Sober candy

Lin Xu completed his university credits early, and he was very busy during his graduate studies.

Classes must be taught, papers must be written, data must be researched everywhere, and CPA and ACCA certificates must also be tested. The internship company is his own. He also dealt with many colleagues when he was the chairman of the student union at the school. No one will embarrass him, and he will do his best to perfect the job given to him by his superiors.

He resigned from all positions in the school and spent most of his time away from school. Except for a little busier life, everything was fine.

Whenever he went back to school, he would call Fu Jing in advance, and Fu Jing would be very happy to come over to play with him.

It was a very strange feeling to summon the little pet who was waiting for him at home. Fu Jing was a very well-behaved elementary school boy.

But the elementary school boy seemed very afraid of him touching him. After Lin Xu saw Fu Jing reacting to him that night, he also tried to kiss him later, but every time Fu Jing didn't wait for him to get too close, he would blow his hair. She seemed to quickly keep her distance from him.

Almost two years have passed, Fu Jing didn't let him touch it, and he didn't pierce the window paper either.

Maybe Fu Jing is not ready yet, or maybe he is still a person who is used to keeping room for himself.

He knew that Fu Jing liked him very much, but the two of them stayed together for so long, and they didn't do anything with each other except chat, eat, walk and read, the more he couldn't understand whether this liking was the kind of liking he thought.

He's getting older, and he still has needs in those areas. He doesn't know what Fu Jing thinks. In half a year, he will approach graduate graduation, and when it's time to make a decision, his parents once again arranged for him what to do next. He has his own career and life goals to accomplish.

He has always been a person with a plan. Fu Jing appeared out of his plan. He likes him very much and is willing to give up something for him, and even continue to fight against his parents.

But he is not a child anymore. Emphasis on reality and practical value is what he should consider at this age. If he and Fu Jing fail to develop further in the next few days, he will have to give up this relationship. Love is not an ambiguous relationship.

Fu Jing didn't find a part-time job during the summer vacation of his sophomore year, and was going home to visit his father. Lin Xu called him in advance to tell him that he was in no hurry to leave after the final exam, and stayed in school until he came back.

Originally, the task assigned by the company was to ask him to go to Jilin to meet a client. Lin Xu had just completed a few data runs from Guiyang, and because he wanted to meet Fu Jing before he left school, he flew to Beijing overnight. He showed up at the school gate just after one o'clock. Fu Jing arrived earlier than him, and came over to help him with his luggage as soon as he saw someone.

"Have you been waiting for a long time?" Lin Xu handed him the luggage, put his arms around his shoulders and put it in his arms: "Is it cold?"

"It's okay, it's not cold, I just came here too," Fu Jing smiled at him, moved his shoulders a little uncomfortably, took out a bottle of milk from his pocket and handed it to him: "You didn't eat this morning, right? Damn, this one doesn't gain weight."

Lin Xu smiled, withdrew his hand, and took the yogurt: "Thank you."

We met again, Fu Jing was in a good mood, and walked a little closer to Lin Xu while walking on the road: "How long will you stay this time?"

"The plane at noon." Lin Xu unscrewed the bottle cap and took a few sips, then smiled helplessly, "Today is a working day."

"Ah? Still have work?" Fu Jing was a little surprised, he didn't expect Lin Xu to be so busy after the summer vacation, so he frowned: "You came here last night without sleeping, how can this work?"

"Recently I have insomnia, and I can't sleep in the hotel outside." Walking to the dormitory, Lin Xu took out the key and opened the door: "I still have a thesis to change the data in a while, please sit with me in the dormitory for a while."

Lin Xu had a room off-campus, but Fu Jing stayed at the school, so he stayed at the school all the time.

The dormitory is a single-person dormitory assigned by the school during graduate school. The room is spacious and bright, with beds, tables, TVs, and sofas. Fu Jing came in a few times to help him carry his luggage, but he never stayed here. I heard people say that , I was also very curious about the room where graduate students lived, nodded excitedly, and helped him take the computer out of the suitcase and put it on the table after entering the room.

"Take a break first," Fu Jing looked at the time on the wall clock, "It's not five o'clock yet."

"Then catch up on sleep first." Lin Xu turned and closed the door, took out a set of pajamas from the suitcase, and asked casually, "What time did you get up this morning?"

"I, I'm not sleepy." Fu Jing sat comfortably on the sofa, touched the soft cushions around his legs, raised his face and smiled at him: "I know you're back, I went to bed early last night, at eight o'clock in the evening Sleep more, get up at four o'clock."

"Well," Lin Xu passed by him when he went to the bathroom, and pressed his head: "Sleep together later."

Fu Jing was a little dazed by being pressed down, and he turned his head to look at the only single bed in the room, his eyes almost popped out of their sockets.

Was Lin Xu's hearing impaired because he didn't sleep well last night?

He clearly said that he is not sleepy!

The bathroom door slammed shut, and then the sound of rushing water came from inside. Fu Jing frowned, staring at the bathroom door with complicated emotions, his palms gradually sweating.

He wasn't frigid, since he reacted to Lin Xu that day, he knew that he had an impulse towards Lin Xu.

The urge to kiss him, the urge to take off him, the urge to sleep with him!

Fu Jing's heart was beating fast, and his tense throat was a little dry. He didn't know how Feng Dao and the others didn't even have a date in four years of college, so how could they guess so accurately.

Deciding to pursue Lin Xu is probably the bravest thing he has ever done in his life. Lin Xu is not often at school. In the past two years, it has not been easy for them to have a stable relationship in different places. He knows that there is still a close relationship between them. What, I also vaguely know some of Lin Xu's thoughts about him, but... But the impulse of desire is different from the impulse of actual behavior, he is really not used to it.

Lin Xu smiled wryly many times, he could see it, so he never really dared to confess his love to him.

When he said "I'm chasing you" that night, Lin Xu smiled very gently, especially beautiful, better than any previous smile, Lin Xu told him, "Go after you".

That's not a confession, the confession should be he said "I like you", and then Lin Xu said "I like you too".

One day after that night, when he was looking for information in the Internet cafe, he suddenly remembered a few jokes that the senior Sanhuang in the dormitory had talked about in the dormitory. They were all about things between men and women. I couldn't help being curious and searched for those things between men and men.

As a result, there was no text explanation as expected, and a bunch of unsuitable videos for children popped up on the interface. The intertwined nude bodies on the full screen of yellow videos made his retinas tingle and hot, and his stomach churns suddenly, nauseated He just wants to throw up.

These unsightly and primitive naked |naked and vulgar intercourse|councils, for a person who has lived in a closed and conservative mountain for nearly 20 years and has never even watched TV, is simply a horror like a nightmare!

He was so frightened that he didn't dare to click on the mouse. His fingers were trembling when he clicked on the mouse to close it. A man sitting next to him caught a glimpse and cursed him in a low voice, showing disgust. He got up and left. up.

People who like each other will do some very intimate things, but the dazzling video full of screens and the extremely disgusting "abnormal" sound really hurt his heart. He thought he would do this kind of thing Having a psychological shadow and inferiority complex, let alone dare to go beyond the rules.

Maybe he should have watched some romance movies on TV earlier, or met people like Feng Dao and others earlier, so as to popularize some knowledge about sex for him. When he was 15 years old, he had nocturnal emission. He thought he was bed-wetting, and he got up in the middle of the night to wash the sheets. His father saw it later and didn't say anything.

After Lin Xu finished washing and came out, he saw Fu Jing sitting on the sofa in a daze, dazed, looking quite cute, Lin Xu's heart softened, and he stood by the bed and waved to him, smiling: "Fu Jing ,come over."

"Lin Xu, I..." After getting along for a long time, Fu Jing seldom called Senior Lin Xulin anymore. He sat on the sofa and looked up at him from a distance of more than one meter. She pursed her lower lip: "I'm not sleepy."

"Don't be afraid," Lin Xu saw that he was a little nervous, and comforted him, "I just want to hug you and squint for a while. I'm really sleepy, and I've really suffered from insomnia for a long time."

"I..." Fu Jing frowned, a little confused.

"Forget it," Lin Xu smiled helplessly. He lay on the bed and covered himself with a quilt, and pointed to him at the window sill: "Please help me to pull the curtains. I'll sleep for a while, and you can play with the computer if you want." Computer, if you want to read a book, you can take it on my desk. I haven’t bought many novels, and you shouldn’t be interested in my professional books. There are a few comics in the bottom drawer. Last time the fourth child in our dormitory came to drop by and throw them here, you Remember to turn on the desk lamp when watching, otherwise it will ruin your eyes."

Both the computer and the suitcase have passwords, and Fu Jing knows that it is his own birthday.Lin Xu said he doted on him, and Lin Xu really doted on him.

He is not interested in comics. Lin Xu is one of the few students who owns a laptop. They usually go to Internet cafes to check information. Fu Jing occasionally borrows his computer to check homework materials. Play two games, but he doesn't want to play now.

Lin Xu was restrained and gentle, and always took good care of his emotions, but because of his own problems, he let him down again and again. Fu Jing looked at the tired-looking person lying on the bed, thought for a while, and got up In the past, he lifted the quilt and lay beside him.

"Come here?" Lin Xu felt it as soon as he touched the bed. He bent his lips and smiled, leaned over and hugged Fu Jing's waist, and closed his eyes and said, "Little Fu is so good."

"Go to sleep." Fu Jing was still a little nervous, he helped Lin Xu cover the quilt, and put his arms around Lin Xu.

The person in his arms squinted, his dark long eyelashes were slightly curled, and the corners of his mouth were raised slightly. He leaned against his body with a relaxed posture and slept very comfortably.

It's hard for Fu Jing to imagine that one day she will sleep on the bed with the top figure of their school in her arms, magic realism doesn't play like this.

Holding Lin Dashen, it's like owning the whole world, Fu Jing's heart is so satisfied that pink hearts are overflowing.

"Fu Jing..." Lin Dashen, who was sleeping soundly, suddenly reached into his clothes, rested his head on his chest, breathed quietly, and whispered his name.

"What, what's wrong?" Fu Jing's back froze, and Lin Xu's lower abdomen bumped into Lin Xu's lower abdomen again. He quickly moved his hand away and pulled the quilt between the two of them.

"Fu Jing," Lin Xu closed his eyes, kissed his shoulder little by little through his clothes, took off the quilt under his hand, and said softly: "There are some things you haven't had time to understand, I want to teach you personally, you can don't Are you scared anymore?"

The cuff of the trousers was already loose, and the delicate kiss followed the man's fluffy hair, and slowly penetrated into his clothes. The numb, soft and itchy feeling tortured his whole body, and the invaded place was about to fall, Fu Jing Sweat broke out on his blushing face, and he pressed Lin Xu's offensive shoulder anxiously: "Lin Xu! Lin Xu, stop!"

"Fu Jing..." Lin Xu hugged him tightly, his muffled voice even filled with pleading.

"Yes, I'm sorry," Fu Jing was also very angry with himself, took his hand out of his pants in embarrassment, and said apologetically, "I'm still not ready..."

"Then when will you be ready?" Lin Xu calmed down helplessly, buried his head in his shoulder, and sighed: "Fu Jing, it's been almost two years, tell me, what are the two of us?"

This was the first time Lin Xu said this to him, and Fu Jing didn't dare to answer.

He was afraid that if he got the wrong answer, the game would be over for the two of them.

But he didn't know at the time that it was wrong not to answer some questions.

Fu Jing remembered that day, Lin Xu buried himself in front of his shoulder and sniffed his scent, and said his name in a gentle tone, with a bit of reluctance.

He was a little panicked, and before Lin Xu left, he couldn't help asking, "Lin Xu, if I'm like this all the time, will we separate?"

Lin Xu pulled his luggage and turned his back to him, with a nice voice, but he didn't turn his head:

"Fu Jing, are you sure that this life is all about me?"

The author has something to say: Lin Xu: I am really sleepy, and I have really suffered from insomnia for a long time.

My eyebrows twitched like a centipede: Why are you just talking nonsense?