Ji Yu

Drowsy, half asleep.

"Poor thing, he's only 14 years old."

"Who said it wasn't? It's not the kind of vixen who came out of the Goulan courtyard. It turned out to be a treasure in the common people's house. If it weren't for the hard life, I wouldn't have been sold into the mansion."

"I heard he has a brother and a sister?"

"That's right, his father and mother wanted to sell his sister to come in and become a girl. Yes, the son will naturally be left behind to carry on the family. Who knew that our master actually fell in love with him."

"I'm afraid that his father and mother don't know what he sold in. If you know that he is a rabbit master, I'm afraid he won't sell in. They didn't want to sell the death contract, thinking about redeeming him in the future? "

"Yeah, if you sell someone who is a contemporary person like us, there is still some hope. With a good master, you can save some money and marry a wife or something. It's a pity that he looks really good."

"Yeah, I'm also honest and responsible. I'm no better than those foxes. I'm sorry for the children from a small family. I heard that they cried all night and then fell ill the next day."

"I've heard people say that it's because he looks like Mr. Gu that our master took a fancy to him. Is it true?"

"There is no such thing as Young Master Gu. He is just the son of a criminal official, and his status is nothing more than an official slave. Now his status is not as good as ours. We had some friendship with our grandfather when we were young, so our grandfather left him in the mansion and took good care of him. He is a educated person, and he has always been indifferent to others, and our grandfather has brought in five more charming children. But seeing that our grandfather bought this child again, it can be seen that he still only has that person in his heart."

"Well, at any rate, I married my young mistress, and I have a few concubines, and I have two young masters, so I don't care about his private pets anymore. The trouble was so bad back then, because of Mr. Gu, I didn't want to marry a wife. Concubine, she gave in afterward. Even child prostitutes were brought into the mansion one by one from left to right."

"Who says it's not? No matter how powerful the master is, he can't beat the master. Back then, the master killed half of that young master Gu, what else could the master do?"

"You said it's nothing more than marrying a wife and taking concubines. Why do you still get so many male favorites? Especially those few bought from the Goulan courtyard, it's not pleasing to look at."

"That's why I'm trying to get angry with that guy on purpose. Ever since I married a wife and took concubines, that guy has been indifferent to me. Even if I brought in these charming girls again, I haven't seen him change his face. Forget it, master It's our turn to talk about things."

"Yes."

"Is Nian Shao awake yet?"

"Nian Shao?"

"Young master changed the child's name, and there is a word Shao in that name."

"Our grandfather is really infatuated."

"Infatuation? Why are you so confused? How can there be any infatuation between men? Go and see if the medicine is ready. Let me help you look at it for a while."

"Understood, Uncle Li," a younger voice said with a smile.

After a while, the bitter concoction was poured into my mouth, and I still couldn't open my eyes.

How is this going?

Why can't I remember?

who am I?

I remember tall buildings and cars where I lived, but I couldn't remember who I was or my name.

I don't remember any lords and servants there, but I can't remember what was there either.

I know my parents can't sell me, because buying and selling human beings is against the law.But I can't remember who my parents are.

I still remember that the accent of the people there was not the same as that of the two people just now.

I remember that I am a man, I remember that I am not smart, I remember that I am timid and cowardly, I remember that my accent is "Mandarin", and I remember that the characters I can write are "simplified characters".But can't remember anything else.

I am not this "Nian Shao", I am not a male favorite who sells himself in.

But now I am him again.It was me who was listening to the conversation of those two people just now, it was me who was drinking the bitter concoction, it was me who was so weak that I couldn't open my eyes, it was me...the secret place behind me was aching.

This shows that I became Nian Shao.

I feel terrified, I don't know anyone, I don't speak their dialect, and I'm still... male favorite.I don't think I can live a day.What will happen next?was killed?Driven out to be a beggar when you get old?Or was it discovered that I was not really Nian Shao, and was burned to death as a monster?

After listening to the conversation of these two people in a daze for two days, I knew that the young one was called A Ping, and he took care of me specially.The older one was Uncle Li, who was sent to help me because I was sick.

My body gradually gained strength, and I opened my eyes.Wooden bed, wooden furniture, quilt with silk cotton bottom, simple room, simple layout.

"Young Master Nian Shao, are you awake?" that Ah Ping said in surprise and joy.

I nodded, let him help me up, fed me a bowl of porridge, and listened to him persuade me, "Mr. Nian Shao, if you want to open some, be patient. Save more money, and after a few years If you are released from the mansion, you can live in another place, and you can marry a wife and carry on the family line."

I didn't say anything, I didn't dare to speak until I learned their accent.He just lowered his eyes and nodded.

Seeing that I agreed, he said again: "This is fate. If we ordinary people sell themselves into the government, we can't help ourselves to decide everything. We have to endure and live. After all, it is better to live than to die. You don't have to be too afraid, grandpa. In addition to the young mistress, there are several concubines in the room, and there are six other concubines like you in this yard. You can't have your turn a few times a month."

I lowered my eyes and lowered my head.

"Young mistress, after all, men and women are different. They will not come here, and they never care about the affairs here. It is the master who needs to be careful. If something happens here, or if the master spends his time in this yard If you are beautiful, the master will punish you. You have to remember, don’t go out of the courtyard, if you offend any master, you will die,” he continued to remind me.

I nodded.

"In this yard, Mr. Gu is the one who can't be offended. He was originally the master of everyone, and his friendship is different from ours. If you offend anyone, don't offend him. But he just reads and paints every day, and he is indifferent to others and doesn't care much. So as long as you don’t make trouble with him, it’s not easy to offend him. The other few people were either bought by the master from a small hall, or turned out to be actors, so don’t pay attention to them.”

I continue to nod.

"According to the order in which you enter the door, from Young Master Gu, you will be called Second Young Master, Third Young Master... When you come to you, you will be Seventh Young Master. It is enough to know these. Are you tired, lie down and rest for a while."

I nodded, let him help me lie down, and closed my eyes.

what should I do?escape?There is still a yard outside the yard, where should I go?What are you going to do?Be a beggar?If they run away, they will chase after them, will they kill me after they catch up?

After resting for a few days, my body gradually improved.Maybe it's out of curiosity, except for Mr. Gu, all the other male favorites have come to see me.They all look like men and women, with red lips and white teeth, charming and charming.And also painted makeup, the color of the clothes is pink and tender.

I've looked in the mirror too, and I'm good looking, but not as feminine as they are.

Maybe because I kept my eyes down and didn't speak, they stopped coming.Ah Ping always called them Hu Meizi behind their backs, not for nothing, they were indeed not like men.

After I got better, I had nothing to do all day.I didn't dare to go out to the yard, and I didn't know how to greet anyone I met, let alone speak.

A Ping looked at me and sighed, "At least they can write and read books. Or they can play the piano and sing songs. Common people like us can neither read nor sing. I usually have to work. What should you do? How about I teach you the rules, and if you meet the master or the young mistress in the future, you should also know how to salute."

That's right, I nodded.

However, it only took half a day to learn it.

Later, Aping got me some pots of flowers and plants for me to take care of, "I asked Uncle Li to get them. He takes care of the flowers and plants in the mansion. It doesn't matter if there are more or less plants. You usually take care of the flowers and plants." , and pass the day."

I nodded, "Thank you, and thank you Uncle Li." I gradually learned some of their accents, but I still can't do it too much.

A Ping smiled, "Uncle Li said that when he is free, he can come and teach you how to grow flowers. If you can raise those precious flowers in the future, it is also a skill, and you can support your family with this in the future. When you were When you were sold into the mansion, your old lady kowtowed to Uncle Li, begging him to take care of you at ordinary times. Uncle Li also said that you are an honest and responsible person, otherwise he would not care about this business."

It turned out to be the case.

There was only a bowl of porridge and a few pastries for dinner, and I looked at A Ping with some doubts.Although I live a life that looks like a prison, I usually eat very well and don't lack anything.

A Ping looked at me and sighed, "Our master has heard that you are in good health, and you are coming over tonight..."

My body froze all of a sudden, and I lost my appetite.

"Eat, if you don't eat anything, you won't be able to bear it..."

I ate my dinner in a nutshell, and Ah Ping brought me a few large buckets of water to take a shower, and then asked me to wait in the room.

When he was about to withdraw, I couldn't help but grabbed his arm. I was really scared, afraid to face that situation.

A Ping pushed my hand away, sighed, "bear it, it will pass, this is life", then went out and closed the door.

I don't know how long I sat there, then the young master came, and he was waited on outside to take a shower, and then let everyone go down before he came into the room.

He came to me and sat down, hugged me on his lap, and kissed me without saying anything, with the smell of alcohol in his mouth.

He reached into my skirt and kneaded my chest. I trembled all over, and he laughed.Kneading more and more fiercely, the other hand reached under me.

My whole body started to feel hot, so I quickly closed my eyes and bit my lips tightly, not wanting to make a sound.I had already lost all my dignity, and this status meant that I couldn't support myself with my hands like Aping, and I couldn't even live with my back straight.I can only guard my own life, and I can only find a way to survive.

I quickly came out of his hand, and then he pressed me on the bed. While he was biting me, he stretched his fingers into the shady place, and didn't know what else he applied.After a while, it was pushed in hard.

I snorted, it hurts so much.

He kneaded and comforted me for a moment, then pushed in hard, and said with a teasing smile, "Don't bite your lip, I want to hear you scream."

Then all night, from the bed to under the bed, from the bedside to the table, he put me in all kinds of humiliating positions, made me scream, and even made me cry... and finally satisfied my desire.

It wasn't bleeding as much as I thought it would be, and it wasn't completely uncomfortable.But it still hurts.

It was like a long torture of dignity.

Then at dawn, he took me into his arms, kissed and kissed, and fell asleep with his arms around me.

After that, I lay in bed for two days before my body recovered.