What should I do if I continued the romance with Lily?

Since returning, Qiao Yu has mixed feelings about writing essays, but she has never felt afraid.

Doesn't this mean that she doesn't pay attention to the value that can bring her back to the land of exile at any time, but Qiao Yu is confident that when she starts to write what she really wants to write, she will at least get some readers' approval. favorite.

So she resumed updating, thinking of it as the same job as when she was in the original world, except that the shame of writing an autobiography every week K? would? take the upper hand.

But now she suddenly realized, is she confident? There is no way to truly convey it to Lin Qing.

What her lover cares about is not whether the article is good or bad, but whether she is still wearing the invisible shackles.

"...Is there really nothing you can do here?"

"Really?... After all, in your words? I'm just the supervisor of the host..."

There is very little that can be done on fundamental issues, and the voice of the system is a little frustrated, dejected that it can't help the host.

"To be honest, originally in the design, the decision that the host can part ways with this task is the end of this article. But now..."

The system's words didn't go on, but Qiao Yu already understood what it meant, so she remained silent for a while.

Now that both the sexuality and the main character have changed, this book, which uses "Lin Qing and Cong Ye's marriage" as the condition for its conclusion, will never come to an end.

And this direction is not feasible at all, after all, she will have to return to the original world after the end, this is not the ending she has worked so hard to think of.

It has been a month since Lin Qing confided his heart, and Qiao Yu still couldn't think of any proper solution.

If you don't think about this matter, their daily life is still warm and happy, eating and living together, going out and returning to the same place.

They held hands on the school playground, kissed under the sycamore tree, and when K? felt someone approaching, Qiao Yuhui pulled up the collar of his jacket to wrap Lin Qing in, and the two laughed softly together.

Qiao Yu could hardly imagine a better life.

But only when she had to write an essay would K? feel a little cracked.As she said that day, Lin Qing concealed her emotions very well. During the two or three hours when she wrote the essay, she obediently stayed by herself, reading a book or going to review her homework, as if As long as she didn't see Qiao Yu writing an essay, she could pretend that it didn't exist.

It's just that every time Qiao Yu came out to hug her after finishing writing, Lin Qing always hugged her very tightly.

Qiao Yu also thought about finding time? Secretly writing articles? Not telling her, but now that they are living together, this is not an easy thing to do.Lin Qing is very smart, even if he finds some clumsy excuses, he will be seen through quickly. It's just that he may be out of consideration for Qiao Yu's mood and won't expose it. On the contrary, it may make her worry even more.

And the light screen of the system? There is really no way to deploy it in a crowded place like a school.So Qiao Yu's method now is to try to finish writing the article on the day when the two of them go home to sleep separately every week, but she guesses that Lin Qing has already realized this matter, and the two of them tacitly don't mention it.

"...What should I do? I think there is absolutely no normal way? Is there any way to get rid of this judging mechanism..."

Right now, at Qiao's house, it's time to discuss with the system conventions after finishing writing the text, but there is really no feasible direction to be found, and the discussion quickly reached a deadlock.

"..."

Qiao Yu pondered for a while, then sighed.

"'Normal way'...."

Yes, Qiao Yu didn't have no ideas at all.

In terms of "abnormal means", she really has an idea.

Although it is very immature and very risky, the risk is directly proportional to the benefit. It is a very straightforward path, and if it goes well, it will be done once and for all.

"The host was warned by Lin Qing a while ago? Don't? It's a risk!" The system became alert all of a sudden, and conscientiously watched for Lin Qing? The host said, "If you really choose that method, even I can't help you. .”

"I know, I haven't? decided to? do it."

Qiao Yu shook her head, but her thoughts couldn't stop drifting to the depths of her memory.

Didn't she? Tell Lin Qing everything that happened in exile.

Even now, when she mentions those two years to Lin Qing, she only vaguely recalls them, saying "It was a very barren place, and she kept walking there, and then waited until the day when her satisfaction increased."

As for meeting Omi Yi there, Qiao Yu chose to hide it.

The reason why she did this was not to hide Lin Qing, but because she was not sure whether she could tell about this matter. If she told Lin Qing, would she? Would she not have any dangerous consequences for Lin Qing?

After all, the moment when Omi Yi, who was exchanging information with her, was forcibly expelled from that space by an unknown force, Joe still remembers it vividly.

There is an invisible giant hand above the sky, and Qiao Yu can't figure out how powerful it is.

But after returning from exile, Qiao Yu didn't seem to be aware of it? What kind of trouble did she encounter? Maybe it was because she kept her mouth shut and didn't pursue it that she won the favor of the gods.

Qiao Yu walked to the window and looked up at the black night sky through the glass.

Perhaps there is a figure whose face cannot be seen clearly in the sky and who is looking at her? Maybe.

As far as the eye can see, there is only pure blackness, a night without stars and moon.

Qiao Yu looked at it for a while, then drew the curtains.

On weekends, it was supposed to be a time for the two of them to stay at home and rest together, but not long after waking up in the morning, Lin Qing saw that Qiao Yu was fully dressed.

"Do you want to go out?"

She spoke up and frowned slightly. After all, since the convenience store incident happened when she first moved in, Qiao Yu will go everywhere? Meet in advance? She reported that she had already changed her clothes but hadn't talked with her yet. ? She said? The situation is the first time.

"Ah, what did I just want to tell you?"

Qiao Yu, who had just put on a sweater, raised her head in response, and smiled apologetically at Lin Qing.

"I haven't had my regular checkup this month. I just remembered it when my dad reminded me. It just happens to be today? It's the weekend, so I have to go."

"...Doctor? Have you? Any discomfort?"

Lin Qing panicked all of a sudden, walked forward a few steps, and saw Qiao Yu waving at her in a hurry, and he didn't look sick either.

"It's okay, it's just that I had a serious illness before—at least that's how it looked to my parents. So they don't worry about it. I still have to go for regular physical examinations or something."

"Actually, I'm fine, don't worry."

Only then did Lin Qing feel relieved, and said with a sigh of relief, "I'll go with you, wait for me."

"Eh? Is it okay?"

Qiao Yu's eyes widened in surprise, and Lin Qing gave her a funny look.

"Are I? Is there? What's the matter? Of course I have to accompany you there."

Lin Qing said, walked to the closet and took out the clothes he wanted to change, and continued to say: "If you want to go in the future, call me with you—or do you have a physical examination that I can't see? report?"

"..." Qiao Yu tilted his head and thought for a while, then shook his head decisively, "No?"

"Thinking time? So suspicious."

"Really not? The results of this physical examination will be shown to you in the original version." Qiao Yu rubbed his nose and added, "...Is my health good? You should know best."

"..."

Lin Qing's hand holding the clothes froze, and gritted his teeth angrily, picked up a doll from the bed and threw it at Qiao Yu.

"I want to change clothes! Go out and wait for me!"

The dazed Qiao Yu caught the limp shark reflexively, obediently covered his eyes and walked out, closing the door intimately.

Anyway, I’ve seen it many times—if this kind of thing is said, it’s not just dolls that hit it, right?

Qiao Yu held up the shark and? It looked at each other, and then closed the zipper on its mouth.

The physical examination process was really lacking. Qiao Yu did everything smoothly. The only thing worth mentioning is that all the doctors in this hospital seem to know Qiao Yu. When they met in the corridor, they would smile and say hello.

"I woke up here before."

Qiao Yu explained to Lin Qing, and the nurse who passed by? nodded.

"In the eyes of the staff here, I have been lying here for two years, so of course they are very familiar with me."

"...Is that so, then you don't know them very well?"

"No, after all, I've lived here for a while after waking up, and then I always come for a physical examination—well, it's like being hospitalized here for so long? I wasn't used to it at first, Now there is no resistance to the hospital, and I don’t know if it’s a good thing..."

Qiao Yu murmured that it sounded a little unlucky, and signaled Lin Qing to wait outside, and went into the next subject room to be checked.Lin Qing sat down on the stool by the wall, smelling the smell of disinfectant in the hospital, always feeling a little uneasy.

At that time, when Qiao Yu just woke up, it would be great if he could rush to her side immediately.

Although it is already a thing of the past, I still feel a little pity when I think about it.

Thinking of Qiao Yu waking up here alone, Lin Qing felt distressed.

She only had a vague understanding of Qiao Yu's experience in those two years. She knew that Qiao Yu was doing it deliberately, so she also respected Qiao Yu's intentions, didn't she choose to get to the bottom of it.

Judging from the fact that it was a desolate and uninhabited place, Qiao Yu's time there would never have been a pleasant experience.When they first reunited, they both had more important issues to solve, but now Lin Qing felt that it was a bit inappropriate to bring up this matter again, wondering if it would poke Qiao Yu's scar.

When she was hesitating to think, Qiao Yu had finished the inspection and came out of the house, heaving a sigh of relief.

"It's all checked, the body should be fine? It's not a big problem."

"Ah That's good."

Lin Qing temporarily put down his thoughts and smiled at her. The two left the hospital together and returned to the waiting driver's car of Qiao's family.

But the driver didn't? Immediately started the car, held the steering wheel, hesitated for a moment, and tentatively looked in the mirror? Lin Qing in the back seat.

This move was noticed by Lin Qing, and when she was wondering, she heard the driver hesitantly say: "...Do you want to go directly to the old place?"

old place?

Lin Qing frowned as if he was playing some charade. Looking at Qiao Yu who was being questioned, the other party looked as usual, and replied affirmatively, "Well, it's okay."

So the driver started the car. Judging from his familiarity, he should have walked this road many times.Lin Qing didn't? After getting the explanation, he was full of doubts in his heart, and Qiao Yu tilted his head in embarrassment in the face of her inquiring gaze, as if he didn't know how to speak, just said? "Wait a minute? I'll tell you everything ".

The journey was not far, and we arrived at our destination soon.Qiao Yu got out of the car first, and then led Lin Qing out of the car.

In front of him was a building with people coming in and out from time to time. From the outside, there were no clues, but the sign at the door had the words ?, which made Lin Qing's throat tighten.

Psychological counseling.

Lin Qing became confused, and even flashed in his mind, did Qiao Yu intend to take her to receive psychological treatment to cure her bad problem of worrying about gains and losses? Came to a room in a familiar way? After knocking on the door of the room, I realized that it was impossible.

Because the driver shouted that this is the "old place".

Inside the door was a calm female voice indicating that they could come in. Lin Qing sat on the sofa with Qiao Yu in a state of blankness in his mind, and listened almost blankly to Qiao Yu asking the lady not to come in. Concerned about Lin Qing's existence, Then he talked with her familiarly.

"How are you doing recently? See? You look better than last month."

"Well, I've been doing pretty well since I moved to my new home."

"Sleep problem also? Improve?"

"Yes. Basically? I can fall asleep normally."

"That's great, always relying on sleeping pills is not a good thing."

They're... say? What?

What he heard was simple and easy to understand, but it was difficult for Lin Qing to piece together the information, and K? felt his mind was in a mess.

Sleep, sleeping pills, falling asleep normally.

Her memory suddenly flashed back to when Qiao Yu was in her third year of high school. At that time, she had just gone to teach Qiao Yu as a tutor. She remembered what she said?

'The dark circles under my eyes are heavy. '

At that time, when she touched Qiao Yu's face, she thought it was Qiao Yu who was staying up late to study, no doubt it was him.

"After being admitted to the university of your choice, the pressure should be less than before, right? Insomnia is a normal condition for senior high school students, so you don't have to worry about it."

"Well... there may be some reasons for this. But I think the most important thing is that I... didn't sleep alone."

Qiao Yu smiled shyly, and squeezed Lin Qing's hand tightly. Did the psychiatrist miss her movements? There was a blessing in her smile.

"A good love will heal a broken heart."

"I wish you happiness."

After leaving the psychological clinic, Lin Qing only said "I'll talk about it when I go home", and then said nothing. She just lowered her head in the car and could only see her tightly pursed lips. The look in her eyes.

Qiao Yu could clearly feel that the atmosphere around her was unusual, but it didn't seem like a low pressure of pure anger—at least she left a statement, so she honestly refused to go with a feeling of apprehension. Disturb? Disturb Lin Qing.

It wasn't until she followed Lin Qingshen into the house that Qiao Yu couldn't help sneaking a glance at her.

"...Qingqing? Angry?"

"..."

Lin Qing was unbuttoning his coat very slowly. After hearing her words, he stopped his unorganized movements and took a deep breath, but he couldn't stop trembling.

"I never knew."

Her voice is very soft, but the K? emotion inside is extremely heavy.

"Because I haven't said it all the time? Well."

Qiao Yu smiled wryly, fearing that Lin Qing might misunderstand, so she hurriedly continued.

"I didn't mean not to tell you... It's just that I was the most symptomatic during the period when I just woke up, but we didn't have a good relationship at that time, you see?"

"And then I always feel like bringing this up? It's like trying to get your sympathy...I don't want that."

"Also, um, I was still in the third year of high school at that time, so I thought it would be good if I couldn't sleep and just studied..."

Her voice was ambiguous without confidence, and she walked up to Lin Qing with her hands behind her back, turned her body to look at Lin Qing's expression, and tried to make amends for herself.

"But, after Qingqing asked me to go to bed before twelve o'clock, I really listened."

"It's just that it was really difficult to fall asleep at that time... I have? I tried hard."

"It's much better now! With? Qingqing is with me, I sleep well."

Qiao Yu's tone was obviously a bit guilty, but Lin Ting was heartbroken.

"Are you really angry, then I—"

I really can't bear to hear this man's angry words still thinking about her. Lin Qing hugged her tightly and buried his face deeply in her neck.

"...Is it a sequela of exile?"

"Ah."

Qiao Yu admitted it frankly, and patted her on the back in relief.

"It has passed."

"During that time?...was it hard?"

"It's okay." Qiao Yu's voice was unbelievably smiling, and she said softly, "It's really okay. At least I can still lie on the bed."

"..."

Lin Qing unconsciously clenched the fabric on the back of Qiao Yu's clothes, and almost burst into tears from the surging sourness.

"...Don't worry so much, you see? I'm fine now."

Qiao Yu's voice was very gentle? She lowered her voice as if coaxing her.

"My experience did leave a lot of sequelae, but as long as I'm by your side, I seem to get better miraculously."

"You can cure my illness, and I want to... the same way, to cure your heart disease."

The gentle tone became firm, Lin Qing was startled, and he raised his head blankly to look at Qiao Yu, and met those gentle and deep eyes.

"I have something to discuss with you, but before that, I want to share my experience in exile with you."

"But there are some things I still need to hide from you, please forgive me."

Why can't she confess everything in advance? After apologizing, Qiao Yu took a light breath and looked into the air.

"...Maybe it's an unpleasant topic, do you want to listen now?"