Go all out

"Why do you still come here?" In the men's room after school, there were only Jin Shengen who questioned Shang Qiu angrily, and Shang Qiu who was always pounding in his heart when he was questioned.Jin Shengen couldn't control his anger, and he punched heavily on the wall behind Shang Qiu. The pain from his hand bones to his nerves was nothing compared to the bewilderment and pain in his heart.

"Jin Shengen..." Shang Qiu hurriedly opened his mouth.

"Jin Shengen, I want to ask you...in your heart...I...I..." Shang Qiu was shorter than Jin Shengen at first, but now that he lowered his head, Jin Shengen couldn't see his expression even more.

"What do you want to say!" Jin Shengen was so angry that he couldn't calm down.

"Big idiot!!" With a low growl, Shang Qiu, who had been bowing his head in silence, finally interrupted Jin Shengen, who had been trying to figure out what to say against his will.

Shang Qiu didn't raise his head, and after a faint echo, "Tu—", the sound of clothes rubbing together with the sound of impact appeared one after another.I saw Shang Qiu's body suddenly fell forward without warning.Surprised, Jin Shengen stretched out his hand uncontrollably, and hugged Shangqiu.

"I'm not that dull... Even if I'm slow, I'm not so slow! Jin Shengen..." What I wanted to say, thousands of words, but now I just reduced it to these few words, "You think I'm really Can't see—are you doing it for me?"

Holding Shang Qiu in his arms, whose body was trembling as well as his voice, Jin Shengen's pupils suddenly shrank.

"Shangqiu..." After such a long time, Jin Shengen finally admitted, "But I didn't get the test scores to go to junior high school. Moreover, Beizhong is not as good as junior high school, and junior high school even waived your tuition fees." Hold tight, Jin Shengen finally spoke his mind.

"This is the best way for you."

Shangqiu pressed his head on Jin Shengen's shoulder with aggrievedness, and unconsciously he was already snuggling into Jin Shengen's arms: "Even if Junior High School is better than Beizhong...but you are like this, how good you are to me No matter how good the junior high school is, no matter how good the junior high school is... there is no you..."

Shang Qiu sobbed, his hands trembling.After a wave of hesitation, Shang Qiu resolutely raised his arms and put his arms around Jin Shengen.

Scared in my heart, hugging each other like this... Isn't it a bit strange?Will the other party... think...

"Fool..." I couldn't bear it anymore, and I didn't want to bear it anymore. Jin Shengen's thought for a moment determined their future.

"What should you do to me who likes you, idiot."

"……what?"

"?!!"

Jin Shengen's words reached Shangqiu's ears, shaking his eardrums and tugging at his heart.Shang Qiu's heart was beating wildly, as if about to break through the shackles, it danced wildly in his chest.Suddenly, Shang Qiu had difficulty breathing, his whole body began to feel hot, his eyes became dizzy, and his legs began to feel weak.

"Stupid Shangqiu..." As if wanting to melt the person in his arms into his own flesh and blood, Jin Shengen hugged even harder.The distance between the heart and the heart is so close, as if they could hear each other's heartbeat rhythm, "How can I not know anything." Jin Shengen's voice is also a bit strange, after all, his throat hurts badly now.The expression was also a little unnatural - he blushed.

Shang Qiu was shocked, and it took him a long time to react, but he suddenly burst out laughing, and burst out laughing in Jin Shengen's arms.After such a long time, I can finally smile from my heart again: "Well...me too! What, so, so I am the same as you...really, really, that's great..."

"It turns out that you like me too. It's been so long since my heart ached." Shang Qiu wanted to show Jin Shengen a smile, but his eyes were blurred, and tears poured down like springs.He couldn't control his expression, grinning and crying very clearly, it was ugly.Jin Shengen sniffed and hugged this cute little cutie even tighter.

Crying, hugging, hugging, laughing, crying is gradually replaced by laughter.Even though it's only been one year, these two boys are quite special to normal people, but they both belong to each other and yearn for each other.

A year ago, you said, "I hope to know you";

You say, "Nice to meet you"

A year later, he said, "I like you."

He said, - "Me too."

Repeatedly, tossed and turned many times, in the end, we will stay, we will have, and there will be only our memories at the beginning.

The light of the setting sun pulls the shadows of everything on the ground to the elders. If you pass by the park by chance on the way home, you will find that the children are gone. Maybe they are going home for dinner.The dim light reflects loneliness, and the two slanted shadows look extremely happy.

On the only two swings in the park, Jin Shengen and Shangqiu sat, each of them gnawed a popsicle beautifully.Shang Qiu's smile was extremely bright, and Jin Shengen's eyes were full of tenderness.Maybe it's really because they tasted too much bitterness, hotness, sourness and sweetness. The two of them have only been separated for two months, and they have a lot of conversations, but after all, they can't avoid the current situation.

"Jin Shengen, your family doesn't know about this..." Shang Qiu was very nervous as he played with the popsicle stick in his absent-minded hands.Speaking of it, I don't seem to know about Jin Shengen's family situation.

"It doesn't matter even if my family members know about this kind of thing, they won't care anyway." Jin Shengen said something that surprised Shangqiu evenly.

"What do you mean?" Shang Qiu didn't understand, there was anxiety in his eyes, and there was worry in the anxiety.

"Because they are all abroad now." Jin Shengen explained, "I am in the first year of high school. Although there is still time, I can start working and support myself. My parents don't like me, they prefer the adopted one. Sister - they went to New Zealand three months ago."

Jin Shengen's family situation is complicated, but it's not complicated, but for some reason, his parents like his adopted sister more than his biological son.The differential treatment since he was a child made Jin Shengen dislike it more and more, so his personality became more and more indifferent.And my sister is now an adult. She went to university in New Zealand, so after graduation, she saw that she could work part-time, so she took over all her parents, but left him, an underage brother, to live alone.

Strange as hell.

"I don't understand why, but I don't want to understand. It doesn't matter anyway. They don't care about me, so why should I care. I don't have any thoughts or strength." Jin Shengen seemed to speak lightly, not salty or not. It was mild, but the little stick he was playing with between his fingers broke suddenly when he finished speaking.

"Oh, it's okay~ Anyway, you will have me in the future!" At some point, when Shang Qiu took advantage of Jin Shengen's distraction, he had already circled behind him, leaned on his back, wrapped his arms around his shoulders, and rested his chin on the on his head.It looks very much like Shang Qiu is acting like a baby to Jin Shengen, and he is tired of it again.

"Aren't you too?" Jin Shengen raised his head and put his head on Shang Qiu's chest.The two looked at each other face to face, with only a slight gap between the tip of their noses.Shang Qiu's slightly long hair hangs down on Jin Shengen's face, entangled with his hair.

"Jin Shengen, to tell the truth without conscience, I'm really glad that if the car accident hadn't happened, maybe you wouldn't have transferred to another school, so you wouldn't have come to my side...I'm sorry." Jin Shengen's tone was a little helpless , but he will not hide it from Shang Qiu.

Understanding Jin Shengen's words, although Shang Qiu was troubled in his heart, he still smiled lightly, the light in his eyes was a bit dim: "But Jin Shengen, in fact, I have had such thoughts before, and because of this, I also hate that I didn't Conscience. But, thinking about it later, the dead are gone, and those of us who survive can only look forward. Only by looking forward can we know the meaning of living and be worthy of those who want us to live. Although That car accident took away the pillar of my life at that time, but it made me meet you, and gave me a reason to live again, maybe, this will be the prayer of my parents in heaven."

It turned out that Shang Qiu's relatives died in a car accident.Shang Qiu also transferred to another school for this reason.Relying on the savings they left, until now, he has been working to earn money by himself.

"En." Shang Qiu had already let go of it, and Jin Sheng'en paused for a moment, and also heaved a sigh of relief.

Grabbing Shang Qiu's arms, Jin Shengen stood up, walked in front of him, and hugged Shang Qiu wordlessly.Shang Qiu responded to him, naturally stretching out his arms and hugging him tightly.

"Since this is the case, shouldn't we separate?" Under the setting sun, Jin Shengen's unexpected words were like a vow in a church.

Shang Qiu smiled sweetly, and let out an "um" from his throat that also represented an oath.

The two hugged tightly.The clouds were burned by the setting sun and became all kinds of beautiful fire clouds, beautifully witnessing these two beautiful oaths.

"Okay, I have something for you when we go to freshman year together." Holding Shang Qiu in his arms, Jin Shengen only now felt that Shang Qiu's body was really thin and small, but it was not thin.Although it was still an immature boy's body, Jin Shengen felt soft and comfortable, and silently did not want to part.

"Well, I'm waiting for you, Jin Shengen!"

The setting sun faded, and the burning clouds disappeared.Under the gradually darkening night, there are only two boys who are holding hands and laughing together.This is their happiest time now.