What should I do if I continued the romance with Lily?

Roughly skipping over the other world and the existence of Dai Miyi, Qiao Yu told the whole story of her two years of experience.

What she wants to say is actually just two things. One is that there are many hosts from other worlds who have failed missions in that exiled world, and the other is that there is a higher power that may be watching them at any time. It's like watching ornamental fish in a tank.

"—I? I usually call it 'God' in my heart."

Qiao Yu briefly summarized this power with these words, and continued to speak to the serious Lin Qing.

"It has almost absolute control over this world. It can send me in, and take me out. It can make you all forget me, and it can fabricate a false memory for everyone to let me... Returning doesn't seem out of the ordinary."

"No matter what kind of existence it is, in essence, it can be said that it is not much different from the gods in people's minds."

"..."

Lin Qing pondered for a while, then frowned.

"Your task is also given to you by this 'God'?"

"Ah."

"Have you had a direct conversation with? It."

"Never had."

"Where's your 'watcher'?"

"Same as its name, it only has a monitoring function, not to mention me, it can't even get in touch with God."

It's almost like a grassroots employee who works for the company every day but has never met his boss.As Qiao Yu said that, she turned a deaf ear to the system's frustrated moans in her head.

Lin Qing also sighed helplessly, and asked the next question: "What is the purpose of the god?"

"I don't know." Qiao Yu shrugged and added, "The fundamental reason why it recruited so many people to do the mission? The purpose? I can't figure it out, but it came to me? It's probably just to make up for what it caused. fault."

"fault?"

Of course it refers here? It is the incident where Mi Yi was sent to the doomsday world by mistake, which led to Qiao Yu being arrested to replace the writer's position-this is really tearing down the east wall to make up for the west wall. This book by Mi Yi Is that important, or are those gods also readers who follow up?This is too unreliable, right?

But Qiao Yu didn't dare to say these words too clearly to Lin Qing, so she just shook her head and kept silent. Lin Qing glanced at her and lowered her eyes.

"...About? About you hiding this from me? Can I? Ask? Ask? Why?"

"Because some things may be dangerous if you know them."

"Dangerous?" The word did not scare Lin Qing away, she showed an unacceptable expression, and said lightly, "Then you are also dangerous, aren't you?"

"no."

To her question, Qiao Yu shook his head resolutely. It was rare for him to be so resolute in the face of Lin Qing's different opinions.

"I'm? sure? God doesn't want people to know about this. But I? don't know what you're going to do if you find out, so I? think this information is dangerous."

"As for me? Why can I stand here well after knowing..."

Qiao Yu paused and laughed at himself.

"I? guess it's because, when I? knew about it, I? was already in a very? dangerous situation."

"That's why I was let off by God. After all, I? I didn't have much room to understand this message at that time."

"..."

She spoke in a flat tone, but Lin Qing couldn't stop feeling pain.

"Now that I have more to spare? Maybe I've become a thorn in God's side? I? I can't let you take the same risk."

"This is not the same as? I? hid it from you before I left? The reason I? told you these things is because I? I... want to do something."

When she heard her comparing this matter with the original match, Lin Qing only had a bad feeling.She pursed her lips lightly, held her breath and waited for Qiao Yu's next words.

"I? want to try to use the information I? know as a bargaining chip... to talk to God."

"...!"

Lin Qing shuddered, and opened his eyes wide to look at Qiao Yu, but there was no half of it on the other's face? With a joking look on his face, he nodded solemnly to her.

"Of course, this is just an idea? I? Just think there is such a possibility of implementation."

"... Qiao Yu."

Countless thoughts flashed through Lin Qing's mind, but the most urgent thing to say now was only one sentence.

"If you want to do something risky, you must let me? and? you bear the risk together."

"I? I don't want to wait like I did before, knowing nothing."

"..."

Her lover showed a mixture of disapproval, hesitation, and hesitation, but Lin Qing also refused to give in, and folded his arms with a cold face.

"Don't always think about keeping me? I'm your lover."

"It's the person who should stand by your side the most in this world."

"Or, do you think I don't have the qualifications?"

With a very straightforward move, Qiao Yu frowned, seeing her lover raise his eyebrows provocatively and looking at her, as if he was checking whether she could give an affirmative answer.

Of course she couldn't deny that Lin Qing was unique to her, but Qiao Yu still felt that it was unwise to drag Lin Qing into this vortex without knowing the risks.

This may be the first time that they have a real conflict of opinion. The two are diametrically opposed to each other, and neither can convince the other.

"... Forget it. Let's not talk about this for now."

Lin Qing was the one who let go first, but she didn't make concessions on her position, but decided to seal up this temporarily inconclusive topic and turn to the second one that she cared more about. topic.

"I? I've been having questions since just now. You can always tell me this matter in its entirety, right?"

Her voice gradually softened, she took a light breath, and actively shortened the distance with Qiao Yu, trying to catch that person's confused eyes.

"...Apart from insomnia, when you were in exile... What other sequelae did you have?"

Lin Qing was very concerned about this matter.

Her guilt and self-blame twisted into a heavy mass of cold matter in her chest, sinking her heart.Lin Qing didn't want to blame Qiao Yu who saw her scars after swallowing all the bitter fruits, she just wanted to blame herself? Why didn't she discover Qiao Yu's pain earlier, even though she could see some clues.

"It's almost all good now, it doesn't matter if you don't need to worry about it? It's okay..."

Qiao Yu showed a confused expression, as if he was deliberating what to say.But Lin Qing just shook her head and said seriously that she wanted to know.

"...Most of them are minor ailments, which will be more serious in the first six months of my return."

Unable to resist her lover's insistence, Qiao Yu, who concealed the secrets of the world, could only vaguely tell the truth about this aspect, carefully choosing words that would not make Lin Qing too sad.

"I'm sensitive to light, and I'm not used to the dark."

"I became very sensitive to sound and color. At first, I could stare at the ceiling for a long time, and I thought it was quite beautiful."

"Maybe it's because I haven't eaten for a long time. When I ate the first meal, I always felt that the taste was different from what I remembered. It took a lot of time for the taste buds to get used to it. It's so good, I? Still worried It will be a bit uncomfortable if you won’t be able to taste the taste in the future.”

Probably in order not to make the topic too heavy, Qiao Yu's voice was very cheerful, and he said it lightly like gossip, making it impossible for people to imagine how helpless days and nights were hidden behind these words.

"Actually, it just sounds scary, me? As the person involved, I really don't think it's okay even when it's in progress."

Qiao Yu grabbed Lin Qing and pressed her fingertips hard on the sofa, which were even a little white. She relaxed a little bit, and clasped her cold fingers into her palm.

"Because, these are the proofs that I really came back from there."

"My insomnia may also be partly due to this."

"When I close my eyes, I always feel that the scene in front of me is like returning to the time of exile. Occasionally, I get confused. I can't tell the difference between eyes closed and eyes open. Which side is the real world... It's almost like Zhuang Zhou's philosophical thinking is like dreaming of a butterfly."

Qiao Yu laughed as he talked, and used his free other hand to brush Lin Qing's loose hair behind his ear.

"But after we moved here, I haven't had any sleepless nights."

"So don't make that look, okay?"

It wasn't all words to comfort Lin Qing. Qiao Yu gradually realized that she had a lot of problems with her body during the time she just came back, but it really didn't make her feel the pain, and there was more in her heart. I'm glad.

Being able to show that a problem is the first step to solving it is much better than being completely broken in secret.

Compared with those sequelae, the pain of the lover in front of her made her feel more uneasy.It's not that Qiao Yu never thought that Lin Qing would definitely ask the bottom line after knowing about the psychiatrist, but since he had already gone for a physical examination together, there was no reason to deliberately hide it from her.

This is not a very good thing, but she doesn't want to hide unnecessary things from Lin Qing.Qiao Yu had a hard time imagining Lin Qing's current mood. She tried her best to put herself in another place, thinking that if it was her? Hearing Lin Qing say these words, she would probably be like this, too distressed to bear.

"...Qingqing..."

Qiao Yu called Lin Qing's name with her softest voice, and stroked her weeping face.

"it's already over."

She used this sentence to sum up all that succinctly, leaned in front of her lover, and said jokingly.

"Instead of spending time thinking about things that have passed, why don't you take the time to kiss me?"

But her lover took it seriously and went to kiss her without hesitation.

"..." A gentle touch, one touch? Qiao Yu looked at Lin Qing who was looking at her with pursed lips, and raised his eyebrows slightly.

"Not enough, let's do it again."

She started to feel restless in her hands, and hugged him with a smile, and pointed to her own lips.This time, Lin Qing hesitated for a moment, but he still obediently sent it up, and it took a long time to wrestle with Qiao Yu before retreating.

Lin Qing's kiss was gentle and pure. Qiao Yu knew that Lin Qing must have some kind of guilt in her heart to make up for herself, so she took the initiative to offer the kiss, as if hoping to use this behavior to give Qiao Yu some comfort.

But she didn't really want Lin Qing to be thinking about other things when he kissed her.

"What's wrong? Teacher?"

The address that I haven't used for a long time suddenly? When Qiao Yu turned it out, Lin Qing was startled, and looked at her inquiringly, but met a pair of scorching eyes, with a smile that seemed to be trying to make up her mind.

"Have you forgotten how to kiss?"

She deliberately spoke slowly, and Lin Qing could clearly see the tip of her tongue flickering between her lips and teeth, which looked incredibly soft.

Lin Qing blushed all of a sudden, and the feelings that were still distressed by Qiao Yu's experience were mixed with shyness and mixed into a complex mood, and said a little helplessly: "...Wait, wait a minute, Qiao Yu, isn't it right now? -"

"I'm not waiting."

A smiling voice interrupted her, and Qiao Yu hugged her vigorously into his arms, then pushed her forward as a matter of course, and said to the flustered Lin Qing at a distance that was almost touching.

"If the teacher doesn't remember, then let me teach the teacher."

"Stop thinking about those miscellaneous things. This time, remember to... concentrate."

The last few words disappeared between the overlapping lips, Qiao Yu couldn't help but kissed her, easily broke through her defense line, aroused a tremor, and entangled with her over and over again, gently but forcefully pulling Lin Qing His gasps were swallowed.

Lin Qing's mind fell into confusion. She felt that the development of the matter should not be in this direction. She was talking about such a heavy topic just now, and it seems a bit inappropriate to do this now.

But she always couldn't help it? Absolutely? Refuse Qiao Yu's approach.

So she could only let her thoughts become blurred during Qiao Yu's persistent pursuit, her mind was only on the person in front of her, and she even forgot how to breathe, until Qiao Yu deliberately whispered in her ear He sounded a reminder to breathe, and Lin Qing took in a breath as if waking up from a dream, and then Qiao Yu sealed his lips harshly again.

Lin Qing couldn't help it? To judge how long it had been, the place where Qiao Yu's body was in contact with was hot. She felt Qiao Yu's hand slowly touching the hem of her sweater. She wrapped her arms around Qiao Yu's neck in a panic, her mind was so boiling that she couldn't think.

"Qiao Yu..."

She didn't know whether she wanted to refuse or accept it. The self-blame and pain that she couldn't let go of seemed to be suppressed in the hot kiss just now, followed by the instigated love.

"Right, that is it."

Qiao Yu backed away a little, her amber pupils shone with tiny light, caught Lin Qing's gaze, and slowly touched her skin under the sweater with her hands, seeing her lover tremble with satisfaction, then bit her lightly. lower lip.

"Those so-called sequelae, those that should be cured have almost been cured."

"Even the most stubborn insomnia has never happened again under the effect of your medicine-so don't show such a sad expression just now, I? It will be very sad to see it."

"It's good to look like this now."

And Lin Qing had almost no time to answer Qiao Yu's words.This person was speaking serious words, but his hands were unceremoniously messing around. She had to put all her thoughts on suppressing the low moan in her throat, and frowned impatiently.

"Don't bite. I? Want to hear it."

But her lover is very capricious today? After a few words, she covered her back half-strongly, not allowing her to bite her lower lip, and she backed away slightly after hearing Lin Qing's voice as she wished, and then kissed her lover's provoked The ends of her eyes dyed bright red tightly encircled her trembling body.

"...If Qingqing felt that she was not by my side at those times, so she blamed herself, then there is no need for it."

Compared with Lin Qing who was already in chaos, Qiao Yu's voice was extraordinarily calm, and she kissed Lin Qing again.

"Compared with those feelings, I? I want...love."

"So...give me more? A little, teacher?"

Ah, what a greedy person.

The earlobe was bitten lightly, Lin Qing hugged Qiao Yu tightly helplessly, she really didn't bite her lip when she was told just now, but she was ashamed to hear the sound she made, and wanted to raise her hand to cover it, but Qiao Yu didn't even allow this, she simply grabbed her wrist and moved it away, then casually kissed her pulse.

Obviously all the love has been given to her.But this person still doesn't say enough, wants to be himself? Exchange all other emotions into love, and then hand it to her again.

But Lin Qing had nothing to do with her.As for the self who only wants to give her what she wants as long as she hears what she wants? There is also nothing to do.

The only thing she couldn't give in to Qiao Yu was to let Qiao Yu take the risk alone, and anything else was fine.

Although? The two of them haven't been able to reach a consensus in this regard...but forget it, forget it.

It's always something that has to be brought up more solemnly, but surely? Not now.

After all, thinking about these things now, if her lover finds out, she will be reprimanded saying that maybe you are not paying attention, teacher?