only love is not enough

When he arrived at the hospital, Yan Han was a little awake, Li Zinan didn't care so much, and directly carried him to the Department of Respiratory Medicine, Yan Han was so ashamed that his neck and ears were as red as his face.

His body temperature was 38.7, and his bronchus was a little inflamed. The doctor suggested an infusion, but Yan Han felt much better and was eager to go back to study. Li Zinan had no choice but to give him an injection.

Yan Han supported Li Zinan's left hand with his left hand, and his right armpit was supported by Li Zinan's right hand. He almost leaned against Li Zinan's arms for strength, but the right side of his body had no strength at all, and his stiff right leg dragged a few steps on the ground. , I was so tired that my right hand trembled badly.

"I'll carry you!" Li Zinan couldn't see it.

Yan Han shook his head, gritted his teeth and took another two steps.

"You don't like to carry it, do you? Let's hug it!" Li Zinan stretched out his hand to grab his leg, frightened Yan Han staggered, "The one that carries it or the one that hugs it, you choose one, or I will leave!"

Yan Han knew that he couldn't walk alone now, so he resigned himself to his fate and buried his face in Li Zinan's neck, holding his shirt tightly with his left hand, and swaying his right leg following Li Zinan's footsteps.

Li Zinan directly brought Yan Han home.In the elevator, the bitter cold began to protest.

"You're refreshed after the injection, right? Who was holding the dead body under the tree just now?" Li Zinan put Yan Han on the sofa, "Don't have a fever if you have the ability! Walk if you can!"

Li Zinan's heart ached with Yan Han's grievance, but he still held his breath and said, "You know I was scared to death by you! When I saw you fall to the ground during the test drive, I thought something serious happened! It's easy for me to toss back and forth like this! Don't Tell me that you didn't come out to sweep the floor against the wind and rain two days ago, you said how could you be so stupid! You should study stupidly, I think you should stop reading, and don't take the exam. "

Li Zinan was thinking about it, Yan Han lowered his head, he didn't know what expression was on his face, but his left hand kept pinching his trembling right hand.

"Don't pinch it, it's all red!" Li Zinan knelt down, gently took away Yan Han's left hand, and looked at him from bottom to top, "I didn't mean to talk about you, but I was really worried about you! You don't love yourself so much, It makes people very angry! As the saying goes, the body is the capital of the revolution, if the body breaks down, no matter how much you read, it’s useless!”

Yan Han's eyes were so deep, and he felt an overwhelming melancholy. He looked at Li Zinan without saying a word, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Li Zinan patted his hand, went to the kitchen and poured out a glass of water.

"Drink the water, don't think too much! You still have three days of injections, and I will stay with you for these three days, so that I can take you to the hospital." Seeing Yan Han's worried face, Li Zinan said, "Don't worry, here Only I live here, my parents don't live here, and they basically don't come here, and you won't meet them. You take a rest, and I'll go downstairs to get some food."

This house is a 90-square-meter small apartment with two bedrooms and one living room, a kitchen and a bathroom, plus a dining room and a balcony. The house is compact, with a reasonable layout and transparent from north to south.Li Zinan lives alone, and basically does not turn on the fire. Apart from fruit and beer, there is only bread and milk for breakfast in the refrigerator, and there is not even a single egg left.However, the condiments in the kitchen are still complete, because he occasionally cooks instant noodles for supper.

Li Zinan bought Yan Han a porridge with preserved eggs and lean meat, while he ate chicken rice.During the meal, he told Yan Han that he bought the house for the convenience of being nearby when he was just working.His parents paid 60% for him, and he mortgaged the rest.This is what his father meant, saying it was to put pressure on him and let him learn not to spend money casually.With Li Zinan's current income, the pressure is not too great, but he has indeed learned to save money.

The guest bedroom was originally rented to Li Zinan's colleague, but after the colleague fell in love and moved away, it has been vacant.It is summer now, and there is no need for any quilts. Li Zinan quickly tidied up, put on clean sheets, pillowcases, and took an air-conditioning quilt, and can rest after taking a shower in the severe cold.

Li Zinan thought it would be better if he had a fever, but Yan Han felt that his body was dirty and insisted on washing it, so Li Zinan had to find a T-shirt and a pair of sports shorts for him, and then went downstairs to the supermarket to buy underwear for him.

When I came back, the severe cold had been washed, and I was sitting on the sofa reading a book.Li Zinan poured a glass of water, and then took a hair dryer to dry his hair: "Take the medicine first. How do you feel now, is there any discomfort?"

Yan Han shook his head and smiled.Li Zinan always felt that there was something in his eyes, but he couldn't read it, so he had to stretch out his hand to probe his forehead, it was indeed not as hot as before.

Wearing Li Zinan's loose clothes, Yan Han looked thinner and thinner, and his exposed hands and legs were pale and feeble, which made people sigh.Li Zinan helped him to bed, put a glass of water on the bedside, and told him to sleep quickly, and if he needed something, he turned off the light and went out, closing the door behind him.

Li Zinan played games until after eleven o'clock, thinking that he would take Yan Han to get an injection early in the morning, so he packed up and got ready to go to bed.When he passed the door of the guest bedroom, he seemed to hear a faint voice, so he gently pushed the door open.

The moonlight made the room hazy through the curtains. Li Zinan walked to the bed and suddenly smelled a sour smell. He turned on the bedside lamp while whispering the severe cold.Yan Han's eyes were closed tightly, and he was tilting his head and vomiting non-stop. The porridge he ate at night mixed with gastric juice and flowed onto the pillowcase.

"Severe cold... Severe cold..." Li Zinan called nervously, and quickly put Yan Han's body into a side-lying position, turning his head to one side to prevent vomit from entering the trachea.Yan Han was already unconscious, Li Zinan patted him on the back lightly to let him spit it out, then hurried to the bathroom to get a towel and hot water.

When she came in, Li Zinan was so frightened that the washbasin almost fell to the ground.Yan Han's face was pale, his eyes squinted, through the thin quilt, he could see his body trembling, and one leg was exposed.He lifted the quilt to embrace Yanhan, but Yanhan's limbs twitched more and more violently, his eyes were turned up, his neck was thrown back, and a smell of urine pervaded the air.

Li Zinan panicked completely, he scrambled back to the room, grabbed his mobile phone and dialed 120.He was a little messed up after that, he just remembered that he was in a hurry to scrub Yan Han and change his clothes, and then whether the ambulance arrived first, or Yan Han went into shock first, he couldn't figure it out.

In the ambulance, the emergency personnel performed cardiopulmonary resuscitation on Yan Han. Li Zinan huddled in a corner, watching Yan Han's limp right hand hanging by his side, shaking up and down with the actions of the emergency personnel, and there was only one feeling in his heart: fear!