extravagant hug

A meeting had just ended, and the staff all walked out of the meeting room.

In the empty conference room, Lu Jinsui rubbed his sore forehead.

I haven't had a good night's sleep for a few days. I went home this morning, took a few changes of clothes, took a shower, and then went back to the company directly.

When he left, Lin Shu was still sleeping, with a few pillows on his back, his face was not very good-looking, and the quilt bulged in an arc around his abdomen.Lu Jinsui put his outstretched hand under the quilt, turned up the heat in the room and left.

Lin Shu didn't wake up during this time, Lu Jinsui looked at his tiredness and understood a little bit, but he didn't know that the other party waited for him all night last night.

The door of the conference room was suddenly pushed open, and a bright and elegant woman's face appeared at the door.

Lu Jinsui looked at her against the light, finally grinned, stood up, and walked towards the door.

"What's wrong?" He looked at her condescendingly.

"The cooperation was very successful, thank you Director Lu for your help. I invite you to dinner tonight. I don't know if I can give you face?"

She has a bright smile on her face, which is very eye-catching. Her eyes are painted with lavender eye shadow, which is both playful and mysterious. She is dressed in rose red casual clothes, and she still wears the bright handcuffs on her hands, which are radiant.

Lu Jinsui watched such a battle, and a certain string in his memory was plucked.

"Okay." As soon as the words came out, even he himself was a little stunned.

However, after catching a trace of a successful smile in the other party's eyes, he deliberately moved his face closer to her, causing her to back away again and again.

Eventually, she had to reach out a hand to push him away.

It's really turning around.

Lu Jinsui finally decided to let her go, he walked around Xu Siru and smiled silently with his back to her: "Let's go."

After so many days of contact, both parties got to know each other somewhat, but Lu Jinsui concealed his and Lin Shu's affairs from his company colleagues and Xu Siru. In their eyes, he was a perfect golden bachelor.

And Lu Jin and Xu Siru, who are easy-going, seem to have become friends inadvertently. After getting in touch with each other, he knows that she is not pure, well-behaved and quiet. Good environment.

"How long are you going to work here?"

The two didn't eat western food, Xu Siru prefers spicy food, so they drove all the way to the famous Sichuan restaurant in the city.

As soon as she sat down, she unceremoniously ordered many dishes, all of which were full of spicy flavor.Lu Jinsui looked at her and smiled helplessly. You must know that he is most afraid of spicy food.However, the gentlemanly demeanor made him not raise any objections, nor did he show any dissatisfaction.

Xu Siru was gasping for breath from the spicy food, while tilting his head in thought.

"Phew... probably... half a year away... After half a year, I will be transferred back... woo, it's so spicy!"

Her face was flushed, a little fuzzy from the heat, but it was even more lovely.

But in the mist, he just watched her eat, and he occasionally raised the chopsticks, tasted them and put them down again.

However, she ate harder, even though she was panting from the heat, she ate heartily.

"You still eat if you know it's spicy?" With an angry and funny tone, he took a glass of water and handed it to her.

Xu Siru raised his head, chuckled, and continued to eat.

After a meal, Lu Jinsui only occasionally moved his chopsticks.He ordered wine, watched her eat happily, and drank slowly by himself.This little girl was obviously too hot to eat herself, but she ate so many dishes abruptly.

When it was time to pay the bill, Xu Siru originally said that he was going to treat the guests, but Lu Jinsui insisted on stopping him and paid the bill himself.

The two sat in the car, still playing the soothing music soaked in sadness.

"I'm so sorry, I asked you to pay for it." Some strands of her hair stuck to her forehead in such a cold winter night.

He drove the car silently, and replied politely: "It's okay, it's a man's responsibility."

Responsibility?Xu Siru sneered in his heart, but his face was calm.

"Why do you only have this kind of music in the car? You should play something cheerful, which is good for relaxation."

She slowly began to rummage through his discs, but found only some light music, and they were all of the same type.

"Huh? No? Then next time I'm free, I'll bring you some."

She spoke naturally, her slender hair covered the expression on her face, but her voice was full of joy.

"No need, I need them to remind me..." At that moment, Lu Jinsui's face was hidden in the dim light, and his voice was hoarse and low.

She didn't finish her words, but she didn't ask any more questions, she just smiled and put the disc back, and she didn't feel embarrassed by the other party's refusal.She has always been a person who knows how to measure.

The first snow of this winter hasn't come yet, but the weather has become extraordinarily desolate and cold.

After sending Xu Siru home, Lu Jin turned around and went home.Counting it, I haven't spent the night at home for a few days, and I'm busy with work in the company.

Lin Shu couldn't sleep in the first place, so after dinner, he sat on the sofa with a blanket around him and watched TV.

There were very few TV programs in the middle of the night. He stared at the screen, not knowing how much he had seen, and his face was not very good.

Suddenly, like telepathy, the person nestled in the sofa seemed to hear the sound of a car.

It was windy outside, so he just dragged a blanket, pulled on his slippers, opened the door and stood at the door, the north wind came in, making him shiver, but he didn't care, the hands under the blanket slowly rubbed With a warm and full abdomen, his back was pressed tightly against the door.

Lin Shu stared straight at the hidden road in the dark night, letting the wind blow on his face, it was bitingly cold.

When Lu Jin got out of the car, he saw such a shivering person wrapped in a blanket standing at the door.

He became irritable, and subconsciously walked over quickly, with a displeased expression on his face, ignoring the overjoyed expression on the other person's face: "Why are you still standing? Come in!"

Lin Shu's originally stiff face glowed with a long-lost brilliance when he saw the person coming, and he realized the familiar cold words, turned around to open the door, looked at the empty palm, and remembered that he didn't bring the key out at all. For a while, he just stood by the door at a loss.

Lu Jinsui was shocked.He was standing outside without a key? !If I don't come back tonight, it's not...

Another gust of cold wind howled past, Lu Jinsui protected Lin Shu in front of him, and quickly took out the key to open the door.I accidentally touched his swollen abdomen, and felt that the chill dissipated a lot.

As soon as Lin Shu entered the room, he realized that he had been outside drinking the northwest wind for a long time. At this time, his hands and feet were cold, and his pale face was hurt by the wind. It slowly became rosy after being exposed to the warmth of the room.

He didn't dare to stretch out his cold hands to his abdomen, so he could only keep rubbing his hands to gain heat. His posture when he sat on the sofa had gradually become clumsy and slow. long face.

Lin Shu raised his head and looked at the person he had been thinking about all this time until his palms recovered a little bit of heat, with an apologetic expression on the corners of his forehead and between his brows: "I'm sorry... I didn't mean to disregard the child... I just..."

How can so many feelings be conveyed through simple language? Even if he said it, how could he believe it?

The rest of the words turned into a vague sigh. Lin Shu paused for a while, then leaned on his back to stand up.

"You haven't eaten yet, I'll help you get it."

It was the first time that he was so exhausted that he fell back like this for the first time, his face was full of embarrassment, and when he was about to push himself up, he felt that the hand that had been sitting on the sidelines had finally come to support him in time.

"Don't move." The tone was not gentle at all, it was cold, but the hand he held was warm.Those hands wrapped around him, and a steady stream of heat was passing between each other.

"You don't have to wait for me next time. Whether you come back or not is my business. If you wait any longer, those who won't come back will still not come back."

Lu Jinsui had already taken off Lin Shu's slippers, and his feet were cold and red.He let him lie on his side on the sofa, put a pillow on his lower back, and covered his cool body with a blanket.Under his care, the already numb feet finally picked up some temperature.

"But... I miss you."

Lin Shu's black and white eyes express the feelings that are hidden under the sun, and his lips open and close, but in the end it can only be turned into a simple sentence of missing.

Lu Jinsui froze, and the words that were about to stab him were unable to come out.He kept silent and didn't look at him. After rubbing his hands, he rubbed his feet again, until the temperature of his hands and feet returned to normal. Then Lu Jin stopped, his forehead was covered with a thin layer of sweat.

Lin Shu felt better, so he didn't expect the other party to help him. He stood up slowly, his breath steady. The loose clothes couldn't cover up his figure. Even though the discomfort in his waist was getting stronger, he didn't want to show his body in front of him. own weakness.

"Go take a hot bath, I'll help you fill the water." Lin Shu walked into the bathroom, feeling swollen and stuffy, but compared to his joy of coming back, it was so insignificant.

Lu Jin followed into the bathroom, and after a while, the familiar sound of water came from the bathroom.

Lin Shu propped up his uncomfortably heavy waist, step by step, trying to go to the sofa to get his coat to wash.

Five or six months old, the feet are already showing signs of swelling, and every step of the way is a bit heavy.

However, the moment he bent down, all his movements stopped.

It was the scent of a woman, as if he had just sensed it, the smell in his nostrils made the coat look hideous in his eyes.

Despite the anticipation and concern day and night, he always has a beautiful woman in his arms.Lin Shu suddenly felt that he was extremely ridiculous.

Rather than saying it was bitter, it was better to say that he no longer knew what disappointment was. He slammed his heavy lower back twice and picked up his clothes.

His eyes were a little blurred, and he looked straight ahead.Yes, he used to not care about these things.

But... but... since you know that I may leave forever...

Why... why do I have to face the facts that I don't want to face...

The footsteps moved forward mechanically, deep and shallow, but my heart seemed to be hollowed out.I gave you all mine, how about you?

Lin Shu muttered: He's back...he's back...

Only by this weak hypnosis can I keep smiling!

But Lin Shu didn't know that the blows he suffered during pregnancy would mercilessly crush his nerves that had been forbearing.

When Lu Jin came out of the bathroom, he saw a cup of hot milk on the dining table, but Lin Shu was not there.

Feeling a little awkward in his heart because of the unprepared dinner, Lu Jinsui glanced at the glass of steaming milk, turned and walked towards the bedroom.

The light was still on, Lin Shu sat alone on the head of the bed, and endured with his eyes closed.

Right now, he was feeling very uncomfortable in his stomach, and when he heard the footsteps of that person coming in, he felt his heart ache again, but he still closed his eyes and did not open them.Lu Jinsui didn't intend to say anything, and went straight to bed, turning his back to Lin Zhu.

The back is so quiet.No!Nothing at all!

Lin Shu's mind was in a mess at the moment, as if something was about to burst.

He didn't ask himself if he was uncomfortable, he didn't ask himself why he was so cold and had to go out to wait for him, he didn't mention why he was so busy recently.

He pushed him so far away abruptly, so that the worlds of each other were isolated.

why? !

The pain mixed with chaotic thoughts disturbed Lin Shu. The little guy in his stomach had already learned how to make himself feel his presence to the maximum.

He opened his eyes, but it was foggy. He wiped them off carelessly, glanced at Lu Jinsui whose back was facing him, and got out of bed with his waist in his hands.And Lu Jinsui seemed to have fallen asleep, or didn't intend to care about him at all, and kept ignoring him, letting him walk out of the bedroom with difficulty, leaning on the wall alone.

After a long time, Lu Jinsui heard Lin Shu's voice coming back.Since he went out, although Lu Jinsui kept his eyes closed, he couldn't fall asleep anyway, so until the other party went to bed, he was just dozing off.

"Jin Sui, have you finished your dinner?" It's not an interrogative sentence, but a declarative sentence.

"Don't you want to drink the milk I made?"

He spoke quietly by himself, did not hear any answer, but continued to speak as if he had received a response.

"They all say that drinking milk before going to bed is good for sleep, but it's the same no matter how much I drink. I can't just take medicine..."

His voice is like a piece of music floating in the air, delicate and quiet.

Lu Jinsui felt a trembling hand leaning towards him, and then felt a vague and protruding softness behind his back.Those arms gradually embraced him, Lin Shu put his whole face on his back, and pressed his palms tightly to his chest.

"Jin Sui, I can't sleep..."

The voice was muffled, and Lu Jinsui didn't care at first, but when he listened carefully, there was a trace of panic in it.

he is afraid?

He felt that face rub against his back, and then he was quiet again.

Lin Shu's breathing became heavy, and the stabbing pain in his abdomen became more and more obvious. When he went to the bathroom just now, he found blood stains on his underwear. Hugging Lu Jinsui like a life-saving straw.

No matter what, he has always been the pillar of his heart.

"Jin Sui, do you know...the baby can move, pet it, okay?"

Without and without waiting for his consent, Lin Shu's hand under the quilt pulled Lu Jinsui's hand over. This movement forced Lu Jinsui's body to turn accordingly.

There is obvious restlessness under the palm. Although it is not very powerful, it is so clear that it cannot be ignored.

At that moment, Lu Jinsui heard his heart beating rapidly as if being induced, thumping, thumping, mixed with some emotion he couldn't discern, and couldn't wait to try it.

But the next moment, his eyes opened, and the two of them were lying face to face. Lu Jinsui's sharp gaze froze the smiling face.

Lu Jinsui pulled out his hand abruptly, the beating under his palm disappeared, and he turned his back again, ignoring the stunned person behind him.

"Sleep." The cold words represented all his disgust and contempt.

The pain in his abdomen intensified, Lin Shu's teeth chattered in pain, and he could hardly speak, but he still didn't want to give up, and the obsession in his heart supported his fragile body.

"Aren't you used to it? The baby is usually very good, don't you like him very much?"

Lin Shu's crystal-like eyes sparkled with expectation but were also lifeless, hiding a deep and boundless sadness. His palm was empty because of his withdrawal, and Lin Shu stared blankly at his empty palm.

Lu Jinsui didn't feel sleepy anymore, got up and put on some clothes, and gave Lin Shu a bitter look.

"Do you still think life is not good enough?!"

There was more irritability than anger, and he himself didn't know what caused the ups and downs in his originally peaceful heart. At this moment, he just wanted to get away as soon as possible.

"Jin Sui!" A painful call sounded behind him. Lin Shu quickly got up and wanted to get out of bed to chase him, but he couldn't help himself.

Unexpectedly, as soon as his feet hit the ground, his body fell down uncontrollably. In panic, he reflexively covered his abdomen with his hands, and his body fell sideways.

His head was dizzy, and he still had a lot to say to him.

"Jin Sui..."

At the last moment, Lu Jinsui turned his head and saw the tears falling from the man's eyes and the falling body, and the sad and resentful cry was still lingering in his ears for a long time.

"Don't...don't go...don't go..."

Cold sweat was dripping from his frail face, and Lin Shu's hands twitched uneasily.With a faint cry, those eyes opened, and the focus slowly gathered, but when they saw the person sitting by the bed, they felt depressed.

I am so tired, and I can no longer gather the strength in my body.

He slowly turned his face away, and touched his abdomen with worried hands: "Is the child all right?"

Wang Zimu looked a little worried: "It's okay. But, you can't be so excited anymore. This time it's just a warning."

Lin Shu just smiled wryly after hearing this, and he didn't know why he was so excited last night.

But can you calm down?

Do you want to ignore those flailing teeth and claws?Do you want to learn to numbly not to see or to listen?

If you want him, can't you ask him for a little warmth in the final stage...

There is an indescribable bitterness in my heart.

"Is he gone?"

"Lin Shu..."

"Forget it, don't say it. I know I can't keep it, I know it."

Before Wang Zimu could finish speaking, Lin Shu interrupted.He said with a sigh, his eyes were empty, he propped up his body, and wanted to get out of bed.

Wang Zimu hurried over to stop his movement, but he insisted on not lying down.

"Do you want to move so much?"

A familiar and cold voice suddenly came from the door, Lin Shu's movements were frozen instantly, and he raised his eyes in disbelief.Isn't it Lu Jinsui standing there!

"You don't value yourself so much, why don't you think about what you promised me?"

As he approached step by step, Lin Shu's heart twitched tightly, and he stared blankly at him until he was standing in front of him holding a water glass.

"You didn't leave?" Lin Shu just looked at him, feeling overwhelmed by this sudden discovery, and asked the wrong answer.

Lu Jinsui sighed, put down his glass, and found a rare peace of mind.

"Zimu, you go out, I'll do it." He said to Wang Zimu.

"But..." Some wondered whether the two could handle things calmly.

"Don't worry. I won't mess around, you go out first."

"Okay." Seeing that his friend's expression was normal at last, Wang Zimu went out with peace of mind after observing for a while. After all, he was probably the only person who could cure Lin Shu.

Lu Jinsui helped Lin Shu to sit on the bed, put a soft pillow behind him, and picked up the medicine pills and boiling water.

"Take your medicine." There was tiredness in the voice.

The other party looked at him suspiciously and hesitantly, but did not take it.

"It has no effect on the child."

After hearing this sentence, he took it obediently, but his hands trembled uncontrollably, and the water in the cup almost spilled out. Finally, the other hand covered his hand, stabilized him, and slowly helped He took the medicine.

After taking the medicine, the memories of last night began to come back to his mind gradually. Lin Shu was a little annoyed at his gaffe, but when he thought of the elegant perfume smell, he couldn't help but want to question him.

In the end, he could only give a wry smile, and lowered his head to stare at the light-colored sheets.

"I'm sorry. Last night, I'm sorry."

Although there was a hint of disobedience, he knew that he should apologize.

This kind of relationship is already the limit of Lu Jinsui, who is he?There is absolutely no position to stand up and say such a thing.

The expected mockery did not appear, Lu Jinsui just sat opposite and looked at him quietly.

"I'm tired too, Lin Shu, you have to remember our agreement..."

Lin Shu didn't look up.

I felt a heavy object pressing on my belly, but I lightened the force.Looking over in surprise, it was Lu Jinsui's black head that was pressing against his abdomen.

Lu Jin listened carefully to the movement inside, and the voice came distortedly.

"Before the child is born, don't make any mistakes. When the matter is over, it should be cleared up. Although I can't treat you like I did at the beginning, I won't trouble you again. The two of us live our own lives Yes, you don’t even need to be acquaintances, okay?”

He thought of the mutual torture between himself and Lin Shu in the past three years. Although he still couldn't let go completely in his heart, he really couldn't pursue it anymore.After the child is born, he will leave here, and Lin Shu really dare not think about the future...

His words were powerful, but Lin Shu's tears began to fill up his eyes.

He said, each lived his own life.Lin Shu often thought, why is it so fucking difficult to love someone.

Don't dare to move casually anymore, for fear that any movement will make all the strength collapse in an instant.

"Okay, I promise you. In the future, we will settle the matter, and I will never appear in front of you again. Okay?"

When talking, it seems to be lingering my body and mind, it really hurts, it really hurts.

At this moment, Lin Shu hated himself to death.I hated it so much that I couldn't remember why I was here, why I did all this.

"Jin Sui, go to the company, I'm tired too." There was no sadness in his voice, no ups and downs at all, he just stated something formulaically, and never looked at Lu Jin Sui again.

Lu Jinsui stood up, and he seemed to still hear the familiar sound of warmth and light kicking. He turned and walked away. Lin Shu had already pulled the quilt and lay down.

When he was about to reach the door, Lu Jinsui stopped, turned his back to Lin Shu and said, "I will be very busy these days, you...you don't have to wait for me anymore. Also, the temperature is cooling down, remember to wear more clothes. Body If it's inconvenient, I'll ask Jinchu to come and accompany you in a few days."

As soon as the voice fell, Lin Shu heard the sound of the door closing, and after a while, the sound of a car starting.

If I hear you right, the faint sound of hitting the window should be snow.

He was not lucky enough to see the first snow this winter.

No matter how much I wear, my heart will be cold, and no matter how many people there are, I will be lonely.

After all, you are going to leave, the only thing I can give is the freedom to leave, will this make you stop looking down on me like that?

Under the quilt, Lin Shu bit his hand hard, and only a whining sound escaped from between his teeth, muffled, like the whining of a wild animal.

Sitting in his younger brother's new home, Lu Jinsui looked around and saw that the house was cleaned and tidy, and he couldn't help nodding in satisfaction.

"Come on bro, have some tea."

Lu Jinsui frowned as he stared at the transparent cup of green tea, but didn't take it.

Seeing his brother's reaction, Lu Jinchu chuckled and put the teacup on the table, and Lu Jinsui frowned even further.

"Hehe, brother, don't drink coffee all the time, drink green tea, maybe you will like it."

Lu Jinsui glanced at his younger brother suspiciously, picked up the teacup hesitantly, and before Lu Jinchu could react, he had already drank it to the bottom.

"Brother! I entrusted the people from the travel agency to bring this from other places. The quantity is limited! How can you be so reckless?!"

After facing Lu Jinsui's standard poker face with a regretful and distressed face, Lu Jinchu finally saw the reality clearly, and stopped making unnecessary struggles.

"Where did you buy it? I'll ask someone to buy it for you."

The taste of green tea rippling in the mouth, kind of bittersweet.Once, he also used to drink green tea.

Lu Jinchu tidied up the table compromisingly, but he felt warm in his heart for his elder brother. His brother's kindness to him was deeply rooted in his bone marrow.

"Brother, tell me. Is there something to do here today?"

Lu Jinsui began to become serious.

"Jinchu, I want you to live back and take care of Lin Shu."

"Ah? Brother, what's wrong with Brother Lin Shu?"

Facing such a problem, Lu Jinsui thought that he should know after all, paused for a while, looked into Lu Jinchu's eyes and said slowly: "He is pregnant."

"Huh? Haha... Brother, you are joking!"

He really thought that his brother was joking with him, but when he thought about it again, he didn't look like he was joking.After thinking it over clearly, I felt like I had a stone in my heart, and I was eager to find a solution.

"No, brother, what you said is true?! Brother Lin Shu... Brother Lin Shu... how could he... have your child?" Lu Jinchu was surprised, and it was difficult to calm down when facing this reality in his heart. .

After Lu Jinsui glanced at his younger brother, he said slowly but seriously: "His body can conceive, and you can find out with him after you pass. How about it, should you go? Now he is alone, I don't worry about it."

A trace of worry flashed across Lu Jinsui's eyes, waiting for his brother's reply, his heartbeat was so strong that he couldn't understand it.

"Brother, if it is true, you will be happier after having a baby!"

Lu Jinchu's smile was clean and pure, heart-warming.

In front of such a smile, Lu Jinsui really didn't have the courage to pierce it. He tried his best to protect his younger brother's innocence.Lu Jin followed the thoughts in his mind, but decided not to talk about it for the time being.

"Let's not talk about this for now, you have to do things in the past two days, call me if you have any questions, and move in as soon as possible, okay?"

"Of course! I will do my best!" Although it was unbelievable, I added in my heart.

"That's it for now. Call me if you need anything. I'll be leaving first."

"Well, good. I know, bro, go slowly."

After sending Lu Jinsui out, Lu Jinchu heaved a sigh of relief. It seemed that he had to digest it well in the past two days, but he really didn't know how to face Lin Shu now, and he still flinched a little thinking of the embarrassment he would have at that time. However, he was thinking about how to go all out to do this well.

After all, he was happy for those two from the bottom of his heart.Brother's happiness, it's time to come, right?

Ha ha, the happiness born in a miracle!