Year after year

what did he say? !

Lin Yu's first reaction was that Ying Hengnian's illness not only did not heal, but also burned his brain.

Isn't it too late to act like nothing happened?The smile in Ying Hengnian's eyes made him flustered, and Lin Yu suddenly thought of rock sugar pears stewed on the kitchen stove, and he didn't care about the lame excuse: "There is still something stewing in the kitchen, I'll go and see, it will burn later. "

Lin Yu, who gave up his excuses, escaped from the room and closed the door as soon as he entered the kitchen, as if he was chasing some scourge behind him.There were wisps of white smoke from the casserole on the stove, Lin Yu leaned against the stove panting, and the phrase "Lin Yu I like you" was playing in loop in his mind.

Where is this going?

Lin Yu has always had a clear understanding of his sexual orientation.When Lin Hua was still there, Lin Yu still struggled to find a time to talk to his father about this matter, but Lin Hua left in a hurry, Lin Yu didn't mention it in order to make his father feel at ease, anyway, he will be alone in the future .In the past few years of opening the shop, Lin Yu has been exhausted all year round, so he only takes a break during the Chinese New Year, eating enough and dressing warmly, so he has no time to think about lust.Besides, everyone who celebrated the Chinese New Year went home, Lin Yu just wanted to go to the famous Dixia Park in the south of the city to find a few companions for a simple chat, but there was no one there.

Life is hard, and I don't know what God is thinking. Lin Yu, a novice in love, meets Ying Hengnian who doesn't follow the routine when he is just a fledgling.

Lin Yu was hesitating whether to run immediately, while turning off the fire for Bingtang Sydney.Sure enough, hearing something from other people's mouths and experiencing it personally are completely different things. Before Lin Yu faced Heng Nian's "like" and probably laughed it off, but now he can't laugh at all.Lin Yu who hid in the kitchen not only did not calm down, but became more and more panicked. Shall I agree?Are we right?Can I say no to him?

Sin ah.

Lin Yu found out in a humble way that he didn't even have anyone to ask for help.

On the other end, Ying Hengnian didn't struggle too much, piercing through the paper window made him feel refreshed.That's right, I just like him. Ying Hengnian is in a good mood after finding his way. He feels that he can read documents for another night or go out and run [-] laps around the community.He got up happily, went to the dressing room to pick out a generous dressing gown and put it on, went to the bathroom to wash his face and comb his hair to make himself look like a human, and then slowly went downstairs holding the handrail.

There is no way, Ying Hengnian's legs are still weak.

The frosted glass of the kitchen was closed, and the figures inside could be seen vaguely.Ying Hengnian laughed, and if he didn't run away, it meant there was still drama.He pushed open the door, and Lin Yu was staring at the casserole in the kitchen in a daze.

"Can I come in?" Ying Hengnian knocked on the glass door, "What else did you cook?"

"Bingtang Sydney." Lin Yu came back to his senses, "Wait a minute, you were upstairs just now..."

"I like you." Ying Hengnian approached Lin Yu frankly, "Is there a problem?"

"No...no, this..." Lin Yu felt shy when Ying Hengnian approached, "Don't laugh first..."

Ying Hengnian opened the cupboard to take the bowl: "It's fine."

"But you and I, this..." Lin Yu finally found a suitable definition, "Just...friend relationship."

"It's okay, I just want to inform you." Ying Hengnian poured himself a bowl of rock candy pears, "I'm going to chase you, Mr. Lin Yu."

"You..." Lin Yu was choked up by Ying Hengnian's bluntness, and after "you" for a long time, he said, "Eat rice first, and soup later."

"Okay, it's all up to you." Ying Hengnian drank the last sip of soup in the bowl, the pears were boiled and sticky, and the sweetness of the rock sugar was just right.

Can always be sweet to the heart.

After Ying Hengnian confessed passionately, he didn't mention it again. Lin Yu supervised him to take the medicine and drove away in the small Wuling.Of course, before Lin Yu left, he did not forget to explain the precautions according to the doctor's advice, lest Ying Hengnian kill himself during the business trip.Lin Yu blushed and returned to He Ye. When the door was opened, soybean oil rubbed against it. Lin Yu rubbed it hard twice, wondering if he was living in a dream.

Ying Hengnian really likes him.

At this moment, Lin Yu's cell phone rang, and the caller ID was Ying Hengnian.

After thinking about it, Lin Yu still picked it up: "Hello?"

"Are you home?" Ying Hengnian's voice was a little far away, as if he was on the speakerphone, "I may be on a business trip for a long time, at least a month."

Lin Yu desperately tried to find something suitable to say, but he still uttered three words thinly: "Oh, yes."

"It's terrible." Ying Hengnian said suddenly.

"Ah?" Lin Yu almost couldn't hold the phone, "I—"

"It's me, you're fine." Ying Hengnian sighed, "I'm going to leave just after taking the oath, I feel like a scumbag."

"no……"

"Wait until I come back, Ayu." Ying Hengnian smiled, "Why have you become so reserved, you used to scold me without blinking, are you reluctant? Ayu?"

"You really know how to make progress." Lin Yu was irritated by Ying Hengnian's smile, "Why didn't I realize that you are so shameless before?"

"Don't regret it!" Ying Hengnian said, "That's right, this is my Ayu."

"Go to bed early." Lin Yu was afraid of Ying Hengnian, "Are you going to catch a plane tomorrow?"

"It's okay, you can sleep on the plane." Ying Hengnian said, "I just want to talk about it. I don't need to pay the salary. When I come back, I will continue to come and go to work. You can pay it together when the time comes, okay?"

"Don't be kidding, you're so busy." When Ying Hengnian mentioned it, Lin Yu remembered it, "Don't be too old to make peace, you're not from here..."

"Being with you is business." Ying Hengnian interrupted Lin Yu, "Am I doing something wrong?"

"That's not what you said..." Lin Yu's voice became smaller and smaller, with a little helplessness, "I, you, are different."

Ying Hengnian was silent for a while, and asked, "So are you going to reject me?"

Lin Yu was speechless, he didn't know how to answer.

"I won't force you." Ying Hengnian put away his joking tone and said, "Then I'll talk about it when I come back, okay?"

Lin Yu gave a soft "hmm": "Then go to bed early."

"You too."

Ying Hengnian didn't lack anything, Lin Yu lay on the bed in the dead of night thinking, what can I give him?Lin Yu was most afraid of owing others anything, especially favors - he was not afraid of owing favors during Lin Hua's illness.Lin Yuzhien, he remembers clearly who helped him and everything, and he has been working hard to return it all these years, because he doesn't want to be looked down upon by others, and he doesn't want Lin Hua's peace to fall into his hands.People who are forced to grow up always think too much, so facing Ying Hengnian's sudden confession, Lin Yu's panic is greater than joy, he doesn't know how to deal with this unrequited relationship.

To put it simply, Lin Yu doesn't know how to fall in love.

After Lin Hua left, Lin Yu's world has always been clearly marked and can be bought and sold.

Fortunately, Ying Hengnian was not in Tongchuan on a business trip, otherwise Lin Yu's mind would not be at peace.Work is a good recipe for forgetting. Lin Yu can almost forget the worries of the night before after buying vegetables the next day.

But Ying Hengnian would not let go so easily, he asked Jing Sui to find out the "military situation".

"Brother Jing Sui, long time no see!" Lin Yu didn't think too much when he saw Jing Sui, "Alone? What do you want to eat?"

"I've eaten, I'm going back to the store to have a look." Jing Sui walked to the bar and said to Lin Yu who was opening the menu, "Business is good!"

"That's it." Lin Yu smiled, got up and said, "Brother Jingsui, sit down, and I'll make you a cup of tea."

"Oh, you're too polite." Jing Sui thought in his heart that if you treat me like this now, don't drive me away later, "Thank you."

"How is Brother Jingsui?" Lin Yu asked while making tea, "When will you come to have a meal? I just researched a new dish, can you try it for me?"

"Okay, you set a time, I will definitely come." Jing Sui took the tea and expressed his intention to come, "Well, Ayu, I also came here today on business."

"What's the matter?" Lin Yu said, "Brother Jingsui, tell me, if you can help me, you will definitely help me. How many tables?"

"Uh, this." Looking at Lin Yu's confident eyes, Jing Sui couldn't speak, "I came here for that unworthy thing——Ying Hengnian."

The fire in Lin Yu's eyes went out in an instant, and he looked embarrassed: "You...know it all?"

"Yes." Jing Sui put the tea on the table, "Ah Nian was shocked by your attitude - this kid has never been rejected by anyone. Then he called me in the middle of the night and asked me to come over and be a lobbyist .”

"This……"

"Don't worry, I won't be this lobbyist to put pressure on you." Jing Sui said, "He didn't live up to himself, and I came to clean up his mess? I'm so old, I should learn to be responsible. But I still think I want to come and see you, and I think you'd be too embarrassed to be disturbed by that bastard brother."

Lin Yu was a little embarrassed that relationship issues were brought up for discussion—although it did require someone to talk to.

"Lin Yu, I hope you think carefully before deciding whether to be with Ying Hengnian or not. If you don't want to, just tell me and I promise he won't bother you again." Jing Sui was very serious, "This way It's not easy to go."

"I know." Lin Yu said, "It doesn't matter if I'm alone. I'm not afraid of anything. Ying Hengnian is different from me. He has a family. Our circle is also different. Brother Jingsui, to tell you the truth, the last time I went You were looking for my sister in the shop, that was the first time I went to Yehang Road."

Jing Sui didn't interrupt, he knew what Lin Yu needed now was to listen.

There were no guests in the hall, and Wen Qian was packing up the box.There was another table of guests, and the sound of laughter and punching punches came from the depths of the corridor.

"And I don't have time to accompany him." Lin Yu lowered his head and smiled, "He Ye has a lot of things to do, maybe I will point Ying Hengnian to help."

"I don't know what he sees in me, and I don't think I have anything to give him. But I... I don't know how to reject him."

"Do you like him?" Jing Sui asked.

"He's pretty nice." Lin Yu replied, "I think I have a good impression—but who wouldn't like someone like Ying Hengnian?"

"There are a lot of people who don't like him." Jing Sui understood, Lin Yu is a realistic person with a lot of worries, Ying Heng's road is long and difficult, "Isn't he often angry?"

"That's true." Lin Yu smiled, "I'm angry every day, and I don't know who provoked him."

"You can't let it go, right?" Jing Sui looked at Lin Yu in a daze, and became more certain of his judgment, "I don't offer advice on your matters, I'll just talk about mine, and then you can think about it yourself. You sit down first , There is still a way to think about it.”

Lin Yu sat down and waited for Jing Sui to continue.

Jing Sui took a deep breath and said, "My brother Ying Hengnian and I have been together for almost 11 years."

"Really, Ayu, fate is too difficult to say."