Wrong birth

What kind of medicine, you are blocking it for him!Don't you think it's disgusting for two old men to live together?Geng Yao, if you still recognize me as a mother, come here and stay as far away from this filthy thing as possible! "

Geng Yao hugged Ning Shujian and blocked all attacks from behind with his back.To tell you the truth, he had long expected that this beating would be inevitable, so he had the foresight to borrow protective gear from the judo club to wear on his body. Fortunately, he wore it more in winter, and everything was fine except for looking a little fatter. At this moment, the protective gear has finally realized its value.

Geng Yao: "Mom, don't be like this, I chased him when I met Ning Shu, if you scold him like that...I'm going to turn my face!"

Xiao Yinjun laughed angrily, snorted and mockingly said: "Fall with me? Good you bastard, I gave birth to you and raised you. Now you dare to turn against your old mother for an outsider! When you grow up, you will be capable. You turned against me, do you want to beat you up?!"

"I didn't! I'm just..." Geng Yao was stupid, being so provoked by his mother, he didn't know how to answer for a while, and I was timid and cowardly for a long time without saying anything.Ning Shujian struggled out of his arms, straightened his wrinkled clothes, slightly messy hair, and stood up gracefully, still smiling calmly. He slightly bowed towards Xiao Yinjun, " Auntie, I will leave today, A Yao is a filial child, he will never do what you said. Thank you for your hospitality, the food you cook tastes very good."

Ning Shu saw that he came and went freely. After he left, this originally good home was in a mess as if it had been swept away by thieves. "He will never do what you said"?Xiao Yinjun fell to the ground feebly, she said too much, which sentence did the kid refer to?

Geng Yao came over to comfort his mother, and called her carefully in a low voice. "mom……"

Xiao Yinjun curled herself up into a ball, buried her face in her knees, and didn't even look at him, Weng said: "You break up with him quickly, and come to me after it's clean, or don't call me mom again. , I don’t have such a disgusting son.”

Geng Yao's outstretched hand froze in mid-air, then barely retracted, picked up the coat on the sofa and walked to the door, he stopped there for a long time, looked back at his mother who was so thin and helpless on the ground, feeling a dull pain in his heart Indescribable. "I'll call Aunt Zhang later to clean up, you...you remember to take a hot bath, don't freeze." Without any response, Geng Yao pinched his fingertips, timidly daring to speak, Just say softly, "I'll see you next time. And, Mom, I...I love you so much, really."

The door closed with a click, Xiao Yinjun was still sitting there, hugging herself, her weak crying echoed in the empty room.

"Mr. Geng, there is a traffic jam ahead." Dalong tapped the steering wheel with his fingernails irritably, "Walking like this, I don't know when we will arrive."

Geng Yao pressed the window of the car, and sure enough, he saw three or four rows of endless traffic jams that stopped everyone. "Is there any other way to go?"

Dalong thought for a while, and said: "Yes, there is. Look at the intersection in front...the fruit stand turns into the road, drive for [-] kilometers, and then walk two kilometers, which is the path at the back door of the hospital. The car cannot take you to the gate of the hospital."

Geng Yao frowned and nodded. "Then go that way."

"okay."

It took almost half an hour for the car to move slowly to that corner, and as soon as it entered the spacious intersection, the car ran forward like a wild horse that had run loose.The road was bumpy, Rao Dalong was a superman in driving, so sitting in the car at this time would inevitably be uncomfortable.Geng Yao was so dizzy from being shaken that he felt like he was about to vomit. He was thrown back and forth like he had been thrown into a washing machine, and accidentally hit the car door. up.

Geng Yao: "Dalong, drive slowly, this road makes me want to vomit."

Dalong smiled wryly in embarrassment and said, "It doesn't matter how slow you drive. There are usually no people walking on this road. This is the only section that is bumpy. Please bear with me, Mr. Geng. I will drive quickly and I will be fine."

Geng Yao was thrown out of temper, and was about to lose his temper, but he held back after thinking about it, the path he chose, no matter how bumpy he was, he would have to finish it.After bouncing like this for more than ten minutes, the road conditions finally improved a bit. Although it is not as easy to walk as the main road, at least it will not displace people's internal organs.

The car drove into a residential area, Geng Yao had never been to this place before, the sound of birdsong was everywhere, and stone ponds were built in front of many shops, where all kinds of fish were raised.Geng Yao looked at the freshness, so he opened the window to look. What was strange was that there was no fishy smell like birds and animals. Instead, there were bursts of quiet floral fragrance wafting in the wind. There would be a bouquet of flowers on the porch of every shop. , and there are quite a few flower shops here, baskets of flowers are placed at the door, and there are all kinds of beautifully decorated flower arrangements and potted plants in the house.

Ning Shujian doesn't like flowers, he was often compared to flowers when he was young.I have never seen him give flowers to others, and Ning Shu saw that giving things to others is always monotonous, potted plants, potted plants, potted plants... and what kind of species he gave, he himself didn't know anything, so he didn't get distracted as much as he wanted. .

Geng Yao also sent Ning Shu to see various flowers at the beginning, but he never saw these flowers afterward.It wasn't until one time when Geng Yao went back to pick up the fallen things that he saw Ning Shujian walking to the riverside alone with flowers, and sprinkled the petals into the river with his own hands.From then on, Geng Yao decided that Ning Shu didn't like flowers, and never gave him any flowers since then.

The car decelerated steadily, and finally stopped slowly. Dalong parked the car in front of an antique building. "Mr. Geng, the car can only drive so far. The front is the Gulou District. Cars are not allowed to leave. You can go straight on this avenue. I will drive the car back to the hospital gate and wait for you."

When Geng Yao got out of the car, the scent of flowers coming towards him became clearer.He frowned slightly, and walked along the street. Following the scent of flowers at the shop entrances on both sides of the street, he unconsciously quickened his pace, impatiently trying to pass through this area.One didn't pay attention, and collided with a woman who was rushing from the opposite side. It happened that his lower back hit the cornerstone of the statue in the middle of the road, and he broke out in a cold sweat from the pain.

"You don't have eyes, you don't look at the road when you walk." The woman was also hit, and her handbag fell to the ground, scolding him angrily. "...Hey, what do you want to do? Didn't you just bump into it, with such a bad face, I tell you don't try to blackmail me. Seeing how you look like a human being, you come out to do this kind of thing. I'm not easy to bully... "

The woman cursed, attracting passers-by to gradually gather around. Enduring the pain in his back, Geng Yao forced himself to act like a gentleman, and handed out his business card to the opposite woman generously. "I'm sorry, I was too careless when I walked. If you have caused any damage, please contact me later, and I will definitely compensate you accordingly. But I am in a hurry now. If you are fine, please forgive me first leave."

Seeing that there was no more fun to watch, everyone dispersed, leaving only the woman staring at the business card in her hand in a daze.

The irritability in Geng Yao's heart was even worse, making him want to vent the overflowing resentment in his heart with his head.Because the scene just now was very similar to the day when Ning Shujian was destroyed.

Geng Yao's father fell down due to cardiovascular disease, and he was hospitalized in Beijing just to get closer to his son. In fact, those treatments were just procrastinating for a little bit of time with pain.

That time, Ning Shujian offered to visit Geng Yao's father.

Geng Yao: "Ning Shujian, you know, my dad...he has a bad heart, if it happens like my mother did last time...I, I'm afraid..."

Ning Shujian smiled shallowly, kissed him on the forehead, and said comfortingly: "Actually...uncle knew about it a long time ago." Amid Geng Yao's wide-eyed, shocked expression, he said faintly What happened before, "When my uncle transferred to Beijing, we went to pick him up together, right? I told my uncle at that time... A Yao, calm down, don't stare at me, I won't like you Yes. I thought about it carefully, and I didn't act impulsively. Uncle was shocked at the beginning... Yes, with your current expression. But after I talked to him for a while, he completely accepted us with ease. "

"Say it?" Geng Yao frowned and looked at him tangled. "What did you say that made my dad figure it out?"

Seeing that Ning Shu jumped down from his lap, he patted his shoulder maturely, and said meaningfully: "The secret must not be revealed. Let's go, uncle asked me to take my boyfriend to see him."

Geng Yao followed behind him, confused and confused. "What a secret, tell me. And that's my dad, why did he contact you? Ning Shujian! You walk slowly, now your waist doesn't hurt anymore? Then let me carry you downstairs?! "

Geng Yue is getting older, and all the bravery he showed when he was young has been rewarded. When he was in T City, he watched his boy follow Ning Shujian inseparably every day. Ning Shu also liked him because he was good-looking. of.Later, after learning about the affairs of Ning Shujian's family, and later hearing about Su Xiao's affairs, I feel very distressed towards Ning Shujian.The reason why he came to Beijing was also because he knew that he was running out of fuel and wanted to spend more time with his son. How could he have heard such shocking news when he first arrived in the capital.What Ning Shujian said, he couldn't forget it, and even if he didn't want to accept it, he couldn't convince himself.

Geng Yao and Ning Shujian came to see him, Ning Shujian just called out "Dad", Geng Yue himself was not too surprised, Geng Yao was frightened by the sound first shortened his neck, opened his eyes round, his face was full of disbelief Looking at Ning Shujian carefully.Geng Yue suddenly felt so ashamed, and didn't bother with Ning Shujian's title for a while, and agreed to it if he answered.

While chatting, Geng Yao paid Ning Shujian, and came to dig some secrets with his old father.

Geng Yao confirmed that Ning Shujian had gone far, and asked nervously in a low voice: "Dad, what did Ning Shujian tell you? If it's so good, why doesn't he use that trick with my mother?"

"What nonsense are you bastard!" Geng Yue slapped him hard on the forehead. "You really think your father is such a pedantic and old feudalist. In fact, even if Xiao Ning didn't say anything, I can see some signs of it. Your kid used to chase him all day long, and he kept talking to Ning Shujian. It means something to people."

Geng Yao touched his head and didn't answer, but the roots of his ears were already a little red.

"Ah Yao, I'm old and I don't have much time left to live. You are my son, we have fate, and I have been a father and son in this life, and I have taught you very well. We didn't feel sorry for anyone, why should I torment you? ?" The old man stroked his prickly crew cut, felt that he had said such a provocative word, and embarrassedly stroked his son's hair.

"Dad didn't want to die and only left you a sentence of 'I have given birth to you and raised you'. You don't need to repay this great favor, and you don't need to repay it. Both your mother and I think it is very good to be able to give birth to your son. I I don’t know what to say, but I want to do something to let you know that Dad not only gave birth to you and raised you, but also loves you very much.”

Geng Yao grabbed his father's hand, tears could not stop falling from his eyes.When he was young, this man taught himself that a man should not cry easily, but he also told him that he can cry as much as he wants in front of the one he loves.In Geng Yao's heart, his father has always been a silent and ordinary office worker. Like thousands of workers crowded on the subway, he has spent half his life working hard, and then one day he will be extinguished in the huge social axis. , There will be new fireworks blooming again.But he is only Geng Yao's father, unique in the whole world.His son is so good, so good that there is so little he can do, only at the end of his life, do a little thing for him, and love him well in this life.

Ning Shujian was waiting for Geng Yao in the gazebo, kicking small stones on the ground to play with boredom, and when the stone flew out, it hit someone's calf, Ning Shujian hurriedly apologized.

"I'm sorry, you didn't..." Ning Shujian raised his head to take a look, and immediately changed into a warm and spring breeze blowing willow smiling face. "Auntie, it's you. Long time no see."

Geng Yao really wants to see Ning Shujian now, very, very much.He couldn't even wait for the elevator, so he ran straight down from the eighth floor, walked out of the inpatient department, passed the outpatient building, and bumped into a woman because he was walking too fast.He himself was fine, but the other party sat down on the ground, obviously being hit hard, and then there was a swearing.

"What are you doing, do you have eyes? Don't you understand that this is a hospital? You treat it like your backyard! Running so fast to reincarnate or to die?! Look like a decent person rushing into this kind of virtue, what do you think? What are you doing? Hey, don’t leave! Why are you leaving? I’m telling you not to run away. I don’t even know what’s wrong with you. You can either follow me to the doctor’s office for an examination, or follow me to the police station go."

Geng Yao didn't want to leave at first, but he was forced to do a lot of unconscionable deeds by the other party. It was obvious that he was blackmailed by others.He helped the person up first, and apologized: "Sorry ma'am, do you think there is a problem?"

"Yo yo, look at what you said." The woman shook off Geng Yao's hand and stared at him angrily. "Is it because I think there is a problem if there is a problem, huh? Let me tell you, young man, don't always think that the society is full of people who blackmail you. I didn't lie to you today because of your worthless money. My child is nine years old, if you bump me into something wrong, who will take care of the child? I didn't ask you for money directly, did you? You can go to the doctor with me to have a check and check to see if I have any. thing."

Crowds gradually gathered around, and the security guards at the door were about to be recruited. Geng Yao had to suppress the anxiety and impatience in his heart, and explained to the other party in a harmonious voice.However, the woman obviously didn't intend to let him go, and she was unwilling to accept the compensation Geng Yao gave him. She had to go for a physical examination, and if she didn't agree, she would take him to the police station.In order not to make matters worse, Geng Yao had no choice but to take her for a medical examination, and only sent a message to Ning Shujian to ask him to go inside and wait.

After waiting for a big check-up, several hours have passed, and the woman has nothing to do, so she rubbed her palm a little bit, but even when she left like this, she was very angry, and she didn't cause trouble to anyone at all. ashamed.Geng Yao suppressed his overwhelming anger, and greeted the eldest sister with a smile that he had cultivated all his life.

Seeing that there was no response to the message sent to Ning Shu on the mobile phone, Geng Yao went to the pavilion again, but there were only a few old men playing chess there.

Geng Yao: "Master, I want to ask you something. When you came here, did you see a boy my age, who looks good and wears a white coat."

When the uncle heard it, he seemed to be a little impressed, and said: "Yes, there is a good-looking young man who has been standing and watching us play chess. He just went there to talk with someone. I don't know what happened. The young man fell off the fountain. I got wet all over, and disappeared after a while, I guess I should go back and change clothes."

Geng Yao asked anxiously: "Who, why did he fall into the water? Master, did you see clearly?"

"Then I don't know. General! Hehehe, Lao Li, you lost again..."

Later, I naturally learned from Ning Shujian that it was Xiao Yinjun who came. Unexpectedly, the conversation was not as flashy as Geng Yao imagined——Xiao Yinjun seemed to be making peace. Of course, Geng Yao is very happy for the two of them to have a peaceful conversation, but he always vaguely feels that it is impossible for Xiao Yinjun to just let them go.

"My mother... really didn't make things difficult for you? Then tell me, how did you fall into the water?"

Seeing the small quilt wrapped tightly around her body, Ning Shu sniffled and said in a low voice, "No, it was because my aunt's high heels were sprained. I went to give her a hand, but I accidentally fell into the pool."

Geng Yao squinted at him suspiciously: "Really?"

Ning Shujian nodded obediently: "Really, I lied to you as a puppy."

Geng Yao pulled the corner of his mouth, making him babble. "You are a puppy, and you like to bite people. Would you like to show you the tooth marks on my shoulder? I said baby, can we discuss it carefully? Biting is fine, can you not bite in the same place? , I am so poor."

Ning Shu saw a person pounced forward and pushed the person down on the sofa, and pulled the corners of his mouth without admitting defeat, "No!" sent the person away with one word, then slid off Geng Yao's body and ran to the bedroom as if fleeing for his life. Close the door with a bang.

Geng Yao also moved quickly, knocking open the door a moment before it was locked, knocking him onto the bed, and began all kinds of revenge.The two played and played in the heated cabin early, laughing and happy as always.

In the afternoon of the next day, Geng Yao was preparing his thesis in the study. Seeing that Ning Shu hadn’t finished get off work yet, he was planning to start cooking when a guest suddenly arrived. To his surprise, it was Xiao Yinjun.

Geng Yao was so surprised that he forgot to open the door to invite someone in, "Mom? You...I...we...my god."

Xiao Yinjun glared at him pretending to be angry, "I'm not welcome here, why don't you let me in for a long time?"

"No, no, no, please, please... welcome." Geng Yao hurriedly took a big step back, making a gentlemanly gesture of greeting.

Xiao Yinjun glanced at the door as soon as she entered, and asked, "Where is Xiao Ning, is she still off work?"

Geng Yao was so startled by the phrase "Xiao Ning" that he lost five of his souls, his jaw couldn't close for a long time, and finally he stumbled and replied: "Uh he...he is going to be off work soon, and he should be home by seven."

"That's just right, you haven't cooked yet." Xiao Yinjun walked to the kitchen on his own, "I cooked it for you along the way, and I brought Xiao Ning a cup of chicken soup. Didn't he fall into the water yesterday? I cooked it for him and asked him to make up for it. Hey... what kind of food did you buy here, does Xiao Ning eat spicy food?"

"All the vegetables are in the refrigerator. I bought them in the morning." Geng Yao twisted his eyebrows to new heights, and he couldn't express his weird mood and unprecedented silly expression at this time.

Xiao Yinjun was busily busy in the kitchen, looking like she was really just a mother who was cooking a good meal for her son, and she could hum songs while working, and she seemed in a good mood.Geng Yao moved to Xiao Yinjun, who was stewing fish, and asked tentatively, "Mom? What's wrong with you? I thought you, seeing Ning Shu..."

The movements of Xiao Yinjun's hands paused, "Son, I..." She couldn't help but choked up a little as soon as she opened her mouth. She paused for a while to calm down, and bit every word clearly, "I've been I want you to be good, I want you to grow up well, get married well, have a good girl to accompany you, have a beautiful doll. I want you to be safe and happy. I really can't you with him Accept it, do you know how many strange looks you have to accept, how many people will scold you? Even if you feel happy with him now, life is not just the two of you, and the pressure from the outside world will make you collapse one day Yes, time will exaggerate all the trivial troubles to the point where you are bored, I don't want you to be like this, son, but..."

When Xiao Yinjun said this, he raised his hand and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. "You are too ruthless, Geng Yao, leave as soon as you say, don't see me, avoid me, for three years, you don't want to see me."

Geng Yao answered in a hurry: "I am not unwilling! I also want to see you... If you can't see me meeting Ning Shu, you drive me away, saying that I am too disgusting, that Ning Shu sees you I feel like vomiting..." Geng Yaoyue said more and more aggrieved, with a pitiful look on his lips, "Mom, what you said is too hurtful, that is the person I hold dear to my heart, and I can't see a word of others To say that he is not good, I am not willing to say something harsh to him, but I can't bear it if you say that about him."

Xiao Yinjun lowered his head and clenched his hands on the apron, forcing a smile from the corner of his mouth. "After all, I'm my own son, and I can't stand you treating me like this. So Mom compromised, and I won't hinder your relationship. You can live well, live a good life, don't torment yourself, and don't torment Mom, huh?"

Hearing these few words, Geng Yao was very distressed, almost cried with tears in his eyes, and just nodded vigorously there.At this moment, the phone rang suddenly, and before Geng Yao had time to put away his tough tenderness, he said "Hello" in a very affectionate, tender, and coquettish way.

Ning Shujian: "..."

Geng Yao gasped, gestured to avoid his mother, and came to the bedroom. "What's the matter, baby?"

"...I thought your mobile phone was robbed. Hey, don't talk about that, come and help me, the supermarket has a limited time discount, I bought a lot of things, I can't move it!"

"Ah? What did you buy, and there is no shortage of things at home." Having said that, Geng Yao had already grabbed his coat and was walking towards the entrance. "Where are you, do you need me to drive a car to pick you up?"

"No, no, it's in the supermarket opposite the middle school near our house. I'll wait for you at the door selling ice cream."

When Geng Yao was putting on his shoes, he remembered that there was still an old mother at home. He was about to call out when Xiao Yinjun came over first. "You go, I will stew the fish later and leave."

Geng Yao held her back, "If you don't want to, you can eat here too. You're welcome too... meet Ning Shu."

Xiao Yinjun pushed his hand away calmly, "No need, I met him yesterday, and Xiao Ning knows what I think. Remember to bring the key, and heat up the chicken soup for Xiao Ning when you come back." Drink it, don’t compete with him, I only brought one person’s, he’s still catching a cold, the tonic is for him.”

For a moment, Geng Yao felt that there were some subtleties in his mother's behavior and words today, but he couldn't feel what was wrong exactly.But in any case, Xiao Yinjun's behavior gave him great encouragement and support, and that little uneasiness was quickly washed away by the joy in his heart. He didn't feel it until Ning Shujian came home and the two of them were eating the meal prepared by his mother. Feeling that there is a strong sense of happiness drowning myself.

"My mother made chicken soup for you. It has just been warmed up. You can drink it quickly." Geng Yao brought out a bowl of fragrant chicken soup from the kitchen, his face was full of complacency, "There is still in the pot, After drinking, add more. My mother specifically asked you to finish drinking."

Ning Shujian stood still for a long time, seeing that the bowl of soup had not moved, and when Geng Yao almost felt that he had fallen asleep, Ning Shujian finally spoke, "Do you really want me to drink it?"

Geng Yao felt a little sad, recalling today's mother, the inexplicable sense of disobedience in his heart subconsciously came up again, and he suddenly moved to grab the bowl of soup. "Or... no, I, I'll drink."

Ning Shujian suddenly opened his eyebrows, smiled as usual, took the bowl over, and finished drinking in a few sips. "What are you talking about? I told you it's mine, and you're not allowed to drink it."

Geng Yao looked at him worriedly, "But..."

"What are you afraid of? My aunt won't poison you inside. Have you watched too many court dramas recently?"

Geng Yao snorted, thinking about it, so he didn't say anything more, obediently helped Ning Shujian add another bowl, and tasted a few sips by himself without worry, the taste was nothing unusual, it was still the same as when he was a child.He just sat there foolishly watching Ning Shujian eat, his eyes glowing brightly, as if he was still looking at Ning Shujian when he just met him.Ning Shu saw that he was staring at him a little nervously, and asked in a low voice: "Are you okay, A Yao, why do I think you have been drugged, can you close your eyes?"

Someone giggled, and a bunch of pink bubbles popped out. "It's okay, I just think...you're so pretty."

Someone Ning: "..."

This man is very sick.

The concern from Xiao Yinjun did not end because of this, on the second day, the third day, the fourth day... For a whole week, she would give Ning Shujian soup or snacks in different ways every day until Geng Shujian Yao all tactfully expressed his refusal, so Xiao Yinjun temporarily stopped delivering food, but after a week, he asked the administrative aunt at home to bring them food, and every weekend after that, he would personally cook a dinner for them. Either have someone send it over, or come and do it yourself.Geng Yao was not used to it at first, and kept persuading his mother, but Ning Shujian instead comforted him and said that he was still very happy to have an improved relationship with Xiao Yinjun, and over time, Geng Yao let it go.

——If... there is a chance to say this word, then I hope that you have never met me in this life.

What Geng Yao regrets the most is that he clearly noticed that something was wrong, but allowed it to happen under his nose, then spread and grow, and finally became deeply rooted and irreversible.

The incident happened at a dinner party in April. At that time, Geng Yao had just finished his graduate studies and found a pretty good job. His mother wanted him to practice for a few years before coming back to take over the company. Everything went smoothly, so after getting the offer When Ning Shu saw that he was happy, he proposed to invite a few friends to have a dinner together.Just as everyone was toasting to celebrate, Ning Shu saw a loud bang, as if the robot had suddenly lost its battery, and was unloaded from an upright position to the ground without warning.Everyone was dumbfounded, Geng Yao's brain was short-circuited for a moment, and for a few seconds the whole eyes were black, in a state where he couldn't hear anything.A group of people rushed forward desperately, pushing and squeezing, and many of them were shouting Ning Shujian's name loudly.After those few seconds, Geng Yao was suddenly surrounded by a huge and inexplicable fear, which was dark and soft, as if it could sweep a person away at any time, to a strange, distant and dirty place. place, until the borders where he can no longer touch.

"Ning Shu see... Ning Shu see... Ning Shu see you wake up, don't scare me, get up... Ambulance... Ambulance, call an ambulance!"

That party had a happy beginning and a not so happy ending.No one has ever seen Geng Yao lose his composure like that, roaring so terribly, lost all his manners and self-cultivation, and turned into a crazy beast, in a state of embarrassment and lost all reason.

Since Ning Shujian didn't know exactly why Ning Shujian fainted, he was rushed to the hospital to measure a few basic physical indicators, and immediately began to rescue him. The non-stop cardiopulmonary resuscitation for three hours exhausted more than a dozen doctors and nurses. Finally, the heart pulse began to function normally, and all functions were slowly returning to normal values ​​due to the recovery of the heart, which made many people at the scene heave a sigh of relief.Geng Yao finally let go of his gripping hands, and a few people passed by brought a gust of wind. He shivered from the cold, only to realize that his whole body was soaked in cold sweat, and his entire back was covered with sweat stains. Wet on the skin, the broken hair on the forehead was wet into clusters with sweat, a drop of water fell on the tip of the nose along the hair tip, he slowly squatted down, his hands were trembling when he stretched out, his fingers were cold It was not like the temperature that a living person should have, he wiped his face, except for the greasy sweat, there was also helplessness and hopeless fear along with his hands.

Afterwards, Ning Shujian did a series of detailed examinations. From the data of the first item, the doctor's brows were not stretched. In the end, Geng Yao was called into the consulting room.

"Mr. Geng, right? Hello, my surname is Guan. May I ask what is your relationship with the patient? I need to explain some situations to his family members."

The doctor in front of him was very young, he looked less than 40 years old. A pair of rimless glasses rested on the bridge of his nose, and slid down slightly, revealing a pair of Danfeng eyes that could not be seen clearly.Geng Yao clenched his hands and looked at him very sincerely. "Doctor, his family is not in Beijing, so we won't be able to contact him for a while. Please tell me what's going on with him."

Dr. Guan pushed up his glasses, "That's right, Mr. Geng, as doctors, we are obliged to keep the patient's physical condition confidential. If you are not a family member of Mr. Ning, you can contact..."

"He is my lover."

"..."

Dr. Guan probably did not expect such an answer, he was surprised and a little embarrassed at the same time, he cleared his throat and coughed, and picked up the examination report. "The cause of Mr. Ning's fainting is preliminarily judged to be acute cardiogenic cerebral ischemia. His heart rate is very irregular. The systolic function of the left ventricle is not very good. There is the source of arterial blood pumping out of the whole body. Its function weakens directly. As a result, the oxygen supply of the whole body is affected. I saw that Mr. Ning still has high blood pressure, do you know about this?"

Geng Yao heard that his heart was pulled into a rag, and he shook his head violently, "I have never heard of it. He has always lived a healthy life. He rarely stays up late, does not smoke or drink, and goes to exercise every week. , How could he have high blood pressure!"

Dr. Guan ignored his anger, flipped through the report, and frowned again when he saw the data. "Mr. Ning's health is very poor. Several indicators are not serious enough. Compared with his age, the degree of organ aging is relatively high. There are more or less problems all over the body. In short, I still hope you can contact his family. We I will make a treatment plan as soon as possible... Sigh, don't look at me like that. Let me tell you directly, Mr. Ning's problem is a bit serious, it belongs to systemic organ failure, and it doesn't happen in a day or two, I just heard You said that he is still quite healthy in his daily life, so in this case, he was infected after undergoing a major operation, but this is usually acute. Mr. Ning’s condition is conservatively estimated to be at least two years. In addition That is, someone may have given him some kind of food or medicine that is harmful to organs for a long time. I have temporarily ruled out chronic poisoning in occupational diseases in Mr. Ning’s work. As for which ingredient caused his current condition, further research is needed. examine."

Seeing Geng Yao standing there in a daze, Dr. Guan felt that the series of messages had hit him to the point that his body was shattered, and he was completely speechless.Dr. Guan got up and walked to him, patted him on the shoulder lightly, and said in a consoling voice, "Don't worry, we will try our best. I'll go to a meeting first to discuss Mr. Ning's treatment plan. You are welcome. In addition , if you have been involved in a criminal case, I suggest you have a good chat with the patient."

It wasn't until the wooden door slammed shut that there was a light slam, and Geng Yao pulled out from the nightmare.Maybe it was because he was too frightened all of a sudden today, but after Dr. Guan finished speaking, he immediately persuaded himself to calm down.He stood alone at the stairs, with dirty vomit and uncleaned blood everywhere, crying, beating, and laughing everywhere above his head and feet, men and women, old and young, rich and powerful The poor, the high-class and the low-class, he stood there, not talking, ignoring others, just stood there for a long, long time...

Many friends who rushed over persuaded and left again, until no one was pestering him anymore, he dragged his tired body to see Ning Shujian, but he was fine, lying on the bed as if nothing had happened, sleeping soundly, and still Talking in sleep, drooling when turning his face sideways, sleeping in a very inelegant position, moving sideways and vertically.The nurse said that after he just woke up, he met a few friends who came to visit. He seemed to have been waiting for someone, and fell asleep after waiting too long.Geng Yao leaned on the porch, didn't go in, just stood and looked at him, saw him turn over and kick the quilt halfway, revealing a pair of long legs that had nowhere to rest.Just as Geng Yao was about to help him cover it, he only took a step forward with his left foot, and then slowly retracted it. He gently closed the door and walked away without making a sound.

Xiao Yinjun's residence is actually not that close to Geng Yao's residence, almost across half of Beijing City, so when Geng Yao arrived, it was already very late, she got up from the bed in the middle of the night, opened the door to see Seeing his son's dark face, he probably knew what happened.

Geng Yao was also polite, and straight to the point after entering the door, he asked directly: "Does what Ning Shu saw have anything to do with you?"

Xiao Yinjun sat on the sofa pretentiously, without looking at him, and didn't seem to intend to answer his question.

Geng Yao's heart sank more than half, he took several deep breaths, and after calming down his emotions, he continued to confront his mother. "Ning Shu is sick, his whole body is exhausted, probably since two years ago, the poison has worn down his body, I eat almost the same thing as him every day, the only difference is that you started from two and a half years ago I insisted on making food for Ning Shu before, Mom... tell me, does this have anything to do with you... "

Xiao Yinjun was silent for a long time, and finally looked at Geng Yao. She has always maintained the elegance of a woman, sitting in a dignified posture, and her expression is not disturbed. "I told you a long time ago that you are impossible, not only I can't tolerate you, the rules of the world just can't tolerate you. I let you break, you can't break, you can't bear it, then I will..."

"You're committing a crime!!!" Geng Yao yelled at his mother, impulsively took a big step forward, punched the back of the sofa hard, his eyes were red, and after a while, big tears rolled down his face.

"How could you treat me like this? How could you treat Ning Shu like this?! You hate him, but you don't understand him, and you never try to understand the person I love. Ning Shu saw that he rolled down the stairs eight years ago. , to save me, since then his health has not been better, he has been torturing himself, he has never wanted to live, when Su Xiao died, he already wanted to go with her. I miss those years in my heart The person who never let go of another girl from the beginning to the end. I worked so hard to bring him back from the brink of death, but why... why did you give him 'hope', why did you make him feel that he should die... ..."

When Geng Yao said the latter, he was already sobbing, his hands clenched tightly into fists, wishing to poke himself full of holes with just his fingertips.

——"Shu Jian, thank you for your birthday present. Although it is still so boring, I am still very happy. My wish this year is also the same as before. I hope you will not be angry with me again. I will not go to Beijing with you, it is me I made a decision after careful consideration. I know that many people yearn for that place, but I don’t love Beijing. I just like our hometown. I know that Geng Yao must go to Beijing, and I also know that you will definitely be with me. Go. Listen to me, you are in Beijing, don't miss me, don't help me find a doctor, I know my own body.

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It's fine if we're so far away, you won't be sad if you don't see me.I know Geng Yao will take good care of you, I know he loves you, I know you will love him, because half of your life is on him, you gave him seven parts of your soul, you planted all your roots in his heart, You are going to love him after all.Shu Jian, you are fine, you deserve the love of the whole world, the sun loves you, the moonlight loves you, and the stars love you too.Your pain, I will help you take them away when you leave, and then you can live again and be a happy stranger, okay?Don't fall down the stairs anymore, don't toss your body like hell, don't want to give up your future because of your past, don't think that you can die with me.

My greatest luck is to be able to meet you, but you scare me too much, so,