only love is not enough

"I have a suggestion for your reference, please listen to it?" Li Zinan said while peeling the mangosteen, "Here, it's very sweet."

Yan Han took the mangosteen, looked at Li Zinan and signaled him to continue.

"You can learn all the books in high school by yourself. I think you can try to take the self-study exam. You can take the college entrance examination first. Anyway, the self-study exam does not require a high school diploma, and there is no limit to the study time. You only need to finish all the required subjects. Even if you graduate, you can get a college diploma. If necessary, you can continue to study for undergraduate. After all, even if you read all the high school books, you don’t have a diploma. If you can read a diploma, it’s not only knowledgeable, but also practical , it will come in handy in the future." Li Zinan was persuasive and persuasive.

"Expensive, isn't it?" Yan Han felt that what Li Zinan said was quite reasonable, but his financial ability was really limited.

"It's not expensive, self-study, you can rely on yourself, so you only need to pay the registration fee, plus the cost of buying books." Seeing Yan Han was a little moved, Li Zinan continued to cheer, "And the registration fee does not need to be paid in one go. The money for each subject is only 40 yuan. You don’t need to buy all the books, you have to take the test and buy it again. You take the test three to four times a year, and you can take a maximum of four subjects at a time. It's up to you to decide."

"You, very, understand?"

"Oh, it's average!" In fact, Li Zinan had already checked the Internet beforehand, "However, first you have to choose a major."

Li Zinan moved to the side of Yan Han, took out his mobile phone, and opened the website of the Provincial Education and Examination Institute. There were recruitment brochures for each major, detailed subject introductions, and exam plans.

"Is there any major you want to study? Or what are you interested in?" Seeing Yan Han shaking his head blankly, Li Zinan asked again, "Or what do you plan to do in the future? You can study some related majors."

"You, read, what?" Yan Han was really at a loss when he came into contact with these for the first time.

"Me, resource and environmental economics." Li Zinan continued, "Don't compare me, what I read and what I do are completely different things."

"Let's take a look at the registration requirements first." Seeing that Yan Han would not be able to make a decision for a while, Li Zinan thought it would be better for Yan Han to understand the application procedures and fees first, "Well, now you can register to take the exam in October. The deadline for registration There is still a while, you can think about it again when you apply for the major.”

Yan Han nodded seriously.It seemed to him that a ray of sunshine suddenly shot into his life, not very strong, but with a small hope.

The next day, Li Zinan brought Yan Han an ipad and taught Yan Han how to use it and how to surf the Internet.

"Take a good look these two days, don't rush to return it to me. Choose your major and find some suitable subjects to take the exam first." Li Zinan stuffed the charger into Yanhan's shopping bag.

"Yes, throw it away." Yan Han wanted to return the ipad to Li Zinan.

"What are you throwing, no!" Li Zinan said mysteriously, "If you are afraid of losing it, I will teach you a way. Just take a newspaper and throw it in your shopping bag. Don't take it back. I promise you won’t lose it. The more nervous you are, the more the thief will miss it. The most dangerous place is the safest place. Listen to me, it’s definitely right.”

After careful consideration, Yan Han chose the major of "Social Work and Management". His reason was that as a member of a disadvantaged group, he hoped to find a more suitable one by understanding the relationship between society and people, the society and living environment of disadvantaged groups. living space and create a better social environment.

What a lofty ideal!Although Li Zinan thinks that a diploma is just a piece of paper and can't do much, but this kind of thinking is absolutely cold.No matter what will happen in the future, Yan Han has his own persistence, and he sticks to it silently.

Li Zinan helped Yan Han sign up online and pay the fee, and Yan Han had to give him the money, so he accepted it.Looking back, he bought related books and exercise papers, saying that they were Yan Han's new beginning gifts, but Yan Han couldn't refuse, and he was happy and moved while holding the books.

"You also keep your ipad. My mobile phone is enough for me. I also have a computer for playing games. I don't need this, so I leave it alone." Seeing Yan Han shaking his head, Li Zinan hurriedly said, "There are a lot of previous test papers on the Internet, and there are also solutions. You should read more about the question ideas and scoring requirements, which will help the exam.”

Li Zinan knew that as long as the exam was used as an excuse, the severe cold would not be able to refuse, so she tried repeatedly!

Yan Han is more focused on his studies, and he often doesn't even know what Li Zinan stuffed into his mouth.Li Zinan also took the opportunity to supplement nutrition for the severe cold.In addition to eating at noon, he also prepared extra eggs, bread, milk, fruit, etc. and stuffed them into the cold shopping bag for him to take back.As soon as Yan Han raised objections, Li Zinan said that for the exam, he had to have sufficient physical strength and lack of nutrition would cause his memory to decline and affect his studies.

Yan Han silently accepts Li Zinan's kindness, although she still has a little inferiority complex, but her heart is warm.The time spent with Li Zinan every day, although it is the hottest day, is also the most comfortable time.

The severe cold keeps practicing with his left hand every night, in case the exam time is too late.During the day, he mainly relies on his left hand to sweep the floor, which makes his left hand sore and swollen, and it hurts even when he sleeps.The right side of the paralyzed body is not good, and there is not enough rest time. Working during the day is a burden on his body, and he sits for a long time at night, and the blood circulation is not smooth. A slight tremor.

Seeing Yan Han reading a book, pinching his right arm with his left hand, pressing his right leg for a while, then shaking his left hand, curling and opening his fingers and repeating a few times, Li Zinan probably understood.He took Yan Han's left hand and began to massage without saying a word.Yan Han looked up at him, said thank you softly, then lowered his head and continued to read.

The calluses on Yan Han's left hand had visibly thickened, and a hard callus formed where the middle finger held the pen.Li Zinan didn't know how to press, just kneaded along each finger, then the palm, wrist, arm, and finally the shoulder by the way.After pressing the left hand, Li Zinan massaged the right hand and right leg.He stretched out his curled fingers and kneaded them gently. The blood vessels under the white skin were clearly visible, and the slight tremor made Li Zinan's heart ache.Helping Yan Han to straighten his right leg, Li Zinan saw the soles of his feet wearing old-fashioned cloth shoes hang down weakly and turned to one side.Yan Han stretched out his hand to stop Li Zinan, Li Zinan took his hand away and said: read your book, and then continue to massage.Through the trousers, one could feel the thinness and weakness of the legs, the little muscles had already become limp, and the skin touching the ankles was icy cold, Li Zinan sighed deeply in his heart.

After returning home at night, Li Zinan began to search the Internet for massage methods, especially massage for hemiplegic patients.After a few more days of combining theory and practice, Li Zinan's technique became more and more proficient. Hands, legs, shoulders, and back were almost lying down for a full-body massage.Yan Han was amazed by Li Zinan's technique, every time he pressed it, he would feel relaxed and comfortable all over his body.

"How about it, I'm very good!" Li Zinan smiled triumphantly.

Yan Han nodded, with a sincere and warm smile on his face, like a little jasmine blooming with dew in the morning, pure but not ostentatious, simple but not luxurious, and the faint fragrance is refreshing, making people linger.

Caressing that soft little hand, watching that smile like a flower, Li Zinan's adrenaline soared instantly, he inexplicably felt his heart beat faster, his breathing became short of breath, and his whole body felt hot.

"It's getting hotter and hotter today!" Li Zinan said to himself.