perfect life

He Zihan almost threw himself into that person's arms, and his unique smell permeated around him, making him nostalgic for it.

This feeling has been going on for a long time. It has been too long since I have been hugged, loved and cared for by him, and now I am finally in his arms again.

He Zihan felt that his whole body had become limp, and he had lost the strength to support him, so he reached out and hugged the man.

However, the other party didn't hug him back, just stood there stiffly, even though he was about to slip off him, he didn't pull himself.

He Zihan was a little discouraged. Could it be that Chen Qiran really didn't want him?

His body slid from his shoulder socket to the point where he was almost at the waist, knowing that he would fall to the ground if he slid any further, seeing if he still didn't pull him, He Zihan bite the bullet, insisted on clinging to his body, and stood up again.

My head is dizzy, and I don't know where I am now.Why is Chen Qiran so indifferent to him even though he is right in front of him? !

Why is he so indifferent to himself? !

For three years, the person who I have been worrying about day and night for three years, doesn't even care about me at all? !

He Zihan was full of grievances, and when he was about to question him, he was suddenly hugged into a warm embrace.His big hand stroked his hair, his movements were as gentle as ever, he really didn't forget himself!

He Zihan hugged the other party back hard, and the other party turned around and said something to those people, and then walked out of the oppressive hall with his arms around him.

When the wind hit his face, He Zihan's brain cleared up a little.

No, the person holding me now smells bad, could it be blown away by the wind?But just now, she was clearly hugging Chen Qiran, who else could it be? !

Fingers began to become dishonest, He Zihan groped for the other's lips, and kissed him before the other could react.

When we were together with Chen Qiran before, the number of times he took the initiative could be counted on one hand.Chen Qiran would be stunned and stunned every time, and this time was no exception.

After realizing that he had completely taken the lead and that Chen Qiran had become dull, He Zihan withdrew from his mouth and smiled heartily: "You can't forget me..."

As he spoke, he kissed that person's lips again, regardless of the fact that they were at the door of the most luxurious Dynasty Hotel in City B, just kissing each other heartily.

He misses him, longs for his comfort, wants him to touch him, to do something more intimate with him...

When the whole person was picked up and put into the car, He Zihan seemed to see a broken look through the revolving glass door.But who is that?Lu Senyang?

Sitting in the passenger seat in a daze, He Zihan leaned against the window and dozed off - when Lu Senyang woke him up, he hadn't woken up at all. He drank again just now, and he was already so sleepy that his eyes were staring blankly. up.

In a daze, the car seemed to have stopped downstairs.He Zihan's whole body was limp, and he didn't even have the strength to raise his hand, so he could only let the other party carry him upstairs, then found the key in his pocket, opened the door and entered the house.

As soon as his body touched the bed, the man was about to let go, but He Zihan caught him in time before he left.

"Don't go! Hold me to sleep!"

"Zihan, don't make trouble, kiss and sleep."

He Zihan didn't hear what the man said clearly. Seeing that he didn't move, he muttered, "I can't sleep without you..."

"Lie down and don't move, I'll help you take off your shoes."

"Um... shoes? Why do you take off your shoes?"

"Don't move around, don't make the bed dirty."

"Hey...you'll wash it if it gets dirty...why don't you wear your pajamas? No, your pajamas are on me. I've been wearing them for three years, um...three years..."

At this moment, He Zihan's mind suddenly jolted, and he understood what he was mumbling about.Now that he is with Chen Qiran, since Chen Qiran already remembers him, why should he be so polite to him? !Looks like a total stranger...

It feels so bad.

She reached out and hugged his waist, and couldn't help saying: "I miss you so much..."

"..."

"Hold me to sleep, okay?"

"Stop making trouble, go to sleep, you are drunk."

"Drunk? I didn't drink...Chen Qiran, hug me to sleep, otherwise I will never forgive you, you pretended to forget me!"

"Zihan, stop making trouble and go to sleep."

"you you……"

He Zihan couldn't speak, and his whole body suddenly became depressed.

It took a long time before I came back to my senses, and muttered: "You don't love me anymore..."

The man didn't speak any more, just tucked the quilt up for him, and after seeing that he was no longer fussy, he left the room.

He Zihan heard his footsteps gradually going away, and knew that if he didn't answer, he would acquiesce.

He covered his head under the quilt, and two lines of hot tears slid down his cheeks, scorching him sorely.

Sure enough, time has changed everything, Chen Qiran is no longer the original Chen Qiran, so what if he still remembers himself? !He doesn't love himself anymore.

This fact made He Zihan uncomfortable, his whole chest was blocked, and he couldn't breathe due to the pain.

Just when he was about to lift the quilt, he suddenly choked again, and the nasal cavity blocked by tears felt uncomfortable for some reason, and his breathing became difficult. He Zihan coughed violently under the quilt, and the air in his lungs would be sucked finished coughing...

I don't know how long it took to calm down, He Zihan burrowed his head into the quilt, thinking that he had been coughing for so long, and the person outside didn't notice it at all, and his already severely injured heart was broken a little bit.

However, his head still hurt like hell, and He Zihan soon fell into a drowsy sleep.

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The phone rang suddenly, and He Zihan, who had just fallen asleep, was awakened quickly.

I don't know who else can find me at this time, I struggled to pick up the phone by the bedside, and looked hard at the words on the screen, only to find that it was Lu Senyang calling.

"Hey……"

"Zihan, are you okay?" Lu Senyang's voice sounded urgent, and He Zihan didn't know what was wrong with him, so he could only quickly reply, "Huh? I'm okay, what's wrong?"

"I have something to do temporarily, and I have to go back to the company to deal with it. Are you okay with your appearance just now?"

"Lu Senyang."

"I'm here."

"Lu Senyang..."

"What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable? Does your head still hurt?"

"Lu Senyang..."

"Hello? Zihan, are you still listening? Are you okay?"

"I'm listening, I'm fine. You're busy, I'm hanging up."

After hanging up the phone, He Zihan couldn't help crying.

Even Lu Senyang would care about how well he is now, why can Chen Qiran be so ruthless that he doesn't care about himself?Now that he is so uncomfortable, he actually let go of himself!

Getting up from the bed angrily, he wanted to go to the living room to question the person who brought him back, but found that the living room was pitch black.

He Zihan turned on all the lights, and the instantly brightened living room made his eyes unable to adapt to the strong light.

When he could see clearly and was no longer afraid of light, He Zihan realized that the living room was empty, as if everything today was a dream, Chen Qiran still had no news, and he still hadn't found him.

But the familiar smell from before was clearly unique to Chen Qiran.He Zihan found out that it was not a dream, and he clearly hugged him, and was taken back to the rented house by him.

"Chen Qiran?"

"Chen Qiran?!"

"Chen Qiran..."

After shouting several times, he finally realized that no one would answer even if he yelled loudly. He Zihan helplessly collapsed in front of the sofa and lay down on the coffee table.

His thoughts were very confused, he didn't know what he was thinking, and he didn't know what Chen Qiran was thinking.

The reunion three years later was full of so many tragic colors, and there was no shadow of hope at all.

Before, he thought that Chen Qiran had completely forgotten himself, but now it seems that he has not forgotten himself, but instead he is deliberately keeping away from himself.

Did he have a new lover?

Or did he finally realize that someone like himself was not good enough for him?

But in the past three years, I spent three years studying hard at M University, working hard to do all the work in the student union, and won a lot of honors. I also graduated early in my junior year. The education station broadcast live...

Although I was in a trance in the college entrance examination at that time, I handed in a blank paper for the Chinese composition, and I lost 211 points, but I was lucky enough to come to M University, which is also one of the [-] projects, and I did my best. During my study at M University, I accomplished a lot of things that can be recorded in the history of the school...

Still not enough?

So if all these add up, is it still not good enough for him?

Is it because he is not a good man, or because he found out that he fell in love with another woman?

These questions linger in my mind without any clue.

However, He Zihan is the biggest, the only thing he can be sure of is that he is finally disgusted by him, Chen Qiran no longer wants him...