Sober candy

It is a shameful thing to force people to swear. Fu Jing was only 20 years old at the time, and had never been in a relationship, kissed a girl, let alone swore.

Lin Xu is a person who is gentle on the outside but strong on the inside. Fu Jing knew it from the very beginning, but he just likes Lin Xu's inherent pride and dignity. People say that liking is liking, blushing with embarrassment, liking with crazily accelerated heartbeat.

Love is different from liking, love is a lifetime thing.

After Lin Xu asked that question, Fu Jing thought for a while, and he felt that he should be in love.

Because he felt very happy when he was with Lin Xu, just like the kind of happiness he and his father watched TV chatting at home together, the happiness of relatives and inseparable, so he was ready to answer "yes".He wanted to ask Lin Xu to be his son-in-law and show the family to his father.

But Lin Xu left without waiting for his answer. At that time, Fu Jing stood there in a daze, probably because he didn't answer the previous sentence "What are the two of us?"

Lin Xu is also a human being, and all human beings have self-esteem.

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The journey home was long, four days and three nights. The old-fashioned green leather train swayed like a donkey, and there was no air conditioning.

There are very few people on the old train, his compartment is full of empty seats, and he is the only one. When he first sat in the seat, he looked at the slow-speed scenery passing by the window with some excitement, as if he had chartered the car by himself. I feel quite happy.

The hot summer is sweltering, and the steaming heat blows in from the train window. The seat cover is dirty and sticky, with a pungent smell of stale decay. Several flies and mosquitoes are buzzing and staring at him, making people even more noisy. I was disturbed, I was bitten several times on my neck and arms, and I developed a rash on the side of my right calf, stained with sweat that was dripping from my body, it was red, swollen and itchy all night long.

Happy fart, he regrets it now.

The flight attendant was an aunt in her 40s. It was too hot in the car. She was wearing a vest, no uniform, her head was curled up, and bright red was on her lips. His brain nerves were rubbed in the silent and empty carriage, which was particularly creepy.

The aunt passed by him, seeing that his eyes were half-open and unable to fall asleep, she picked up a bucket of instant noodles and approached him, with her mouth wide open, asking him if he wanted to buy it.

Everything on the train was expensive, and there was a bag of steamed buns and pancakes in his schoolbag. After eating for two days, drinking water didn’t work on a hot day, and his throat was very dry. He wanted to drink hot soup.

There were several catties of homemade beef jerky and sausages in the suitcase, which Zhao He packed into them desperately when he sent him to the station.

Feng Dao and the others chipped in to buy him a new dress with white half sleeves printed with clover, saying that he had to dress brightly when he went home after a long time.

In the suitcase that Lin Xu brought back to school that day, besides the computer and a few clothes, there were chocolates wrapped in gold foil paper in English, five boxes of freshly baked small cakes, and two bottles of premium Moutai for him and his father. .

With the clothes on, he didn't touch the food, he wanted to go home and eat with his father.

Instant noodles cost five yuan a bucket, braised in soy sauce, and soaked in hot water from the hot water pot at the car door. The noodles are smooth and chewy, and the soup is rich in fragrance. He ate it very fragrant, but he threw up after eating.

The empty and dry stomach couldn't bear the sudden greasy stimulation, and the compartment seemed to become more stuffy because he ate a bucket of instant noodles. His whole body was hot and sweaty, and his head was dizzy. His hands were trembling constantly, and the oxygen inhaled into his nasal cavity seemed to be blocked by a film, making it difficult to breathe and almost suffocating.

He threw up several more times.

On the third night, he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't sleep. The sweaty sticky feeling on his body was too painful, and it didn't work after several times of wiping with water.

He didn't sit on the seat anymore, because the back of the white half-sleeve was rubbed with oil stains from the dirty seat cover, the night outside the window was dark and dark, not as beautiful as the scenery he saw when he first came here, Fu Jing stood by the window, absent-minded Staring at the dark sky in the distance, he suddenly missed Lin Xu very much.

Lin Xu never took his speech papers when he came to the stage, and Lin Xu always took a plane when he traveled far away. Lin Xu would never be as embarrassed as him.

Lin Xu is a very good person with a gentle and peaceful personality. He would never use his strength on anyone but Fu Jing. How could he force him to swear?

He asked Lin Xu if they would separate one day, and Lin Xu asked him if he was the only one in this life.

The night outside the window was hazy, Fu Jing stared into the distance absentmindedly, his eyes blurred.

Only then did he realize that Lin Xu's words were not asking if he had to be him, but to state that he was not, and that Fu Jing was the one to do.

That's right, for a person like Lin Xu, what kind of companion do you want but can't find?Why did he have to hang on this stupid tree like him?For two years, Lin Xu has grown accustomed to him and treated him well enough. He is tired and wants to leave, so why should he stop him?

Late at night, when there is no one else, is suitable for thinking. It is easy for people to think clearly at this time.

For example, romance is only an ideal, love is not everything, there are differences in class, and separation is the normal state of life.

After Fu Jing got out of the car, he saw his father squatting on the side of the tricycle with bare, thin and black arms, holding a pipe in his mouth, waiting at the station sign of the country road, waving to him from a distance and calling his name , looking up proudly.

He couldn't bear it anymore, strode over to hug his father, and cried loudly at the gate of the crowded station.

His father hugged him with a smile, wiped his tears for him, and said why he hadn't seen him for a year, and he became a crybaby?

Fu Jing didn't return, just crying loudly.

His father said, he had a heart attack, it was dirty and smelly, let him take it off and throw it away, he was going to the fair to buy a new clothes for his son.

Fu Jing hugged his father tightly, crying loudly and said that next time he went back to school he had to take a plane.

His father waved his hand and said no problem, for someone as good as his family Fu Jing, he can take a rocket, let alone a plane.

Fu Jing started crying again.

His dad patted him on the back and said, it's okay, dad has a three-wheeler, and dad will drive you to the airport.

Lin Xu didn't do anything wrong, he had a good choice, he was a very rational person, Fu Jing didn't do anything wrong, no one can control fate, and when we contact each other in the future, we returned to the polite and alienated tone we had at the beginning. Chatting or not, that's the thing, the phone number is submerged in the address book, and it doesn't matter if you dial or not.

……

"it's already over."

The stubbed cigarette butt was still wafting between Fu Jing's fingers. Lin Xu sat behind him and reached out to comfort the back of his neck.

The thick and flat palms were as warm and powerful as before, and there was no longer any resistance. Fu Jing lowered his head very cooperatively. Lin Xu wiped off the slightly wet corners of his eyes for him, and some of them fell on the green stubble on his chin. of soot.

"Lin Xu." Fu Jing lowered his head, and with his left finger in a place where Lin Xu couldn't see, he stroked the pattern of the seat belt on his side back and forth.

"Well, here it is." Lin Xu patted him on the back, leaned over to take the cigarette butt in his hand, and threw it into the trash can on the car.

Fu Jing turned his head to look at him, just in time to meet Lin Xu's tight eyes on him. His two eyes met each other, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward. Both of them seemed to have something to say, but they seemed to be waiting for someone to take the initiative Open your mouth.

This damn familiar stranger.

A few seconds after the eyes collided, Fu Jing still turned his head, pushed the door and got out of the car: "Let's go, I'll take you there."

It's pointless to bring up old things again, people want to save face and suffer, he didn't say clearly because of that poor self-esteem back then, now there is no need to open his own wounds to prove something to others in order to keep someone.

As the organizer of a party, or with some other selfish intentions hidden in his heart, Lin Xu is also wearing a suit tonight.

He is tall, with a slender and well-proportioned figure, and he is diligent in exercising, so his body proportions are almost perfect. He is dressed in a light gray suit that matches his waist and legs. His mature and stable temperament is natural, and his back is straight when he walks. His posture is elegant and calm, and he is completely different from Uncle Fu who has his sleeves folded and rolled up to his elbows even when he is wearing a famous brand.

Uncle Fu had his hands in his pockets, and he had been peeking at Lin Xu from the corner of his eye for a long time.

The lights in the airport were shining brightly, and Lin Xu's face was also shining brightly. Why is this old man's skin so white and smooth?Like water tofu, wrinkles are rare, obviously two years older than him, how come he doesn't look old at all?

Reverse growth?

After being scrutinized for a long time, Lin Xu thought calmly and without squinting. It seems that the recently changed skin care plan was not in vain, the mask was not in vain, and the hydration was not in vain. The spectrum massager bought years ago The effect is pretty good. I have to buy two more when I go on a business trip. The lettuce in the refrigerator is gone. Well, I have to buy it. By the way, there is also this gym, or I should go to it four times a week in the future.

Because of his work, he doesn't need to have a regular schedule, but he must be in good physical condition.

Good physical fitness gives him plenty of energy to improve work efficiency, and an exquisite appearance will increase his self-confidence and keep him happy every day. It is the same reason that a man lives delicately like a woman. This cannot be said to be a mother. He has the ability to Doing these things is just being responsible to yourself and your life.

Strict self-discipline is what he has been used to since he was a child, and Lin Xu is the one who is perfect everywhere. If he is like many colleagues now, he is busy drinking and socializing every day, and neglects to exercise. How could he have the confidence to come here every three or four years to inquire about Fu Jing?

But his colleagues do live a hard life. They have to run around for their families and worry about their children. There are many people who lose their hair in their 30s. They can't have thick and thick hair like him.

"Lin Xu." Fu Jing stared at him for a long time, and ignored him when he saw that everyone was about to board the plane, and finally couldn't help but call him.

Lin Xu turned his face to look at him when he heard the sound, and then saw a big hand stretched out toward him, pinching his face that cost hundreds of thousands of dollars a year to maintain.

The fingerprints of his fingers were rough and thick, and there was a hard callus on the belly of his thumb that had been kicked out by the pen holder, rubbing against his skin, which was very textured.

Ravage|Destroyer pinched his face, full of doubts: "Why aren't you old?"

The corner of the victim's mouth curled into a smile: "My metabolism is faster."

Fu Jing sneered, let go, and smiled at the person: "Fuck you! I don't believe it!"

"Fineness has its advantages." Lin Xu stared at the slightly wrinkled creases at the corners of his eyes, and said with a smile, "Roughness has roughness and unrestrainedness. You think I look younger, and I think you are more attractive as you get older. "

"Well, don't read it," Uncle Fu smiled and waved at people: "You mean I'm old!"

"Xiao Fu is handsome." Lin Xu laughed a few times, shook his head with a little regret, and said, "It's just not as good as before."

"Be good, why be good," Fu Jing said with a smile: "Children are only good, what's so good about my older orphan."

"What's wrong with the older orphan?" Lin Xu stretched out his hand around his back, patted his shoulders, and patted him twice, looking into Fu Jing's eyes with a smile on his face: "Older orphans are also treasures." , no one wants it, Senior Lin wants it."

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Thanks to the day before yesterday (it seems to be the day before yesterday, because this idiot didn’t find it yesterday) Xiaoshanqing little angel’s nutrient solution, crab crab??('ω')??