss once again forced him to burst into tears.

"Kay, no one is perfect, and neither am I, but I just love you who are not perfect."