all things

The force with which he rushed out of the door smashed the door with an earth-shattering momentum, he rushed forward regardless, leaving Bian Zhenhua's shouts and Shen Yunjia's shouts far behind. It's still the one that he can walk up and down four, five or six times a day, but at this moment, the dusty stairs and yellowed walls in the stairwell turn into twisted lines in his eyes, so he just Like an outsider who has broken into an unfamiliar space, he can only run around instinctively in panic.

A group of old men downstairs who finished Tai Chi and closed the booth and were about to go home saw him go back and forth like the wind, and waved to him with a smile: "Xiao Xiang's morning practice today is longer than usual?"

He could actually turn around and pull out a smile that was uglier than crying.

But halfway through the run, it stopped suddenly.

He couldn't breathe.

It’s a good start to a new day in the city of Tuocheng. There is no cloudy weather in December, and the spring and scenery are full of vitality. The flowers are red and the trees are green, but when the fresh and sweet air in the morning penetrates from the nasal cavity, along the throat When I came to the trachea, I was suddenly blocked by something and stopped. The mass was invisible and colorless, invisible and intangible, but it just stuck there.

Fresh oxygen couldn't get in, waste carbon dioxide couldn't get out, and the supply couldn't keep up with consumption. During the desperate run, the oxygen supply to the heart and lungs was seriously insufficient. He sucked in the air in big mouthfuls, and every breath seemed to exhaust the strength of his whole body.

However, the effect is not enough.

He didn't know how long he had been running, and he didn't know where he was going. His mind was in a mess, and he couldn't get out any thoughts. The only thing he knew was that the morning breeze in December in the city of Tuocheng was too gentle. tingling.

He wanted to ask his dad, it was their son, what about him?

What is that thing called side thinking?

It can't stand being wronged, what about him?

What does it mean to send Xiao Xiang away for a few days first?

Isn't this his home?

Now at the age of 18, it is the first time that he has experienced what it means to be heartbroken like a knife. The air inhaled into the body seems to have a shining sharp blade, piece by piece, gouge out the air in the body. On his lungs and on his heart, there was a kind of pain that pierced to the bone and was indescribable.

It hurt so much, he thought, was it the knife or the air that he inhaled?

He saw his father's transformation, and he also saw his embarrassing position.

From now on, his father and Shen Yunjia will have "their child".

Their home is complete.

But what about him?Is he supposed to be the little Xiang who should be sent away?

There was a line in his brain that was a mess, and along the line, he seemed to have a clear understanding of his situation like never before.

It turned out that this was the issue of his stepmother and half-siblings that he had been worried about since he was a child.

Now, after all, it is "realized".

How could he be so naive?So naive as to believe that Shen Yunjia promised not to have her own children?

She is young, beautiful, and most importantly, smart. Didn't she have a way to get around when the old man was determined not to continue?With this kind of scheming, why worry about further smoothing out this half-baby stupefied boy?

I'm afraid it's not even true that he turned against his natal family because of his oil bottle!

Just like the old side was to him, her natal family's relationship with her is as blood-thick as water!

The relationship between their family is like a balance, Bian Zhenhua is the central axis, and she wants to be separated from Shen Yunjia at the two ends. When they are completely balanced, they can achieve an ideal state of complete harmony.

But now, with the arrival of the "it" in her stomach, this balance relationship can be regarded as self-defeating.

Originally, the husband and wife relationship between her and Bian Zhenhua lacked such a trace of blood ties that were constantly torn apart. In the past, this fetter was an advantage of Bian's thinking, but now it has been added to Shen Yunjia, and the balance is tilted. It's inevitable, he thought, she's finally consummated this time!

These step-by-step premeditated actions really made him feel angry and disgusted.

Without Shen Yunjia, his father was still his father, such a solemn, steady and reliable man, a man he respected, feared and admired since he was a child, he taught himself what responsibility is, and he also taught him what a man is. A man's responsibility, how could a man like this be so self-sufficient that he would not want his own son?

It is always easy for people to subconsciously make excuses for the people closest to them, thinking that their "wrong eyes" make excuses for steps——

Since it wasn't his father's problem, it must be an outsider's problem.

If there is no Shen Yunjia...

If, if, no, yes, Shen, Yun, Jia!

He wiped his face and stared gloomyly and fiercely ahead.

If it weren't for Shen Yunjia, how could he be in the situation where he has no place to live now!

This method of boiling frogs in warm water is ruthless and accurate!First attack his father, after entering this house, and then him, like clearing customs and fighting monsters, but now, when the time is right, she is consummated.

In this way, Shen Yunjia's face became distorted and hateful like never before in Bian Xiang's eyes.

The phone kept ringing in his trouser pocket, and as soon as he took it out, he saw his father's number flashing on the screen. At the moment of being upset, the only reaction was to press it without hesitation.

What else are you looking for?Aren't you going to send him away?Didn't he just fulfill them by leaving by himself?

He ran all the way angrily, even if he had no target and didn't know where he was going, he knew that the farther away from that home the better.

Running all the way, there was a lot of people and traffic along the way: there were children at the soy milk stall happily taking the sweet and greasy soy milk from their parents; peers with rackets on their backs passed him by in groups, laughing and laughing. The sound paves the road eloquently; on the big banyan tree on the roadside, there are birds chirping and insects singing undulating, and in the world of the sun and the wind, everything looks so bright and beautiful.

It's as beautiful as a dream.

While thinking about it, he suddenly became dazed.

Where is he going?Where should he go?Where can he go?

He was the one who talked about Wang Jingjing's family affairs yesterday, and now he is the one who ran out with nowhere to go.How calm and calm he is on the outside, how panicked he is now when he is in the game.

Yes, rationality told him that he was far from falling into the situation in the ethical films where education and food and clothing are a problem. What is his father's identity?He wants to be decent and face, and the harmony of his family is one of his political capital. Just for this, he has countless ways to dig out what he needs from his father. Worrying troubles are far from his turn.

However, emotions told him that his father no longer belonged to him alone.The great fear of losing the backbone is better than the collapse of the world. When he heard the news last night, he was able to fool him with an ostrich mentality, but the effect of his father's "send Xiaoxiang away" early in the morning was comparable to that of a nuclear bomb, and he was left in a short time. Every little bit of expectation was blown to nothing.

He thought, if he went back to school, would he also become the talk of everyone in private after-dinner coffee break?

He staggered forward a few strides, like an electric toy figure that had run out of battery, slowly descending from gear to gear at a speed visible to the naked eye, until he finally stopped completely.

He was stunned by the side of the road.

He was brought back to his senses by the itching feeling of Xiaobai rubbing against his trouser legs, and then he realized that he was running around in no direction, and finally stopped outside the gate of Yu Jinle's family compound.

The gate of the community is the national boundary of this "King of the Mountain", and it will come out from time to time to walk around and inspect it. It's poor little cat food to survive, but it clearly recognizes him again. After patrolling the frontier, he picked up a father along the way.

This stray cat has amazing vitality and strong healing power. It felt the kindness from human beings, so it showed its softest belly and pads, and foolishly sent it to someone to be a cat. The cat, unfortunately, got a rejection - Yu Jinle refused to take it home.

However, after being rejected by human beings, it can quickly adjust itself. Before Jin Le's guilt disappears, it seems to have recovered to eat and drink as usual, and continue its position as the king of the mountain up.

Smart little guy, since he can see through Yu Jinle's love for it from the bottom of his heart, don't he hate him for rejecting him?

While thinking about squatting in front of its nest, watching it circle into a ball of cat cakes, I couldn't help but think.

The sun was just right outside, and this silly cat didn't know what was going on. Instead of going to bask in the sun and stroll around, he went out to pick up a big living person outside the gate, and then went back to its dark nest to continue sleeping like a cat.

He built this nest for it. At the beginning, Jin Le took a shoe box and laid out an old clothes and used it as a house for it. However, there are frequent typhoons in coastal areas in summer, and the shoe box broke after only a few days of use. When the typhoon crossed the border, it was blown away. At that time, I was missing someone who was doing renovations at home. He went to pick and choose among the waste that they were about to dispose of. Finally, he picked up a few pieces of suitable size and came over with a hammer and nails himself. It became a slave.

"You Lele Papa loves you, I can't treat you badly, can I?" He poked its cat's head and said.

This silly cat, is it audacious or is he sure that he won't hurt it?After being poked like this, he could still fall asleep soundly.

Young Master Bian was dying, seeing it sleeping so carefree and without any other distraction, he lost his balance. He continued to poke its cat head and mutter in its ear:

"You sleep comfortably, you'll be fine, just eat, sleep and bask in the sun every day, and your daddy Lele loves you, so someone can come anytime, just pick me up and take me home—"

As soon as the words fell, he heard a voice behind him:

"Thinking...?"

While thinking about it, in the current state, after all, he shouldn't meet acquaintances.

He didn't know how long he had been staring at the ball of purring cat cakes, and he didn't know what was going on in his pasty mind during this period. His emotions seemed to calm down, and he seemed to be brewing. After a big incident, he was impulsive and had scruples in his heart. Once a person had scruples, he would no longer be able to do whatever he wanted like a child. There is no source.

Until Yu Jinle appeared.

In fact, in less than 3 minutes since Yu Jinle called him out and appeared behind him, he had already activated his psychological emergency self-defense system and rehearsed hundreds of ways to say hello in his mind, including All the excuses to explain why he was here early in the morning.

As for men, even the big ones have to be carried, so what's the matter with humming?

He thought that he had adjusted enough to whitewash the peace, he thought that he could find an excuse to expose this in a hurry, so after he thought everything was ready, he suppressed the emotional fluctuations deep in his heart , turn back slowly.

However, all previous efforts were wasted.

The moment he saw Yu Jinle, for some reason, his mind suddenly went blank with a "buzz", and then his eyes involuntarily turned sour.

"Lele, I'm homeless."