The scumbag looks at me wrong

Qi Sheng took Wen Si to stay in Jiazhou for two days, and visited all the places he stayed in when he was a child.

The old house Qi Sheng lived in was previously mortgaged for a bank loan, and after his parents passed away, the mortgage in another city still needed to be repaid. Qi Yanmei helped Qi Sheng sell the old house and repay the other house in full.

The rest has been stored in Qi Sheng's account, plus some savings from Qi Sheng's parents, Qi Sheng only had the funds to go abroad five years ago.For the money spent in the past five years, Qi Sheng seldom moved his passbook, and most of them were applied for scholarships, perhaps the royalties he got for publishing some daily articles for the professor.

When passing through the high school he stayed in, Qi Sheng found that he didn't want to introduce it to Wen Si at all. Here are his two years of unbearable experience, the reason why he lost his parents, and even more the past that he was hurt.

"This school is so small, it can't be compared with our No. [-] Middle School." Wen Si also commented seriously.

"Let's go, there's nothing to see. Schools are not all the same, let's take you to visit the city library, it's right next door." Qi Sheng pulled him and walked away.

"No, I feel dizzy when I read books." Wen Si pulled Qi Sheng and walked towards the bus station in the opposite direction, "Let's take the bus and go to the amusement park, the place where we first met, back then, you were still a Crying for Snow White..."

Hearing Wen Si's rambling voice, Qi Sheng turned his head and glanced at the school, which was gradually blocked by the surrounding buildings. It seemed that he was not so difficult to face.

The fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy, whose bloody heart trampled and blamed by his schoolmates, is being healed little by little by Wen Si who is holding his hand at this moment, and the wound is gradually healing.

Everything will be better, everything is getting better, because there is someone who is acting as a bricklayer, building a wall between him and those bad memories, which is indestructible and isolates all traces.

……

——Big money, Qi Sheng is back, but you didn't notify me, be careful that I bring the dead body to trouble you.

When Wen Si received the message, it was already past one o'clock in the middle of the night, and he posted the photos he took at the playground with Qi Sheng today to the group of four.

Only Xu Cui came back, which meant that the other two were still very busy.

In the past few years, Zhang Guanglei started a business with his family after finishing college, and met several times. After sitting down and chatting for less than 5 minutes, Zhang Guanglei's phone kept ringing, and he couldn't even eat a meal. Every time he came and went in a hurry .

Chen Lieyuan is a graduate student, not as busy as Qi Sheng, but he also spends time in the library and stays in the library. He only comes back from the imperial capital to get together during the holidays.In his words, mobile phones are used to look up information and check the time.

Speaking of which, from the beginning to the end, he was the only one who never left Fuji City.

It's not that I don't want to leave, I just can't.

Wen Si carefully took his hand away from Qi Sheng's head, went into the bathroom, sat on the toilet, and replied a message.

——You are a great forensic doctor, I have notified you, but you have no time to see him, and you are still busy arguing for the deceased.

— How many days have you been back?

- In a few days.

—— How many days is a few days?Did we meet in a stir-fry restaurant, just like you and me?

——Fuck you.

— Fuck, it’s not the proprietress who tipped you off, so you just kill him.

Wen Si thought, well, guessing can be so accurate.

——Don't be a forensic doctor, go to the street and set up a fortune-telling stall to become a half-immortal. I will cover you and guarantee that you will not be smashed or kicked out.

——Day, I fucking guessed it all.

Wen Siqian sat and sent messages, a little bored.

He sneaked out again, and by the dim light of the screen, he found the lighter and cigarettes on the bedside table.

He didn't dare to turn on the light, for fear of waking Qi Sheng up. Qi Sheng didn't sleep well, and could be woken up by the slightest sound. Once woken up, he had to brew for hours before falling asleep.

Wen Si went back to the bathroom, bit the cigarette butt, lit it up, and took a puff. He hadn't touched Qi Sheng in the past few days, and he only took a pack and put it in his pocket.

After leaving Qi Sheng, he wanted to smoke, at least it would bring him a sense of security.

It was very late at night, and there was a small window in the bathroom that was closed. The colorful neon lights were reflected outside the window, and the sound of cars passing by could be clearly heard from time to time, probably because the floor was not high.

At this time, the phone beeped twice again.

Wen Si opened.

Chen Lieyuan replied, and he was used to calling Xu Cui and others rich.

——Big money, congratulations on keeping the clouds open and the moon shining.

Wen Si smiled silently, and replied two words.

--thanks.

——Staying up so late.

Chen Lieyuan was correcting the thesis in front of the small desk lamp, supported his head, and replied.

——The thesis failed, was rejected, and changed several times.Tomorrow I will ask Qi Sheng to show me, it shouldn't be too difficult for him.

Xu Cui made a wicked smile.

——Should I send you a photo to refresh my mind.

Thinking of those mutilated corpses, Chen Lieyuan replied immediately.

——Suddenly a little sleepy, go to bed first, good night.

Xu Cui, "..."

Wen Si sent a smiling expression, and typed a few lines by the way.

——No wonder you don’t have a girlfriend yet, judging by Lao Chen’s reaction, you probably won’t even have a boyfriend anymore, tsk tsk, spend your whole life with your right and left hands.

Xu Cui, "..."

With a sneer, he found Wen Si's chat interface alone, and sent several bloody and disgusting photos over there.

Wen Si quickly exited the chat interface.

As long as I move fast, you won't be scared.

After smoking a cigarette, Wen Si turned on the tap, extinguished the cigarette butt, and threw it into the trash can.Open the small window, let the wind in for a while, feel that the smell on your body is gone, then walk out of the bathroom, climb into the bed and put your arms around Qi Sheng, and close your eyes.

Before going to bed, Wen Si counted the days in his head, a month seemed to have passed almost a week.

The date for Qi Sheng's departure is approaching again.

……

Wen Si didn't sleep well all night, and was half asleep and half awake. When he woke up the next day, his eyes were red and swollen, and the whites of his eyes were bloodshot.

"Did my mother chat with you last night?" Qi Sheng teased him while packing up his things.

Wen Si opened the chat interface between him and Xu Cui, and threw the phone to him, "Last night, a large group of dead people came to me to defend them, I was too busy."

Qi Sheng picked up the phone with a bewildered expression, turned off the screen with a blank expression, and rushed to the toilet to vomit.

"Ai ai ai ai, those who don't know think you are pregnant, is it really so scary?" Wen Si handed tissues and mineral water again.

Qi Sheng shook his head, "It's disgusting." In one of them, the belly of the corpse was covered with white maggots, which really disgusted him.

"Xu Cui, it's not easy." Qi Sheng leaned against the washstand, drank water, and suppressed the desire to vomit in his stomach with water.

Wen Si caressed his back and comforted him, "No way, he was studying medicine, who made the doctor position in Fuji City oversupply, and forensic doctors were vacant all the year round, and people resigned almost every year. It was hard and tiring, showing up every day, Pulling the dead body, and often working overtime to sleep with the dead body, who can stand it."

"Okay, let's go have breakfast." Qi Sheng screwed on the lid, handed the water to Wen Si, changed into a suit of clothes, and went downstairs to the restaurant for breakfast with Wen Si.

"When will Xu Cui be free and come out to get together?"

"It's been a month since we got together with the proprietress last time, I'll send a message to ask him later." Wen Si peeled an egg for Qi Sheng and handed it to him.

Qi Sheng took it, and smiled, "Did you smoke last night, and you smelled it when you woke up this morning."

Wen Si readily admitted, "Yes."

"Smoking less, it's not good for your health." Qi Sheng took a sip of milk and looked at him while holding the cup, "I don't want to stop you from smoking. If you really can't quit, just keep smoking. Just keep it to two cigarettes a day. Can't do it."

"I only want to smoke if you are not here. If you can stay, I can never touch it."

Qi Sheng frowned, and silently finished the milk in the glass.

If he responds, the situation will definitely end unhappy.

"You don't believe it?" Seeing that he didn't respond, Wen Si also frowned.

Qi Sheng said, "Believe it or not." He thought to himself, he had to coax the older child again.

"During the holidays, I will try my best to ask for leave to come back to accompany you, or if you come to accompany me, I will take you to see the house I rent, and every corner I have been to, just like these few days."

"I don't want to go abroad. It's boring." Wen Si's tone was very aggressive.

Qi Sheng was stunned for a moment, and realized that the two of them were angry and quarreled too frequently these past few days, and it would be bad if it went on like this.

Qi Sheng suddenly had a feeling that he had more energy than he wanted.

"Wen Si, I don't want to quarrel with you. If you really want to use this kind of hard and soft tactics to make me stay, I'm sorry, I can't do it." Qi Sheng stood up angrily, walked out of the restaurant, and walked towards the elevator. Pressing the button to go upstairs, waiting for the elevator door to open, Qi Sheng ignored the oppressive feeling brought by Wen Si behind him, and focused on the elevator door, constantly changing the floor digital display...

"Ding" as soon as the elevator door opened, Qi Sheng walked into the elevator first, and pressed the floor on the eleventh floor. He has always been soft but not hard. If Wen Si said it well, he would consider it, but he couldn't accept it. Wen Si had no reason. Talking to him in a hard, yin-yang tone, and these few days, Wen Si has been obedient to him and extremely gentle, but he couldn't accept it all of a sudden, no one could bear it, and his lover The second is caring for you, and the next second is sarcastic, even provocative.

Wen Si clenched his fists and said nothing.He just stared at Qi Sheng's back, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, as if he was suppressing, but also seemed about to explode.

As soon as the elevator door opened, Qi Sheng took out the room card, swiped the card, opened the door, and then went to check out with the packed backpack.

Wen Si resisted the door, lowered his head, and said in a hoarse voice, "Why can't you give up those bullshit degrees abroad for me, and when you go back to China, I will ask my dad to arrange for you to enter the best university, and you can also get a Ph.D. Degree, study a subject you like."

"Wen Si, this is different."

Wen Si raised his head abruptly, his eyes were scarlet, and his expression was too hostile, as if he was about to pounce on him and bite his throat in the next second. Qi Sheng was startled, and couldn't help but take a step back, squeezed The hand holding the backpack strap was so hard that the knuckles turned blue and white.

"Same." Wen Si said decisively, approaching gradually, with an aggressive tone, "Why is it different, isn't it better to have a foreign diploma? Or do you have someone else abroad at all, Qi Sheng, sometimes I doubt you Love me or not, you will always be so rational, you will go abroad without saying a word, and you will go abroad for five years. If it weren’t for your little cousin’s college entrance examination, you would definitely not come back. In the third year of high school, you would allow me to approach you because of you Alone, you need company. Now, you don't need me, do you?"

Qi Sheng was so angry that he trembled all over his body, bit his lips, and said something that he could not refute. His mind was buzzing constantly. He opened his mouth to try to explain, but he didn't know what to say. His hands trembled.

He wants to say, no, I love you, I dare not come back because I am afraid that I will never be willing to leave after seeing you.But I can't see you hurt the closest people around me because of me, and I don't even want to see you sad, this love is destined to have a beginning and an end.

After a stalemate for a long time, Qi Sheng regained his senses, still half persuading and half coaxing, "Stop talking nonsense, there is no point in attacking each other with words like this, Wen Si, we have come to this point with great difficulty. Don't destroy it with your own hands, and we are already adults, not the age of seventeen or eighteen who only have love and love in their minds, we should be more mature."

"Back then you didn't sneak out of the country, now there is no need to worry about these things, and there is no need to argue here. We will not miss five years. I was able to be with you in the fourth year. You don't understand. Qi Sheng, you are too self-righteous. You think I am immature, you have always believed that in your heart, except that I can make you satisfied and happy in bed, you think I am naive at other times, a person who is only full of love Love love, childish boyfriend, you don't want me, you don't want me at all—"

"Every time you coax me, you must be thinking, why five years have passed, I have matured, and the other party is still at that childish stage. If you can't catch up, you should just throw it away."

"No, I never thought about it that way. I didn't dislike your childishness, Wen Si, I love you!" Qi Sheng explained in a panic, Wen Si's sad expression almost broke his heart.

"You love me, but you don't pretend to be just me in your heart. You are not like me. You only have the other person in your heart. Do you know how I got here in the past five years?" Wen Si clenched his teeth, his face tensed. Tightly, as far as he knows clearly how much he loves Qi Sheng, he longs to be with him all the time, five years, 1825 days, 43800 hours, every minute and every second, he endured it one by one, Now that they have finally achieved a positive result, but they have to separate again because of some so-called studies, he can't bear it, and it doesn't matter if he is childish or crazy.

"Is a foreign degree so important to you? I even want your cousin to study abroad. Qi Sheng, answer me, you say you love me, but you won't give up everything for me and come back to me. In your heart, I'm still not that important, right?"

Qi Sheng was questioned, he threw the bag on his shoulders on the ground, and there was a muffled sound, and he slowly sat on the floor along the edge of the bed, Wen Si's cold questioning made his heart hurt so hard that he couldn't breathe , How should I explain... how should I explain... my brain hurts so much that I want to explode.

Even if there were thousands of answers, Wen Si couldn't listen to them anymore, he was like a ferocious beast trapped in a cage, ferocious and crazy, wishing he could burn everything together.

Qi Sheng wanted to say, we are all calm and calm.

It was not easy to reach the point of consummation, how could it be because of...

How can it be because...

because of what...

Qi Sheng covered his face, full of heartbreak, confusion and panic.