Year after year

Jing Sui was only 19 years old when he met Ying Hengan for the first time.

Ying Heng'an was 23 that year and just joined the company after finishing his master's degree.Guo Wanjun felt as if he was facing an enemy, and tried new tricks to wear small shoes for him every day.Ying Heng'an didn't want to cause trouble, he knew exactly who his father was, so he worked as a grandson in the company all day long, doing things so perfectly that no one could find fault.

But for young people, no matter how deep the city is, it is impossible to keep holding back, and you have to find an outlet to vent.

Speed ​​racing, clubbing, drinking, besides fans, Ying Heng'an can find the most lively place to roll the dice every night.At that time, the dandies in Tongchuan all admired him, he could play wildly, and everyone knew that the young master of the Ying family was a master who spent a lot of money to buy happiness.

At that time, Jing Sui was still a poor student studying music, working as a resident in a bar.That half-baked band put together by the boss based on his good looks can attract wealthy daughters, and it can be regarded as one of the facades of the bar.Jing Sui is a bass player. Although he is from the piano department and the bass can only play a few casually, there are still a group of girls who are willing to spend a lot of money on drinks and songs for him.Jing Sui has his own principles, he sings as he sings, he won't tear his clothes halfway like a drummer, making it look like a pornographic performance.

The night when Ying Hengan came, Jing Sui was fishing in troubled waters on the stage as usual, playing the bass that had never been in tune.A group of girls with heavy make-up were crowded in the booth under the stage, and the lead singer beside him was howling hoarsely. Jing Sui was calculating the off-duty time in his mind, thinking about where to turn into the dormitory later.

During the intermission, Jing Sui returned to the preparation room alone.Several other people like to go to the booth below to get a tip at this time, Jing Sui is too lazy to go, he is already tired from intensive piano practice during the day, not to mention that he has also taken three jobs as a pianist.

Students are always regarded as unprofessional. Now Jing Sui just wants to graduate early and get a diploma, and then take his teacher qualification certificate to become a music teacher who sings "Duo Rui Mi Fa" every day.

Then pay off the student loan.

"Xiao Jing, let me tell you something." The boss suddenly opened the door and came in with a courteous expression, "Are you free now?"

"What?" Jing Sui was disgusted by the boss's laugh, "What's the matter?"

"Shao Ying wants to chat with you." The boss rubbed his hands like a fat fly, "Make friends or something."

Jing Sui probably understood what was going on, and he didn't want to cause trouble, so he said, "Okay, where is he?"

"I'll take you there." The boss immediately said, "It's just to chat. Of course, it's okay for you to wait until the chat is too long."

"The fee..."

"Take it." The boss is afraid that Jing Sui will change his mind, "I will definitely find this one, chatting is also work."

It's fine if the money doesn't change.Jing Sui followed the boss to an inconspicuous booth, where there were several people sitting in twos and threes, pokers were scattered on the coffee table, and it was just over.

"People are here, Young Master Ying," said the boss.

"You guys play first." The man with his back to Jing Sui said, "I'm going to have a drink."

"Hey, you want to run away after winning the money?" The long-haired girl opposite the man quit, "No, let's play again! I still don't believe it, I can't beat you!"

"If you play any more, your underpants will be gone." The man on the right said, "You won't be fooled if you bet on a wig."

"Where do you want me to go fishing without a wig?" Jing Sui realized that the "girl" opposite had no breasts. "Men are visual animals."

What demons and ghosts, what beautiful women with painted skin.Jing Sui sang silently in his heart.

"Let's go." Young Master Ying got up with his back to Jing Sui, "Go find Xiao Du, he's really bad at playing cards."

"Haha, Ying Shao, you are not kind!"

Ying Shao didn't answer, turned to Jing Sui and said, "I've been waiting for a long time, I'm Ying Heng'an."

"Jing Sui." Jing Sui said, "A drink?"

"Please."

Jing Sui and Ying Heng'an said to have a drink, and Ying Heng'an actually had a drink.Neither of them spoke, just drinking in silence.

After drinking a glass of whiskey, Ying Heng'an asked Jing Sui, "Do you want to be famous?"

"Ah?" Jing Sui didn't understand Ying Hengan's meaning, "What?"

"Entertainment circle." Ying Hengan said, "Do you want to be famous?"

"I don't want to." Jing Sui smiled, "I'm just here to dawdle."

"What did you study?"

"piano."

"professional?"

"Ah."

"Have you thought about what to do next?"

"Be a teacher and continue to dawdle."

"Oh." Ying Heng'an smiled, "So simple?"

"You can eat as much as you can." Jing Sui said, "Tell me, what do you want to do?"

"For you." Ying Heng'an was even more shameless than Jing Sui estimated, "How much?"

"Look at it." Jing Sui looked at Ying Hengnian's handsome face, his model matched him well and he said, "I'm resident singing for [-] yuan a month." It can't be lower than this, can it?

"Yes." Ying Heng'an gave Jingsui a key, "Building [-] in Luyuan."

"It doesn't affect my class, it doesn't affect my teaching others." Jing Sui put away the key, "Do you have any other requirements?"

"Just stay at night."

Three days out of seven days a week, Ying Heng'an would come to Luyuan to spend the night.After the work is over, the two will lie on the bed and talk about life. Ying Heng'an complained that he pretended to be a new height for his grandson today, and Jing Sui talked about his 19 years of life.Ying Heng'an never took Jing Sui out of the night show, nor did he mention Jing Sui to his friends.Jing Sui had no interest in what Heng An was doing outside, he only cared about getting the money.This simple nurturing relationship lasted for three years until Jing Sui graduated.In his spare time, Jing Sui would think about what happened to himself and Ying Heng'an, saying that he only lost his kidneys, but he also seemed to have lost his heart; but is this heart true?

On the eve of graduation, Jing Sui's teacher approached Jing Sui and told him about going abroad for further studies. She said that Jing Sui was a talented young man who belonged to the center of the stage.There happened to be a quota for going abroad in the department, and the teacher wanted to recommend Jing Sui.At that time, Jing Sui had already submitted his resume to several elementary and junior high schools, and there was Ying Heng'an's business, so he had to notify the sponsor when he was away, and told the teacher that he would consider it, and he would give an answer in a few days.

Jing Sui couldn't give this answer in his life.

After class that day, Jing Sui took a taxi to Luyuan to look for Ying Hengnian. On the way, the car suddenly lost control and had an accident.The driver was slightly injured, and Jing Sui suffered a comminuted fracture of his left hand.

Keeping your hand is already the best result.

"When I woke up, the anesthetic on my hand hadn't lost its effect, and then I saw my left hand was wrapped in layers of gauze, like a rice dumpling." Jing Sui smiled and stretched out his left hand to Lin Yu. The slender The fingers were covered with tiny scars, which were light in color. "At that time, I thought they had amputated my limbs, and I couldn't say a word. Then I woke up in the middle of the night in pain, laughing and crying at the same time."

Lin Yu asked worriedly: "Then... how is your hand doing now?"

"The recovery is not bad, the basic work can still be done, but of course the fine work can't be done. My teacher is very sad, much more sad than me." Jing Sui curled his lips, "Lao Ying was also lucky in those two years, really Memorizing, grabbing red envelopes is always the smallest kind of memorizing. At that time, his father was expanding the market abroad, and Guo Wanjun was in Ying's hands to cover the sky. Ah Nian was studying, so he couldn't help. My younger brother got it in, but Lao Ying refused, so she decided to blame me."

"But she didn't expect that Lao Ying was such a ruthless person. During the time of my accident, except for the doctor to be in place, he never came himself."

"then you?"

"I'm not angry. I can see it clearly. Besides, I haven't missed his money in the past three years. After I was discharged from the hospital, I went to Luyuan to pack up my things and leave, and then drove to the mountainous area to support education. It's quite funny to say, I thought I was there for music, but when I got there, the principal told me that there was also a shortage of math teachers, so I handed in math for three years there.”

"Ah?" Jing Sui said it funny, but Lin Yu couldn't laugh, "Why three years?"

"That village is full of old people and children, and there are only a few school-age children. When I went there, the youngest was in the third grade." Jing Sui took a sip of water to moisten his throat, "The last batch will be sent to the town's high school and elementary school. No one reads it either."

"Then you're back?"

"Yes, and I was found by Lao Ying the next day after I came back." Jing Sui said, "Actually, I didn't believe a single punctuation in Lao Ying's words at that time. After all, no one else came when I was injured. What are you going to do here? Then I found my current job as a music teacher in the city’s No. [-] Primary School, and I got extra points for teaching support. Lao Ying came to stop me every day when I was off work, for about half a year.”

"You forgive him?"

"I have to thank my teacher." Jing Sui nodded, "She is my benefactor. She came to see me every day when I was in the hospital. After I returned to Tongchuan, she would come to see me when she passed by a small city. She was at the door that day When I saw Lao Ying who came to block me, I asked me, "Are you two together?" I said teacher, you are joking, but my teacher said that Lao Ying often came to visit me secretly when I was in the hospital. While asleep."

"Why?" Lin Yu was puzzled, "Brother Ying, why didn't he say anything?"

"You feel guilty and can't let it go. Both of them are like this. If you want to praise him, you always look at you eagerly, waiting for you to praise him." Jing Sui said, "Ah Nian's stinky problem is lighter, probably because he is less stressed. Later, the teacher also told me that after I was discharged from the hospital, the old man should inquire about my whereabouts. Later, I checked and found that he secretly subsidized all the students in that mountain school. I think this person is quite conscientious, and the teacher misunderstood Yes, she advised me that it is not easy to let someone wait for three years."

"and after?"

"Later, I wanted to have a showdown with him and make it clear that I was doing well, and I didn't plan to get entangled in my hand or anything. The past is over." Jing Sui raised his eyebrows, "The result is that the staff actually ran to fight with him. The family is out."

During that time, Ying Yinghao knew about Guo Wanjun's crooked mind and planned to divorce, but Guo Wanjun refused, causing the entire Ying family to be bloody.Ying Heng'an added fuel to the flames of this chaotic situation, and came out of the closet, and by the way, also revealed what happened to Jing Sui back then.Guo Wanjun was wronged, and there were many dirty things, so she had to retreat to the second line.

"He ran to my house drunk, hugged my leg and cried loudly, and poured out all the bitterness he had suffered for so many years." Jing Sui finished drinking the tea in the cup, "At that time, I felt that I was the Avalokitesvara who saved all living beings. .”

Lin Yu was amused by the helplessness in Jing Sui's voice, and laughed out loud.

"Don't laugh too early! My story is over, now you have to think about yourself." Jing Sui patted Lin Yu on the shoulder, "Let me tell you the truth, Ah Nian didn't know that it wasn't a month since he went out this time. , It’s three months—otherwise he’ll definitely quit—so you have a lot of time, understand? Think it through.”