The scumbag looks at me wrong

Qi Sheng was sitting on the floor, leaning against the bed and covering his face, Wen Si was standing in the entrance, hidden in the shadows.They are stalemate, cold war, silent...

This time, no one bowed their heads and gave in before opening their mouths. Time passed like quicksand, the room was facing the sun, the curtains were open, and the light moved slowly from the end of the bed, constantly changing its position until it retracted to the ground.

"Ring ring ring ring" the phone in the room broke the calm, Qi Sheng raised his head, supported the edge of the bed, moved his body close to the bed, and answered the phone.

"Hi, it's already two o'clock. Would you like to stay longer? If you want to stay longer, please come to the front desk to pay the deposit." The sweet voice of the front desk lady came from the microphone. After finishing speaking, I waited for a while, but no one answered , she asked tentatively, "Hello, are you listening?"

Qi Sheng habitually looked at his wrist, only to find that the watch had already been worn on Wen Si's hand by himself, he closed his eyes, and said in a low, deep voice, "Hold on, I'll come down later."

In his state, unable to return to Fang's house, Qi Yanmei and the others could easily see through him. He also couldn't go to the house Wen Si rented, and the relationship dropped to freezing point. When they spoke, nothing but quarreled.

"Okay, bye."

"Beep beep——" the phone was hung up, Qi Sheng was still holding the receiver in his hand in a daze, Qi Sheng thought that Wen Si was still the same as it was five years ago, nothing had changed, he was wrong, not only wrong, And dead wrong.

He began to learn to force himself to submit, playing both soft and hard ways, and he didn't even bother to give basic respect.

"Wen Si, what do you think of me?"

Qi Sheng was very tired. He was abroad, and in order to graduate as soon as possible, he had to stay up for several days and nights to get out his papers. He was not as tired as he is now.

His brain couldn't move anymore, it was all moving with his tongue, and when he asked, he was too lazy to think about it, too lazy to reason with Wen Si, so he asked straightforwardly.

"I just want you not to leave and stay by my side. I can give you whatever you want, even more." Wen Si was in a trance. It was very unpleasant, but he had no other choice. He walked over, half-kneeled in front of Qi Sheng, stretched out his hand to touch his face, and begged, "Qi Sheng, please stay, I'm sorry, I know I'm selfish, but I don't want you to leave me, I can't see you, I'm going crazy, I've been suffering for five years, every day is hard."

He pressed Qi Sheng's forehead, and there was a deep sadness in his eyes, "These five years have been really tormented, just think I'm crazy, two years is too long, I really can't wait, I can't wait I don’t want to wait any longer, I don’t want to let you go after spending this sweet month with you, whether you say I’m selfish, despicable, or overbearing, I just want to keep you, let you go You're by my side, that's all."

"Wen Si, you...give me some time, let me think about it, is it okay?" Qi Sheng unconsciously avoided his scorching gaze, with mixed feelings in his heart, Wen Si had never made him so anxious like today Sad, even though he knew that he would have to face this day sooner or later, Qi Sheng didn't want to worry about it now, but Wen Si didn't let him go, and he wasn't going to let him go.

He felt that if he didn't give Wen Si an answer today, Wen Si would definitely go crazy. As for the consequences of going crazy, he didn't know if he could bear it.

"How long will it take? A day or two. Qi Sheng, you don't want to stay, I know, you're just delaying time and perfunctory me." Wen Si forcibly pinched his chin, so that he had to face Wen Si's pair of dark, dark eyes. Xie's eyes, his breath sprayed on Qi Sheng's lips, "I want your answer now."

Wen Si had a strong hand, he had never treated Qi Sheng so rudely before, Qi Sheng endured the pain in his jaw, and replied coldly, "I don't know."

Qi Sheng was also annoyed, he shouldn't have such a ferocious and persuasive face, but when he thought that it was all because of him, Qi Sheng softened his heart, "I don't know, I need time Think about it, give me some time."

Wen Si also softened his tone and softened his facial features, leaving no room for him to refuse. "Okay, tomorrow morning, you give me an answer, I don't want you to reject my answer."

"You..." Qi Sheng shot at Wen Si coldly like a sharp sword, but was defeated by his desolate and forbearing appearance. "Wen Si, is it interesting for you to force me like this?"

"I didn't force you, I just let you make a decision."

They are all competing with each other, waiting for the other to bow first.

"Wen Si, you go back to Fuji City first, I'll stay here for a few more days, let's separate and calm down." Qi Sheng resented their situation at the moment, they were at war with each other, secretly fighting each other, forcing the other party to bow their heads, compromise, no Like an intimate lover, more like an enemy who is extremely jealous.

Wen Si stared at Qi Sheng in disbelief, his eyes suddenly turned red, and he choked up, "Are you driving me away, are you going to drive me away?"

Qi Sheng raised his hand to touch his hair, halfway up, then lowered it irritably, turned his head away from him, and said in a shy voice, "No one is chasing you, I need to be alone, think about it."

Wen Si raised his hand to wipe away his tears, his eyes washed by tears were extremely black, stubborn and stubborn, he said in a hoarse voice, "I won't leave, I will be where you are, don't try to get rid of me."

Qi Sheng stared at him, and said sarcastically, "Okay, then you go abroad with me, for the remaining two years or so, we don't need to be separated, let alone count the days on our fingers every day when we can see each other again, where am I? Where are you, I will not leave you, we can chat, walk, cook, go to bed as before."

Wen Si shook his head, gently pressed his index finger against his lips, and there was a seductive temptation hidden in his pleasant voice, which was as charming as a devil, "Qi Sheng, it's good that we are like this now, as long as you If we stay in China, we can still come back here occasionally. Don’t you want to go back to your parents’ house and reminisce about the past? Clean up the house and stay for a few nights, we will treat it as a vacation and cook at your house. Chat, watch TV, and have unrestrained sex in the bedroom where you lived when you were a child, don’t you want to do this? I have wanted to do this for a long time, do all the intimate things with you in the bedroom where you slept when you were a child, it’s very happy ,Is not it."

"I don't want to." Qi Sheng pursed his lips, drooped his thin eyelids, lowered his eyebrows and called Wen Si's body warm, but the next sentence, he called him again, his whole body was cold, "Wen Si, it's really comfortable to sleep with you , but I have more meaningful things than sleeping with you, if you are with me, you only think about these, we are not suitable at all, it is more suitable for you to find a sexual partner."

Wen Si's face was pale, his eyes were dead silent, full of ashes, he didn't expect Qi Sheng's words to be so vicious, like honey mixed with poison, he was willing to swallow it, the pain made his internal organs twist, But there was still nothing he could do about it.

"Do you think..." He opened his mouth softly, as light as a hair, "Do you think I want to keep you so much, I just want to sleep with you, Qi Sheng, if this is really the case, do I have to face your aunt and the others?" In front of you, I will give you a lot of money for whoring, after all, your body really suits my heart."

"You..." Qi Sheng was angry. "Aren't you afraid that I will hate you if you force me to stay?"

"Qi Sheng, I just want you to choose me, I think you can only accommodate my existence in your heart, go to the fucking schoolwork, can you just think of me, just like me."

It was the first time for Qi Sheng to be forced to a cliff. One step forward was an abyss, and one step back was a gorgeous cage. No matter which step he took, it was not the result he wanted.

Qi Sheng is not a fussy person, he takes things very seriously.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have let the voices slandering him fly all over the campus during the first and second years of high school, and he would turn a blind eye to the boys who accused him of being cowardly and useless in person.

The most embarrassing time in his life, probably now, was forced by Wen Si, and he was in a dilemma.

The four eyes met, no doubt, full of a strong smell of fire.

In the next second, no matter who speaks first, it will probably be the fuse that ignites the bomb.

Wen Si's whole body was tense, his hands were clenched into fists, his back was full of veins, his chest heaved up and down, his appearance looked so indestructible, but his fragile heart was controlled by Qi Sheng, as long as Qi Sheng said another word that hurt him, His heart automatically cut off the blood vessels in his body, and stopped his heartbeat, declaring his death.

Maybe it was doomed from the day they met again.

Those few days went so smoothly, first the old man agreed, then Wen Si's parents nodded, the two families met for dinner, everything went so smoothly, it made Qi Sheng feel unreal.

The problem that lies between them now is the first hurdle. If you pass it, there will be countless hurdles to come. If you fail to pass it, only the other one is willing to compromise, hide your grievances, and stumble on.

Qi Sheng felt that there was something wrong with such an aggressive Wen Si, he would never push himself like this, and he was not willing to do so.But today everything is wrong, so wrong.

Qi Sheng felt that he needed someone to think about how to deal with Wen Si's matter.

Qi Sheng sighed silently from the bottom of his heart, lifted his drooping eyelids to glance at Wen Si, then drooped them again, his thick, crow-black eyelids trembled slightly, mixed with a soul-stirring frailty, Qi Sheng subdued first, and put him by his side He raised his two hands around Wen Si's shoulders, stayed at the position of his shoulder blades, and buried his face into the crescent of his neck, "Wen Si, what should I do with you?"

Wen Si put his trembling hands on the back of his neck, stroked, caressed, begged a little hoarsely, "Qi Sheng, I know you must be angry with me, can you forgive me for the sake of my love for you?" Me. Stay for me, okay, Qi Sheng. Please."

"it is good."

Wen Si's body shook for a moment, thinking that he was hallucinating, he hurriedly held Qi Sheng's face to confirm, looking for signs of lying on his face as if searching for clues, "Did you promise me?"

"Well, I can't refuse you. You can do whatever you want, I promise you everything." When I first met him when I returned to China, I regretted that I didn't treat him better in my third year of high school.If you leave regardless of this time, you will regret it in the future.Qi Sheng was afraid that Wen Si would think he was speaking out of anger, so he leaned over and kissed the corner of his mouth, "Really, I won't leave you."

Wen Si rubbed the back of his neck with his hand, clasping him tightly like a soldering iron, deepening the kiss, asking for it all the time, as if to confirm the authenticity of all this.

After the kiss, Wen Si leaned against Qi Sheng's forehead, looking directly at Qi Sheng's glass-like eyes with deep eyes, there was no trace of lying there, Wen Si had to believe that Qi Sheng couldn't leave the truth of his words.

Qi Sheng sat on the ground, let him look at him without blinking, kneaded his back comfortingly, and slightly curled his mouth, "Did you see what you want?"

The tone seemed to be teasing and joking, Wen Si couldn't help avoiding his gaze, and looked around the room, but stopped looking at Qi Sheng.

This time it was changed to Qi Sheng holding his face, facing himself, with a serious expression, Wen Si thought that he was going to say something serious again, so he couldn't help but clenched his fists and waited for it.Qi Sheng grabbed his hand and touched his stomach, "I'm hungry."

Wen Si, "..."

He didn't know whether to laugh or cry, or to cooperate and say that he was hungry too.

But the other party didn't give him a chance to show off, and directly ordered, "I'll order something to eat, you go out and buy some fruit, and go downstairs to pay the deposit again. By the way, I also want to eat steamed cakes and jujube paste. Last time we The one I've been to."

Wen Si pulled him up and sat on the bed, went to get the wallet and room card without saying a word, took a deep look at Qi Sheng who was smiling, closed the door and left.

"Huh!" Qi Sheng lay on the bed with his eyes closed, his back facing the sky, and exhaled a breath of stale air in his chest. His fingers accidentally touched Wen Si's cell phone. After unlocking it, call out Wen Fang's number.

The pale fingertips hesitated again and again, and finally the number was broadcast.

Then he got up and went to the bathroom and locked the door.Leaning against the cold tiles, his out-of-focus eyes stared at a certain place in a daze.

"Is there anything else you need to ask me for help? Or you don't want to work as a police officer anymore." Wen Fang looked very busy, and the sound of pages turning kept on.

"It's me, Qi Sheng."

Wen Si put away the indifference he treated his younger brother, and became a bit more serious, "Huh? Is there something wrong?"

There are too many questions to ask when the organized words are about to come out. Qi Sheng chose the most critical question, "Wen Si, why do you reject topics like going abroad?"

If he didn't reject him, Wen Si wouldn't quarrel with him a few times and become more resistant. The person who always compromised before bowing his head was Wen Si.Wen Si always followed wherever he was, but in this matter, he was uncharacteristically.

"Did you quarrel?"

"Yes, we quarreled twice. Each time was more serious."

Wen Fang, who got the answer, frowned, put down the documents at hand, stood up and walked towards the French windows, looking at the people and cars coming and going like ants under his feet, his mind was in a mess, like a mess of wool and he didn't know where the head was. He sighed, "Qi Sheng, you should know that children from rich families like us are sent abroad for elite and aristocratic education since childhood. This has been done since my parents' generation. Naturally, my parents also hope that Xiaosi and I are no exception. When I was five years old, my parents bought a house and specially selected a driver and nanny who are proficient in languages ​​to accompany me to the UK. Later, I went to In junior high school, my parents sent Xiao Si who had just turned five years old, and I was about to graduate from the third year of junior high school, and I had to get full marks in various course assessments, and those who left early and returned late had few chances to meet Xiao Si."

Therefore, he didn't even know that his younger brother was being bullied at school. Wen Si was also a stubborn child, and when he was bullied, he would fight with the opponent. Although Wen Si was young, he was unambiguous in fighting. Don't dare to come forward.

Once after school, the group of foreign children played tricks, stripped Wensi naked, and locked him in the school's sculpture room. The nanny saw that it was dark and no one was there, and the driver couldn't pick up anyone at the school gate. Wen Fang contacted Wen Fang next time, Wen Fang found the person in charge of the school, and together they searched for most of the night in the huge and empty campus. Then there was a rustling sound, like a ghost passing by, unspeakably charming.

It was hard for him to imagine how scared Xiao Si, who was alone, would be at such a late hour.His Xiaosi must be huddled helplessly in a corner, hoping that his brother would find him.Thinking of this, Wen Fang seemed unable to wait any longer. He was so anxious that he grabbed the person in charge by the collar and told him to call the police.

The person in charge didn't dare to be negligent, and immediately called the police. All the police in the jurisdiction were mobilized, and after searching the campus, Wen Fang finally found Wen Si, who was shivering and hiding in the dark, in a remote and quiet sculpture room full of pale and lifelike portraits. , the smart and bright star pupils have dimmed and are full of tears.

Wen Fang wraps him in a blanket in distress, and with a slight touch, the other party is like a small animal on the verge of collapse, kicking and beating Wen Fang frantically, and the small fist hits Wen Fang's cheek several times, but he Still patiently hugging Wen Si and coaxing him in a low voice, waiting for him to fall into a deep sleep from complete exhaustion.

Although the school punished a few students who played tricks on Wen Si, the harm to Wen Si had already been done, leaving behind a serious psychological shadow. As soon as he returned to school, he cried and made noises, and his mood was extremely unstable, shouting to go home, Wen Fuwen and his wife rushed abroad to bring him home. They also arranged for counseling by a psychiatrist and deliberately erased his memory. After he was no different from usual, Wen Si was rescheduled to go to school.

Wen Fuwen didn't dare to send people to so-called aristocratic schools anymore, but chose a key school with strict management, and then greeted him well and sent him to the key class of the key school.

Wen Si is too lazy to make friends and has no close classmates.Occasionally, some classmates showed their affection, but he only made acquaintances with nodding.

"Even though that memory has been erased, he is still afraid of the dark, of too quiet environments, and even more of statues. He doesn't like to make friends, he is obedient, and stays at home obediently during summer and winter vacations. The children asked him to play, and he would rather give them the toys than play with others. The psychiatrist said that people's memories can be erased, but subconscious rejection is the body's self-protection, and Xiao Si may always be like this At that time, my mother cried every day, regretting sending him abroad."

"I gave him a pet. He hugged him every day, even eating and sleeping together. My mother thought it was unhygienic, so she stipulated that he must be separated when eating and sleeping. He didn't even struggle to resist, and he didn't eat or sleep anymore. hold."

"When I was seven years old, I took him to Jiazhou to play. He met you, and he kept thinking about it. It was the first time he took the initiative to get close to you. It's really strange. After he experienced that incident, to whom? They are all cold and indifferent, but they will give you their favorite chocolates. At the age of 17, when he met you again, all he misses is you, Qi Sheng, no matter how ugly my brother said, please look at him So for the sake of loving you, please tolerate him more."

"I've never seen him treat anyone like this. He gave you all his emotions and desires. I don't ask you to pay the same, but please accommodate him more."

Wen Fang wanted to hang up the phone, and wanted Qi Sheng to know how his younger brother spent the past five years. He had never experienced such feelings, and he had no way of experiencing them, "Qi Sheng, you are the only one he doesn't know Things that let go, although I describe it as inappropriate. When he was a child, when he liked to hold on to something, as long as my parents persuaded him, he would let it go. A year ago, he went to grandpa behind our backs and said What happened to you, my dad scolded him for being crazy when he found out, and he didn't care about the consequences at all. Do you know what he said? He said that after you left, he never lived a normal life again. "

"After you left, he didn't quarrel with my parents once, and he didn't quarrel with my parents. He was still the same as before. But he is really abnormal. My dad didn't go to the university arranged by him, so he secretly reported to the police academy After graduating, I didn’t go to the company and went to work as a film policeman. It was hard and tiring, and I wasn’t afraid to sit alone in an empty and terribly quiet office when I was on duty at night. Do you think he is abnormal.”

Yes, he said that he was afraid of ghosts, dark and quiet, and even more afraid of him leaving. Once he left, those people would be behind.

Qi Sheng hung up the phone bitterly, wiped his face, only to realize that at some point, tears were streaming down his face, and his back leaned against the wall and slowly fell to the ground.

He minored in psychology in college, and he could understand how much that experience hurt Wen Si.

He thought, fortunately he found out what was wrong with Wen Si in advance, if he accidentally hurt him more thoroughly, he might not be able to forgive himself in his life.

At this moment, Qi Sheng realized that compared to Wen Si, he could not care about anything, he could abandon everything, and he could stay by his side for the rest of his life without going anywhere.