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Equivalence and balance are lessons taught by Xiao Shuai to Bianxiang.

They lean on each other, but more importantly, they can give their backs to each other when they are outside, and fight side by side. The accommodation and love are only out of emotional instinct, rather than blindly resisting and protecting. The other party is also an indomitable male, even if it is not evenly matched. , It should also be followed closely.

Such a person is worthy of the word "partner".

In the cognition I think about, or in the various examples of people around me I have been in contact with since childhood, including his "first love" that ended without a disease, it is a natural form of one party guarding the other. Let him insist on shouldering this responsibility even when the situation at home is so difficult.

Xiao Shuai almost laughed his head off because of this, how many years have passed since the Qing Dynasty perished, how could there still be such an early ancient formula held in the mind of a Bobo crispy child?But let’s think about it, it’s easy to confuse it in a few words, so I waved my hand to let him go back and experience it slowly.

The orchid leaves are luxuriant in spring, and the sweet-scented osmanthus is bright and clean in autumn.

Early summer is approaching, and I know that I have already laid down on the treetops by the roadside and screamed "Zi'er, Zier, wah". It rained in the early morning, and it gradually stopped around noon. There are puddles in the market and the street. Scattered, passed by on a bicycle, sparked water splashes, pedestrians couldn't dodge in time, they splashed wet, and chanted cursing all the way.

As soon as school was over at noon on Saturday, everyone in the classroom quickly left except for the students on duty. As soon as he was carrying Yu Jinle to leave, he was blocked by Lu Jing who came upstairs, and then watched them run away Going to the stairs, I don't know what I muttered.

The hourly wage system makes his current life race against time. In order to maximize the utilization of time, he leaves as soon as the class is over every day. Therefore, before Yu Jinle was dragged away, he did not forget what he was anxious about, for fear of delays. He was very considerate and told him that he could leave first if he had something to do without waiting for him.

If there is a fart, go first!Now that you have Lu Jing, you should leave him alone if you think he is in the way, right? !How angry!If you have something to say, just stand up and talk about it, what is it to get so close and hook your shoulders?

Angrily, he pulled Yu Jinle's schoolbag over, expelled a foul breath from his nostrils, and waved his five fingers at him, "5 minutes."

Go over and take people away after more than 5 minutes.

The schoolbag fell into his hands and was held hostage, Yu Jinle dared not speak out.

"Hurry up!" He gritted his teeth, and Yu Jinle hurried away.

He walked out of the classroom with a crooked grunt, picked up his schoolbag and shook it impatiently. After this delay, everyone in the class was gone. After checking around, he drew the curtains and closed the door. As soon as he locked the door, he saw Cheng Shuo slowly turning around from the stairs with his hands behind his back.

The two brothers looked exactly the same unhappy.

Got it!

This buddy is usually very tight to Lu Jing's baby, and if others look at Lu Jing more than once, they will be stabbed by flying eyes, which is probably enough at this moment.

Thinking about someone who was more unhappy than himself, he suddenly felt a little more comfortable, and he leaned on the railing and waved to him in a good mood.

"What a coincidence, wait for someone?" He asked knowingly, stretching out his hand to play with the weed stems in the flowerbed.

"Yeah." Cheng Shuo was not as childish as him, so he responded in a neutral manner.

The relationship between these two people is not the same as Bian Xiang and Yu Jinle's semi-neighbors. One is a high-end residential area in the east of the city center and the other is a converted shack in the west of the old city. Cheng Shuo rides his bicycle home after delivering Lu Jing. That would almost have to cross more than half of the city of Tucheng—and that had to be before Lu Jing worked hard.

Young Master Lu is very good at doing things, but if he is unhappy, loses his temper every minute or disappears, Cheng Shuo has to follow this ancestor closely like the moon revolving around the earth!

Every time I think of this, I have the urge to kneel down to Cheng Shuo.

Fortunately, it didn't take long for the two of them, and they came back after speaking in less than 5 minutes.

Lu Jing walked towards Cheng Shuo, and when passing by, he didn't forget to stare at him meaningfully and smile, while thinking about it with a puzzled face, "Why?"

Lu Jingcai didn't tell him, and tried to wink at Yu Jinle behind him, "Think carefully, Lele!"

Yu Jinle pursed his lips and neither agreed nor refused. More importantly, he didn't tell Bian Xiang what happened, so he took back his schoolbag and walked to the front.

"Hey...?" While trying to touch his head to follow, he felt disgusted.

He dared to guarantee that he was the only one of the first four people who was kept in the dark.

But soon, before Yu Jinle told him, he knew what was going on.

The four of them split into two groups when they reached the first floor, Lu Jingcheng went to the parking lot, Yu Jinle went to the toilet, and wanted to wait for him in the corridor outside the door, before Yu Jinle went in, he threw his schoolbag and mobile phone to the side think.

As soon as the person walked in, a text message came in on the phone, and his hand vibrated while thinking about it.

It's a matter of privacy, thinking about it, I didn't want to look at his phone, but at that moment he just held his phone to report today's shift schedule to Shen Yunjia, the text message here was just sent, and Yu Jinle His mobile phone vibrated, and he was thinking about something. Both mobile phones were Nokia candy bars, and Yu Jinle's was the one he had used before. Open it casually——

[Hello Yu Jinle, I'm Zhou Yanqian from class seven, did Lu Jing tell you?I added your QQ, remember to pass my friend verification, see you in the evening! 】

This look made him fry!

The content of the text message in just a few sentences was more irritating than seeing Lu Jing seduce someone. Yu Jinle came out of the toilet shaking his dripping hands, and saw Bian Xiang staring at him extremely unkindly with a black face.

Yu Jinle: "???" He just went to the bathroom, didn't he offend this master, right?

While thinking about shaking the phone in front of him, "Who did you date tonight?"

Yu Jinle looked puzzled, "Who?"

Don't say yes!He wanted to turn off the phone and throw it back into his arms, "Zhou Yanqian, right? All right, I'm dating a girl! I've seen it and you're still trying to hide it from me!"

Not only did Mr. Bian, who invaded privacy, not have the slightest guilt, but he twisted his mouth in a bully manner. After he finished speaking with a strange expression, he shook his hands, turned his head, and strode away in one breath.

Yu Jinle finally knew what was going on, and he chased after him with his mobile phone in his hand, "Thinking!"

Although he thought it was beyond his expectation to be so angry, he had to hurry up and explain clearly, "I didn't date anyone! They asked Lu Jing to ask me about my QQ number, and I don't even know what happened—"

I do not know how it is?

Thinking about it, I was really annoyed, what else could a girl do if she took the initiative to ask for your information? !Also "they"?It seems that there is more than one Zhou Yanqian!

Really great!Will hook up girls!Just one tick!

As he thought about it, he became more and more annoyed, and he didn't want to pay attention to him at all. He took a big step, and one step could cover the usual three steps. Speechless, he could only continue trotting to catch up, and explained pantingly, "Lu Jing just told me about this—"

Is it ok!Didn't say it just now, he only thought of explaining it after seeing the text message?what is this?

"I didn't make an appointment to meet at night, it was Lu Jing who told her my online time every Saturday!"

The online time on Saturday was set for him in the past. At that time, in order to coax him to go online, I thought it took a lot of effort, and I was looking for a chat software and a registration number on behalf of him. In the chat room, I can open it alone. The room is locked to chat, and Yu Jinle doesn't have much time on weekdays, so he doesn't go online very much, and only goes online when he is free on Saturday night, especially now that he is thinking about not going online at all, no one is holding him, and he is even less interested lack.

"Besides, I don't even know them, so why make an appointment!"

Thinking about it, I still ignored people, and went out the back door and walked directly to the parking lot. The students went home at noon on Saturday, and they didn’t have any lunch at school. The snack bar at the back door was doing poorly. Kind of compelling.

Yu Jinle couldn't explain why.

It has been two years since he entered the school, how could he know that these girls would suddenly pop up at this moment.This matter is different from the misunderstanding that Qian Xiaoshan was interested in him before thinking about it. At that time, Qian Xiaoshan was thinking about her wholeheartedly. Just be done.

Now thinking about being so angry and ignoring people so easily, Jin Le is dying in a hurry. His panic is like a CPU overheating and crashing. It doesn't matter whether he is on the street or not. He stretched out his hand and grabbed the corner of his clothes while thinking , he had a strong hand, and while thinking about it, he rushed forward. The two forces clashed with amazing power, and at that moment, he only heard a strange "hiss"——

The top was split along the side line.

While thinking: "..."

Yu Jinle: "..."

Okay, I can't talk properly, I have to tear off a piece of clothing to calm down, right?

Yu Jinle let go, and smoothed the corner of his clothes along the tailoring line, just like smoothing the fur of a fried lion, and said gently, "Don't be angry, listen to me, Lu Jinggang told me how many girls there are in his class Want to get to know me, you know that person, when you deliberately hide it, you have to coax him to be happy before you let him go, but you are still waiting, how could I leave you to spend this time with him? "

Wanting to look back at him.

Yu Jinle's lips were tightly pursed. Seeing that he was angry now, he didn't dare to make a big move. His head drooped slightly, and a pair of dark eyeballs looked up uneasily from bottom to top, stretching his eyelids into a timid arc. Line, when being stared at so intently by those beautiful eyes, it makes people feel that they are being cherished extraordinarily.

This is cheating!Who said this guy can't coax people?Isn't it fun to pretend to be innocent and pretend to be a poor dragon?

Trying to get angry but failed, she stretched out her hand to cover his eyes, Yu Jinle's eyes suddenly darkened, and she was even more confused.

"You don't think I'm angry, do you?" Bian wanted to ask.

Yu Jinle nodded hurriedly.

"Okay, then you can pick me up tonight." He said, "I have a late shift, and I don't get off work until twelve o'clock. You come to accompany me at nine o'clock, and go together when I get off work." No, no access to the Internet, no permission to go out, whatever is not verified, get out of the way!

What can Yu Jinle do when he meets such an unreasonable master?Of course I chose to promise him!

While thinking about it, her expression turned pale, and she hooked his neck and pulled him over, "That's good, my brother told you, we're about to be in our third year of high school, don't have any luck at this time and engage in puppy love, it won't work!"

Yu Jinle was in a daze, she didn't understand why she wanted to fall in love early.

In fact, when I realized it afterwards, I felt that I was really making trouble for no reason.

The person is not your person, what if others want his contact information?If you don't dare yourself, can you still prevent others from getting close to Yu Jinle?

But Young Master Bian doesn't care about these things, so what if he blocks them?What is there to know about the family of children?What?fall in love?What kind of love do you talk about at a young age?Is it too little homework or can't keep an eye on you?If he's about to be caught, isn't my little fish the one who's going to make a fuss?

In Young Master Bian's heart, anyway, his little Yuer is so innocent and stupid, and those coquettish bastards outside are all bad guys, and if they are not careful, they will kill them. Only you are really thinking of him and doing his best, so He should take good care of him. If he likes him so much, he will definitely not harm him!

Young Master Bian made such a vow in his heart, he didn't realize that he was completely like an old mother, and had a kind of energy that could never stop worrying about his children.

Although they encountered family changes, but thinking that their personality had already formed in the early years, they were extroverted and easy to hold back. Most of these people are active in thinking and flexible in mind, and can often adjust and change their own state to adapt to the surrounding environment. In a good way, this is called flexibility , It's not good, it's called low self-discipline.

Bian wanted to use actions to thoroughly prove his "irregularity".

The KFC waiter job without technical requirements, the content is rigid and the same, the most important thing is that the dead salary linked to time anytime, anywhere can't satisfy him, but he intends to find other things to fiddle with, but unfortunately the ability is insufficient and the resources are limited. Just relying on going out for a walk, and because he has to take into account the planning of the school curriculum, he can find a job as a clerk. The time is not necessarily as flexible as a part-time job at KFC, so most of the time, he can only hold his breath Stabilize a heart that is just about to move, wait for the opportunity to appear, and then shoot out.

This day he came out from home and drove to KFC in a big black shark. When he was waiting for a red light, he saw a woman standing on the side of the road bargaining with a rider driving a men's motorcycle, "Go to the Narcissus Garden on Dongxing Road ,five yuan."

The motorcycle rider waved his hand, "It's too far, eight yuan."

The woman thought it was too expensive, so she turned around and left.

The development of the city so far is only at the level of third- and fourth-tier cities. The urban area is only a limited number of square kilometers. It can be reached by motorcycle within half an hour. I prefer to drive a motorcycle by myself, so the public transportation planning has not been able to keep up, and it is often criticized by people. Most of the few limited bus lines take the main road running through the east and west, and the rest of the north and south districts are almost used as buses. Blind spots, occasionally meeting people who can't drive a motorcycle, making it difficult to travel.

While thinking about it, the green light turned on, and the sound of the urging car sounded behind him. He then started the motorcycle and moved forward slowly. Who would like to take the motorcycles of your provincial boys!"

Dongxing Road is about 10 minutes away from KFC, and it seems that it is not difficult to get 15 minutes back and forth——

Thinking about braking suddenly, he turned around and drove back, and caught up with the woman 30 meters away, "Narcissus Garden, five yuan, can you go?"

The woman was taken aback, the first time she saw a motorcycle driving a big black shark to carry passengers, he was still a young man who looked like a student, and he was hesitant to encounter someone who was trying to plot something wrong, but the young man suddenly smiled brightly, "Let's go? Why don't I get in the car?"

The young man's smile is particularly contagious, as if it can break through the foggy and wet rainy season, like the sun falling on the ground.

The woman stepped into the back seat.

The back of a motorcycle for a young rider who only ever carried his sweetheart is now picking up strangers for the first time to make money.

Motorbikes move nimbly on the road. Young people drive with great drive. They take advantage of the gaps in the car to cross the streets and alleys. The woman is delivered to the destination in less than 10 minutes. After turning back and rushing back to KFC, it is worthwhile to step on the clock to enter. Door.

"Five minutes for 15 minutes." He pondered in his mind while changing into his uniform, "Except for the gas fee, it's just calculated based on the time. After all, he worked hard at KFC for a few hours."

The young man has a lively mind, and at the beginning he did not dare to roll up his sleeves and work hard. First, he tried his hand at a small job for a few days, and tried to go out early every day at work. He ran a few times on the road and found a fixed part-time job with a constant ratio of time and income. You have to be flexible and high-minded, so I moved my mind to resign from this part-time job as a tasteless waiter.

Tired is a bit tired, but the advantage is that the time is flexible and the income is higher than the dead salary. Going back early at night can help Shen Yunjia wash some clothes and drag the floor.

Shen Yunjia works in a nearby primary school student boarding center. There are three shifts a day, one shift lasts two hours, and she can go home and rest during the breaks. Just like she strongly opposed to wanting to work part-time, she wondered if she would go out to work. Very dissatisfied.

"The most important thing for you now is to keep yourself safe, why are you running around!" Her lower abdomen was already showing, and the protruding curve seemed to be hanging on her body like a dick that would explode at any time, which scared the boy very much. He was very careful every day for fear of bumping into something, and he was about to confess her and hold her tightly. He was furious about her going out to work, "I said that I was at home! You said that if something happened to you— —”

The boy roared until his vocal cords trembled, and his increasingly broad shoulders showed a fierceness pretending to be forced.

She is already considered an advanced maternal age, and her physical condition is already on a downward trend. It is no different from the casualness in her twenties. Her lower abdomen is so painful that her lumbar muscles are sore. It is probably due to the excessive worry after pregnancy and the hardship of life. There are no obvious symptoms, but compared with half a year ago, the whole person is still much clearer, and his face has always been pale and pale.

She sat on a simple plastic chair, leaned on her waist, and watched him vent his anger quietly. She stretched out her hand to pull him over when he calmed down, and said with her head up, "Don't forget, according to your seniority, you You have to call me mom."

While trying to stare at her, he couldn't figure out where her confidence came from. Even in the years when their relationship was the deepest, he never changed his name to call her!

Shen Yunjia said softly, "It's too empty to say anything now, let's just talk about it, we are the only two left in this family now, it doesn't matter if I control you or you control me. I will let you take care of me." Don't go to work for your studies, you don't listen; you tell me to stay at home and take care of your health, I will definitely not be able to do it, if this is the case, why don't you take a step back?"

"Of course I can't listen to you and not go to work! Without income, how can we live on!"

The voice stopped abruptly, and while imagining that the pause button was pressed, he froze in place.

Shen Yunjia looked at him with a smile, that smile not only did not show any sadness in the face of the impoverished life in front of him, but showed a sense of satisfaction with his epiphany.

Even in those days when he went all out to raid sellers for things, or when he received the student grant that Sister Chun helped him apply for, thinking about it, he never realized the embarrassment of life so clearly and deeply as at this moment.

No savings, no reliance, huge debts, every day when you open your eyes, daily necessities, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea are all burdens, and if you have no income, you will never see tomorrow after today.

You see, the problem of tuition fees has been solved today, but the problems of rent, water, electricity, and food are still waiting for him tomorrow. Does he dare to stop?

Thinking about the unprecedented embarrassment, his heart seemed to be twisted into a twist by someone, and he couldn't breathe at all. This sudden cognition shattered the psychological defense he had laid for a long time, and he once again I felt helpless and hopeless from the bottom of my heart—the first time was when his father had an accident, and now.

He remembered what he had said to Yu Jinle once - whoever is capable of being on the red list, who do you think the school will let go?

Now that I think about it, that was too much to say.

How can the school's bursary system be improved?Can you manage your food, drink and housing?Even if there is a so-called living allowance fund, it does not mean that it is available upon application.Those peers who also submitted the application form, are they like him, too heavy to breathe due to the burden of life?

Under the pressure of more than a thousand mountains, he no longer dared to delve into the meaning of continuing his studies—for fear that once he delved into it, he would shake his weak belief that could be pushed down.

That was his father's advice to him, and it was probably the only string of empty dream bubbles that could be linked to his "future". What I call "hope" to get through adversity.

First of all, he has to be in awe of it, and then he can develop the motivation to chase it——

"I didn't stop you from going out to work. You should wait, wait... until you are born!" He closed his eyes forcefully, and then opened them again to look at Shen Yunjia, "Even if you can hold on, it will What? You should always think about it, he, they all said that raising a baby is the most important..."

The world is so fickle, he used to be the person in the world who most wanted this little life to disappear on the spot, but now he has to stammer and struggle to persuade Shen Yunjia to cherish his body for its healthy growth.

Shen Yunjia looked at him and smiled, that smile seemed to be covered with a soft filter called mother, just one sentence made him dumb again.

"But... we have no money..."

Yes, they have no money—just this reason alone is intuitive enough and neat enough to terminate all their retreats.

At sunset, the road is poor, and the road ahead is boundless.