Reluctant to give up

Chu Manyu was in a panic. He walked back and forth, and the floor was almost worn out by him.

Luanhong drove him out, saying that he was afraid that Yan Xu would get emotional if he saw him.

"Fortunately, he woke up." Luanhong gave him a cold look, "Go in."

Yan Xu's face was very pale, and he didn't seem to have been rosy a few times in his impression.

Chu Manyu stood by the door and looked at him helplessly. He wanted to apologize, but he felt that everything he said was terrible and powerless.

"sit down."

Compared to him, Yan Xu looked like a normal person, with no emotion in his calm eyes.

He obediently sat on the chair beside Yan Xu's bed, his limbs were well-groomed, but he was a little restless.

Yan Xu guessed what he was going to say next, so he opened his mouth first to break the awkward atmosphere, "You don't have to apologize, I don't blame you, it's just my body that doesn't live up to expectations."

"..."

"You don't have to worry, I won't pester you for a long time, you will continue to be your romantic and happy Xianjun Zhaoguang."

"..."

"If you're afraid of other people talking nonsense, you can blame all your problems on me."

"..."

"Anyway, I'm...not bad this time."

"..."

Chu Manyu still couldn't think of a word to respond to.

He suddenly felt sorry for this person.

But he didn't know what to say to comfort him.

He made promises to Yan Xu, but none of them could keep it.He always accepts the betrayal and hurt he gives, and in the end he has to tell him that he doesn't blame him.

Chu Manyu felt that he was very pitiful.

But this kind of misery was caused by him alone.

So he is not worthy to say beautiful and dignified words.

After a long time, he said in a hoarse voice: "Your body...how does Luanhong say?"

"It's nothing, it's just a little uncomfortable to go back to the heaven." Yan Xu shook his head and laughed, "It's my fault, I know I'm uncomfortable but I still run around, and it disturbs your interest."

Chu Manyu frowned, stretched out his hand anxiously, and retracted it in mid-air.

"Yan Xu, even if you scold me now."

Yan Xu asked him rather dumbfounded: "Why did I scold you?"

"Don't you hate me?"

"Don't hate."

Chu Manyu's bright eyes were covered with a dazed color.

He had never met such a person before.

I don't know what to do for a while.

He would rather Yan Xu would scold him angrily and cry sadly like 30 years ago.At least at that time, he would not be like now, when he was by his side, but he was about to lose him completely.

"Chu Manyu, you won't understand." Yan Xu's smile gradually became bitter, "But I don't regret falling in love with you, no matter it was 30 years ago or now."

He knows that Chu Manyu is someone who cannot be kept, and he will still fall in love with him out of control.From the second lie, he had to force himself to accept such a person.

He said he liked him.

Even if it is coaxing him, he is very happy.

Love and love are all dreams.

The lucky man's dream will come true, he just avoided the favor of good luck.

Yan Xu went to Xuannv Palace that night.

"Xu'er, I'll help you this time."

Xuannv tapped a red dot on his forehead, and she probably knew what happened to him in the past.

"Thank you Xuannv."

Since that night, a little fairy named Yan Xu was missing in the heaven, and there was a Ganoderma lucidum missing half in Xuannv Palace.

Xuannv was afraid that it would catch cold, so she went to Guanyin and borrowed a colored light circle to cover it.

Yan Xu himself is conscious, even if he is parasitic in the spirit tree to cultivate, he can still hear the movement of the outside world.

When you calm down, even the sound of the wind is extremely sharp.

On the other side, Chu Manyu, who found Yan Xu missing, would visit Yuelin Palace from time to time.

He had a premonition that Yan Xu would leave that day.

Not being able to see Yan Xu, his mood became more and more depressed day by day, he was no longer irritable, but more of a sense of loss and loneliness that he often tossed and turned in the middle of the night.

But he knew that he was the one who crushed that person's few expectations of him.

"It's really his style to be able to leave quietly."

Like Yan Xu, Chu Manyu once stood under the marriage tree like that. He raised his head, and all the red threads destroyed by Chaoge were restored again. When the wind blows, the red threads flying all over the tree are like extremely passionate phoenix flowers.

Yuelao came over and asked gently: "Xianjun Zhaoguang, is the red thread I gave you last time still there?"

"Ah?" Chu Manyu came back to his senses. He touched his chest to make sure there was something there, and then said, "It's here."

He always carried the bundle of red thread with him, because it was made by Yan Xu, and he was afraid of losing it.

"If Xianjun is useless, it's a waste to leave it alone. Why don't you give it back to me, and one day you might be able to match a couple."

"No." Chu Manyu resolutely refused without even thinking about it, and he was a little inconceivable after speaking.I felt that my tone was too heavy, and I continued: "Whoever said it is useless, it will definitely be useful in the future, and I will not lose it."

He stared at the many entangled red threads, and asked again: "Officer Yue, the red thread is broken, is it... there is no way to restore it to the original state."

"If you cut it yourself with scissors, the fate can only end here."

"Does it mean that Yan Xu and I have ended here just like the red line?"

"Xianjun, do you regret it?"

Chu Manyu took out the red thread pasted on his heart, and held it in his hand as if missing something.

Yan Xu said he never regretted it.

What about him?

He said in front of that person 30 years ago that he regretted knowing him, and 30 years later because he was not reconciled, he continued to pester him endlessly.

Until today, he didn't understand what Yu Zhelan said to him.

"Being misunderstood by everyone, being turned away, being reduced to an after-tea joke... is worse than a change of heart and hurting people."

Chu Manyu muttered to himself.

He was talking to the air, but also to himself.

Yan Xu is actually a thoughtful person.

He knew that Chu Manyu cared about his relationship with him, so he agreed to his original request that he would never tell others about their relationship.

Even more ridiculous.

Chu Manyu said at the time that he chose to hide it to protect him from getting hurt.

"Yes, I regret it."

The romantic and affectionate Zhaoguang Xianjun regretted saying something because of Yan Xu 30 years ago, and also regretted saying something because of Yan Xu 30 years later.