Go all out

The nervous high school entrance examination is finally over.

The font printed on the notice is still fresh.When Jin Shengen opened the notification letter full of tension and expectation——

"Shang Qiu!" finally disbanded, representing the end of the junior high school era.With the notice in his hand, Jin Shengen ran towards Shangqiu as if flying.He was really happy, and the joy was written all over his face.Those who have been his classmates for three years may not have seen such a happy Jin Shengen.

"Shangqiu, I've entered Beizhong. You must have passed the exam too!" Jin Shengen's eyes were shining brightly.In the classroom of Class [-], there is only Shang Qiu at this moment.Everyone else has left, Shang Qiu just finished taking out the trash, and is about to leave now.

"Beizhong..." However, Shangqiu, who had better grades than Jin Shengen, was shocked when he heard this answer.Seeing that his reaction was actually like this, Jin Shengen frowned.

"...What's wrong?" Jin Shengen found out that something was wrong with Shang Qiu and asked.Seeing that Shang Qiu had the notice in his hand, Jin Shengen asked Shang Qiu a few more times, but he still hesitated to speak.

Jin Shengen finally understood that asking such a question is definitely not a head, so he grabbed the notice directly and opened it to read.Shang Qiu came back to his senses and wanted to stop it but it was too late.And when Jin Shengen saw the content in the special format on the notice and the school on the notice, his eyelids twitched.Shang Qiu said nothing.

"So that's how it is..." Jin Shengen's expression was very complicated, and there was disappointment in it, but his eyes were a little shaken, "So you were admitted to the middle school. Ha, ha, Shang Qiu, this is a matter of course. The school said But this time, one person was admitted to the junior high school for free, and it really was you."

In the classroom, it was suddenly quiet.The two stood facing each other, one with his head bowed deeply, and the other only dared to keep his eyes on the notice, without making any sound, the silence was terrifying.

After a long time, Jin Shengen reluctantly opened his mouth in the midst of his beating heart.

"Ahaha, congratulations, Shangqiu, look, junior middle school is much better than Beizhong! Maybe after three years, or soon, you can become the leader of a big company. If we There is still contact, see if you can invite me to dinner, hahaha congratulations..." Jin Shengen found that he still couldn't keep smiling.

"..."

"Junior high school, Shang Qiu."

"..."

"You deserve it, you, you smile too."

"..."

Jin Shengen wanted to look relaxed, but he found that he couldn't do it, and he couldn't even speak well: "More, more, how good..."

Finally, Jin Shengen was relieved: "Shangqiu, compared to the so-called brotherly agreement, the future is the most important thing. When you get there, you have to study hard."

"Don't...!" However, Shang Qiu finally spoke, denying Jin Shengen's words.

Jin Shengen didn't look at Shangqiu: "Don't be willful."

"I said I don't want it!" Shouted fiercely, and Shang Qiu's crying was already very obvious.He finally raised his head, only to find that his eye sockets were already soaked, and the tears were about to fall.

"What's the so-called agreement, Jin Shengen! Could it be that in your heart I...I agreed with you to go to the same high school together, is it just for some kind of brotherhood?! You think I'm so righteous and innocent? Jin Shengen, it's been so long Don’t you really see nothing?” Shang Qiu finally broke out, wanting to express all his grievances, and beat Jin Shengen in a fit of anger.

This was the first time he had spoken to Jin Shengen so loudly, and it was also the first time he had hit him without joking, but he was crying and cursing in pain.

"Shangqiu, don't be willful! You should think about your own future. Since you have this opportunity, go for it! Otherwise, don't work hard from the beginning! Don't be so timid and useless!" Jin Shengen's tone finally became firm. Woke up, this was also the first time he had quarreled with Shang Qiu.

However, arguing, my heart is like a knife.

In some respects, Shang Qiu is not sensitive, but rather dull.But Jin Shengen is very sensitive in every aspect.Therefore, Jin Shengen naturally knew what Shang Qiu's words were referring to.Not only that, but at the same time, he also thought of many, many things.With these thoughts, he made a decision in his mind.

"What, Jin Shengen... Do you really think I am such a person?" Shang Qiu felt more and more pain in his heart when he heard these words.

"Do you know what I planned?! I originally applied to the school not to go to junior high school, but the school rejected it with the same reason as you. But, but I still think about it, and I still think about it if you really come to me Well, if you, after seeing the notice, can, if you can keep me a little bit...then I, then I plan to tell you—"

"Shut up!" Jin Shengen interrupted Shang Qiu, "Who will keep you? What are you narcissistic about? Do I have to have you by my side?! Such a good opportunity to go to junior high school is right in front of you, why don't you Grab it well! Still refuse? You refuse what others want? You are really noble and amazing!"

Looking at Jin Shengen's face, Shang Qiu suddenly felt lost.

Could it be that everything has been his illusion all this time?Could it be that to Jin Shengen, he is really just this dispensable ordinary friend relationship?

"As long as there is a greater benefit, all the previous agreements are voided Jin Shengen!"

Uneasy, dissatisfied, angry, sad, sad, shocked...Compared to Jin Shengen's face, which is almost just puzzled and disgusted, at most frowning, Shang Qiu is already crying, and his fair face is covered with eye-catching eyes. There are tears of distress.After all, when Shang Qiu suddenly knew that he was that person, he almost forgot to breathe, his mind was full of thoughts that if this happened, then he would have to separate from Jin Shengen.

Jin Shengen didn't look at Shang Qiu's face at all - he didn't dare to look at it, he was afraid that if he looked at it himself, the determination he had worked so hard to make and endured so hard before would all fall short.

"What kind of person can you be? Good-for-nothing? Too stupid to look straight at? Still crying all the time! Don't cry and you'll be annoyed!" Jin Shengen slapped Shangqiu's notice Throw it back hard in his face.But when he raised his head and accidentally landed on Shang Qiu out of the corner of his eye, he almost couldn't restrain himself, "I despise you the most! You are mediocre on the inside and don't pretend to be noble. Go as you want, who cares?" Dispensable agreement! Who would care if you said a few jokes when you were immature, but you have always cared about it, do you know how annoying others will be!"

In the end, he said a sentence that shocked Shang Qiu, but Jin Shengen never looked at him.Turning around, without hesitation, without stopping, just left without mercy.

The space seems to be cut off.The surroundings seemed to be in a vacuum, and there was no sound.

Seeing Jin Shengen turned to leave, Shangqiu showed surprise on Hua's face, and stretched out his hand as if to catch him - but just missed it, and couldn't catch him.In the blurred eyes of tears, what I saw was the back of Jin Shengen's departure; in the end, the feeling he left for himself was not only the pain of being thrown a notice on his face, but also the pain in his heart, as if he was being crushed.Tears were thrown into the air, but no one cared.

It turned out that all this time, it was just my own wishful thinking and self-righteousness.

"Don't...don't..." She wanted to say something to persuade her to stay, but Shang Qiu was already crying and couldn't make a sound.I can't move my whole body.Jin Shengen's last words were like nails, not only mercilessly nailed to Shangqiu's heart, but also his whole body - the whole body could not move.

"I don't mean Jin Shengen..."

The cry echoed, breaking the silence that seemed to have suddenly fallen into an abyss.A boy - a poor and different boy, crouched vulnerable on the ground, hugging his knees, burying his head, crying, crying.

Outside the door, another special boy is always hesitating and restraining his desire to go in.Squeeze hard to keep yourself from crying.Because if you can't do it, your heart will hurt even more.

His heart-piercing cry, maybe I will never forget it.

Shang Qiu, stop crying.

Finally moved his heavy feet, in order to restrain himself, Jin Shengen's tongue was bitten out of blood.The strong smell of blood spread wantonly in the spiritual realm of taste.In fact, he had the urge more than once—wanted to have that Shang Qiu’s taste in his sense of taste; wanted to have that Shang Qiu’s different crying expression in his vision; wanted to have that Shang Qiu’s crying expression in his hearing sense. That Shang Qiu's different voice, he even wanted to know what it was like to touch every corner of that Shang Qiu's body.This kind of impulse makes him wake up in dreams again and again, and also makes him shocked by his own dirty desires - the object of his erotic dreams is actually Shang Qiu.

I'm sorry, Shang Qiu.

Run, run frantically, run desperately, run to the school gate, close your eyes at the moment of crossing the line, and then open it—this is what comes out.

Came out and left.I really left, and I will never see you again——Shang Qiu.

Goodbye, Shang Qiu.

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The holidays are over.Kim Sung-eun finally went to school again.Looking at Beizhong, the best high school in the city, he always felt that it was so dazzling.

It reminded me of that again.Whenever he thinks about it, his heart aches.However, if you don’t do that, if you don’t make up your mind like that, then Shang Qiu will definitely not go to the junior high school, and he will definitely be with him.Jin Shengen can really understand Shangqiu.If so...

Then, can he still hide his only special feelings for him?

When I came to the class, I was full of new faces, and everyone still had the shyness of meeting for the first time.However, what remains unchanged is that there are still girls who take the initiative to strike up a conversation, but this does not cause any waves in Jin Shengen's heart.But among these changes, the one that touched his heart the most was that in the next class, there would no longer be a person named Shang Qiu who he specifically pointed out in his heart.

"It was so violent at the time, but now, that guy should not be in this city anymore." Junior high school is not even in the same city as Beizhong.That's why the two of them made such a mess at that time, because they couldn't even live in one city at least.

Gradually, the students all arrived.There are only a few empty seats in the class, and it will be fine to move down to the utility room later.

The head teacher is a man who is almost 40 years old, very funny, and he is chatting with his classmates now.The content is very interesting, but Jin Shengen always feels that there is something missing in his heart, and he looks like he stays out of it, so now he is still quietly paralyzed on the seat, and the painting style is simply out of the same dimension.

While chatting, the homeroom teacher suddenly received a call, greeted the students and went to the corridor to pick it up. After returning, he didn't say anything, and then continued to blow water with everyone, and the students didn't pay attention to anything.

After blowing for a while, the head teacher suddenly saw someone outside the door, so he walked out directly.The students craned their necks curiously, only to see a person who looked like a student.Naturally, Jin Shengen didn't join in the fun.

"Okay kids, just now I got a call saying that the school accidentally left a classmate in the class and forgot to pack it, and now they have to take it apart--Okay, come in." It turned out to be a classmate who didn't come.After the head teacher finished speaking, he greeted the door, and that person immediately appeared in everyone's field of vision.

"...What..." Everyone just looked like they were happy to see you for the first time, but when Jin Shengen saw the man clearly, the original uneven expression on his face was gradually replaced by surprise.

"No... Maybe it's just that they look exactly the same." His heart was beating wildly, and he wanted to explode.Jin Shengen felt as if his chest was about to explode, and he became very uncomfortable.

The man smiled, his fair face revealed tender red, his black hair was still a little long, very thin and soft—it was still so cute.

"Introduce yourself to everyone—we have introduced each other just now." The head teacher reminded me.

He scanned the whole class, and when his clear eyes swept over the whole class, in the end, he seemed to be looking at the whole class, but in fact, his eyes just stubbornly stayed on the person who was full of surprises and expectations—— To that person.

"My name is Shang Qiu, the fashionable Shang, the autumn autumn! In the new semester, I hope to be able to mingle with everyone soon!"

Smile, laugh, just like a year ago.

A year ago, in that noisy junior high school cafeteria, he only looked at him and introduced himself to him alone.A year later, among the 52 eyes of the whole high school class, he still only looked at him, and still only introduced himself to him.

Eyes, always only on one person.

Sorry, I accidentally saw through the method you used to me during the vacation.Although I gave up the chance to go to junior high school after all, I still thank you for the determination you made for me at that time.After all, I don't want to believe that it's just my wishful thinking, so, I think, you should also be suffering.

If you ask me why I don’t want to go to junior high school, whether it’s free or recommended, after all, no matter how good the junior high school is, it’s without you—without you, Jin Shengen.

The author has something to say:

PS: I don’t know what happened to other places in emm. Anyway, I have finished the high school entrance examination here. I will apply on the day I apply for volunteering. After I am admitted, I will wait for the notification. The notification tells me when the notification letter can be picked up.But don't care about him, why is he so delicate, he is still a perfect and domineering president in his writing, and he has been in love for ten years, but he is a lost relative, what am I?bite me?