out of control relationship

Qin Yuan hasn't had evening self-study at school for almost a year, and he was not used to suddenly letting him watch the sunset in the mountains of books scattered in the classroom.

After school at 09:30, he walked out of the classroom with a group of classmates who were discussing "what to eat for supper". Among the crowd who automatically shunted to both sides of the corridor, he saw Qin Shuobei who was leaning against the wall and waiting for him, dressed in clean clothes. White T-shirt, one hand in the pocket of school uniform trousers.

When I saw him, I didn't talk much, just like a puppy who found its owner only by smell, got tacit approval, and followed him well-trained.

Qin Yuan: "..."

On the way back, he passed the convenience store where he worked. Taking advantage of this opportunity, Qin Yuan asked the boss for a week off and explained his situation.

The boss was considerate and said that he could wait for him to come back, "Would you like to come here for summer vacation?"

Qin Yuan thought for a while, took out a cigarette and tapped it on the top of the cigarette case, "En."

"That's right," the boss smiled, "If you work full-time, your salary can be doubled."

Qin Yuan also smiled, "Okay. Thank you boss."

After that day, I went to school for a total of two days, followed by a three-day holiday to arrange the examination room before the college entrance examination.Qin Yuan and the others received the admission ticket, cleaned up the piles of books and waste paper in the school, and went home for the final rest.

They got out of school early that day, so they didn't wait for Qin Shuobei. While he was dragging his big bag full of books, he listened to Wang Yihong complain about how nervous his mother was about the college entrance examination; Feeling emotional, maybe because it is so close, I know in my heart that no matter how anxious I am, it is useless.

When he got home, his only family member also asked him, "Brother, are you nervous?"

"Why are you nervous?" Qin Yuan took the dishes on the table to the kitchen, turned up the TV volume by the way, and listened to tomorrow's weather forecast, the temperature seemed to be a few degrees higher than today.

"I'm nervous about our family's living expenses next month."

Qin Shuobei couldn't get in the way, he wanted to speak but stopped.He gave up, went to wash his hands, took a reference book that looked like a brick and sat at the table, raised his face from a low place and looked at his brother from a rather innocent angle.

"If you have time, can you tell me a question?"

"Ok?"

Qin Yuan turned off the TV, threw the remote control on the sofa, and stared at him intently at first, until Qin Shuobei tilted his head, and then avoided his eyes as if he had just woken up from a dream, "...I'll go get a pen."

Qin Shuobei was a little dazed, but unexpectedly it wasn't a bad premonition, the corners of his mouth were a little slack, and when his brother came over with a pen and paper and bent down, he finally smoothed it out without any risk.

"this."

He pointed to a comprehensive application question with intricate questions like reading comprehension. Qin Yuan leaned over to take a look, and said decisively, "Isn't this junior high school knowledge?"

"Yes," Qin Shuobei said unhurriedly, "This is mathematics in the first half of the second year of high school."

"I'm planning to go straight to high school, and I've told the teacher about it." He lowered his head under the bright yellow light, "I'm considering skipping a first grade and going straight to the second grade."

Qin Yuan was at a loss for words for a moment, and felt as if he had been hit head-on by a taunt from the "genius child", and the whole situation became more and more serious.

It took him a long time to organize his words, and he smiled relievedly but far-fetchedly, "Not bad."

——It was an unfathomable sense of crisis that has been in a strong position for a long time but suddenly found that he was about to be surpassed. Although this kind of development is sooner or later, and he is still his own younger brother, it is really gratifying to be so outstanding. He is happy, But also mixed with some indescribable loss.

This is the vanity that every elder brother will have: living under the admiration of his younger brother, if one day Qin Shuobei grows up and has the ability to take care of him in turn, what kind of situation will it be...

"elder brother?"

Qin Shuobei suddenly stretched out his hand, not wanting to be presumptuous without permission, and wiped off a little dust that fell on the tip of his nose with his fingertips, "What's wrong?"

"fine."

Qin Yuan's hand was on the corner of the table, and Qin Shuobei wanted to hide when he touched him, but now he almost had nothing to do, and grabbed the other's shoulder in desperation, the gesture seemed very intimate, but it would be very awkward to let go of his hand at this time To cover it up, I had to continue speaking in this posture. "Look at the question, don't look at me."

Qin Shuobei turned his face to look at the book, thinking that if he moved his head a little, he could lean on him.

This is really wonderful.

Under the double action of his brother's reasonable guidance and unreasonable ridicule, Qin Shuobei, a child genius, finally finished the day's exercises. Before going to bed, he found Qin Yuan who was packing stationery in his study, and tentatively said, "Brother, I'll accompany you tomorrow morning."

"Is it necessary? Sleep on your sleep, don't worry about it."

It was an unexpected answer.He stood behind Qin Yuan who didn't look back, and smiled helplessly.

On a hot and windless night in summer, Qin Yuan stood bare-chested in front of the desk lamp, the furry halo outlined a shallow edge on his arms and waistline.Insist on exercising and long-term physical work have made his shoulders very strong. Although he is thin, he is plump and beautiful. When he reaches for things from high places, he can vaguely see the floating shoulder blades and the slender line in the middle of his back. of the depression.

Qin Shuobei suddenly felt that it might be due to his age, his adolescent mood was hot and impulsive, and he was easily aroused by a specific and vivid scene. Some thoughts that popped up in an instant made him a little at a loss. Hugging Qin Yuan from behind, even though he knew the unreasonable behavior of this kind of behavior, he still clearly wanted to do this, and thought about it for a long time.

He realized that if this went on like this, those "secrets" that only belonged to him would almost be impossible to hide.

So he changed his stance, adjusted his angle, and said, "I'm going to get up early too, and I'll take you to the library after the exam, drop by."

Now Qin Yuan had nothing to say, he closed the transparent document bag with a snort, and placed it in the most conspicuous place on the desk together with his own documents, expressing his acquiescence with practical actions.

"sleep early."

"Yeah." Qin Shuobei let go of the hand that was touching the door frame, "Good night, brother."

After he left, Qin Yuan stood alone in front of the bookcase where reference books were piled up for a while, shivering violently.

WTF.He thought, why does this kid speak so nicely casually.

In the early morning of the next day, Qin Shuobei really got up with him, walked through the overcrowded morning market to the school as usual, and then stood outside the cordon for maintaining order by the road, watching Qin Yuan stroll in with a carefree expression.

From the bottom of his heart, he felt that his brother was fine. Even if it was an objective and selfless evaluation, Qin Yuan was just taking the college entrance examination. After all, he was a recommended student, and he had a sure chance of winning. He had never made a mistake.

Before he knew it, he stood in the shade of the tree for a long time like those anxious parents outside the school gate, and he turned and left in the direction of the library until the first preparatory bell rang.

He has been here for the past two days.

On the afternoon of the last exam, he came to the school gate ahead of time to wait, brought a bottle of iced herbal tea, stood by the flower bed outside the school gate, and recited a few words, and saw more people pouring out of the school gate , a group of parents couldn't wait to rush up to meet their children. There were a few who were devastated by the exam-oriented education and started crying after leaving the exam room.

——The more than ten years of studying hard in the cold window, or the entire teenage years of war and chaos, just ended in nostalgia and regret.

Even for a person like Qin Yuan, being in such a situation, he felt somewhat lost out of thin air.

And when he saw Qin Shuobei, who was waiting for him outside the crowd with big bags and small bags not far away, the oppressive emotions in his chest disappeared somehow.

It turned out that he was free.