all things

The campus at noon only hears the singing of cicadas, but no human voice is heard. The small flowerbed outside the corridor is luxuriant, and the shadow of the passage spreads. When you go out to the corridor, it is cut into distinct golden yellow by the bright Xia Yang. The young man sits on the ground against the light, his whole figure Ragged and jagged by the golden sunlight.

In an instant, Yu Jinle's mind was swept away by a storm, and his whole body appeared in a blank state. He even lost control of his expression management, and the corners of his eyes twitched a few times nervously.

In a panic, he put his palms against the corners of his eyes to smooth out the uncontrollable twitching, thinking in a mess: How long has he been here?Did you hear him talking to Sister Chun?How much have you heard?The office door was closed, so I didn't hear much...?

He didn't even dare to think about it, and took a few steps forward with a little luck, clutching his schoolbag tightly.

Thinking about looking a little dazed, he turned his head slowly, but his eyes were not on the point.

Yu Jinle felt a "click" in his heart.

However, he didn't say anything while thinking about it. He got up and wiped off the dust on his pants, and slightly lifted his chin forward, "Let's go!"

He passed Jin Le and walked down the stairs, the shoulders of the two passed each other, and he never glanced at Yu Jin Le from the beginning to the end.

Finished!

Yu Jinle's complexion was blue, and his Adam's apple was rolling up and down, like a rusty gear grinding on his throat, causing a dull pain. He didn't know how long he thought about it and how much he heard, but The thoughtful look in his eyes filled him with fear.

He didn't understand how it became like this. He clearly wanted to do something for him and share something for him with great goodwill and nothing else. It's still a bad thing!

Young master Bian is such an arrogant person, how could he allow others to put sympathy on him?

Once the two of them went to get a haircut, the shop was still the same shop, and the people were still the same. Even the customers who visited were still the same neighbors who used to be in the political and legal community with the Bian family.Those people turned the pity in their eyes into arrows, and pierced Bian Xiang's body one after another.At that time, I sat down for less than 3 minutes, and dragged him away while thinking about it. I would rather find a mobile stall by the park and spend five yuan to have my head shaved than accept the baptism of the eyes of those people.

And that membership card, which still had a lot of balance, which was absolutely expensive considering the financial situation of the mother and son of the Bian family, ended up lying in the trash can by the side of the road.

These are all his personal experiences while thinking about them, and he already knew about them, otherwise why would he do it in secret?

But he is really stupid, not only failed to help, but thought about it when he got angry, and then put himself on the fire. Sister Chun really wants to contact his family, let alone secretly Helping him to think, he is afraid that he will be stared to death by his mother even more, unable to move.

"Thinking!" Yu Jinle chased up from behind, stretched out his hand to pull while thinking, but as if he had predicted something, he dodged in the opposite direction precisely for a second, avoiding Yu Jinle's touch.

"Just arrived at your store, An An said that you haven't returned yet." While thinking about it, she strode forward without looking at him, "I wanted to come and pick you up, but now I have to go first, it's getting late, hurry up Go back to eat."

Thinking about walking faster and faster, the hand holding the remote control key of the big black shark turned white. Yu Jinle ran behind to keep up. He wanted to explain something, but he couldn't open his mouth. He opened and closed his mouth , only swallowed a full belly of air.

He was like a child who did something wrong, walking behind him, not daring to make a sound, just staring at the back of his head with green stubble that was shaved close to the scalp.

Even a fool could see it, and wanted to get angry.

He didn't lose his temper, nor reprimanded him loudly, as if he was sour, and walked ahead without saying a word, without saying a single unnecessary word, and without giving Yu Jinle a single unnecessary movement-this was far more difficult than facing Yu Jinle. His loud blame was even worse, because Yu Jinle was completely unable to effectively predict him.

The bright June sun scorched the entire campus, and only occasionally one or two students who stayed in school at noon rushed past.

Yu Jinle didn't dare to just let it go and wanted to leave, "Listen to my explanation!"

"Jin Le!" While thinking about it, he suddenly stopped him sharply, Yu Jin Le was shocked, and even retracted his hands.He had heard "Lele", "Little Yu'er" and other endearing nicknames countless times from Bian Xiang's mouth, but now it was the first time he heard him call him by his name so seriously, but it was in this way. His startled tone.

"Go back!" The young man's back was straight, and he stubbornly stared straight ahead, determined not to look back, "Don't follow up—go back now!"

He clenched his fists, as if trying to control himself with all his might.What he saw and heard outside the office door, now he has no way to pretend to be ignorant and nice.

Yu Jinle didn't dare to show his anger, thinking that this was the first time he got angry at him.

"Go back—" he repeated it while thinking about it, and then his tone softened suddenly, "—do you understand me? Jin Le, I'll tell you to go back."

Yu Jinle nodded hurriedly, remembering that he couldn't see it, and said in a panic, "I heard it! I'll go back right away!"

While thinking about closing her eyes, her chest rose and fell repeatedly, and after taking a few deep breaths, she suppressed the fluttering anger in her heart and said, "Go back by yourself, I still have something to do."

After saying that, he walked away. After the big black shark started, he didn't stop for a while, and he left without hesitation at all, leaving Yu Jinle with a silent back.

The greatest childishness of young people is their eagerness to show their maturity.

At that time, Bian Xiang had an extraordinary attachment to "face".

When he was the director of the border and the young son of the secretary's family, it was easy to pretend to be ugly in front of the whole school without the burden of idols, and it was no problem to change into those expensive outfits when he turned around. No one dares to question his elegant and decent Mr. Bian; but now?When he was squatting on the side of the road and rushing around for three meals a day, he didn't dare to show timidity in front of his close people. He could only rely on his "backbone" to achieve his self-deception.

He has his pride, but for a person in such a predicament, this pride is purely laughable hypocrisy.

Just like meeting those old neighbors when getting a haircut, they lamented his difficulty, regretted that he had to support the whole family at a young age, and pitied the downfall of the Bian family.

He hated the sarcasm wrapped in "good mercy."

No matter how difficult the road ahead was, he gritted his teeth and held it out, and it passed. The last thing he needed at this time was pity. Treat him with ridiculous compassion.

Helping him find a house without telling him, and paying tuition fees for him without telling him, did he not realize that next time it will be tuition fees?

Sister Chun couldn't hear that faltering tone, but he was very clear that these were clearly Yu Jinle's own thoughts, not the intentional help of his parents that he kept saying.

No wonder he was secretive about the part-time job, his eyes were red and he didn't dare to say anything in front of him!

what is this?Do you think he can support himself and support the whole family?

Thousands of thoughts were boiling and rolling in his heart, anger and shame were strengthened and blessed, roaring and engulfing tens of thousands of pressures and dissatisfaction, with the force of turbid waves exhausting the air, he was already at the end of his strength.

Their sophomore career officially ended in the first ten days of July when the cicadas continued to speak, amidst the anger of one and the repression of the other.

Classes are closed and holidays are over. Except for their own small groups, most of them will not see each other before the start of school. This summer vacation is even more special for them—the next semester comes, and they will go their separate ways according to their chosen subjects. Things, every morning and evening the opposite faces will also change a batch.

They privately call it "Little Graduation".

So on the day of returning to school to pick up the report card, many people brought their cameras and took a group photo for the final assembly.

The whole classroom was noisy, still waiting for the notice to go to the basketball court to take pictures, the class leader Zhang Chufeng went to the office to find Sister Chun, and was busy everywhere to find teachers in various subjects. So much so that he is still catching blind in the offices of various departments at this moment.The class representatives were too late to run, and were caught helping to intercept the subject teacher.

The classroom is messy, even if this summer vacation is only less than a month away, it is still exciting.

Taking advantage of the spare time, Chen Miaomiao called the blackboard newspaper team to the back of the classroom one by one. With the last issue of the blackboard newspaper as the background, Chen Miaomiao took the last complete group photo for all the team members with a "click".These people usually dislike the time-consuming and labor-intensive work of the blackboard newspaper team. When they are forced to meet the school inspections, they scream and scream, throwing tools and paintbrushes, but in the end they are still the same group of people. It persisted for two years.

"Thank you very much for your understanding and support of the group work! In the past two years, everyone's hard work and hard work have been witnessed by all, and they have also won many excellent awards from schools. It’s because I moved around during my spare time to make use of lunch breaks, weekends and other holidays to come to work overtime, and it will be difficult to get together so many people in the next semester, so I took advantage of this opportunity—” The little girl originally wanted to give a thank you speech in the name of the group leader, But as he spoke, his eyes suddenly turned red, "We...we...I, I just thank you very much..."

She turned around and wiped her eyes twice, and the atmosphere was brought out of the sadness of parting. Several girls went over and handed her tissues and patted her on the back to comfort her.

A certain neurotic male team member couldn't understand the inexplicable sorrow springing up from the girls at this point in time, he touched his head and said stupidly: "Don't be like this, team leader, it's just a division, and it's not like we can't see each other anymore."

Successfully received many disgusted eyes from female classmates.

In general, the cognitive differences between men and women in the world are determined from the time of birth.

"The few of us who are in the history class are still in the history class and can still see each other every day. You political, physical and chemical students can forget it!" The girls all huddled together, and Wang Jingjing curled her lips and said, "When the time comes, everyone will go upstairs and downstairs. It’s a great thing to say hello when we meet.”

A boy who was in charge of copywriting hesitated and came out, "No, I won't."

Wang Jingjing was standing in front of him, he seemed to be overly nervous, and sweat broke out on his forehead, "Jing, Jingjing, let's have a meal one day——"

He frequently raised his hand to push the glasses frame that didn't slide down at all. The young man was shy and shy. Just one sentence was enough for the red tide on his face to spread from the ears to the neck.

Wang Jingjing didn't know why, "What are you doing for dinner?"

A few other boys who knew his details put his shoulders on his shoulders and helped to make a fuss, "Yes, yes, yes! Propaganda Committee! We want to eat! Let's have a party and sing K!"

Wang Jingjing glanced suspiciously at the group of boys who were not in good shape.

Someone exaggeratedly raised his arms and shouted, "Our blackboard newspaper team is stronger than gold, so we don't just want to break up!"

A girl below silently added, "Gold is soft, not firm at all."

The boy choked and couldn't take it anymore.

A group of people couldn't stop laughing, the topic was misunderstood, and the girls' sentimentality was suddenly disturbed. Chen Miaomiao walked over to Jin Le, sniffling, and said, "Lele, I have agreed with my sister. We will meet again during the summer vacation." Take some sketches, but I won’t take them after school starts.”

The people in the blackboard newspaper group were making fools of themselves. Yu Jinle was watching from the sidelines, laughing from time to time. From the corner of his eye, he glanced at the third row in front of the classroom. He nodded and replied, "Yeah."

Zhang Chufeng stepped onto the podium in a few steps and called everyone to go downstairs as soon as possible.

"Let's go down first!"

The people in the class left the classroom one after another, and other classes who also went downstairs were crowded in the corridor, like a tributary flowing into a sea of ​​people, and the boiling noise was endless.

Yu Jinle hesitated again and again, raised his foot and took two steps, thinking about it, he had already got up and walked out of the classroom.

He was stunned, stuck in the passage, unable to speak, Chen Miaomiao pushed him, "Why are you standing there stupidly? Let's go!"

Suppressing the sourness that surged up in his heart, he almost lost his mind and nodded indiscriminately, "I'm going to get my schoolbag."

It turns out that alienation is so simple.

There is no need to compete and argue, and there is no need for conflicts and quarrels. As long as one party cuts off the communication channel, the other party abandons himself and becomes lethargic.

Thinking about this dog's temper, he is willing to coax you no matter what he does when he is happy, but it must be within the bottom line he gave. When Weng Lin asked him to lose his temper, he was too lazy to deal with it, and he could hang out with other girls for a long time , not to mention that the current situation is far more than a simple temper tantrum.

Yu Jinle understood him.

His seemingly warm and thoughtful attitude towards others is in the final analysis limited to a certain circle, he is definitely not a person who can wrong himself, above the bottom line, whatever trouble you make, he will take it all ; But once the boundary is crossed, it is not easy to let go.

Once Weng Lin stepped on the boundary, she could leave without hesitation even thinking about it, let alone her completely incomparable self?

During this period, Yu Jinle's hair was almost pulled out. He had to deal with the pre-exam review and worry about Miss Chun coming to the house. The two-sided suffering was nothing but that.

He wanted to swallow all the grievances in his heart, but he couldn't resist the ignorance of thinking, so he gave up on himself like this, and gave up any explanation and justification.

The two of them just got along like this, even being roasted on a fire was nothing more than that.

There is really such a feeling that the heart is fed into the dog's mouth.

He didn't understand, obviously he just wanted to do something for the other party, but in the end he was in a dilemma: on the one hand, he thought about being offended, and on the other hand, he was still terrified that Sister Chun would come to his house for verification at any time. In the end, the school notified that the students who applied for the bursary fund directly reduced or exempted the tuition fee.

If he had known this result earlier, he—

Yu Jinle walked in the crowd, everything around him, talking and laughing, seemed to be separated from him by a layer of film, and he returned to the loneliness of being a beginner.

——You can pull it down!There is no "if" at all!Even if he would get angry if he knew it in advance, he would still do it if there was a possibility that he could share it with him, but he would do it a little more covertly so that he would not be discovered... Whoever told him that he just bumped his head What about the stubborn Taurus who doesn't look back at the south wall?

The teaching building was quickly emptied. In the past, when they looked up, they could see the rows of buried heads in the classrooms of the graduating classes on the sixth and seventh floors. Now they are also empty. The last high school graduates will be their senior high school students The world is gone.

The teachers hadn't arrived yet, and people from the ten classes of the second grade gathered on the basketball court behind the teaching building, like a flock of sheep, and there were people catching people and taking pictures everywhere, thinking that they would be blocked by the basketball court. Off the shelf, all kinds of stagnation in the past six months can't cover up the popularity he has accumulated in the past few years.

The youth of seventeen or eighteen years old is the most beautiful flowering season.People from class [-] ran to class [-], and people from class [-] got mixed up with class [-]. Those who knew each other from the whole grade gathered on the basketball court. When these people were together, it was easy to make trouble. But I finally got rid of me, and I also hate that I can finally stop studying the most hated physics subject...

Everyone was laughing, laughing and making noise, and some people whimpered.

The graduation season in June and July is a sensational season.

The melancholy emanating from the group photo that symbolizes "separation" gradually infected the crowd. At this point, all that everyone misses is the good things in the past. How can they remember the grudges in the past?While wanting to be embraced by familiar faces, he transferred from the second year of junior high school. He has been in this school for a few years, and how long has he been the class monitor. He works hard, has a harmonious relationship with his classmates, and often "cross-border" operation support The other class cadres often undertook the pressure of leaders and teachers to secretly seek benefits for everyone.All the past deeds have not been left behind, but have spewed out at this special point in time. Looking around, there are many people calling "Squad Leader" at him from far and near, inside and outside the class.

Thinking about being tall and conspicuous among the crowd, Wang Jingjing sneaked in, grabbed his sleeve and motioned him to bow his head: "Squad leader, you are really, really, really good! If it wasn't for thankless work like class work, With you here, many of us would not take over at all, and we are very happy to follow you, and everyone likes you very much!" She is also one of the people who also applied for subsidies, and she is helpless about the many helplessness of having to turn to others for this kind of life , "You must work hard! We will all be fine!"

Chen Yuyu, the cultural and entertainment committee member, followed behind. She was petite, and she thought that if she stood upright for a while, she would be out of reach. She took advantage of this moment to follow Wang Jingjing's words and said, "Squad leader, we really like you very much." , the road ahead is long, we are all passers-by, all kinds of bad things we have in our spare time will be washed by the river of time and merged into the experience of filling life, please regard them as experience and polishing, we will eventually Shine! You have to hold on, we all support you!"

The big names in literature seem so indifferent even when they make instant speeches. In contrast, the sports committee members are so stupid that they can't even think about hitting someone.

Li Qin climbed onto his shoulders, pushed his head down, and roared in his ear: "You are so poor that you only have dreams, brother! Don't be cowardly, just do it! Fuck it!"

Under the summer sun, the morning glory in the flower garden lazily curled up half of its pistils, witnessing this youthful event.

All the bad things we have in our spare time will be washed by the river of time and integrated into rich life experiences. Please regard them as experience and polishing, and we will eventually shine.

But I, being poor, have only my dreams...

As he wanted to look up, the sun was shining brightly, and a long plane trail split the clear sky into two pieces, just like his broken teenage years, the first half was smooth, and the second half was ups and downs.

He squinted his eyes, and the depression in his heart seemed to be washed away by this clueless commotion.

One after another, everyone pulled him to take a group photo, and the cameras clicked and clicked one after another. He couldn't count how many shots he had captured. Someone was holding him, someone was holding him, and Wang Zhichao What hangs on him... He seems to have returned to a year ago, or earlier, surrounded by a group of friends, never tired.

Suddenly, he had a sudden feeling in his heart, and suddenly raised his head and looked around in the crowd. Not far away, a certain figure stood alone, out of tune with the noisy crowd, as if separated by a dimension.

His heart shrank, his eyes were filled with the silence of that person standing on the other side of the crowd.

The two of them looked at each other from a distance, but seeing Jin Le turned his head hastily, and ran away, choking as he thought about it, cursing himself inwardly for what an asshole he had done! ?Just looking at it can scare people away!

He quickly brushed aside the crowd and hurried to catch up.

If he can forgive the offense of these ignorant people, how can he be willing to blame this person who sincerely puts himself on top of his heart?

Fortunately, he was tall and had long legs and big strides, so he finally caught up with the man at the corner of the corridor. Yu Jinle wanted to run after his forearm was caught, but he wanted to run a few steps forward, and turned around to block the front.

Yu Jinle couldn't dodge in time, and the whole person just slammed into his arms according to the inertia. The thing happened too suddenly, and his momentum continued unabated. The bridge of his nose went straight and he wanted to go to his chest. There was no buffer at all, when a sour force hit Tianling Gai, he squatted up covering his nose!

Thinking that he was bullying and crying, she was so frightened that she was about to fly, and pulled him into her arms with one hand. To prevent him from running away, she clasped Yu Jinle's waist with the other hand, and turned around. inside the corridor.

"Why are you running!" He gasped, lowering his head to look at Yu Jinle.

The thick pillars at the corner blocked the two of them, trying to block people against the wall aggressively, Yu Jinle rubbed his nose with the only free hand and raised his face, his eyes were misty , The corners of the eyes are full of blush!

While thinking: "!!!"

"Don't cry, don't cry!" He stammered, "I bullied you, I'm an asshole, I have no brains! It's all my fault, don't cry! If you don't cry, call me whatever you want! "

Yu Jinle's nose was so sore that it was about to fall off, and his head was so dazed that he couldn't react to the face-to-face confession and self-examination. He wanted to see him covering his face and not talking, thinking that he didn't want to talk to him, and the moment his knees softened, he wanted to give him a hand. kneel down.

"Jinle! Lele! Little Yuer!" He squeezed Yu Jinle's hand and put it on his chest, thumping in shock, "I'm the bastard, I want to lose face and be hypocritical! Treat your concern like a dog's lungs , My brain was eaten by a dog! Don't cry—no, no, no," he quickly changed his words, "You can cry! I can beat me hard, but don't ignore me after crying and beating hard! I Really wrong!"

Yu Jinle wanted to talk, but his nose was really hit hard, and there were physiological tears hanging from the corners of his red eyes, rushing out uncontrollably, thinking that he was so frightened that he was in a hurry, just wiped it off and then A new one came out, no matter how much he wiped it, he couldn't finish it, he hated himself to death, why did he bully people like this!

If it wasn't for the wrong timing, Yu Jinle would have liked to laugh, but the corners of her mouth just lifted a little, and then was flattened by the sore throbbing pain.

"Lele...?" She looked at him tentatively.

Yu Jinle gasped for breath and endured it for a long time, the sour force that rushed straight to his forehead wiped away all the rationality in his mind, and he leaned back against the square pillar, his head drooping , resisting and thinking about his chest.

This is a good signal that he is willing to admit his mistakes. Thinking that he finally calmed down a bit and stopped forcing people to beep, he carefully stretched out his hand to touch the back of Yu Jinle's neck, and squeezed it like a child, "Don't you ignore me……"

I was worried and frightened for a long time before I heard a nasal voice coming from my chest: "I hit my nose, it hurts..."