Ji Yu

"and also……"

"What else?", chatted comfortably, and finally felt that he was no longer alienated, I reached out and touched his underwear in a good mood, his skin under the palm was smooth and delicate, I couldn't put it down.The palms are a little cold because they have been soaked in the stream.I could almost feel the little bumps on his skin because of my hands.When I continued to touch down the waistband of his trousers, he covered my hand through the clothes.

"Don't...my face..."

I stopped and waited for him to continue.

"My face...was ruined...even I was afraid to look at it..."

I thought for a while, and then said, "I don't mind...no matter what you look like..."

"I know", he interrupted hastily, "It's because I know that I can stay by your side with peace of mind. But even if I know, I don't want you to see... I don't want you to see my face now... ...you won't leave me because my face is ruined, you're not that kind of person. I never worried about that... I won't leave you because I'm disfigured, I'm not that kind, I'm not Will leave you and give up your position to other men or women..."

I couldn't help but smile slightly.This is the Qiyu I know, the Qiyu I like.

"...But...I still don't want you to see my face...I want me to be perfect in your heart...You like me the way I am, don't you?"

I nodded, "I also like your current face. Your eyebrows, eyes, nose, and mouth haven't changed, I still like it. Although I added a scar, as long as I think about why you were injured, I I will like you even more now."

"That's not really liking." He turned his face away, lowered his head, and lowered his voice, "You just convinced yourself to like it."

What he said...maybe right, no matter what, the eyes always like beautiful things, it's nature.I am always picky about imperfect things, and maybe I want to look away unconsciously.But that's just the most superficial thing on the surface. If you want a beauty, you can buy it with money, if all you want is a face.His love for me is the most precious thing in this world to me.

"You are mine, no matter what your face is. So, don't mind it anymore...I want to see you, I want to touch you all the time, I want to be close to you like I used to be...I like you and will Liked it more than in the past…”

He was silent.

After a while, he hesitated and said: "... just... give me some time... okay?"

"Of course," I put my arms around him in a protective gesture, "You can take as long as you want, I'll wait for you..."

"Then... while you are waiting for me, I will make you a lot of delicious food..."

"Really?" I asked him funny, "How long have you been learning how to cook, and how delicious things can you make?"

"You will know if you try it. I bought several cookbooks at the foot of the mountain. I just didn't have the chance to try it before. Now that I have time, I will cook it for you slowly. But you have to buy the ingredients and seasonings I specified. OK."

"That's no problem. But do you really like to cook? If it's for me, you don't have to. I'm not that picky, as long as I change it from time to time."

"If you like to eat, I like to cook," he said slowly, "You say you are not picky, but when you encounter something you don't like, you eat very little, and you are obviously very picky.

Like a child. "

"Ah, whatever you want", he is willing to cook for me and study the recipes. This kind of meticulous and considerate is heart-warming, "Qiyu, have you thought about the future? In the future, after you get used to the eyes of others, you will go down the mountain to cook. Is it business?"

He was stunned, "...I can slowly accept that you look at me, because you are always good to me...but others will be frightened when they see me. Even people who know me probably just sympathize and Pity... I don't want to see that kind of gaze... Besides, I'm afraid that it's no longer suitable for me to discuss business with others. I scare people before talking, how can this business go on..."

I can't think of a reason for the time being, "Let's talk about it later, take one step at a time. I got the news from the chief official that King Qin has been canonized as the prince. I think the battle in the court is far away from the day when the real result will be obtained." It's not far away, when the time comes, Gu Shao will either reach the sky in one step, or he will run away. If we don't want to get involved with him, we have to leave here before then."

He nodded, "It's okay to go out, I wear a vertebral cap, and I usually just sit in a carriage."

"Well", I helped him up, "Let's go, let's go back. Let's live happily every day. It's useless to think too much."

"What about Lin Han? If Gu Shao comes..."

We all have feelings for Lin Han, and if we say to return him to his biological father, we are really very reluctant.Even cats and dogs will have feelings, let alone a clever little person.But Gu Shao is his own father after all, and Gu Shao handed him over to me just in case, leaving a little flesh and blood behind.Not really abandoned...

I sighed, "Let's talk about it when we get to that point..."

"What about Gu Shao? Are you no longer in charge?"

"Let's have a look. If he is successful, then naturally I have nothing to do with him. If it's not good... help if you can."

"I knew it. You are so ruthless sometimes, but sometimes you are too kind."

"I just have clear grievances and grievances. Without him, our departure from the Liu Mansion would not have been so smooth. Back then our yard was set on fire, and no one escaped. They must have used some means. If we If I am not prepared, even if I have martial arts, it may be there. This kind of favor is not small. And he is also my teacher. If I am illiterate and do not understand anything when I leave the Liu residence, we may just I can set up a small stall to do a small business, or use my martial arts to serve as a bodyguard for others. How can I live the good life later. If we don’t have an ID card, we can only choose some remote places when we go out, or even go to the border. There is no room for choice. He is our nobleman, and we owe him a lot."

"Then you were so wary of him before, and even ran away with me. Why didn't you stay to repay your kindness?" Qiyu's tone was a little sour.

"I want to pay him back. I don't plan to spend the rest of our lives, or even our lives, to repay the favor." I smiled slightly, and stroked his palm with my finger. "His temperament is also a cruel, cannibal Don't spit out the bones. Can I not guard against him? If we didn't run fast, you might still be in business to pay off your debts, and I would probably give my life to that King Qin.

Of course I'm going to run away with you.I returned him to save his life as much as possible when he was in danger.Instead of selling himself to him for those kindnesses.Since he let us live and handed Lin Han to us, he probably wouldn't count us too hard.I also feel relieved. "

"Why did he let us go so easily? Maybe they didn't think about us at all, but you thought too much."

I shook my head, although I can't see through Gu Shao, but as far as I know him, he will not show kindness indiscriminately, since he has done favors, he will definitely try to repay him.What happened at the beginning may be because he also had an eyeliner in that Liu Neng's house, and he guessed that it was our actions. He had no choice but to let us go and sell us for a while.The map will come in handy at critical times in the future.Or, he has already sensed that the crisis is approaching, and finally chose to use our two pawns to preserve his blood.Who knows?

"Maybe I'm thinking too much." I didn't argue with Qiyu, anyway, he didn't really care about that, he just put me down and wanted to hear me speak soft words.

"You also said that I have a lot of minds, but you scholars have a lot of minds. You don't know what you are planning all day long."

"Don't blame me. I just think more about others. I have always been sincere to you. I have never calculated you. "

He chuckled and said, "I'm so kind to you. If you want to plot against me, you'd be too heartless."

I remembered some past events, and smiled at him: "I remember when I was in the Liu Mansion, you reminded me to be on guard against Gu Shao. Why are you talking about me now instead?"

"Can it be the same? At that time, I thought he had taken a fancy to you. What kind of plans did he have for you? Of course, you should guard against him. How did you know that you two are foolish and calculating things in your mind are not romantic things at all. Ordinarily, Gu Shao was originally a son of a big family, so these calculations are naturally nothing to worry about. But when you first entered the mansion, you didn't know anything, and it was just a blank sheet of paper. How did you become so powerful later? Did you read those " The brains of people who are "Zhehu Zheye" are different from others? But there are so many people who read books and become nerds. What has Gu Shao taught you?"

"He taught almost the same as in the school. He didn't believe me at that time, and I didn't believe him either. What extraordinary things could he teach me? I was probably born with this, so I learned it by myself. Besides, I wasn't considered a teacher at that time. What blank paper, if I'm really that innocent, can I make a deal with you?"

"At that time, someone in the yard was beaten to death for adultery. Now that I think about it, I feel strange. Why was I so courageous at that time?"

"You're so lecherous."

"I was lustful at first, and when I fell in love with you, my heart was so itchy that I couldn't bear it and wanted to go to you." He was not ashamed, but rather proudly said.

"Thinking about it now, making that deal with you at that time was simply the most correct decision I made in my life." It gave me the power to protect myself, and more importantly, it gave me the most important person.

I can't imagine what it would be like now if I had flatly rejected Qiyu at that time.Maybe dead, maybe living elsewhere, with other people around.Without the kung fu taught me by Qi Yu, I probably wouldn't have the ability to get rid of Gu Shao, so I could just obediently be his pawn.I hope that when he is scheming against me, he will show some respect and don't point me to a dead end.

Without Qiyu, in my imagination, life seems to be colorless.

But those assumptions are unlikely to happen.Now Qiyu is by my side.Makes me feel better than anything.