out of control relationship

After that, their lives seemed to remain the same, and they did not change because of the change in the relationship between the two.Without the potential for turbulence, they are closer than ever, and therefore feel more at peace.

Their way of getting along is no different from ordinary teenage couples. They will hold hands, kiss, joke with each other in the bath, bask in the moon on the balcony and say things that they don’t like to say for a long time... they will also go out to buy something together, and they usually choose Qin Yuan On the second day off after the night shift, he was asked to catch up on sleep in the morning, and then went out after waking up. He was still sleepy, but he decided not to say anything. Shuobei fell asleep on his body.

There were few passengers on the last train, and they were sitting sporadically in the first few rows. They sat in the last row of seats. Outside the window was the road that was constantly being thrown behind them, and the street lights stretched like a strip of light.The car isn't going fast, and there are occasional unpleasant bumps, but no one complains.

Qin Shuobei sat very straight, his eyes were looking straight ahead, but he was actually looking at the drowsy Qin Yuan from the corner of his eye.He persevered all the way, his eyes seemed to be closed, his hands were crossed in front of his chest, his posture seemed very stubborn, but in the end he surrendered to sleepiness, urged by the shaking carriage, and slowly pressed against Qin Shuobei who seemed to be waiting for him at any time. Ready shoulders.

Whenever he thinks of Qin Yuan, his heart is as peaceful as a lush forest.

He naturally didn't know that Qin Yuan had already turned the dream into reality. He just put his hand on his leg and patted it lightly when the bus arrived at the station. He leaned towards his ear and said , bro, get out of the car.

He looked at the thin circle of eyelashes that fell on Qin Yuan's eyelids, flapped them twice in confusion, yawned and followed him out of the car, and then held his hand on the unlit night road.

Because they have never been in love with each other, their cognition of relationship is still jerky. They don't know when to do what, how to figure out a person's mind, how to cherish him and repay him. They can only follow the instinct to treat each other well.

This is the only thing that can be done.

At the end of August, during Qin Shuobei's military training, amidst Qin Yuan's malicious expectations and blessings, he still didn't tan a little bit.

He was promoted to the second year of high school at the beginning of school, and he became an outlier in the class. Fortunately, he was slightly superior in appearance and had no personality to criticize, so he got along well with his classmates—what kind of rumors did he hear or was rejected by the sophomore? The year-old senior sister handed over the love letter, which will be told to Qin Yuan as a joke.

"It's strange."

Qin Yuan leaned against the window to smoke, and pushed the ashtray into the window sill with the back of his hand, "Why have I never been chased before?"

Qin Shuobei looked at his light-colored eyes and handsome browbones, and said in his heart, "That's because you can't feel it at all", and said, "Do you like it? If you like it, I will chase you from now on."

Qin Yuan choked on the cigarette he had smoked for several years in a daze.

"Qin Shuobei," he coughed until his cheeks turned red, "I hope you will review your precocity."

"Oh."

The warm wind of early autumn was blowing outside the brown screen window, Qin Shuobei looked at him, his eyes were straightforward and straightforward, but there was a kind of knowing offense in his words, "I shouldn't have done this when I was 14 years old without asking for your opinion. Treat you like your first love."

Qin Yuan twitched the corner of his mouth and gave a rather pertinent evaluation: "I owe you a beating."

Those facts can be acknowledged, and those longings have a destination. I like this kind of thing regardless of who comes first, because I can keep my mind fresh. No matter how long it takes, the moment when I deliver it to the other party is still the most beautiful appearance.

It doesn't matter if the fleeting time goes slower.

Half a year later, New Year's Eve.

This is the first time that Qin Yuan and Qin Shuobei celebrate the New Year together alone, and it is also their first year "together".

Before leaving get off work on New Year's Eve, the owner of the convenience store gave Qin Yuan a generous bonus red envelope as a reward for his hard work throughout the year.On the way home by bike, Qin Yuan couldn't help but curiously opened it up and peeked at it, took out three cards from inside, and ran to the shopping street to buy simple New Year's goods.

"Have you reached my house yet?"

When he was walking home with his things, he thought of calling Wang Yihong, but the other party answered very quickly, and the receiver seemed to be still running on the road.

"almost!"

In fact, there are more than just him and Qin Shuobei during the Chinese New Year this year.Wang Yihong's parents went to his hometown in other provinces, and he was too lazy to follow, so he temporarily decided to join Qin Yuan; in Qin Shuobei, there was Tang Ying who didn't like to join in the fun with his family and relatives, and wanted to come to his house to make dumplings and set off cannons. You are welcome.

Afterwards, Wang Yihong called again, saying that there was a traffic jam on the road, and it was estimated that he would arrive only after dark, and there was no news from Tang Ying, Qin Yuan returned home, and Qin Shuobei just came in on the back foot.He spent the whole afternoon upstairs helping the neighbor's children with their homework.

Speaking of the upstairs neighbor and the brat, it was Qin Shuobei who found a new job during his winter vacation.It coincides with the holidays for elementary and middle school students, but parents are generally overwhelmed with the end of the year. As a result, the children are neglected and have to choose to send them to family-style trusteeships in the community.

Qin Shuobei was in this position, because the neighbors knew each other well, so the parents were more at ease.His tasks are not many in total. He goes home to do homework with the children during the day, and tutors winter vacation homework part-time. The main task is to watch over the restless little girl and prevent her from running out to play when there is no parental supervision.

Just such a little work, 50 yuan a day, always makes Qin Yuan, a perennial coolie, itch his teeth with hatred.

"No." This jealousy was denied by Qin Shuobei himself, "You don't know how difficult it is for children nowadays."

For example, when Qin Shuobei was answering questions word by word for her, that ten-year-old girl suddenly looked up at him from such a close distance and asked, "Little teacher, can I be your girlfriend?"

The 16-year-old Qin Shuobei was a little confused.

Although his facial expression was still impeccable, the boy's eyes were clear but hazy, and he smiled and said, "No."

"why?"

He said, "Because the teacher has someone he likes."

"Oh, that teacher is a puppy love."

"..." It seems that you are more serious.

Kids these days are really tough.

However, this fact is said by a boy of his age in a deliberately old fashioned way, which is very unconvincing.When Qin Yuan heard this, he disapproved: "It's harder than you?"

Unexpectedly, as soon as he finished speaking, his chin was gently pinched by the other party's fingers, so that he had to raise his head to face his younger brother who was already taller than him while he was doing something at hand.

The young man smiled brightly at him, but narrowed his eyes, and spoke slowly and charmingly.

"I'm not a child anymore."

He didn't even call his brother anymore, calling his name directly seemed to have an indescribable lingering taste, combined with that wonderful voice mixed with softness and deepness, anyway, Qin Yuan was covered in goosebumps by him and couldn't get rid of it. , I had no choice but to get discouraged and wipe the dumpling dough on his nose.

As a result, the center of the face that was gradually getting rid of childishness suddenly became white, and it looked a bit like a clown.

Before Qin Yuan could make fun of him, Qin Shuobei came closer to his face, shook his head and rubbed the tip of his nose back and forth on his nose, turning his nose white.

Then there is a natural kiss, without the slightest estrangement and hesitation.

At 07:30 in the evening, when the dumplings were put into the pot, Wang Yihong and Tang Ying arrived in no particular order, bringing beer, snacks and fireworks.

The family has never been so lively in previous years. The four of them watched the Spring Festival Gala while eating, and took the fireworks to the open space in the community when counting down to midnight.Tang Ying didn't know how to play with the lighter, and followed senior Wang Yihong to ignite it, and the other two stood in the distance. Qin Shuobei took advantage of the night to secretly hug Qin Yuan from behind, and buried his face in his neck .

"Happy New Year."

Thank you for being with me this past year.

May every year in the future be with you.

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