only love is not enough

Li Zinan spent the whole night in fear, until it was almost five o'clock in the morning, when two nurses came to change the dressing and reminded him that he had better put down the patient.While the nurse was changing the infusion bottle, he was doing the basic examination. The two of them winked. Li Zinan smiled embarrassedly, which made the faces of the two little nurses blush.

When I arrived at the hospital, my breathing had resumed from the severe cold, but my body temperature rose to 41.4 degrees, my whole body was flushed, and my breathing was short of breath.Doctors took various cooling measures and conducted various examinations.Li Zinan paid the money, and when Yan Han was sent to the ward, he was told that the severe cold was caused by acute bronchitis causing high fever, and because his body was too weak, all the accumulated burdens broke out all at once, which eventually led to convulsions and shock.The doctor said that two days ago, I should have had a slight cough, low-grade fever, and general fatigue symptoms, and only then did I understand why I fell to the ground in the severe cold and couldn't get up. Now I really regretted my intestines.

Because severe cold is a hemiplegic patient, the fever is serious this time. The doctor suggested a comprehensive examination, especially the brain, to prevent any undetectable lesions.Li Zinan agreed to everything and asked the doctor to prescribe everything that should be done.

Back in the ward, Yan Han had an ice pack on his head, an oxygen tube in his nose, and an infusion needle in his left hand.Li Zinan drew the curtain between the beds, sat on the edge of the bed, resting her head on Yan Han's right hand.

He was really scared, so scared!Afraid that the severe cold would not wake up again, afraid that it would be too late to hold his hand, afraid that he would miss it just as soon as he understood it!

It turned out that this is love!pure love!After going around for so long, I found various reasons and made various verifications, but it was just an excuse I gave myself, and in the end it only proved my timidity and cowardice.

Li Zinan kissed Yan Han's hand, and when he heard Yan Han whispering "cold", he sat down on the bed without saying a word, and hugged Yan Han in his arms, tightly!

The sense of solidity in the person's arms made Li Zinan smile, laughing at himself.Back then, when he went to the hospital to see those paralyzed patients, he still felt helpless on the faces of his family members, and felt that he could not accept the severe cold decades later.It is only now that I understand that for the one I love, that helplessness is also sweetness, as long as the lover is still by my side, I am more grateful than anything else.Even if his health got worse after the severe cold and he was getting old, he was still willing to hold him in the palm of his hand like a baby.

Yan Han kept babbling in Li Zinan's arms, calling mother a few times, which made his heart ache unbearably, but he still tidied up his feelings and hid them well, he didn't want to scare Yan Han.So, when Yan Han opened his eyes, he only saw Li Zinan with an unshaven beard and frowning.

Yan Han smiled slightly, wanting to tell Li Zinan that he was fine, but before he could say anything, he coughed so hard that tears fell down his face.

Li Zinan turned Yan Han's body sideways, patted Yan Han's back lightly, then poured a glass of water, inserted a straw into Yan Han's mouth, and wiped his tears while saying: "Drink some water, don't talk. Doctor." Say you have acute bronchitis, and you'll be fine in a few days! I've already asked for leave for you, so don't worry about work. "

Yan Han took a breath and nodded.His body temperature has dropped to 38.5, and he feels a little more relaxed.

The nurse came over and said that the examination time was coming soon, and asked the patient and family members to prepare.Li Zinan asked Yan Han if he wanted to go to the bathroom, Yan Han nodded, and Li Zinan served well, not only carried Yan Han into the bathroom, but also helped Yan Han take off his pants, Yan Han who was sitting on the toilet blushed even more than last night.

On the way to the inspection, Yan Han was very nervous. He didn't know why he needed the inspection. Didn't he say it was all right? He was afraid that there might be something wrong with him.When the nurse was pushing the hospital bed to enter the examination room, Yan Han hooked Li Zinan's clothes with his left hand, hesitating to speak.

"Don't worry, it's just a routine examination, just a physical examination." Li Zinan bent down and patted Yan Han's hand with a smile, and then kissed Yan Han's forehead by accident.

The nurse next to her turned her head in embarrassment, while Yan Han was stunned, forgetting to be nervous, and when the series of checks were over and seeing Li Zinan, her face flushed with embarrassment.

"You are so easy to be shy! No wonder the fever subsides slowly!" Li Zinan whispered in Yan Han's ear, Yan Han turned his head and closed his eyes so as not to look at him.Li Zinan laughed to himself.

The examination results showed severe cold, severe malnutrition, severe anemia, and everything else was fine.The doctor ordered to pay attention to diet and rest in the future, or if the body is in severe cold, once the body's immunity is weakened, it is easy to cause various diseases.For this acute bronchitis, the doctor suggested to stay in the hospital for observation at night. If there is nothing to do, you can leave the hospital tomorrow. After that, you can come over on time for infusion and nebulization. However, the cough may last for a while, so you must pay attention to rest and do not go to people. In many places, keep air circulation at home to avoid smoking, dust and so on.

Li Zinan nodded like a pounding garlic, the doctor's words, that is the imperial decree.

In the evening, the body temperature rose due to the severe cold, and the doctor prescribed another bottle of medicine for infusion.Yan Han asked Li Zinan to go back to his residence to get clothes to wear when he was discharged from the hospital tomorrow. Li Zinan didn't want to leave at first, but after seeing Yan Han was fine, he took a taxi there in a hurry.

Yan Han rented a private house on the first floor near the garbage disposal station. The bathroom is shared outside. Although the room is small, it is very clean and tidy.There is a simple stove on the table at the entrance, and there is a table near the window, which is full of his books. The bed is at the innermost, and there is a simple cabinet next to it. I bagged my books and exercises and headed home.He quickly took a shower, changed his clothes, and threw the bed sheets and pillowcases in the guest bedroom into the washing machine. He didn't want to come back from the severe cold tomorrow and feel uncomfortable.

Everything was packed, Yan Han was already asleep when he returned to the hospital, Li Zinan couldn't get enough of his face.

When he was discharged from the hospital, Yan Han wanted to go back to his residence to rest, but Li Zinan ignored it.

The so-called disease comes like a mountain fall, and the disease goes like a silk thread.All of his physical strength was burned by the severe cold, and he could only lie down when he was brought back to Li Zinan's house. His body temperature always rose slightly every evening, making him unable to move even if he wanted to.Coughing is also killing him. He often coughs until he can't breathe, and his whole body is sore, especially in the abdomen, and the right limb is also affected.The right leg is not obvious when lying down, and it trembles slightly when sitting, while the right hand trembles violently no matter when.

With great difficulty, Li Zinan took three days off. She accompanied Yan Han to the hospital every morning, and had three meals a day plus afternoon and bedtime snacks. She thought and cooked everything by herself.Emperor Tian pays off, and Li Zinan is also considered to have roots of wisdom, and the more he does, the more decent he becomes.

"Yan Han, wake up, go to bed after lunch, or you won't be able to take the medicine for a while." Li Zinan put the lily and lotus seed porridge on the bedside table, looked back to see that Yan Han was still awake, so she had to pat Yan Han on the shoulder.He coughed badly last night and didn't sleep much. Today, he went to the hospital and the doctor adjusted the dosage. It took him a while, Yan Han was so tired that he fell asleep on the car back, and Li Zinan didn't even respond when he carried him upstairs.I really couldn't bear to wake him up, but it hurt my stomach to take medicine without eating.

Yan Han opened his eyes, Li Zinan waited for him to wake up, put his arm around his shoulder, let his head rest on his arm, gently lifted it up, and took the big pillow next to him with one hand to cushion him behind.

"Drink some water before eating." Li Zinan brought the water glass with the straw in front of Yan Han, Yan Han opened his mouth and sucked slowly, frowning slightly.The hair, which is always meticulous, is a little messy, and the sleepy Yan Han looks like a big child.Her pale face and red lips were moistened with water, making her look even more tender and tender.When the wide T-shirt of the pajamas exposed the white neck and collarbone, Li Zinan could barely see it, and it took a while to wake up.

Li Zinan fed it very carefully, taking only a small mouthful each time, and blowing first with each mouthful.Yan Han absent-mindedly ate, and finally choked. This time, he coughed so badly that he vomited up all the porridge he had just eaten, and his nose and eyes flowed out.Li Zinan wiped him clean with a hot towel, saw that he was coughing for a long time and couldn't stop, she couldn't help but put him in her arms, resting her head on her neck, and gently following his back.

"What are you thinking about? You don't concentrate on eating!" Li Zinan couldn't help but mutter.

Yan Han was depressed, and there were only ten days left in the exam. If he couldn't take the exam or didn't have the physical strength to persist until the end of the exam, all his previous efforts would be in vain, and he was not reconciled.And since I haven't gone to work for so long, I'm afraid I won't even have a job, so what should I do then.Yan Han sighed in frustration.

"If there is anything we can discuss together, there will always be a solution. If you are bored in your heart, it will not be good for your health, and it will not solve the problem!" Li Zinan lifted Yan Han's shoulders.

"The exam is gone! The job is gone!" Yan Han said with a bleak face.

"I thought it was a big deal!" Li Zinan smiled and lifted Yan Han's chin, "Look at me! Do you believe me?"

Yan Han didn't know what Li Zinan meant, and he didn't know what to believe in him, so he just looked at him silently.Li Zinan suddenly put his hands on the back of Yan Han's head, leaned over and kissed his lips.

At first, the eyes of both of them were wide open. Slowly, Li Zinan closed his eyes and kissed intently. His tongue slightly lifted his cold teeth, licked his palate, and sucked his soft tongue.The severe cold breath became more and more rapid, but he did not struggle, but slowly closed his eyes.

Feeling that it was difficult to breathe and his body became weak due to the severe cold, Li Zinan let him go.Severe Cold inhaled heavily, only to cough for a while.

"Trust me, okay? Everything will be fine!" Li Zinan hugged Yan Han tightly and whispered in his ear, "No matter what happens, I will always be by your side."

The confessional words made Yan Han's face blush, paralyzed his nerves, and lifted his spirit. He nodded and buried his face deeper into Li Zinan's arms.

Li Zinan found Yan Han's distant relatives and colleagues, and gave a lengthy analysis and praise of their work like a senior AE. He was emotional and sensible about the severe cold situation, and finally presented the gifts he brought and the promised promises The subsidy, coupled with his invincible handsome smile, and his humble and gentlemanly attitude, the whole thing was handled flawlessly, and won a super-long vacation for the severe cold—rest until the end of the exam.

At the same time, Li Zinan also turned into an all-round cook, making reasonable arrangements for a day's meals - breakfast is nutritionally balanced, Chinese food replenishes energy, dinner is light and easy to digest, the combination of meat and vegetables is varied, and various soups are nourishing and healthy.Snack in the afternoon must be soup for resolving phlegm and relieving cough. Milk before going to bed and fruits throughout the day are required to be digested regularly in severe cold.He also went home and brought all the homemade loquat paste sent by his father's old comrade-in-arms three times a day without any mistakes.The water that I drink every day in severe cold is boiled with Codonopsis pilosula, Astragalus membranaceus, wolfberry, and red dates. Li Zinan defines it as a good product for nourishing the middle and Qi, nourishing blood and calming the nerves, improving eyesight and improving essence, and health care.

Yan Han didn't have any objection, consciously he should eat and sleep, he was as obedient as a doll, Li Zinan also tried his best to let Yan Han regain his strength as soon as possible.The two cooperated naturally, and the atmosphere at home was harmonious and warm, just like lovers who have known each other for many years.

In the evening, Li Zinan helped Yan Han take a bath.Yan Han sat on the rattan chair in the bathroom, Li Zinan carefully washed every inch of his body.This happened every day, and he felt less and less shy and embarrassed, just like Li Zinan repeatedly emphasized, both of them are men with the same body structure, there is nothing to be ashamed of seeing others.

After washing off the severe cold, Li Zinan picked him up and slowly put him into the big wooden barrel next to him, regardless of the drenched T-shirt on his body.The hot water did not pass over the shoulders of the severe cold, and a pleasant warmth surrounded him. The aroma of citrus essential oil relieved the tension, released the mental and physical pressure, and made him drowsy.

Looking at Yan Han's soft and calm smiling face, the sickly pale skin was slowly stained with a blush, Li Zinan seemed to be admiring a precious work of art, and his heart was full of emotion and pity.At this moment, he doesn't have any bad desires, he has to sigh, besides reason and responsibility, what he can control is his deep love for a person!