only love is not enough

Yan Han felt that Li Zinan was not massaging his right hand, so he looked up and was stunned.

Li Zinan was holding his right hand, smoothing his fingers, carefully cutting his nails with nail clippers, and smoothing them with a small setback after cutting.Every day in severe cold, I would hang tap water in a large mineral water bottle on the handlebars and bring a towel. During the lunch break, I would wash my hands with water, wipe my face with a wet towel, and flick off the dust on my body.So his nails were ragged but not dirty.

A drop of water dripped on the book and slowly fainted...

Li Zinan raised his head and saw Yan Han looking at him with a smile on his lips, but his eyes were filled with tears, and when he blinked lightly, big teardrops dripped down, not even having time to leave marks on his face.

Li Zinan put down the nail clippers, approached Yanhan, reached out and pressed his head lightly on his shoulder, and then hugged that thin body tightly.No one spoke, Yan Han wept silently, and Li Zinan stroked his back gently.

"I'm so tired, just wait for a while! I'll be fine soon!" Yan Han has never cried in front of others since he was injured. He felt Li Zinan's warm and firm chest, and said to himself over and over in his heart.

Once upon a time, Yan Han also hoped to have a warm embrace to soothe his pain, but when he needed it most, he could only face it alone.Perhaps, there was resentment in the past, but the reality and pressure of life made him tolerant.He must be strong, even if he looks strong, because there are people who need to rely on him.

However, he was tired, and it was hard for him to walk alone for such a long time.That armor, as hard and fragile as an egg shell, was broken by this sudden warmth, not a relative but a care that was better than a relative.Tiredness, sadness, and weakness poured out, and he was not allowed to pretend to be strong again.

Li Zinan's chin lightly touched the top of his head, and then kissed him one after another, from the top of his hair to his temple.Yan Han looked up at him with tears in his eyes.Li Zinan kissed his forehead, his eyes, his tears, his lips, and then continued to hold the person in his arms tightly, gently rubbing his cheek against his hair, smelling the faint scent of soap emanating from his body .

All of this is natural, has nothing to do with the world, has nothing to do with romance, and some of it is the mutual recognition and vague attachment between the two people.

The figures embracing each other under the tree are as quiet as a picture, as beautiful as a dream, only the heat waves blowing by the breeze, the chirping of cicadas resounding, the time flowing quietly...

The Mid-Autumn Festival is here, and they don't have a holiday due to the severe cold.Many sanitation work is contracted to different cleaning companies, and some are subcontracted.A distant relative of Yan Han's village contracted to clean the streets in the new area, so Yan Han had the opportunity to do the work.There are many new roads in this area, and the surrounding area is relatively empty. It is not a living area, and there is no need to work all day long. Usually, it is cleaned twice a day in the morning and afternoon, so the money is not much.In order to earn more money, some people will be responsible for several road sections at the same time, but the cold body is obviously a bit overloaded now.

Li Zinan's Mid-Autumn Festival is a rotation. He deliberately changed shifts with his colleagues, and he went to work on the Mid-Autumn Festival.

There have been showers every night lately and the heat has dropped a bit.It’s just that the rain every night caused the leaves of the rubber trees on both sides of the road to fall a lot, and the small yellow fruits also fell all over the ground. Some were run over by the car, smashed, and stuck to the ground.

Li Zinan took out the Swiss Army knife in the key bag and cut open the grapefruit peel. The pink flesh was sweet and juicy, making the mooncake with lotus seed paste and egg yolk less greasy.

Yan Han lowered his head, pressed the book on his knee with his left hand, and put his right hand between his thigh and chest, holding the peeled grapefruit tremblingly, eating slowly, immersed in the book, completely forgetting himself .

Li Zinan looked at the drooping eyelashes, the small nose, and the opening and closing of the lips, and suddenly remembered the feeling of kissing those lips that day.To be honest, I just kissed her lightly that day, and I didn't have time to feel anything, I only felt the salty tears, but the softness and the cool temperature are still fresh in my memory.

After the hug, no one mentioned what happened that day again. Li Zinan didn't know what Yan Han was thinking, but he himself felt unreasonably hot every time he massaged.He couldn't help but glance over Yan Han's earlobe, followed the exposed white neck, and explored the faintly visible collarbone in the collar of the shirt.Li Zinan's enchanted eyes became more and more hot, and when he felt that the small tent was being erected, his heart almost stopped beating.He picked up the knife casually and kept scratching the grapefruit peel, concentrating on it.

"Today's Mid-Autumn Festival, did you call home?" Li Zinan diverted his attention.

Yan Han nodded without raising his head, and continued to read.

"It's a pity you didn't rest! Are your parents at home?" Li Zinan obviously asked a question that shouldn't be asked.Because Yan Han slowly raised his head, just like he said about the injury last time, his eyes passed by Li Zinan and he didn't know where to look.Li Zinan felt a little hairy in his heart, and couldn't help swallowing.

"My father, left. My mother, remarried!" Yan Han sighed softly, "It has been, for many years."

If Li Zinan's body still felt a little dry and hot, then it would really be like falling into an ice cellar.Yan Han saw Li Zinan Xiangshuang's eggplants wilt instantly, smiled unconsciously, and said, "Grandma, here. And, sister, two."

"Two younger sisters? How are they doing now?" Li Zinan didn't want to ask, but she was curious.

"Study. School starts, sophomore, junior. Very good." When Yan Han talked about his younger sister, more smiles appeared on his face, with relief and pride, "Sister, study, good. High school, in, county middle school, tuition fee reduction .Little sister, be good, help grandma and do things."

"Is grandma in good health?" Li Zinan asked anxiously, seeing Yan Han smiling and nodding, he also smiled.

"They should all want you to go back, today is a reunion!" Li Zinan thought that he had also gone home at night, and felt that Yan Han was very deserted by himself, "Alone, lonely?"

Yan Han shook his head and said: "Reading." Then he glanced at Li Zinan, lowered his head and said lightly: "You are here!"

Li Zinan bit a piece of grapefruit and it instantly petrified. "I'm here? What are you here? It's good that I'm here? I'm not lonely when I'm here? No way!" I assumed all kinds of possibilities in my heart, but I couldn't be sure.

Seeing that Li Zinan didn't speak, Yan Han raised his head to find that he was dumbfounded. At first, he just said this based on his feeling, without thinking too much, but now, the more he thought about it, the more embarrassed he felt. His ears gradually burned, and his face burned. When it reached the neck, it also burned Li Zinan's body.

Li Zinan traveled more than one hundred and eight thousand miles through the clouds and fog, and he didn't land until he returned home at night.Everything in front of me is so beautiful, everyone is pleasing to the eye, even Zhou Xin who came with Li Ziying's family of three is not very repulsed.The happy family reunion, until drunk lying on the bed, still don't forget to send a text message telling you to study hard, go to bed early and get up early.