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Happiness doesn't conform to Newton's law of inertia at all, and it always stops abruptly when the slide is smoothest

—— Dean

After the turmoil passed, every time Shen Yunjia recalled the last month of 2000, he felt like a dream.

Those few years of smooth sailing and happiness flowed away in the blink of an eye, and in a blink of an eye, the wind and clouds changed suddenly, and the giant screen of life lifted by the waves was cruel and realistic.During that period of time, every minute and every second was infinitely extended by fear and unknown, time and space-time criss-crossed, and finally a ferocious and terrifying dark monster emerged. It is menacing and unstoppable, and the huge body that is expanding day by day is filled with countless fears and bottomless worries. You don't know when it will stop expanding, let alone when it will expand to the limit and blow them to pieces.

It was a state of near despair, and the Bian family was almost torn apart.

Time pulls back to the present.

Early on Sunday morning, the Yu family's two little monsters pestered Yu's mother to go to the park to play, and Yu's father went to the store after eight o'clock. Yu Jinle had no one to make noise, and fell asleep comfortably at home alone. It's past nine o'clock.

The sky is blue, the leaves are green, the plums are red, and the sun is gratifying.

Dicheng is a place where there is almost no spring or autumn. Even in December, as long as the cold air in the north does not hit for a day, they can wear short T summer pants and drink cold drinks in this midsummer-like sunshine all day.

For individual industrial and commercial families like them, weekends only mean an increase in the number of shoppers shopping in front of the store, and have nothing to do with rest days. In Jinle's memory, their store is almost open all year round, and the only thing that allows him to Dad doesn't do business and closes the shop to go home for a whole day, only one or two days during the Spring Festival.

There is no one at home now, and the housework will not be reduced because of the weekend. Mother Yu knocked on the door of Yu Jinle's room before taking the two cubs out, telling him that he remembered that there were clothes in the washing machine that were still being washed, and asked him to remember to dry them after he got up. Get up, or when they come back at noon after shopping in the park and working in the store, they will be so afraid that they will wrinkle into pickle leaves.

It's the turn of the season, and Mother Yu is busy washing and putting away some of the summer clothes. Today, I accidentally washed a lot, and the balcony is full of two rows of new laundry to dry, which is equivalent to Jinle taking it out of the washing machine for the last time. When there is a bucket of clean laundry, there is no room left.

He sighed, what else could he do?It's fine if there is a clothes hanger left for him, clothes rail or something... Don't think about it, just rely on yourself!

So resignedly, he dug out the clothesline from the storage box, climbed onto the anti-theft net on the other side of the balcony, and carefully tied the clothesline tightly.

In fact, the balcony of Yu’s house is no longer a simple balcony. Because there were children at home, for safety reasons, even the railings were flattened and built into a low wall with a height of 1.2 meters. It is used for drying clothes and growing flowers, and the balcony is directly facing Xiaobai’s parking lot. In this era, the commercial housing in Tucheng did not have strict community property management. As long as it does not affect the lives of the neighbors upstairs and downstairs, it is not a big problem.

The load-bearing capacity of the clothesline is limited. Fortunately, there are only three or four pieces of washed clothes. To save trouble, when Yu Jinle hangs the clothesline, he directly puts the laundry basket and hangers on the anti-theft net. Hang the clothes on it so you don't have to go down to get the clothes rail.

He noticed it while he was drying the last piece of clothing.

At first glance, he thought he was dazzled.

After he half-raised Xiaobai, other stray cats followed him here. The aunts and aunts in the neighborhood saw it, and they probably thought that it would be a waste to throw away the leftovers at home, so they followed Yu's house. After mixing the same thing, take it downstairs and feed the cat, everyone, but no one will squat nervously in front of Xiaobai's nest early on the weekend to peep!

Yu Jinle saw a figure squatting, at first glance, he thought he saw a cat thief in broad daylight!

"Thinking...?" Yu Jinle squatted in the corner near the innermost side of the anti-theft net, grabbed the railing and shouted tentatively.

Living on a low floor has this advantage, and people who pass by downstairs don't have to raise their voices.

Then he saw the thoughtful figure raised his arm casually, and waved it insincerely, which seemed to answer his call.

The figure looked listless and looked like a lonely man squatting in the corner drawing circles. Yu Jinle thought he was playing some kind of demon again, so he laughed and continued to shout:

"What are you doing?"

I don't know who said that after the school sports meeting, he will sleep in a dark place. I didn't see him on the Internet last night and thought he really went to bed early, but he came to observe Xiaobai secretly this morning.

Whose house is like this?

This time I thought about not answering him.

His posture moved, and he turned half of his face to this side.

Yu Jinle's eyelids twitched suddenly.

The side squad leader who usually has to scratch the angle of a hair before stepping out of the threshold when going out, is now squatting with an unshaven beard in the dilapidated corner of the parking lot downstairs of his house watching cats!

Of course, in order to create a new shape, Squad Leader Bian also tried to make a fuss about the stubble—but that was on the premise that he was in a happy mood.

The situation is markedly different now.

The cat kennel is located in the corner where the parking lot and the electricity room meet. The corner is not exposed to sunlight all the year round, but it is better because there is an extended eave to cover the head. When it rains, it can cover the head with one tile. In addition, the ventilation is good, even if it is dark It’s a bit bigger, but it’s not too humid. They fixed Xiaobai’s nest at that position, and they also took into account Xiaobai’s domineering temperament that dominates the parking lot. With his full of wildness, The location of the cat's nest on a cliff will not become a cage that restricts it from basking in the sun. On the contrary, it needs to pay attention to issues such as rainy days and cooling and keeping warm.

Thinking about squatting in front of the cat litter now.

Without exception, more than half of the space was covered by the shadow of the electric room. The sun rose in the east, and the sunlight projected from the back of the side, and even superimposed his figure, making the darkness in the corner a bit thicker.

Under the veil of dark tones, he only showed half of his profile slightly, with a cigarette slantedly dangling from his mouth, and the cigarette was still unlit, but for some reason, just like this, he showed a somewhat carefree posture.

what the hell?

Yu Jinle grasped the railing of the anti-theft net and looked him around silently, then turned around and quickly jumped off the window sill, hurriedly put on slippers and ran down without even picking up the keys. When he went downstairs, he was nowhere to be found.

Luckily it was still there when it arrived.

Young Master Bian has a high-profile and open personality. When he is happy, the whole school knows it. When he is angry, even if he is scumbag, he will disregard the face of his ex-girlfriend. Yu Jinle thought that he knew him well enough, but until now, he didn't know it. Surprised to find that thinking in this state is too strange.

I didn't see him like this when I was broken up.

I was far away just now, and the effect of the beard and stubble under the rendering of the shadow was doubled. Now I got closer and looked at it. Although Mr. Bian is still in decline, he is still neatly dressed, shoes and socks are neat, and his hair has just been trimmed. Needless to say, the old green stubble, there is no such thing as messy or not, but the folds of the shirt cuffs on his forearm are obviously calculated and folded!The height separation between the left and the right is not bad, and the image is much more neat than Yu Jinle who just got up and ran down wearing big underpants and a black bird's nest.

Yu Jinle: "..."

Then he heard and wanted to say:

"Lele, I'm homeless."

There was a thunder on the ground, and there was a "buzz" in Yu Jinle's head. At the moment, he only felt that those words sounded hypocritical and harsh.

On Saturday night, I wanted to go to bed early.

The next morning, under the influence of the biological clock, he opened his eyes on time at 05:30. When he felt refreshed and refreshed, he stretched himself, scratched his head and yawned.

The house was quiet, and the time was still a little early. Although the city was not as cold as freezing at this time, the solar terms were there, and it was still gray outside after five o'clock.On Sundays, Shen Yunjia didn't have to get up early to make breakfast like on weekdays. This kind of quietness was the life trajectory he was familiar with, without any abruptness or inappropriateness.

He sat there for a while, then he seemed to be waking up, and suddenly remembered that he seemed to have had a very terrible nightmare. He dreamed that his father held a little one in his arms and said to him: "Xiaoxiang, your aunt Jia gave birth to me." I have a son, you see, this is the little baby of our old family."

Smiled, such an absurd dream was probably because I was really tired recently.

After adjusting, he got up and took a shower. After he was done, he changed into his sports clothes and went downstairs to run and exercise as usual.

After stretching the legs and stretching the muscles, I walked four or five laps along the perimeter of the community as usual. After that, I went to the community square, climbed on the horizontal bar and hung the pull-ups for three to 10 minutes amidst a group of Tai Chi masters and square dancing ladies.

During the period, I also greeted the three uncles and four aunts passing by.

After returning home at six o'clock, when he came out of the shower, Shen Yunjia was already up.

And, his dad.

When he came out of the bathroom wiping his wet hair, someone was walking in the kitchen, accompanied by the sound of pots and pans, and he heard his father say, "I'll do it from now on, so don't bother, don't worry about anything you need." Running around, I'll ask Aunt Ming to come over today and help out at home for a while, it's important for you to pay attention to your health."

While thinking about it, he froze in place.

Shen Yunjia smiled and said: "Then what do you want me to do at home all day? Just lie down? How can I be so delicate!"

His father said again: "The fetus is not stable at the moment, you just need to pay attention! Lying down is lying down, you should take good care of your body from now on, and leave the rest to me."

Then there was Shen Yunjia's deliberately low but clear coquettish voice, saying that it was still early, and only his father was making a fuss.

Water slipped through the tail of the hair, and it dripped to the ground with a "click"——

While thinking about it, he suddenly tightened the towel around his neck, and the veins on his forearms were bulging.

What did he see?

What did he hear again?

Then, he heard his father say: "From now on, I will ask Aunt Ming to come over for housework and chores, and I will ask someone to help find a professional confinement lady. In short, our child has no reason to let him be wronged!"

So... Last night, wasn't he dreaming?

His father is a man who cares about his family, especially during the golden period when men are most attractive. In the past few years, there are absolutely many temptations of all kinds from the outside world. He dare not say that his father has never played a role outside, but he can be sure. His father is all about this family, drama is drama, family is family, the former is broken up, and the latter is what life relies on, and the two will never be confused.

But his father is clearly a domineering and introverted man. This kind of man is strong and arrogant, able to handle things, be responsible, and responsible. Circle it and protect it, but usually this kind of men have a common characteristic, which is masculinity.

In the past few years when Shen Yunjia came in, thinking about it, I never saw him take the initiative to help with any housework at home, and usually put the water cup on the spot after drinking, let alone cooking.Sometimes I get up in the middle of the night when I'm hungry and look for something to eat, that is, I randomly rummage through ready-made snacks and fill my stomach with red wine.

But now, his father actually said that he will come to the family for breakfast in the future?

Oh, and said that their children cannot be wronged.

their children.

Overwhelming emotions were rushing through his body, and he had to use all his energy to clenched his fists to stop himself from rushing in recklessly.

The nails dug into the palm of his hand, and the three-point pain that penetrated his flesh was not enough to compare with the one-in-a-million burst in his heart at the moment.

The conversation in the kitchen stopped for a while, and then, while thinking about it, he heard his father say again:

"How about I send Xiao Xiang away for a few days first?"

At that moment, thinking about it almost made my eyes tear open!

He slammed the towel on the ground, kicked over the chair beside him angrily, and rushed out of the house.

There was a loud bang when the door was brought, and the sound resounding through the floor was astonishingly loud. When his father and Shen Yunjia were driven out of the kitchen, he was nowhere to be seen.