only love is not enough

Yan Han had just finished taking a shower when Li Zinan walked in.He quickly picked up the hair dryer to help Yan Han dry his hair, then went to get clothes from the closet, and took a few warm baby stickers by the way.Today, I made an appointment with Cheng Lan for dinner, and this was the first time that Yan Han officially went out to eat with Li Zinan, so he seemed a little nervous.

Li Zinan put warm baby stickers on the autumn clothes on the joints of Yan Han's right limb, and put two stickers on the left shoulder and waist. This trick was created by him.Yan Han kept coughing because of bronchitis, and Li Zinan overheard accountant Sister Su say that there was a retired old Chinese doctor who was very good at treating her, so she hurriedly took Yan Han to find her.After taking traditional Chinese medicine for a while, my cough is almost healed, and there is an unexpected harvest - my body is cold in severe cold, my body is always cold, especially the blood circulation on the affected side is poor, and I am prone to cold cramps in winter, and because of In the initial stage of hemiplegia, there was no good care, and the shoulder joint was slightly dislocated. Although it improved with the efforts of the village doctor and Yan Han himself, he also suffered from the sequelae of shoulder pain.The old doctor of traditional Chinese medicine who treats bronchitis is also a master in acupuncture, so Yan Han also performed acupuncture and physical therapy on the affected side by the way.Although there was no immediate effect, Li Zinan insisted on going, and in order not to let the affected limb get cold, he bought a lot of warm baby stickers, and asked him to put them on every day before going out in severe cold.

Yan Han wore a high-necked light purple dark pattern sweater, a short beige cotton jacket, and khaki cotton trousers.Li Zinan squatted down to help Yan Han fasten the straps of his dark blue canvas shoes, and took a plaid scarf around Yan Han before going out with his arms around her.In fact, it wasn't that cold, but Yan Han knew it would be useless to talk too much, so he followed Li Zinan's arrangements.

Li Zinan booked a private room at a private restaurant, and they arrived for a while, Cheng Lan also came in, after a brief introduction, Li Zinan began to order.The light purple sweater made the severe cold even whiter. He was smiling, and his clean eyes were soft and calm. Cheng Lan felt that Li Zinan was quite discerning just from his face.

In fact, Cheng Lan saw them long before they came in.At that time, she was sitting in the car answering the phone, and saw Li Zinan's car pull into the parking lot, just parked diagonally opposite, she wanted to wait for them to get off the car to say hello, but she didn't even know how to hang up the phone.When she saw a thin and frail boy getting off Li Zinan's car, her first reaction was that of a student, but when she saw the boy's walking posture, she thought she was dazzled for a moment.The boy is fisting with his right hand, with his bent arm placed on his abdomen, his left shoulder leaning forward slightly, his left foot takes a step forward first, and his hip drives his whole right leg slightly outwards to row forward. His knees are not bent, his toes are obviously drooping, and he is on the ground. After passing, the back heel slowly touched the ground.Cheng Lan watched carefully and couldn't believe it, but Li Zinan walked beside him naturally, without even helping him, the two talked and walked slowly towards the elevator.

Cheng Lan observed Li Zinan and Yan Han with scrutiny.After a meal, I have to say that she still appreciates the severe cold.From the beginning, Li Zinan explained Yan Han's physical condition, so everyone tacitly slowed down during the meal, and Cheng Lan didn't think it was hypocritical for Li Zinan to help Yan Han pick up vegetables and soup.They ate and chatted, including how they met, their family in severe cold, and their current work and study.Li Zinan also shamelessly talked about his mental journey and full of love, which caused Cheng Lan to laugh.Yan Han, on the other hand, has always been smiling, calm and introverted, not proud of Li Zinan's hospitality, nor self-pity and self-pity because of her work and body, which makes Cheng Lan cherish her.

But Cheng Lan is an elder after all, and she felt that she should remind them of some things, so when everyone had eaten, she began to say: "Yan Han, although we have just met, I really think you are a good boy, if you don't If you mind, just call me aunt like Xiao Nan, no matter whether there will be Xiao Nan in the future, you can come to me if you have anything to do." Cheng Lan's attitude moved Yan Han very much, not only did he not look down on him, but also recognized him, Yan Han was a little afraid for a while Believe it, he looked at Li Zinan, Li Zinan smiled and nodded at him, so Yan Han said thank you to Cheng Lan very seriously and sincerely, and added the word aunt.

"Auntie, then you support us!" Li Zinan said happily.

"No, I recognize Yan Han personally, but it's still too early for me to support you!" Cheng Lan looked at them seriously, and said, "You are still very young, and the road is destined to be uneven. With your current state, I don't think so. Think how far you can go!"

"Auntie, I know there are still many problems to be solved, such as the approval of my parents and the severe cold family. Our work and life will also be affected, but we will work hard to overcome it. I will not give up the severe cold." Li Zinan eagerly explain.

"Xiao Nan, those questions are all external, what about yourselves. How deep is your affection for Yan Han? Yan Han, what do you do to Xiao Nan?" Cheng Lan continued without waiting for their answer, "I see that you like each other , but just like it, I don’t see love!” Li Zinan and Yan Han looked at each other, Li Zinan obviously disagreed with Cheng Lan’s words, but Cheng Lan didn’t want to listen to his nonsense, she glanced at Li Zinan, and said slowly, “Xiao Nan, you are very I like severe cold, I can see that you have a strong possessive desire for him, but this is just like you like a piece of clothing, you buy it and wear it very happily. Then what? Then you want to tell everyone The clothes fit you well, you want to keep wearing them, and you want others to think that the clothes fit you and look good on you. But the clothes have to be washed, they will wear out after a long time, they will become unfashionable, and there will be new styles Appeared! Yes, you cherish Yan Han very much now, but Yan Han is a person, not clothes, and not just as long as you like to possess it." Li Zinan was silent, Cheng Lan looked deeply at Yan Han and said, "Yan Han, my aunt speaks very directly, It may hurt you, but Auntie still wants you to think about it seriously. I believe you also like Xiao Nan, but other than that, I think you like it more because Xiao Nan brings you a different feeling from your previous life. Xiao Nan makes you I feel that life is full of vitality and hope, bringing you warmth and care. His comfort moves you and makes you want to rely on it. If it is replaced by another person, it can also bring you these things. This person may be a woman, or when You have become stronger and stand firm, so does Xiao Nan still have meaning in existence?"

Li Zinan and Yan Han were completely stunned by Cheng Lan's words. They never analyzed it, and they didn't feel the need to think so much. They liked it all the time. Why did they make things so complicated?Yan Han slowly showed a state of thinking, while Li Zinan wanted an answer more directly, so he asked Cheng Lan: "Auntie, what do you think we should do?"

Cheng Lan rolled her eyes at Li Zinan, and said angrily, "Why do I have such a stupid nephew like you! Just liking is not enough, do you know what love is?" Seeing Li Zinan's idiot face, Cheng Lan sighed He took a deep breath, "Xiao Nan, why did you say that you were so decadent during your mother's birthday? At that time, your relationship was not going well, right? Why did it happen? Have you ever thought about the relationship between you and the cold growing environment and family? The education is different, you have formed completely different values, have different views on things, and have different attitudes to solving problems. You like severe cold, so have you considered the problem from his perspective? Have you put yourself in his shoes and thought about it? In your relationship, it should be said that you are now in a dominant position, so you should learn to respect Yan Han instead of imposing your own will on him. You don’t have to be possessive or responsible for liking, but love is a commitment. It is responsible, not only to be responsible, but also to be tolerant. There are still many places where Yan Han disagrees with you. If you can’t figure it out and be tolerant, then how do you understand him, how to love him, and how to bear Due responsibility. In the end, you will only go against each other and get farther and farther apart."

Cheng Lan said a lot in one breath, but Li Zinan obviously couldn't digest them all. He frowned, looked at Yan Han, and wondered if he often ignored Yan Han's thoughts and only cared about his own will; whether he could understand everything about Yan Han and tolerate.The answer should be "no", at least he has always disagreed with Yan Han's job. It is not so much that he hopes that Yan Han resigns temporarily to study, but that he actually looks down on that job in his heart. He hopes that Yan Han can work in a more decent or more social way. position work.

Cheng Lan sighed again, then smiled and said to Yan Han: "Yan Han, Xiao Nan is a fool, but a fool has an advantage, that is, he will not turn back even if he gets hit badly. If he insists on With you, I believe he will have the courage and perseverance to take on the responsibility, what about you? You are much smarter than him, will you persevere?" Cheng Lan didn't say too much, but she believed that Yan Han understood.Yan Han rejected Li Zinan from the very beginning. Although he is also hard-working, he knows how to protect himself, whether he will give up when the situation is unfavorable, and how long his relationship with Li Zinan can last him.Yan Han has his own heavy shell, when will he retract into the shell?Even if it's just self-deception.

The meal ended in a dull atmosphere, and Li Zinan embarked on the road of introspection, while Yan Han re-examined his feelings for Li Zinan.