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A nasal voice came from the chest: "I hit my nose, it hurts..."

"Ah?" I was dumbfounded thinking about it.

"It hurts to death!" Yu Jinle gasped again for a while, and waited for the soreness to subside, then wiped his eyes and raised his head from his arms, "Go away, why are you stuck here?" Woolen cloth!"

The posture of the two of them is wrong at first glance, and there are still a whole first grader in front of them!I don't know when a late teacher will show up later, is this person short-hearted?

He nudged angrily and thought for a while, and wanted to take a half step back in a gentle manner. Seeing that his face was not looking good, he raised his hands and took another step back slowly.

"All right, all right, I'll back! I'll back!" He said while secretly looking at people.

A big boy was bumped into crying nose by someone with a mortal body. Thinking about it was embarrassing, Yu Jinle was very tired, and didn't care about the state of the two of them before, waving away people like flying flies.

Knowing that I was wrong, I thought, "..."

I don't know whether to blame myself for having a straight nose or the weird person with steel and iron bones. Yu Jinle held his nose and looked not good at all. Thinking about it, he leaned over and raised his chin to look carefully, " Let me see."

The bridge of the nose was red a lot, but luckily it wasn't crooked.

He wanted to reach out and touch it lightly, "It hurts so much that I cried..." He took out a tissue and wiped the tears from the corners of Yu Jinle's eyes, "It hurts like this—is there any problem? Let's go to the hospital to see? "

The soreness was completely over, Yu Jinle broke free from the clamped jaw, and gave him a cold look: "Your family runs the hospital? You run to the hospital every now and then?"

"Aren't you afraid that you will hurt your nose?"

"It doesn't cost money to go to the hospital? Or do you have more money? If you have more money, give it to me!"

While thinking: "..."

"You've been fighting with me for a month because of those hundreds of children, are you being generous now?" Yu Jinle became tough as he thought about softening up. After being left alone for such a long time for no reason, he was also angry.

Why?Just allow his young master's scorpion tail to sting, and not allow his horns to strike back?

"It's different." Trying to be patient, trying to reason with him.

"It's the same!" Yu Jinle just wanted to use something to stop his mouth, which was thinking about babbling again, "What's the difference?"

"You're hurt—"

"You still almost have no books to read!" Yu Jinle raised the volume.

Suddenly, I felt that I couldn't get around this hurdle, but as a man, bowing your head at the right time is called judging the situation, not to mention that he has no principles at all with Yu Jinle, and the yin and yang strangeness that has lasted for more than a month is not because of Yu Jinle A look of guilty conscience for doing something wrong?Now that Yu Jinle is getting stronger, he has to quickly put his tail between his legs and perform well.

So he raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, "All right, all right, I was wrong! Can't I be wrong!"

Seeing that it was an insincere "face project", Yu Jinle suddenly became very angry, "You don't even know!"

While thinking: "..."

"Thinking about it." Yu Jinle took a deep breath and looked at him firmly, "I know what you are worried about, and I know what you are worried about, but don't forget, I am a man."

While thinking about it for a moment, he subconsciously blurted out: "I know."

"Do you really know?" Yu Jinle repeated, "I'm a man, even if I'm not as tall and strong as you, and I can't fight like you - but I'm also a man, a man who can walk side by side with you Your man, not a delicate little girl who needs you to take care of and protect!"

He opened his mouth thinking about it, but he couldn't refute every word Yu Jinle said.

"There are some things that you don't say, and I don't say, but at least everyone should have a solid foundation in their hearts, and don't really be fools—" These words are actually not in Jin Le's plan, and they can only be said to be blurted out at this moment. For a moment, the anger overwhelmed his mind, but he said it, he did not show any timidity, even with a courageous momentum, "What kind of friend would come out in the middle of the night to squat on the side of the road to have fun with you? What kind of brother would deliberately plan Surreptitiously making up a ridiculous lie that can be easily exposed just to take care of your so-called face? What kind of boy do you really think that you can hug and hug each other at every turn? Little sister? You have to hold hands and form a group when you go to the bathroom after class the kind?"

He had had enough of this inexplicable cold war for nearly a month.

He was suddenly exhausted, lowered his head listlessly, put his hands on his chest, and put on a gesture of refusal, "I don't want to impose my self-righteousness on you, but you at least...you at least—"

He wanted to argue for his own behavior, but the disadvantages of the Yu family's parenting methods for their children would be revealed at this time. Years of persecution and education will polish Jinle into a person who habitually denies herself, doubts everything before she does it, and has low self-esteem. Yu's mother has a strong desire to control and always imposes what she thinks is "the best" on him, which makes him miserable.

He hated this kind of life, and his wish in life was to get rid of this cage-like pressure as soon as possible, but in this matter, he suddenly found that he was moving in this direction.

"I admit that I didn't think well about going to Sister Chun without telling you, I was too wishful thinking, but—" He seemed to be trying to squeeze out the words one by one, with great difficulty, "I just want to I want to do something for you..."

People's rebellious psychology is a very strange thing, just like he knows that Yu's mother will constantly use his painting to distract his attention from studying because his grades are really not on the table in the school, He just couldn't obediently obey the order to give up painting.Sometimes he even thinks that maybe he really doesn't like painting that much, it's just because of his mother's opposition and ridicule that aroused his rebelliousness and made him work harder in that direction regardless.

Looking back now, he also began to be afraid that thinking about it would make him feel disgusted with him as much as he hated the family's forcible stubbornness towards him.

"You said I'm good, but I really don't know what's good about me. You see, I can screw up even if I want to do something for you..."

Fortunately, Bian thought that the environment in which he grew up was different from his. The Bian family gave him too many opportunities to distinguish right from wrong on his own. When the same thing happened to the two of them, he would often get a diametrically opposite and complementary answer.Thinking that I didn't draw any rebellious conclusions from this matter, but seeing him so sad, my heart twitched in pain,

Thinking to himself: What the hell have I done? !

He rubbed Yu Jinle's dry eyes with his thumb incoherently, "It's my fault, it's my dog ​​temper, I know you are trying to help me—"

Thinking about the past, I always kept saying "Brother is covering you" and "Brother is taking you to play", but now?Now he is just a poor wretch who has to make concessions and sacrifices for his livelihood even for the little control over his spare time.

It is a catastrophe to meet the one you love when you are down and down—maybe it is too early to say "beloved", but at least, this love does not allow him to have any rash impulses.

Because I cherish it so much, I hesitate to move forward.

Yu Jinle shook his head, "Thinking, I can probably understand your plan."

"But I'm not a girl, and I'm not your little brother. I don't need you to pamper me, and I don't need you to cover me. I can carry it on my shoulders and carry it on my waist. Why do you want to exclude me in everything?"

He said: "Can matter represent everything? I admit that we must spend a lot of energy and time on material things in order to survive, but can this really represent everything?"

Yu Jinle also didn't want to be like a heroine in a romantic drama, putting these sour and brain-dead lines on his mouth, but if he didn't take this opportunity to speak up now, similar problems would definitely continue to appear in the future.

"Yes, the material fulfills your superior life and noble face, so that you are confident enough to stretch out your lofty hand to anyone to help - but have you ever thought about it? I am not your appendage, I am There are also my responsibilities and responsibilities, and there are people and things that I value and want to protect. What I want is two people walking side by side, not a master who regards me as fragile porcelain and shelters me from the wind and rain! "

He didn't think well, and he didn't do it well, and he really thought that "love" was the most urgent thing to foolishly praise someone.

It's like thinking about wishful thinking and working hard, wanting to dedicate the best material to him.

They both want the best for each other, but ignore the most important feelings for each other.

It is probably really rare to vent in such a blowout style, Yu Jinle actually has a kind of unrestrained feeling, he is standing in the corridor, behind him is a lush green flower garden, and the basketball court across the corridor is full of classmates from all grades the noise.

"I always escape, using the excuse that I don't care and I don't like it, and always leave a room for myself to retreat at any time in everything. In fact, it's just to cover up my own cowardice. You are right, I It is low self-esteem, I have a bad mentality, I would rather put myself in the position of "failure" beforehand, and I dare not go all out to fight for it. When the failure comes, I will deceive myself and say to myself, "Look, this is fate." , you are such a useless person'."

It is rare for him to analyze himself, and it is difficult to confide every word.

"I've always been prone to self-paralyzing failures, so I've always been stingy with honesty, using ridiculous detours to cover up for myself, but now, I find this kind of evasion quite stupid—"

Some classes on the basketball court began roll call, but they were alone in this circle.

"I like you, thinking, I'm not great, I'm not selfless, I haven't learned how to be hypocritical and obedient, and all the things I do are related to you, all out of my shady selfishness .”

Self-restraint has been restrained for a long time, and it is inevitable that he will lose control. He kept his head down, not daring to look at it, and he was completely unable to foresee what would happen after the window paper was pierced. He thought that maybe he really had some thoughts in his heart, but this way is not It's easy to go, if he is sensible enough, he should leave in a hurry, and the two parted ways from then on.

"If there is a future—I mean if." He said with difficulty, "I can do more for you, so what is the tuition fee of a hundred dollars?"

When he arrived at this field, he was almost incoherent. He was obsessed with madness, and his inner conflict was as if he was tormenting.

The atmosphere suddenly sank, and he fell into an awkward situation. He didn't speak, and he didn't dare to look at his reaction, so he cowardly wanted to escape again. He turned his head in embarrassment, raised his wrist and wiped his chin, He tried to hide the panic on his face, but when he lifted it up, he found that his fingertips were trembling, and he clenched his nails into his palm as if trying to hide his ears.

He has tried his best to distance himself, but the space is limited after all, and the two are still close enough to feel the breath of both sides.

Just when he was remorseful and wished he could swallow back the words that he had blurted out just now, an unexpected chuckle came from above his head.

"You're not a coward!"

The voice was too brisk, like an auditory hallucination, his limbs were as stiff as a zombie, and his head was tilted to the inside, as if he could still hear the "click" of the cervical spine.

"Eh? What are you hiding from?"

Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a claw stretching out, Yu Jinle couldn't dodge it in time, his chin was pinched straight, and then his whole body was straightened.

"Don't you like me? Then why don't you dare to look at me?"

The courage aroused by the surge of adrenal glands just now was exhausted in an instant, and now the shame of being put on a high platform for a public trial made him feel weak all over, and the flush extended from the tips of his ears, covered his whole face and spread to his neck, Finally put it under the thin school uniform shirt, looking extremely aggrieved.

"Did you lie to me?" He asked again while thinking.

Feeling that the breath of thinking was approaching, he quickly closed his eyes and tried to avoid it, but his face was clamped and there was no way to avoid it, so he could only suffocate into a red crayfish on the spot.

Thinking about not even giving him a chance to tilt his head, sticking it to completely block his retreat, wrapping his hand into his own.He buried his head in rubbing against his ear, and said in his ear: "If you say it again, I will believe you."

Yu Jinle: "!!!"

Perhaps sometimes people have to breed a little madness before they can have the urge to break through the pattern.

At that moment, thinking about the whole person really suddenly enlightened.

Who cares about the long road ahead, what hardships and hardships?There is such a ready-made person who is willing to accompany him and share the burden for him, so why should he push him away?Isn't that a fool?

His honey, my □□.

Just like what Yu Jinle said just now, it is not a good thing to blindly impose your own ideas on the other party regardless of their wishes.They were just ordinary little people with their own likes and dislikes, so he should at least give each other a chance—at least let Yu Jinle have a chance to choose.

"But I said before that, I am really having a hard time now." This will be his biggest obstacle for a long time in the future.

Yu Jinle seemed puzzled: "So what about difficulties? I don't need you to support me, and I won't be your burden. It's as if you have a family to support."

"But, do we still have to live?" The reason why he hesitated while thinking about it was mostly because he thought far ahead, "Living life is not as simple as a day or two, a month or two, or a year or two—we To integrate into each other's various aspects, get up in the morning and go to bed late, eat three meals a day, as small as buying toothpaste and toothbrush, as big as buying a house and property..."

The incident of making up tuition fees can be regarded as an alarm bell for them.At the same time, I want to realize that if the relationship between the two goes further, such and even more trivial details related to life are often more fatal.

Life is not just birds singing in the morning sun and frogs singing in the starry night. Its frightening thing is that people fall into numbness and despair in the calm day after day like a blunt knife cutting flesh.

Just imagine, if one day, because of the economic pressure, he is not able to bear the heavy burden, he asks for that one-thirteen cents every day and calculates again and again. A happy life, why bother to ask him to accompany me to suffer this suffering?

This was the only reason why he hesitated after realizing the thought-provoking emotion between the two of them.

But Yu Jinle couldn't think of him in such a long-term, he said honestly: "I don't know how I will react to things that haven't happened yet."

Thinking about helplessness, it seems that I want this realistic Taurus to say something nice to coax people. I don’t want to think about it. Yu Jinle went on to say: "There will always be discrepancies between expectations and reality. I don’t want to perfunctory you. In case If you don’t do it in the future, you will blame me.”

It's actually pretty good!

Thinking about it, I had to put it another way: "Everything is sad because of poverty. If I have a bad mentality in the future, how can I blame you?"

In the final analysis, this cold war is one of anger. His so-called dignity is based on the economic foundation and he wants to save face and suffer.

Yu Jinle thought about it seriously, "Then let's fight?"

Think about the arm strength of his shot put little prince.

While thinking: "..."

He laughed to himself, as if he had nothing to do with Yu Jinle.

"From then on, we can be more selfish to each other." He said, "For each other, nothing is too good. If I commit an offense again, you can beat me, hard, without mercy, until my mother is scared." Don't recognize me!"

The corner of Yu Jinle's mouth twitched.

"I also took a detour." I wanted to hold his hand, smoothed it against my chest, "I imposed my dissatisfaction on everything, but forgot that there were people around me who were willing to stand with me through thick and thin. What I taboo Yes, you accept it frankly; I don't pay attention to what you are scruples about, so why do we still circle each other around a stake?"

Yu Jinle is sensitive and inferior, but insists on defending him. Both of them hesitated before, but each had their own excuses. Now that they have opened up, why not talk more openly?

"So, would you like to have a try and have a relationship with me?" Bian Xiang straightened his fingers, merging his own fingers into his fingers one by one, and the two clasped their hands.

Yu Jinle finally looked back at him with a shocked expression on his face.

"Thinking about—"

At the critical moment, shouts sounded, and there was constant noise ahead. Their second class finally gathered all the people and began to roll their names. Zhang Chufeng's voice passed through most of the basketball court and came from afar.

"...Yu Jinle—"

The two looked at each other.

While thinking about shaking Yu Jinle's hand that fell into his own, he raised his eyebrows and looked at him with an expression of "If you refuse, then we both don't go out".

Yu Jinle was in a daze, the direction of the situation was really unreal.

The roll call on the basketball court quickly skipped over the two of them who were not there and continued on, thinking about approaching unrelentingly, "Looks like we have a killer trick."

Yu Jinle hadn't had time to reflect what a "killer mace" was, and suddenly bowed his head and leaned closer to his ear while thinking about it.

That smokey voice has been smoked thousands of times by fireworks, and when it is deliberately lowered, it is full of vibrations, knocking on his tympanic membrane, and every word is like singing——

"Do you take Xiang Bian for your lawful wedded husband, to live together after God's ordination, in the holy estate of matrimony Will you love, honor comfort, and cherish him from this day forward, for taking all others, keeping only unto him for as long as you both shall live?"

The bass, which is comparable to a cello, is thick and plump, and the solemn and majestic oath was read out with a sticky obsession. The red tide was like an exploding firework, covering every inch of skin exposed in the air.

In his distant memory, he seems to have vaguely heard this oath...

— "Say 'Yes, Ido'."

I wanted to be persuasive in his ears, and merged with the scene in my memory.

——"Yes...Ido..."

The excitement of getting what he wanted and the blushing shame filled his chest, and finally turned into a blurted answer, which was exactly the same as in memory.

……

"Thinking! Yu Jinle!"

No one was found, and Zhang Chufeng was on the verge of collapse. He changed his name to Hou, almost out of control.

The job of class monitor is really not humanly capable, and he has only been the class monitor for a full semester. Now he is physically and mentally exhausted, and he can't help but feel a little respect for the class monitor of Bian Da who has been re-elected for so many years.

"Thinking!!!"

"Yu Jinle!!!!"

"Here!" Just when he was on the verge of madness, a sound from outside the sky almost saved him from the fire——

As soon as Zhang Chufeng turned around, he saw that he was about to trot towards Yu Jinle.

"Stop shouting! We are together!"

The vegetation is sparse, hibiscus flowers are blooming, and little curled morning glory stamens spread out on the green screen under the blue sky and white clouds. The teenagers are holding hands and trotting through the crowd with high spirits.

After the rain, the sky is blue, and the rainbow sells off the rain.

I am with you.

The author has something to say:

Mom! !Finally wrote that they are together. . .Tired!Stop tossing, and hurry up together!