extravagant hug

Lu Jinchu watched his brother come in and out, and after a while, dishes with all kinds of color, fragrance and taste were placed on the table, four dishes and one soup were laid out easily.

He watched his elder brother take off his apron, with beads of sweat still hanging on his forehead, motioned for them to move their chopsticks, and ate quietly by himself; Lin Shu bowed his head and remained silent since he came out, as if immersed in the world he wove , Now it's just eating, no food.

Lu Jinchu's face was full of greed, and he was already singing empty city tricks in his stomach, ready to drink the pot of fresh and delicious soup.

"Crack!" Lu Jinsui intercepted him in mid-air before he even touched the spoon.

"Brother?" He looked at him puzzled, and secretly slandered him. If he was in a bad mood, he wouldn't let his brother eat, right?

"You eat this." Lu Jin pointed to the braised tofu and shredded pork with green peppers that were closer to Lu Jinchu with his usual expression, without any superfluous expressions, but moved the soup closer to Lin Shu.

Xiao Xiao muttered "Brother is really biased", and then changed his route, but the corners of Lu Jinchu's mouth were still grinning, his young face was bright and vivid, as if he had a finely crafted handsomeness.

Lu Jinsui was in a daze when he looked at his younger brother.

Fortunately, after the vicissitudes of life, at least one person is still intact.He was thinking to himself, then turned his head to see that Lin Shu was just quietly lowering his head to pick up the rice, and the dishes were quietly and unmoved on the plate.

"Are the dishes I cook so unpalatable?"

The straight tone of voice made Lin Shu's hand holding the chopsticks tremble, and he almost couldn't hold it. He raised his head as if awakened, and met those deep eyes.His lips moved, but he still didn't say any words of excuse, and there was no trace of blood on his face.

Taking a closer look under the light, Lu Jinsui noticed that Lin Shu's eye sockets were slightly sunken, and his dark eyes were smoldering, but unfocused, so he couldn't help but stretched out his hand.

All the blood in Lin Shu's body seemed to gather at the place where his fingers touched, and his rough hands caressed his cheeks, his heart clenched into a ball.The tenderness he showed from time to time, in Lin Shu's eyes, seemed to be looking at another person through himself, or...he didn't dare to think about it, let alone enjoy it presumptuously.

He tried his best to get rid of those long thorns in the past, but how could such an experience be forgotten in such a short time?He had been wearing a protective film since he was a child, but in order to treat Lu Jinsui wholeheartedly, Lin Shu tried hard to take it off, so that he could feel his naked feelings in the afternoon.

Lu Jinsui finally put down his hands, and looked away: "Eat more of this, it replenishes blood, it's good for your body."

As he spoke, he scooped a few spoonfuls of soup into Lin Shu's bowl. This three-yuan chicken soup is very good for maintaining the body.

In addition, the angelica sea bass, fried kelp with shrimp, and even the few dishes that Lu Jinchu ate were all made for Lin Shu.These were also prepared by Lu Jin after consulting with books.

Every time I see the pain of the other party, the joy in my heart is also rubbed on the whetstone. Perhaps hatred is a double-edged sword, but those bloody pasts haunt him again, making him unable to forget and let go.

That day, Lu Jinchu was sleeping in the room where he stayed last time, remembering the fruit platter his brother had prepared after the meal, and secretly laughed triumphantly.

Lin Shu looked at Lu Jinsui who was half leaning on the bed, with half of his chest exposed.The dim yellow light of the bedside lamp seemed to be extraordinarily bright at this moment, illuminating him radiantly, his long eyelashes drooping, and his slender and strong fingers flipping through a magazine casually, a large area of ​​his chest was shining brightly, Lin Shu felt a little helpless. At a loss.

He felt his heart beating uncontrollably. Out of the corner of his eye, he scanned the corner that once belonged to him, and there was no trace of it.

He paused for a while, and finally walked towards the big bed that he never expected before.He lifted the quilt and was about to lie down, but his arm touched Lu Jinsui unexpectedly.He hurriedly withdrew his hand and wanted to get under the quilt quickly, but the heat from just now couldn't go away, disturbing Lin Shu's heart so that he couldn't calm down.

The road in autumn night is paved with thick golden leaves, and the sound of rain curls up on the hills, sweeping in with coolness.

After all, winter is coming.

However, before Lin Shu hid in the quilt, his whole body fell irreversibly into Lu Jinsui's quilt, engulfed in a steady stream of heat, as if even his heart was warmed up.Lu Jinsui still maintained his original posture, he didn't even move his eyes, and with a little effort, he pulled Lin Shu into his bed.

That body is so cold, the white pajamas are on the body, it looks empty, the whole person is mixed with a faint fragrance, there are never too many words, but there are a pair of eyes that can talk.

Lin Shu relaxed his body as much as possible, breathing on Lu Jinsui's waist, warm and wet.

"Jin Sui, thank you."

After hearing no answer, Lin Shu continued, his voice muffled.

"You know? I used to think that you hated our baby, so I could give up everything to obey you for him. But now you...you don't have to do things you don't want to do. I like our baby very much .

"No matter what the consequences are, I will take good care of him."

Where Lu Jinsui couldn't see, Lin Shu silently broke into a happy smile, even though it was mixed with a little bit of bitterness.

Lin Shu leaned her head against his waist. After a long time, she took a deep breath and turned around, but she didn't return to her bed. She just turned her back to Lu Jinsui, letting her thoughts settle down until she fell asleep .

Even though he knew he hated him, what to do, he still didn't have the strength to move away?Let you not see this face, maybe you can still have a good dream.

Lin Shu, who was prone to tears, learned to cry silently in his heart.

On the second day, in the chairman's office in Jinfu Building.

The golden light of the setting sun shone into the cold room, and Lu Jinsui stood by the window, with a slender body standing upright, handsome and elegant, with an extraordinary bearing.

He looked at the endless stream of people outside the window. The sky was gray-blue. From time to time, a few autumn geese flew south, adding color to this late autumn. I can't get into it.

Dongdong—the mechanical knock on the door sounded again.

"Come in."

"Chairman, Ms. Xu, the project cooperation representative who made an appointment yesterday, has arrived."

The secretary stated respectfully, a black professional suit made this young face more mature and steady.

"Please come in."

Lu Jinsui stubbed out the cigarette, but still maintained his standing posture. The original look of loss and desolation on his face was gone, and now there was only a majestic and intimidating aura on it.

Xu Siru was introduced by the secretary, and when he stepped into the office, he felt the oppressive and solemn atmosphere.

The man with his back to him was dressed in a light gray suit, his hair was carefully arranged but not rigid, and he exuded an aura of a king.The clothes outline the tough and perfect lines unique to men. He puts one hand in his trouser pocket and hides the other hand in front of his body. There is only the sound of metal clattering.

Xu Siru had a calm face with an impeccable smile.Today, she is wearing a light blue suit, with a casual taste, bright eyes and white teeth, gentle and demure.

The man bathed in the glow of the sunset finally turned around, but his expression froze the moment he saw her.

As if the heartbeat had stopped, time stood still, and that person was still standing beside him with a smile on his face.

Almost, he was about to scream.

However, what kind of painful memory and reality oppressed his nerves, forcing the surrounding things to rotate again, and the time machine clicked and started.His face was against the light, and in the melting gold of the setting sun, Lu Jinsui finally found his peaceful self.After all, so many years have passed, and all the losses and lessons learned have been rewarded in this world.

Doubt and disbelief are just a blink of an eye. Lu Jinsui will not act abruptly until he finds out the truth.

"Hi, Director Lu. I am Xu Siru, the representative sent by the company to discuss the project with your company."

With a neither humble nor overbearing tone, a beautiful and gentle face, and a delicate smile, this woman looks sophisticated and steady, but there is always a moment when Lu Jinsui is in a trance.

Seeing the hand stretched out from the opposite side, it's just the etiquette in the social field, the usual gestures, but it took a while for Lu Jinsui to extend his hand to shake it.

Xu Siru sat down on the leather chair opposite, and after a while, the secretary brought in two cups of coffee.After politely thanking you, Xu Siru took out the prepared materials: "This is the detailed information process of this cooperation project between our company and your company and the terms we hope your company will agree to. Please read it."

Xu Siru looked at the successful businessman opposite with a smile.

Her eyes are like glass, and the smile at the corner of her mouth seems to spread into her eyes, and even her eyes become bright and bright when she smiles, but what is missing is a piece of clarity, behind which is like an abyss, dark and boundless.

Lu Jin casually looked at the document handed over, but just stared into the other party's eyes and asked, "Miss Xu?"

The other party responded with a bright and warm smile: "Yes."

Staring at it for a moment, he finally picked up the document again. After quickly and efficiently searching for important information, Lu Jin pushed the rimless glasses.

"Miss Xu, your company's planning is indeed very good and attractive, but I think we can negotiate on the profit sharing. Also, I think part of the work should be handed over to my company's people to manage."

When he got serious, even the advantages of his facial features were highlighted. On his elegant but masculine face, the glasses blocked the man's vigor, but the gleam in his eyes was fully revealed, causing the opponent to bear strong oppression. Hesitating to waste time.

"Of course what you said has some truth, but our plan is also made after careful consideration. It's not too late for you to think about it before giving an answer."

There is always a faint smile in Xu Siru's eyes: "Your company has strong financial resources and abundant talents, and its strength is of course well known. There is still a long way to go, and our company is willing to discuss some opinions with your company slowly. I don't know what you think?"

These words pushed the problem to Lu Jinsui.Originally, he didn't need to worry about such a small issue, but as a keen businessman, he wanted to find out what happened to her. Now it seems that she is somewhat capable.

The battles in the workplace were turbulent, and the only looseness in his heart was her identity. However, that kind of agility and elite of a professional woman was something that Jin Liu, who lived a carefree life in the past, would not have had. Already gone and never coming back.

There was a dull pain deep in my heart, but more regret and self-blame came.

"Has Miss Xu ever lost a handcuff?"

Unexpectedly, Lu Jinsui would gossip about him, but Xu Siru was still calm, just showing a slight surprise, staring at Lu Jinsui's face carefully, and suddenly, she who had always been elegant and calm said "ah". :"It's you?!"

Immediately after realizing his gaffe, he added, "Is my hand in your place?"

The light of hope suddenly ignited in her eyes, and she looked forward to it.

On the contrary, Lu Jinsui was a little dazed by her sudden change, but his words were still humble and polite.

"I didn't expect it to be such a coincidence. It was Miss Xu who helped me last time. The handcuffs are indeed with me, but..."

At that moment, there seemed to be a faint blue tone flashing in his eyes again, and the eyes under the thick eyebrows were full of deep thought and questioning.That pistol seems to be very important to Xu Siru.

"But what?"

Lu Jinsui just chuckled, and looked away: "However, that handcuff is very similar to the favorite of an old friend of mine, and Miss Xu is also somewhat similar to her..."

He just looked away, she couldn't see his expression clearly, and he couldn't see hers either.

"Oh, is that so?" Xu Siru was not too surprised, but strangely calm.

She looked in the direction that Lu Jin was looking at. It was a large sycamore leaf, and the falling leaves danced in a fan dance, but the wailing of the dead souls was heart-pounding and heart-twitching.There was always a faint smile on the corner of Xu Siru's mouth.

"Actually, this happened a few years ago." Like an old man, he narrated the unknown past, with respect in his eyes, "That year, because work didn't feel smooth, I asked for leave to go When I went to Tibet, it was at that time that I found this handicraft by chance.

"There are too many coincidences in this world. The first time I saw it, I decided to buy it. Maybe you think it's funny, there is no fate between people, but there is no fate between people and things. But that’s how I am, I’ve always believed in fate.”

Her face was as pious as a believer, as pure and flawless as if she had bathed in the mountains and rivers of heaven.

Perhaps because she realized that she had talked too much, she smiled embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I told you so much before I knew it. It's just... the person you mentioned?"

"It's okay. She...is my late lover." After a pause, "You are very similar to her."

Previously, Lu Jinsui had been observing her quietly, that kind of scrutinizing gaze was looking into the depths of a person's soul.

However, it's like there is a fog barrier, and I always feel that something is wrong, but there is no trace to find it.

"I'm sorry..." She sighed regretfully, as if she suddenly remembered something important.

"My hands..."

"Your hands..."

The two said in unison, stunned for a while, then looked at each other and smiled.

"Miss Xu, I've left your precious handcuff at home for the time being. If Miss Xu doesn't mind, next time I treat you to dinner, I'll give it back to you as well?" The doubts in her heart didn't leave anything on Lu Jinsui's face. trace.

"Well, I also hope to have a pleasant cooperation with your company in the future!"

She seemed to have no intention of continuing to entangle on that topic, and returned to the main topic, and the next negotiation between the two parties was also completed smoothly.

"Hehe, I didn't expect to meet you here. I will take my leave without delaying Director Lu's work."

Xu Siru looked at the time, it was already much later than scheduled, and the company's employees also left work one after another.

Lu Jinsui stood up and sent them off: "I will make an appointment as soon as possible to return the handcuff to Miss Xu."

She just smiled, turned and left.Lu Jinsui looked at the somewhat similar figure from the back, and stood for a while before sitting back down.

When they returned to the villa, Lin Shu had already fallen asleep.Looking at the bulging bedding, Lu Jinsui felt a strange sense of fulfillment in his heart.The man buried most of his face between the pillow and the quilt, revealing his jet-black and smooth hair, and one hand was still drooping by the side of the bed.

Walking over, gently lifted that thin arm and put it under the quilt, and then walked to the head of the bed, seeing the person with most of his face buried under the quilt, he couldn't help but want to help him tuck the quilt up so that he could breathe smoothly .When he realized it, the quilt was half pulled down, and it was too late to regret it.

The pregnant and sleepy person opened a slit of his eyes, and then the entire black pupil was exposed.Lin Shu was awakened by the little movement, and after reacting for a while, he tried to sit up with his arms propped up.

"Hmm...Jin Sui, you're back. Have you eaten yet?" On TV, it seemed that the wife would always ask her husband when you'd be back, but Lin Shu didn't dare to ask. Or happy, but I dare not have other thoughts.

"Hmm." After a brief one-word answer, he planned to leave again.

Lu Jinsui ate the dinner Lin Shu prepared for him. The unheated food lost its original taste in his mouth, but he ate it so naturally.

"It's so late, do you still have to go to work?" Before he knew it, he said something that was too presumptuous before. Lin Shu knew that it was too late to take it back, so he looked at him calmly, with a little pain and guilt in his eyes.

Is it because you hate him that you made yourself like this?

However, Lu Jinsui's footsteps did not stop because of this, he walked out of the bedroom directly.

Lin Shu meditated for a while, and when he was about to lie down and go back to sleep, with a roar, Lu Jinsui rushed in with a gloomy face: "Did you move that hand?!"

The person who was just about to sleep with his clothes on abruptly shook his eardrums, sat up reflexively, and unconsciously tightened the hands in front of him.

"I'm sorry, is it the one in the pocket? I'll do the laundry for you in the morning..."

He gradually fell silent, his nose sore.

Lin Shu got up and got out of bed in a thin pajamas. In a hurry, the cold outside eroded the skin under the clothes unscrupulously, but Lin Shu didn't realize it, and just walked to the wardrobe with bare feet. .

When he squatted down, his lower back felt full of soreness, and he felt a little strange in his heart. He shook his hands, opened the drawer, and took out the silver bracelet that was pressed underneath. He felt a little cool in his palm.

Lin Shu brought the things in front of Lu Jinsui, and lowered his head not to look at him.

The palm, which is not too wide, has become a little rough due to toil, and there are even a few light-colored scars winding on it.The glove just lay quietly in the same cold palm.

However, the palms did not become empty.

Lu Jinsui lifted his chin, and slowly tightened it, Lin Shu was forced to look up at him.

However, the moment their eyes collided, Lu Jinsui was startled.Those eyes are really like a pool of water, faint and curling, calm on the surface, but some kind of strong emotion is surging in the depths.

Lin Shu was forced to look at him, but his soul drove his eyes to look further away without focus. He deliberately ignored Lu Jinsui's anger. He didn't want to see the burning anger in those eyes.

His palms were empty, but his jaw was not freed. Lu Jinsui stared at him and said word by word:

"Listen to me, don't touch my things casually in the future. Everything in this house is mine, you'd better not touch it."

All of them?Looking at him blankly, Lin Shu looked into his eyes as if searching for an answer.

"I, do you count too?"

The room was silent, and his hands were kept open, like a child waiting for candy.

Lu Jinsui was startled, and then looked at him suspiciously, but there was only a cluster of small flames moving inside.

"Do you want to be my thing? Unfortunately..."

No!He doesn't want to know the answer!He doesn't want to know!

Lin Shu staggered and tried to escape him, muttering, "Needless to say...I understand."

Of course he understood, Lu Jinsui understood when he thought he didn't know the truth.

The days fall off petal by petal like a flower, and his life will also come to an end in the wind, carved into pieces.

With the smooth progress of the work, Lu Jin and Xu Siru also had more contacts.

I remember that it rained on the day he returned the bracelet to her, the rain was not lingering, the sky was pitch black, the raindrops hit the ground with gravity, and a thin layer of mist formed on the road.

In the coffee shop downstairs of Jinfu Company, there is a corner.

"Miss Xu, your bracelet."

After Lu Jinsui took back the bracelet that night, he stayed in the study and smoked all night without going back to the bedroom.

Xu Siru showed a bright smile, took it modestly, put it in the palm of his hand, and stared at it for a while.

"Hehe, it's finally back." She put the bracelet back on her hand.

The sky outside was gloomy and gloomy, but the cafe was brightly lit. Under the light, her hands had a kind of transparent white, and the silver embellishment on the slender wrist was just right. When the wrist was pulled slightly, the silver will flash along with the collision. The bright red roses are swaying and swaying, making people afraid to look directly at them.

Lu Jinsui cast his gaze out of the window.

Can't see, that kind of scene is like what happened in memory, it hurts his eyes.

When the relationship comes to an abrupt end, people will habitually cover it with a coat that will not fade, and the sudden lack of sustenance also makes it look more beautiful and flawless.

Lu Jinsui glanced at her, the look of no city a moment ago was extremely golden.He took a sip of black coffee silently, the taste was bitter and unbearable.

Two people so similar, two hands so similar, two pictures so similar.

It was they who forced themselves to walk on this narrow road today.

Times have changed, but deep scars don't fade away so easily.

"Director Lu..." Xu Siru showed a grateful expression, and at the same time there was feminine wisdom in those eyes.

The man who had been silent for a long time put down his glass, and finally turned his head to face her squarely.

There was some noise in the cafe, and the sound of the rain was crushed by the soothing music, out of tune, and gradually faded away.

"Call me by my name, if you don't mind you can call me Big Brother."

Perhaps it was precisely because of this similarity of different tastes that he could sit down and talk with her so calmly, and even took the initiative to draw closer to each other.

Lu Jinsui saw everything clearly, but he didn't see that even when he was shocked by the resemblance, he no longer felt the pain in his heart and lungs and wanted to grab it desperately.

However, all of this is what he has been persistent with and never thought of getting rid of.

The autumn rain is cool, and even through the window, you can feel the cold outside. The two people sitting opposite each other are having cold strong black coffee, each with their own thoughts.

However, who would have thought of the person who has been silently persevering and enduring?

Accompanying him, apart from the grinding longing and deep self-blame, there is no comfort and care, and there is only the same constant cutting rain.

"Lin Shu, is there any discomfort in your body?"

Wang Zimu moved a chair and sat beside Lin Shu, still holding a stethoscope in his hand.Lu Jinsui specially set up an examination room at home with complete facilities, which is convenient for Wang Zimu's examination and Lin Shu's production in the future.

Lin Shu shook his head, and obediently lay down on this pure white bed similar to a hospital bed.

Lu Jinsui didn't come home again yesterday.I waited for him until midnight, and went to bed before he came back. However, due to the long waiting, the body was very stiff and uncomfortable, and the child started to fuss as soon as he lay down.

The five-month bulge made his waist bigger, which made him very uncomfortable when he was first pregnant. When he was lying on his side, he had chest tightness, and it didn't get better after a long time. A pillow, and finally almost fell asleep sitting on the pillow.

When he woke up, he felt a dull pain and cramps that couldn't be ignored. He knew something was wrong, but Lu Jinsui had never been back, and he couldn't get out of bed by himself, so he could only call Wang Zimu.

In the past few months, the pressure in Lin Shu's heart has been getting heavier and heavier. The reaction during pregnancy has not decreased but increased. He has a big appetite, but if he eats too much, he will be so full that he can't sleep all night.

Lu Jin spends very little time with Lin Shu. He stays at home alone every day. Fortunately, now he has found a job that can make money without going out - web design management.Therefore, when the situation is good, he will sit in front of the computer and get busy.But the chair is no different from an ordinary chair. After sitting for several hours, my back hurts again.

But every time he thinks of what he can do for his children, Lin Shu can clear away the cloud in his heart, and it is replaced by excitement and anticipation.The child is very well-behaved and begins to show his existence. Although pain and discomfort are unavoidable, it is more exciting and joyful.

Every time Lin Shu sees pictures of cute babies on the Internet, he can't help but wonder what his child will be like in the future.

This is simple and lonely happiness, that little bit of loneliness is just quietly hidden by him alone, it is not non-existent.

But Lu Jinsui was always busy. Many times when he came back, Lin Shu was already asleep, and when he left, Lin Shu was still awake.

This kind of life makes Lin Shu feel a little lonely and helpless, but every time he wakes up and sees the tightly tucked quilt and the prepared breakfast, he can't help but start yearning again.

Wang Zimu looked at Lin Shu and couldn't figure out why his temper was still so mild. He wasn't at all as irritable and irritable as he should be during pregnancy, but he didn't know that he just didn't have someone to confide in, not that he was really peaceful.

When he was irritable, he would just bang on the keyboard alone, and when he was tired, he would calm down.He had always understood his situation.

"Huh? What's the matter? Are you feeling uncomfortable again?"

Seeing the other party's long and narrow eyes closed, and his face turning pale instantly, Wang Zimu became nervous again.

This child will only endure it by himself every time, and will not complain to others.

He put down the thing in his hand, touched his lower back with his hand, and slowly massaged it rhythmically.

It is already mid-winter now, and the heating is fully turned on in the room, and the warm air blows in, and I feel that my face is starting to heat up.

The closed eyelids slowly opened, and the black pearl inside was full of warm luster and smile.

"No, the child kicked me just now." There was no trace of pain on his face, and Lin Shu felt satisfied and happy when he thought of a little thing that was related to his blood moving vigorously in his stomach.

"Really? Can I touch it?"

Although Wang Zimu is a doctor, he is not in obstetrics and gynecology. Naturally, he has never experienced it, but at this moment, he was inspired by the joy in his voice and began to look forward to it, with a hint of earnestness in his voice.

Lin Shu smiled, grabbed his hand, and felt that hand was trembling slightly, it was placed on the place where the child kicked.

"Ah! Really! Lin Shu..."

Wang Zimu felt the novelty, put one hand on his belly tightly, and smiled with crooked eyes.

However, this scene made Lin Shu feel a pain in his heart.This kind of scene seems to often appear on TV. The husband is with his wife when she is pregnant, and the two are cuddling together, looking forward to the arrival of the child together.

However, none of this will come to him.

Thinking of the way the other party looks at me coldly every time, I can't help but want to cover myself with a quilt and stop thinking about it.

But how could he do that now?He could only face it with a smile.

"Hehe. The child is very good most of the time, but when he is good, I hope he moves more, which proves that he is healthy."

In fact, Wang Zimu had already quickly caught the trance he was just now, and comforted him: "Yes! The child will grow strong with a father like you. Your baby will feel it if you are happy physically and mentally. In short, you have to take good care of yourself. Take care of yourself, and you will be happy in the days to come." He said it with confidence, just as if Lin Shu would not believe it.

Lin Shu knew that he was doing it for his own good, but the word "happiness" still touched him deeply.

"Happiness? Will it really come?" The murmured whisper was as soft as a sigh.

Wang Zimu clenched his hands secretly, and the joy he felt a moment ago was replaced by deep worry, but there was no change on his face.

Outside the closed window, another round of the setting sun fell lazily, repeating itself, ignorantly.