Reluctant to give up

Ten years have passed.

Chu Manyu is much more mature and stable than before.

He still hesitates when he sees a beautiful woman.

It's just to say a few nice words to tease the other party, and there is no further development.

Yan Xu got a lot of rumors about Chu Manyu from the news delivered by the wind, or from the chats of the fairies.

For example, with whom did you spend the past few days, and who will you plan to play in the world with tomorrow.

He still couldn't let go.

Hearing the word "Chu Manyu", his heart beat much faster than usual.

Yue Lao and Si Ming Xingjun sat next to him and chatted whenever they were free. He wanted to talk, but Xuannv put a red dot on his forehead to seal his human form and prevent him from running around.

"It's only grown so much in ten years." Si Ming Xingjun touched the ganoderma that could not speak, and it was probably a little bigger than ten years ago, "Hey, Xianjun Zhaoguang is going to run away with others."

……

It's none of his business.

Yan Xu moved in displeasure.

"Apprentice, if I say that Zhaoguang's Red Luan star is pointing at you, will you give him one more chance?"

……

dream.

Although he thought so, if he really had to face Chu Manyu at that time, he would probably go away with him in a particularly worthless way.

Yan Xu hid here because he hoped that time would dilute his obsession with Chu Manyu.Even if it doesn't dilute it, it's a good thing not to see him.

"I brought him here." Si Ming Xingjun looked at him with a smile, "Don't tell Yuelao, after all, it's God's will, and the astrology shows today."

……

Yan Xu wished he could bury himself quickly.

Seeing him was like seeing the past in a state of embarrassment.

I saw Chu Manyu, dressed in white and wearing a silver crown, coming from the corridor.

Ten years no see.

His incomparably handsome face didn't change much, and it seemed that a slight hook in his eyes full of insatiable satisfaction would still make Yan Xu at a loss.

"You let me look for it for a long time."

Chu Manyu bit his finger, dripped a few drops of fairy blood on the Ganoderma lucidum, and then silently recited a few incantations.Yan Xu suddenly felt a powerful force force him out of this narrow space, white light enveloped his whole body, it was so dazzling that he had to cover his eyes with his hands.

When the white light disappeared, he put down his hand and found that Chu Manyu was looking at him tenderly.

"Yan Xu."

Before he could speak, Chu Manyu pulled him into his arms and hugged him tightly, whispering in his ear: "I miss you."

"How do you..."

"He ran to Yuelin Palace every day during that time, Yuelao bothered him, so he just avoided him. He came to me and helped me a lot by the way." Si Mingxing walked out while talking, "I won't disturb you Come on, disciple, come on!"

"..."

Yan Xu felt as if he had been sold.

"This... I've kept it all the time." Chu Manyu let go of him, and carefully took out the bundle of eternal knot concentric threads, "If Yuelao hadn't told me, I would have been fooled by you foolishly."

Yuelao told him that Yan Xu's health had deteriorated since he helped him block the catastrophe. Coupled with the torture of heart disease, his vitality could not be recovered well.Especially when he heard the news of his marriage, he vomited blood repeatedly.

"This eternal knot concentric thread was made by Yan Xu by replacing part of the body with the materials." Yuelao couldn't see anything, but he knew Yan Xu's situation at the time, "He worked hard for two days Two nights, I don't even have the energy to go to your wedding banquet."

But Yan Xu still came.

Chu Manyu closed his eyes, trying to dispel the distress in his eyes.

Yan Xu grabbed his hand so hard, afraid that he would disappear or that something would happen to him.

He didn't notice any difference in him.

He just thought that Yan Xu was overly sad after being hit by the thunder.

Anyone with a discerning eye would have seen it long ago, and he was the only one who was stupid enough to believe Yan Xu's crappy lies.

Every time he recalled this incident, Chu Manyu's heart would become extremely painful.

Yan Xu treated him like this, he should have been the one he cared for most.

In the end, it ended in a meager life, and she tried her best to hide it from him, fearing that he would feel guilty.

"Why didn't you say it?" Chu Manyu lowered his head and bit Yan Xu's lip while kissing resentfully, "You still lie to me with Luanhong, right?"

"Hmm... what are you doing?" Yan Xu wanted to push him away, but the more he struggled, the deeper the kiss became.

Sure enough, he fell into this kiss.

Gradually lose myself.

"I won't let you go."

Yan Xu, who regained the air, panted slightly, and in the next second, a light red rope was wrapped around his little finger.

"Return to the original owner."

Chu Manyu proudly lifted the same colored rope between his fingers.

Yan Xu collected himself and saw clearly that the thread actually connected them together.

"You are crazy!"

"I won't just run away like before." Chu Manyu looked at him seriously, then pinched his chin, and covered it with his lips again.

"Yan Xu, I love you."

"Chu Manyu, which game are you playing?" Yan Xu took a step back, staring at him warily and complicatedly, "I have nothing left, just let me go, okay?"

"I'm serious." Chu Manyu hurriedly explained, "I haven't had close contact with anyone in the past ten years!"

"I don't love you anymore, you go."

Yan Xu raised his hand, signaling to tear off the red thread, and Chu Manyu quickly grabbed his wrist.

"Yan Xu, try to look into my eyes and say again that you don't love me. If you can do it, I will do it myself."

You see, there are always people who know his weaknesses and do whatever they want with him.

"There are so many people in the world who admire Xianjun, why should Xianjun hold me tight? Has Xianjun forgotten what he said before? You said that you regretted it, why don't you want to part with it now?" Yan Xu Turning around, his heart was beating fast and extremely active. "In a few days, you will regret why you wasted the red line on me, and why you chose the least outstanding among so many choices."

Don't be the same as before, caring for him in every possible way in the first few days, always making him mistakenly think it's real.

Every time he decides to give up, a glimmer of expectation emerges.

So far, his heart is still moved by him.

It's a pity that instinct made him retreat.

"My biggest regret is what I did to you ten years ago." Chu Manyu hugged him from behind, buried his head in his long black hair, sniffing the familiar smell greedily, "You need me so much I can't even do such a simple request. I can only watch you leave without daring to say a word to persuade you to stay. "

The warm breath from the person behind him lingered on the edge of his neck, and Yan Xu could not help but tremble slightly.

He was scared.

I am afraid that if I listen to one more sentence, I will uncontrollably fall back into the lies woven by Chu Manyu.

Then the composure he had worked so hard to maintain for a decade was shattered beyond repair.

"Xiao Xu, don't be afraid." Chu Manyu's soft voice echoed in his ears, like a melodious song, soothing his restless heart. "I know I'm a little anxious today. Did I scare you? I'm sorry... I miss you so much, it's really hard to control, don't be afraid, I won't hurt you anymore."

Immortal Zhaoguang actually apologized in a low voice. If it spreads, a large group of people will be stunned.

He really cares about his image, but if it's Yan Xu's words, let alone acting like a baby and pretending to be pitiful, he might be able to roll on the ground.

For example, now, seeing that Yan Xu was indifferent, he hugged him pitifully and rocked him around.

"I'm sorry, I'll hold back next time. Does Xiaoxu don't want to see me anymore? Then I'll come back tomorrow."

Hearing what he meant, it seemed that if you don't promise me today, I will continue to come tomorrow until you promise me.

Yan Xu's tired heart could no longer bear such torture.

It seems that if I endure a little more suffering, it will disappear automatically and consciously.

"Chu Manyu."

"Ok?"

"If you lie to me this time, I will die directly in front of you, and there will be no next time."

He has given it too many opportunities.

Whether to cherish it or not is Chu Manyu's choice.

But this is the last time.

He didn't have any more energy to waste with him.

He said he was not afraid of death.

"Do you still choose me?"

Yan Xu flicked the red thread on his little finger.

Chu Manyu froze for a moment, then he gnawed on the man's snow-white neck.

"I don't choose anyone but you. If you dare to mess around, I'll go to the underworld to take your soul back. If you step into reincarnation, I'll follow you. At worst, I won't drink that Meng Po soup, and I will take it back. Follow the memory to find you. Up to the poor and down to the underworld, wherever you are, I will be there."